BPOV

"Guys, go ahead! I hunted yesterday, and none of you did!" I was trying to convince the family to go hunt. I went out yesterday to hunt, while none of my family had. They all had pitch black eyes, and it scared me.

"Bella, how about I stay here with you while the rest go hunt?" Jasper asked, trying to keep me safe, but his eyes were the darkest. While everyone else's eyes have only been black for one day, his has been black for at least two days, maybe three.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled. "Jasper, you know I would like that, but you need it just as much as they do. Please. For me." I gently kissed his cheek, hoping to sway him.

Sighing, Jasper smiled. "Fine, but we will only be gone for a few hours. We have to go to Canada, because we all can't hunt here, but call me if you need anything." He smiled, and we kissed softly. Only six day ago had Jasper told me that he would someday love me, and that he had feelings for me. We both wanted to go slow, so this was only our second kiss, and I cherished every second of it.

His lips on mine felt wonderful. They felt as if they were made for mine, and I wished we could just kiss until the end of time, but Emmett's rude cough cut us off, and we pulled apart.

"Damn you Emmett!" I gently and only slightly teasingly yelled at him.

"Sorry Bells, but I'm hungry!" Emmett said, and hugged Rosalie to him as he left the house.

"Call us if needed, alright Bella?" Carlisle asked, and when I nodded, he and Esme left the house, leaving only me and Jasper.

Smiling at him, I gently kissed his cheek, and then he kissed the tip of my nose, and hugged me. "Be safe." And then he was gone.

Sighing, I walked over and sat down on the couch, picking up the remote. Damn, what the hell was I going to do for the next few hours? There better be something good on TV. Looking through the channels, I settled on a sappy love movie.

Curling up on the couch, I let out a soft sigh, watching the movie. They were so in love, but they were just acting. It made me think about Jasper. He said that he would one day love me. But you know what? I could wait till the end of time, if that was what he needed.

I heard the door open, and I sat straight up, sniffing the air. I couldn't remember the scent, so I quickly moved into a defensive crouch, and moved away from the walls. If I got trapped in the corner, I might end up killing someone I shouldn't.

The vampire standing in front of me was tall, and had wind blown bronze hair. I remembered seeing him before, and then it hit me. "Edward?" It came out in a growl, and I staid I my crouch.

"Bella! You're a newborn? I'm so glad you remember me! Come here!" He opened his arms, but there was devious look in his eyes which made me think the worst was about to happen.

"Edward, I don't really remember you. I have no feelings for you. I only have feelings for Jasper." I staid in my crouch, and waited to see what he was about to do.

"Oh, do you know?" He pounced on me, and pinned me to the ground, but before I could fight back, he quickly whispered. "You stop me, or scream, you will never see your precious Jasper again. I will kill me, and leave you alone." His words shook me to my soul, and I knew that he meant it.

"You have no idea how long I've waited for this." Edward growled in my ear, and then I felt my shirt rip. I knew I could fight back, but I was sure that he would get away, and kill Jasper. I couldn't do that to Jasper, so I closed my eyes and hoped that it would end soon.

I then felt my pants and panties disappear and I wished that I could just die. I then felt him inside me, and his hands twisted in my hair, and I started to cry a tearless cry. One of his hands fell out of my hair, and he slapped me across my face. "You will look at me, bitch."

I slowly opened my eyes, and I knew I would never again forget that face. I let out a scream as he broke through my virginity, but he wouldn't stop. It hurt so bad, and yet he wouldn't stop, no matter how much I begged.

An hour later, he slapped me across the face once more, and then he was gone. This was the worst day of my life, and I just wanted to die. I pulled on my clothes quickly and ran upstairs, turning on the water, and jumping into the shower.

I fell down into a ball on the floor of the shower and started to sob. I had only put the clothes back on so I no longer felt exposed, so I no longer felt like he was next to me. I sobbed and sobbed dry sobs, I waited for Edward to just come back and kill me, but he didn't. Suddenly, I remembered my cell phone.

In a flash, I pulled my cell phone from out of my pocket, and was shocked that it was still dry. Sitting up so that the water no longer hit my head or the phone, I dialed Jasper's number. He answered it the first ring.

"Hey Darlin'. Is everything alright?" His voice was sweet and calm, but I could tell he was worried.

"Jasper! Edward came back! He…He isn't dead…Jasper…He…" I couldn't say that he raped me. I couldn't except it, but I also needed Jasper, and if I would have told him that he raped me, he would go and kill him right then and there.

"Bella, I knew I shouldn't have left you there alone. I'm so sorry! We are all coming back right now. We will be there in less than an hour. We were already on our way." I could hear him still breathing, but I couldn't say anything else, so I just kept sobbing, and put the phone outside of the shower and curled up into a ball, sobbing under the water of the shower.

I kept crying for an hour, and curled up in the shower, but I never felt any better. I could still feel Edward raping me, and I couldn't do anything to fix it. I heard the door slam shut downstairs at the same time that I was up in Jasper's arms.

"Bella, Bella. What happened. Darlin', please tell me." He started to rock me back and forth, now getting soaked from the water of the shower. I buried my face in his chest and sobbed, feeling so violated, feeling as if I was dead inside.

"Jasper! He…He…" I gasped, still sobbing. God, I wanted to kill Edward, but I knew that if I would do that, I'm sure that Edward would end up killing someone in my family.

"Bella, please. You need to tell me what happened." He kept rocking me, trying to give me calming waves, but I was too upset and horrified to feel it take any affect.

"He raped me. That son of a bitch raped me." I finally sobbed into his chest.

I felt Jasper growl, and he reached up and turned off the water of the shower and picked me up, still cradling me to his chest, and walked over to the bed, putting me down and then wrapping me in the comforter that I was laying on. He then picked me back up and brought me downstairs. I was still dry sobbing, and I wasn't sure if I would ever stop.

He sat down on the couch, even though he was soaked, he didn't hesitate to. He kept me to his chest, which gave me a very slight comfort. He started to gently stroke my hair. "It is okay Bella. He can't hurt you ever again." His voice was soothing, and my sobs were still there, but they were softer.

Emmett moved towards us, and kneeled down in front of me, gently rubbing his hands on my arm, but I cringed away, letting out a yelp. He pulled back and looked at Jasper. "What happened?" His voice was soft, and he was trying not to upset me anymore.

"The son of a bitch Edward raped her." As Jasper whispered this, I started to sob again. I hated being like this. Why did he have to do this to me? I was scared of Emmett, and I knew it would be same with Carlisle. Would it always be that this?

"That Bastard! He is going to hell, and I'm sending him there!" He growled, and my sobbing slowed, but I was still sobbing. Emmett would keep me safe, but I was still scared of him at the moment.

"Emmett, can you please go get Rosalie?" Jasper asked softly, and I tightened my grasp on his chest. "It is okay, Darlin'. I'm not going anywhere." I loosened my grip on his chest, and he pulled the comforter higher up on my sides, and hugged me tighter.

"Bella?" Rosalie's sweet voice was low, and it seemed as if she was crying as well.

"Rosalie?" I listened closely to make sure no one else was in the room, and took a quick sniff. It was only me, Rosalie, and Jasper. I slowly lifted my head and looked at Rosalie.

"Rose?" I still clutched Jasper tightly, but I felt better with just us there.

"Bella, I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and I let go of Jasper with one hand so I could hug her, but still hug Jasper. I let go of her, and cuddled back into Jasper, still crying.

"Bella, I know how you are feeling. I'm so sorry. But, Bella, we will keep you safe. We won't let him hurt you ever again." She hugged me again, and then sat on the seat across from us, watching us closely.

I closed my eyes and let out a sigh, and managed to stop crying. "Where is Mom?" I had grown to calling Carlisle and Esme Dad and Mom. They were my family now, but I knew that once I saw Emmett or Carlisle, I would probably run away, or get ready to attack.

"Esme?" Rosalie called softly.

I looked up at Jasper. His eyes were black, but it was out of protection, not out of hunger. Leaning up, I gently kissed his cheek, but only for a split second. It almost felt wrong, but I knew that I had feelings for. Edward was an ass that raped me, but Jasper was kind and loving, and I truly cared for him.

Esme came in and looked at me, and she moved closer, and I hugged her. "Sweetie? I can ask Emmett and Carlisle to stay away for a little. They said that they completely understand." Her voice was sweet and loving, but slightly laved with pained.

"I don't know." I buried my face in Jasper's chest again, and he gently stroked my hair once again. "But tell them that I love them, and that I'm sorry."