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OUTTAKE 2
I rushed to school, my heart beating stronger than usual. Finally, I felt like things were as they should. I'd told my parents that I was gay and I'd told them about Jasper. And everything went better than I'd dreamt of.
I couldn't believe that it was only a few days ago that I was adamantly begging the skies to make me normal. It was only a few days ago that the fear and disgust of being attracted to Jasper was devastating me, that the rage and despair was scorching my soul as I was denying my own desires, barring myself to feel this magical peace and contentment.
Now, I grinned widely as I parked my car next his motorcycle. I felt a little ridiculous when my heart fluttered as I savored the glorious sight of my boyfriend on his bike. My body reacted to him just by looking at him. He affected me simply by breathing. He was amazing, and beautiful and right now, he was so damn sexy.
He glanced over at me as he pulled off his helmet, freeing his angelic golden curls. The glimmer in his eyes met me and he winked as he swung his leg over, and got off of his bike.
I bit my lips with desire and blushed, thrilled that Jasper was flirting with me so freely. I wondered if he knew how much he affected me as I shifted uncomfortably in my too tight pants.
I breathed deeply, trying to regain sanity as my hormones took over and overheated blood coursed through my body frantically. I was having difficulty thinking clearly as I ached to run to him and wrap my arms around him.
My whole body craved to touch him but I couldn't do that. This was Forks High, of little, conservative town of Forks. I feared how people would react to us.
I anxiously raked my hair and let out a loud exhale before grabbing my bag and stepping out of the car.
I wasn't sure how I would survive the remaining four months of high school without people noticing how completely transfixed and enthralled I was by Jasper. I couldn't look at him without my lips spreading into a smile. I couldn't meet his eyes without getting lost in their warm ocean of comfort.
But I had to hide it all from others.
Jasper bit his lip as I made my way to him, and I nearly moaned at the sight. He played with his helmet, keeping his hands busy, and I knew that he wanted to touch me as well. We both wished we could greet each other the way other couples could.
I kept my distance with difficult restraint. My voice was stuck in my throat and decided to nod instead.
"Hey," he whispered back. His soft, husky voice made me almost lose all self-control as my body shook with pure needs. My eyes locked with his without permission and the intensity brought tingles to my skin.
But then, Emmett loud voice broke the spell as he ran to us with a goofy grin on his face.
"Oh my fucking god, please tell me that you two are cool again!" he exclaimed over-excitedly.
I rolled my eyes as Jasper laughed and clapped his hand on Emmett's shoulder.
"Yeah, man, we're cool."
They walked ahead of me as I fought against the irrational jealousy that Jasper had just patted Emmett and, meanwhile, I hadn't even been able to touch him yet.
Jasper glanced back at me as Emmett and him chatted about the forthcoming game. His gave me a small private smile and I instantly relaxed, seeing in his eyes the same desires that I shared.
We each went to our respective classes and later, the whole crew met for lunch. The guys were relieved to hear that Jasper and I were on good terms once again.
But then, James stared at us with his devilish eyes and snickered. "So you two made up? How sweet."
Everybody at the table laughed. I felt the blush creep into my cheeks as my breath hitched with panic. I glanced at Jasper and saw the anger in his glare, his hands balled into clenched fists over the table.
"What are you trying to say, James?" Jasper hissed with strained control.
James laughed some more. " You know exactly what I mean. You two act like a fucking couple with your catty fights and pussy make-up sessions."
I felt sick to my stomach as the familiar feeling of shame and fear spread through me. The comments reinforced the reality that what Jasper and I had was not normal, that it wasn't okay.
Jasper abruptly stood up, the veins in his neck strained with fury.
"You better watch what the hell you're saying, or-"
Emmett pulled Jasper back to his seat, thankfully cutting him off. "Okay, let's all calm down now."
"It was a stupid joke, Jaz," Riley scoffed. "Don't be such a pussy."
Jasper stared at Riley and James with pure hatred and Emmett whispered something in his ear to keep him calm. He took a deep breath and looked down, his hands still clasped into angry fists. Sudden anger erupted in me. I couldn't stand to see Jasper suffer once more. He had already gone through so much in his life, and I refused to let some lowlife insult him.
I knew I had to fight back. Jasper didn't have anybody that supported him unconditionally. He didn't have parents like mine. All he had was me. And I had already messed up pretty bad. It was time to redeem myself once again.
"The joke wasn't funny, dickhead, it was offensive." I hissed.
All heads turned to me and I felt the blood paint my pale cheeks crimson. But the anger didn't subside. Their snidely remarks stung like hell. Why did they think that making homophobic comments would be funny? How dare did they make fun of my choice of whom I loved. What was to mock about that?
"Were you saying something, Eddie?" James mocked.
I gulped, my heart stuck in my throat and my palms sweating. I hated any kind of confrontations, and James was known to fight dirty. But I had grown so much in the last days, and I would not let this jerk put us down so easily. I was ready to stand proudly for who I was now. I wasn't ashamed anymore. This was too big to ignore. This was way too personal, and this little ignorant jerk had no rights to belittle me or my boyfriend.
"I said that you're a worthless homophobic dickhead and that nobody is laughing with you."
"What did you fucking call me?" James snarled, leaping over the table. I froze in panic. Emmett and Jasper swiftly grabbed him before he reached me and held him tightly against the table. Riley tried to defend James but Mike and Laurent quickly stopped him, holding him back with all their strengths.
"Dude, we can't all get suspended right before the game," Mike begged.
The boys seemed to calm down because, no matter how we felt about each other, sport and our games always seemed to be more important.
"For real, we're still a team, no matter what," Emmett stated.
Jasper let go of James with disgust and glanced toward me. I tried to smile and cover the pain and anger that I was feeling right now. It hurt to know that the people you thought were your friends hated the real you. He smiled too but it didn't reach his eyes either.
Then he faced the offenders and glared straight at them with so much confidence and fierce that my body ignited with pride.
"Edward and I are a couple, and I fucking love him so if you have a problem with it, you better keep it to yourself cuz if one of you ever try to disrespect us again, I'll fucking kick your ass."
Everything froze as all I heard were his words resonate like heavenly chimes. He loves me. His words reverberated in me with so much truth and promise that I felt my heart expand in my chest. I could hardly notice my teammates as their eyes widened in shock and repulsion. All of my doubts and insecurities disappeared as I realized that what I had with Jasper was the real deal. This was true love.
I quickly made my way to him, needing to be near him, to show him how much he meant for me as well. At that same instant, Riley pulled away from Mike and Laurent. "I ain't playing with fags on the team," he hissed before stomping away.
James followed him. "Me neither. Don't wanna catch a disease."
Jasper crouched, getting ready to attack them. In quick strides, I reached him and placed a soothing hand over his shoulder, relishing at the perfect sensation of his skin on mine.
His eyes met mine, and our connection was strong and real and invincible.
"Forget about them, Jaz. They're not worth it."
He leaned closer to me, and my body rejoiced at his warmth, my body humming with glee.
"But you're worth it, Edward. Nobody should treat you that way," he whispered softly.
His breath tickled me and his delicious scent enveloped me. Goosebumps erupted over my heated flesh as his voice buzzed through me.
"I don't care about them. You're the only one that matters."
His eyes shone anew and the deep blue mollified into a calm, happy gaze. His beautiful lips spread widely, and I couldn't help but smile back at him.
"So, uhm, I guess it's just us three now," Emmett coughed, ripping us from our little happy cloud. We both looked at him and noticed that everybody else had vanished. "But don't think I'm gonna have a threesome with you two, you're cute and all, but I'm still one hundred percent into chicks!" he exclaimed.
Jasper rolled his eyes and we all started laughing.
"Don't worry, Em, Edward is all I'll ever want." Jasper laughed.
And at this exact moment, I didn't care that we were standing in the middle of the school cafeteria, in a conservative little town. I had to have him right now so I locked my arms around my perfect boyfriend and pulled him against me, enjoying the fire that built in me at the contact.
"I love you too," I confessed before taking his soft, pliable lips into mine and kissing him with complete adoration. I tasted his lower lip before deepening the kiss. Jasper moaned before kissing me back with fervor.
There might have been gasps, and giggles, and cruel slurs thrown our way, but none of it affected me because I was kissing the most wonderful boy in the world and I felt like the luckiest guy on Earth.
He pulled back and stared at me. His eyes showed so much emotions and so much happiness, that I had to swallow down tears.
"I love you so much," he beamed with certainty, and my whole body exploded with bliss.
So this is really it... I am not planning on writing more for this story... I hope that this last glance into their lives was good, satisfying and left you with a grin...
Thanks once again to all my readers and to all your words of support! And don't forget to give me some more love please :D
