Hey! Sorry if you guys hate me, I have been busy and I had important deadlines to complete. I felt strangely inspired so I hope you'll love, sorry I've skipped ahead by three months but you'll se why in the end. I am planning on drawing this one to a close soon, so hopefully it won't be too confusing. Please review :) New chapters should be coming quicker because im on holiday from friday!
Heartbreaker
I wrote my first song when I was six, got my first acoustic at ten, and it has barely left my hands since. Everything I am, everything I've worked for, has brought me to this stage tonight. Sometimes if you listen really hard, you can almost hear it, that moment in your life that changes… forever.
Fast-forward three months later:
On this late August night I could feel the crowd cheering, Tommy's face was evidently very horrified, he was not ready. I sent him a reassuring smile, which is the most he has gotten from me for the past few days. His fault. Portia was right Tommy always fucks things up.
The night, on the rooftop shall not be forgiven; I refuse to give him the chance of day. What a manwhore. People did warn me but no, I just had to fall for the wrong guy. Why do I always fall for the wrong guy? They're all so great, telling me I practically hold the sun and the moon in both of my hands but none of them want to date me.
"Hey Jude," Shay called. He came over and hugged me tightly.
"Hi Shay-Shay how you feeling?" I asked, curiously. The whole break-up with Eden did not go down well, but I had to hand it to him, he was one strong guy. Somehow this whole thing made him more human to me- before he was just the 'ex', that first love. It's a different story now.
Shay just shrugged and smiled sadly. Silently I let my gaze fall onto Tommy. He was glaring at Shay, and probably at me. I didn't have the heart to go over there; I wouldn't want to make things worse.
After a few more good-lucks. The stage went quiet and loud shrieks were heard through the stadium. The crowd began chanting "Jude and Tommy, Jude and Tommy." Over and over again. I could smell the sweat off everyone's bodies. The anxious glances, and the reassuring smiles of the many life-long friends I had made on my –ahem- little adventure.
The opening chords of Heartbreaker were being played and the large open space was filled with screams.
Slowly Tommy went up onto stage, the other dancers had started their routine, and the lights went of, with them in costumes consisting of only bright lights around their bodies.
All went dark Tommy started singing.
Look out
Look out
Look out
(Tommy)
Where it's at (where it's at)
I know karma's coming to pay me back (pay me back)
I'm with the sweetest thang that's on the map (on the map)
I broke her heart in 30 seconds flat
In 30 seconds flat
He started doing his routine and I took a deep breath in, as the other girls started to appear on stage.
Now how did I (how did I)
Just how did I become that kind of guy (kind of guy)
To look at girl and lie right in the eye (in the eye)
My momma told me willy that aint right
Boy now that aint right
The light suits were twinkling like stars, creating the full effect I felt the thuds of their sharp steps as I prepared myself underneath Tommy's dancing feet.
I knew the routine off by heart. I could practically feel the orange ball bouincing up and down in tommy's hand, and him putting an arm around Kelly, one of my, now, good friends.
I'm s s s sorry
I'm s s s sorry
I didn't mean to break your heart
(I didn't mean to break your heart)
The part where he dances with Shayne, it looked so cool in the video,and I could feel the girls gusshing at the magniffied image of tommy dancing with the lights. The stage itself consisted of two cemi-circles that twisted and turned through the show. It was really cool to watch.
I'm s s s sorry
I'm s s s sorry
I didn't mean to break ya
B b b b break it baby
Look baby
I'm a heartbreaker
Karma goes onto stage, the light below lights her petite figure up.
I'm a heartbreaker
Loops goes up, sticking her bum out, I dared her to do it, and she's always one for a challenge.
I'm a heartbreaker
Chlo is up, probably just pouting or doing a sexy pose.
I'm a heartbreaker
Tommy does the heart thingy, where his hands just flow out, showing a breaking heart- guess who's idea that was. D decided that could be the new 'fan-girl movement'
(Jude)
My turn, quickly I get raised up onto the stage, panic fills my body, but not the type which would make me want to runaway, the type where my body is over-excited and I feel butterflies fluttering. Tommy looks stunning and all I could hear were the too-true lyrics of the song in my head.
You're my heartbreaker
Once. Tommy turns and gives ,me an encouragings smile. My newly bleached blonde hair is backcomped and 'big'. The gold dress I'm wearing is probably worth more that the actual stage, and Tommy's adoring look encourages me to go further into the song.
You're my heartbreaker
Twice
You're my heartbreaker
Three times.
I feel the other girls behind me, forming a semi-circle around as, their movemnts in perfect sync I give tommy a flirty smile, and I see the other girls light up-literally.
(Tommy)
A h h h h I'm a heart
A h h h I'm a
Where she go (where she go)
I go off the stage quickly. Portia is pushing me to change.
I got some things I gotta let her know (let her know)
To fix the love now its impossible (its imposible)
But baby baby if we take it slow
If we take it slow
We can make it work make it work
We just cant throw the love down in the dirt in the dirt
You probly think that im a f**kin jerk
cause the way I let you down it made you hurt
I didn't mean to make you hurt
Stark naked I search for my next outfit. My hair goes up into a slik ponytail and the pink hoodie I am wearing goes over the top of my head. The girl are all now down and Tommy is just dancing by himself
I'm s s s sorry
I'm s s s sorry
I didn't mean to break your heart
(I didn't mean to break your heart)
I'm s s s sorry
I'm s s s sorry
I didn't mean to break ya
B b b b break it baby
Look baby
(Tommy)
I'm a heartbreaker
I go up onto the stage but the screens cover me, so an earlier image of me in the dress comes up.
(Jude)
You're my heartbreaker
I'm a heartbreaker
You're my heartbreaker
I'm a heartbreaker
You're my heartbreaker
You're my heart
(Jude)
A h h h h im a heart
A h h h ima
We both dissapear as the screen flashes both our faces together.
The stage turns and the girls are screaming louder. "Jude and Tommy" they chant. My solo is up.
(Jude&Tommy)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
The ruitine is basic, and the girls all utter encouragement on the stage, the steps are ingraved in my head. Go up, down, both hands on the ground, flow back up, pop, turn, repeat. You're a cat. Make it seem like you're a big scary tyger. He's hurt you Jude make them feel it. I could hear all of those Jamie's words. They were there, in my memory. The series of events just came back crushing down. The 'I love yous' that kiss and the biggest betrayal of all Tommy and Eden. He was a heartbreaker. He had broken my heart.
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Tommy joins me and I pop right at him. Wishing I could slap him on stage I just do it lightly, as a dance movemnt.
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
I felt the chrods of the song, I felt the beat. I felt the heat between our melting bodies and I felt as if I was commiting a crime enjoying this.
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
Break it down
(Lets break it down)
I put the black and white hood up and dissaperaded of off the stage.
The girls started singing as portia pulled the dress over my head. I felt tommy stare down the gap and I felt the urge to scream at him for peeping. I'd have to have a word with him about that.
(Jude)
You're my heartbreaker
I went back up and went close to tommy, looking as if I was wispering the words into his ear:
You're my heartbreaker
You're my heartbreaker
You're my heartbreaker
(Will.)
I'm a heartbreaker
I'm a heartbreaker
I'm a heartbreaker
A h h h h I'm a heart
A h h h h I'm a
He did some more moves and the song ended.
Portia pulled me along again and it was time for the next number- the worst was over, now I just had to deal with the rest.