Dear Alice,
What do I do? My dad is getting remarried, and I don't know anything about her. She's not that much older than me. She's too young for him. I know you and Jasper are separated by a couple centuries, but you are vampires. Humans shouldn't be that different. I feel lost Alice. I can't tell anyone about what I am or why I lose my temper so easily. That is the main reason. What if I lose my temper when I can't get away? What if I hurt someone I care about? Alice, how do I live?
I'm a different person completely. I've changed so much since I left last winter. Oh Alice, I wish I could talk to you and get your advice. I miss you all so much. I don't care that we are mortal enemies. I need a friend that will help me.
I think I could get used to the idea of Tonks, if she gave me the time, but she is trying to be accepted here and now. I know nothing about her. She's trying to take my dad. What else am I supposed to think or feel, besides loathing?
Coming back was the hardest thing I've ever done. I miss the pack, the freedom, the openness. I feel like I'm hiding again. The pack knew I was a witch and accepted me the way I was. I could come and go as I wanted. I had the close bond of family. I loved having no responsibilities besides the pack. All I had to do was run perimeter and hunt rouge vampires.
I miss my pack, Alice. I want to go back. I hate