Chapter 10

Michelle POV

Christmas Eve

Paul and I have been together now for just over a month. Paul hasn't been into school since phasing, he gets angry if a boy even glances at me. Our relationship is secret to our friends - only the waitresses in the places we've been know as well as Sam and Emily now about us.

Sam and Emily have been serious over the month. So serious that Sam's thinking of asking her to move in with us. I'm not bothered about it but she knows about the imprint, she took it well.

Paul and l are making our relationship public today. Kim's having a party and everyone's invited so we have decided to surprise everyone and turn up together. I am now wearing a shirt denim skirt, black flats and a green polo shirt. I'm waiting for the pain in my chest to loosen.

It finally does as Paul's car pulls up; just as I finish the apple I'm eating.

"Hello, Angel. You look beautiful as always!" Paul grins, kissing me lightly before pulling me out the house, "My dad's figured it out that I've imprinted… And he kind of wants to meet you. I was thinking you could come over on Christmas day, tomorrow."

"I haven't gotten him a present!" I panic making Paul chuckle.

"Don't worry about it, baby, I've done it all." He laughs, starting the short drive to Kim's.

One of the other reasons we're going to this party is because Jared is showing more signs of phasing and Paul wants to make sure he doesn't hurt anyone. The pain in my chest has vanished; like it always does when I'm with Paul. Our first night away from each other we found out that it's not nice. The pain makes you want to die and you feel useless as if you have a virus. We decided to swap pillows with each others scent on so to see if it helped the pain; it is also why I now have an odd pillow on my bed. It works though; the pain faded and we were both able to sleep.

The sound of laughter and music comes to my ears before the house comes into view. I know everyone's car in the drive; Quil, Bella, Leah, Lauren, Eric, Mike, Tyler, Adam and Declan's. Other people must have got a lift. I thought due to how many voices I can hear.

"You ready?" Paul smirks, opening the car door for me.

Ringing the door bell; the door swings open by a drunken Lauren. She eye-fucks Paul before turning her glare onto me, I notice she still has a black eye from when I punched her. Smirking; her eyes turn to Paul's and mine's joint hands. Her smile drops as Paul barges past her.

Giggling, he turns around to shoot me a grin. I can see he's still an arse… I go to get a drink as Paul goes up to Jared. I can smell the alcohol in the orange juice from a meter away but I drink it anyway knowing it's not going to affect me, "Hi, Chelle." Adam whispers into my ear making me jump.

"Long time no see!" I smile, He doesn't know! "So how was your long trip to Scotland?"

"Too long, I didn't understand a thing they said!" Adam winks as I drink another cup, "So what have I missed?"

"I'm now with Paul." I announce a cheesy grin on my face, I watch as Adam's cheerful face drops slightly.

"What like romantically?"

"Yes, I'm his girlfriend."

He continues staring at me so I move to sit down on Paul lap who's sitting on the remaining armchair. He's talking to Jared who looks… ill. His normal brown hair looks flat and lifeless and he's growing a beard. Not like Paul's stubble but his is turning in to a Santa Clause beard. His dark eyes that our normally full of humour and life are dead and full of sadness.

"Kim and he broke up." Paul whispers in my ear.

Jumping up off Paul's lap and went to hug Jared tightly, "I'm so sorry, Jared." I mutter as he hugs me back his beard tickling my neck. Going back to Paul; he instantly puts his arms around my waist so I won't escape or leave him. Smiling at him he kisses my neck as if to say 'Hey dick, she's mine.' Might as well just of pissed on me! Giving him a death glare, he just smirks back.

"You two are together?" Jared shouts, his eyes now sparkling.

"Yeah, dud, have been for just over a month." Paul grins; his own eyes sparkling with happiness.

"About fucking time!" Jared says standing up and fist bumping Paul.

"Sorry, to say this Jared but that beard does not suit you" Paul says, making me elbow him in the ribs, "Ow!"

"That's mean!" I whisper furiously, getting Paul to kiss me lightly on the cheek then turning back to Jared.

"I know, mate. It's itchy as well. I'll tell you now if Michelle here leaves you do not grow a beard!" Jared shakes his head just as he starts scratching his chin.

"Have you used the stuff you use to make it so you don't itch?" I ask making both my boyfriend and Jared to look at me funny, "What I had a fascination on men with beards when I was fifteen."

Paul and Jared both burst out laughing making me shift uncomfortably and turn bright red, "You are a weird woman, Michelle! What are you into now? Goatees?"

"No!" I mutters, scrunching my face up in disgust, "I like the scruffy look at the moment. You know bed head hair and the slightly unshaved face."

"Ok," Jared chuckles, still scratching his chin, "When you liked beards did you learn how to shave them… I don't wanna do it by myself." He blushes.

"Sure!" I jump out of Paul's lap and grab Jared's hand, "I know where Kim's dad keeps one… I used to do his as well as Sam's for pocket money."

"Brilliant! Can't wait to get rid of it! It's so itchy and annoying!"

"Then why did you grow it?" I ask starting on his beard.

"I thought it'll be cool and win Kim back over." He blushes making me feel sorry for the lad.

"I'll tell you it now. The one thing Kim hates is bearded men." I reply as Jared breathes out looking upset but life still in his eyes, "What happened between you two? You were so close on that date night!"

"Yeah… We grew apart. She wanted to try new stuff… in bed but I wasn't ready…" He stutters blushing bright red as I finish, he's now clean shaved, "Funny thing to do at a party. You know I'm glad you and Paul are together he wouldn't shut up about you!"

Laughing we go back into the living room after moisturizing his face. Paul's still in the armchair but everyone's crowded round to watch a…film! Seriously Mike Newton's party last year was better than this! Sitting back where I sat before, Jared goes to get me another drink. Looking over the other's I find are Angela, Jessica, Jake, Embry and Leah. Everyone's picked Scream 4 which I've already watched.

As the girls scream and jump onto their boyfriends or boys laps, I sit back with a smirk on my face. I see Jessica jump into Jake's arm. Laughing as he looks down at her as if to say 'What The Fuck?!' I feelPaul's belly shake with silent laughter.

Looking around for Kim I find her snogging the face off… Adam! My jaw drops as I look at the pair dry humping each other. Turning to Jared; I watch as he started shaking but not another to turn. Placing my hand on his shoulder, he stops but slumps his shoulders in heartbreak.

Looking at Paul, I run my fingers over his slightly prickly jaw. I wonder if he'd grow a beard if I left. Or maybe he will grow one if I ask him? No. He wouldn't suit it…

"What?" He whispers and I realize I'm staring.

"Just wondering what you'd look like with a beard." His laughter makes everyone turn from the screen to him, faces shocked. Lahote must have never laughed before then…

"God, I love you…" He says loud enough so everyone can hear, I hear all their intakes on breaths. His eyes widen at what he said but I kiss his cheek then reply.

"I love you too, Pauly." It's the first time we've both said it out loud; even though we've known we love each other since we were children.

His lips crash onto mine, startling me. Replying with the same force as him, I feel what Paul calls 'Little Paul' awake. I'm used to it though every time we make out his dick seems to want me to notice him. I know it's because Paul was used to fucking every night and because of me hasn't had some in a while.

But I know he's releasing his sexual frustration on porn.

*Flashback*

We're going on are third date to the forest for a walk. I fancy going out for fresh air being locked up in the house cleaning all day has made my wolf go crazy. I'm about to knock on Paul's doorbell when I hear a woman's moan.

My first instinct is: I know he couldn't keep it in his pants until I'm ready and then my second was: cheating prick. I was about to leave when I hear a man's voice which isn't Paul's.

"Come on you filthy whore!"

My first reaction to that is: that's not very nice and then my second: OMG! Paul likes men as well!

I'm about to leave, my wolf furious when I hear Paul grunt and gives a soft moan. My wolf senses he's about to come…don't ask me how it senses it; it just does. It want to leave but I'm stuck on the porch something not feeling right.

"Michelle!" I hear Paul shout not from pain but pleasure…Ok maybe now is a good time to knock… Knocking I hear him curse and shut his laptop lid, my wolf instantly calming slightly when we find it's porn and not a real woman, "Coming!"

You just did! I thought making me choke on a giggle.

"What do you wa-" Paul shouts but when he finds me at the door his face softens but reddens, "Michelle…Erm… you didn't hear anything…did you?"

My answer is a smirk.

*End of Flashback*

"I'm going home, guys!" Jared whispers making me blink and look at him, "Merry Christmas!"

We both whisper a reply before we watch him walk out, his eyes on Kim. Turning to look at Paul, everyone's attention is back on the film but his eyes are on me. We go back to making out, his kisses desperate. Paul's massive hand that I've imagined travelling my body many times goes up my skirt.

We've never got to more than a make-out but I think I'm ready to take another step… I feel him freeze when I don't take his hand away. It doesn't go any higher though. I hear the film about to finish so I pull away smirking, "Wanna go yours?" His dad's out of town for the night.

He only nods his head, his mouth open. Grabbing his hand I pull him up, blowing a kiss to Quil and Jake, we leave…

XXX

"I wanna try something, Pauly." I say, I'm now straddling his hips, his hands are on my hips. I can feel that my lips are swollen and Paul's are bright red. My shaking hands are travelling down his bare chest. 'Little Paul' has already made its appearance and is making Paul's jeans look far too tight.

He grabs my hand before I can undo his jean button. Rejection fills me but I don't let it show as I look up, "You don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with, Angel." He mutters, moving one his hands to rub my cheek.

"I just wanna try something if you'd let me…Please?" I give him my puppy dog eyes that I've learned he can't say no to. He moves his hand letting me undo his jean button. Slipping his jeans and boxers off, I grip his dick; Paul moaning at the contact. Right what to do now? Got it! Moving my hand up and down his manhood his eyes close and his arms covering his face but not before I see a pleasure arched on his face.

I wonder… I thought as I move my hand to his balls, gentle massaging them and put my mouth to his tip.

"Shiiiiitttt, Angel!" He gasps, his eyes open looking at me and his hand running down my arm as the other went through my hair. Licking down to the base then back to the top, he pants and moans for me.

I wonder if we fit each other in all ways…Putting 'Little Paul' in my mouth, I take him all in and hold back the gag. Going back up leaving a trail of spit, I pull out with a tiny smirk on my lips. Looking up I see him looking at me open mouthed and with hooded eyes as I start running my hand up and down his shaft faster.

Somehow I manage to lean forward and kiss his lips, he tightens in my hand and my wolf senses that he's about to release. Taking him in; I hear him about to warn me the he's about to cum but thanks to the romance novels I've read I swallow his cum quickly. What surprises me is that he tastes nice… like his scent; mint.

Licking my lips, I feel him soften as I lean back a proud smile on my face. He clumsily puts on his cut offs that are on the back of the sofa before pulling me into his chest, "Merry Christmas, Pauly," I grin lazily looking to see the clock reads one in the morning, "I hope you liked your present."

"Best blowjob and present ever." He grins kissing me, "I thought we said no presents?"

I yawn before answering, "Well you did tell me that you've got me something."

"Yeah I did," He smiles as my eyes started drooping, "Let's get you to bed, angel!"

Nodding, he lifts me up and carries me up to his bedroom. Placing me gently on top of his quilt, I strip my skirt, shoes and t-shirt off and turn to get one of Paul's shirts whilst he's in the shower. Taking my bra off and putting it with my other clothes, I snuggle into the muscle arms that wrap around my waist.

I sleep dreaming of a nine year old boy with Paul's hazel eyes…