Elena lay against Damon as he kissed up and down her neck. "I'm sorry." she said. "For everything-"
"It was my fault." he said. tangling his hands in her hair.
"You were trying to help." said Elena. "I don't blame you." She said running her hands along his chest.
"You should." He said as she looked up at him.
"Well I don't." she said.
"I still stand by what I said this morning." he said.
"Which was?" she said sitting up.
"This shirt isn't very you." he said smirking. "You should get rid of it." He said sliding his hands along her waist under her shirt.
"You should." she said. He slid his hands up sliding her shirt over her head. As soon as the shirt cleared her head he dropped it to the ground and kissed her softly. She smiled as she rolled on her back pulling him on top of her. "But I still stand by what I said."
"Which is?"
"I need my daily dose of Damon." she said running her hands under his shirt feeling his cool chest.
"I think I can help with that." he said pulling his shirt off and dropping it to the floor. As he sat up they brushed together and Elena moaned at the friction. "Oh god Elena I've missed you."
"Damon." she sighed and she felt his chest tighten. She leaned down kissing his bare shoulder as his hands wrapped around her waist. She kissed his ear and she felt his hands tighten around her waist. She groaned slightly and arched away from him.
"Sorry." he said. "I just like holding onto you."
"I know." she said "But you don't have to hold on so tight. I'm not going anywhere."
"I'm not risking it." he said gently brushing back her hair. "I won't lose you."
"You won't." she said smiling down at him.
"Elena Gilbert!"
Elena sat straight up looking at her door. "Jenna." she said. "Go, go, go. Out the window. Now!" She rolled off him scrambling for her shirt on the floor. By the time she pulled it over her head Damon was gone. She ran her fingers through her hair and sat on the edge of her bed just as Jenna came bursting through the door.
"What in the world is going on with you?" said Jenna slamming the door behind her. "You told me being with Damon was helping you, that he was good for you but since you two started dating you have been nothing but rude, argumentative and disobedient. And I thought maybe, maybe it was just a phase but today I get a call from your school telling me not only that you cursed out your school principal but also that you threatened another student. What do you have to say for yourself?"
"I'm sorry." Elena said quietly.
"That's right you're-" Jenna stood up and started to pace again before she froze. "What?"
"I'm sorry for everything that's happened over the last few days." said Elena pulling her feet up under her. "I know there is no excuse for what I've done but-" she looked down at her knees. "Did my mom tell you about the... issues I had a while back?"
"She may have mentioned you had some... troubles." said Jenna.
"I'm sure you're putting it mildly." said Elena. "Look the girl I've been over the last few days that angry girl is only a fraction of who I used to be before the accident. I think that everything that happened over the last few days with the fire and Caroline being in the hospital brought some bad memories and I just snapped. I know there is no excuse for what I did over the last few days but I'm just trying to explain."
"Wow." said Jenna. "How did you figure all that out?"
"Damon." said Elena smiling slightly. "He was really worried about me so he called and we talked it out. Actually he was really the one who figured it all out."
"Damon?"
"He's a really great guy." said Elena looking up at her. "If you'd just spend some time with him you'd see that."
"I'll try." said Jenna patting her on the knee.
"So how much trouble am I in from school?" said Elena.
"One day of suspension if you write apology letters to the principal and Stefan or a full week of suspension."
"How many days without the letter to Stefan?" said Elena rolling her eyes.
"Write both letters." said Jenna. "I'll call you down when I have dinner sorted out."
"And by 'sorted out' you mean microwaving the pizza from last night?"
"You know me well." said Jenna leaning in Elena's doorframe. She watched as Elena smiled and twisted the necklace between her fingers. "You really care about him don't you?"
"I do." said Elena. Jenna smiled as she closed the door.
Elena fell onto her back exhaling in relief. She rolled onto her stomach and spotted something black pooled on the floor. As she gripped it she smiled and and pulled her phone out of her bag. "You ran home shirtless?" she said rolling onto her back.
"Don't pretend you don't like it." said Damon.
"Not when I can't see it." she said pulling the shirt up to her face inhaling deeply.
"So how did things go with Jenna? Are you locked up in the basement?"
"Yeah and she threw in my cell phone so I could protect myself from the rats."
"So you're not in deep trouble?"
"Nope. I basically told her everything we talked about and she calmed down."
"Good." said Damon. "And what about school?"
"One day of suspension with apology letters to the principal and your brother."
"Not bad." said Damon. "But I bet I could make it better."
"I bet you could." said Elena.
...
Elena leaned on her hand, yawning as she tucked her legs underneath her, warm inside an old pair of cheer sweatpants. She looked up at Jenna as she set her plate in the sink. "Why did I have to get up this early if I don't have to go to school?" said Elena taking another bite of cereal as she pulled her oversize shirt back onto her shoulder.
"Well I had to figure out some way to punish you." said Jenna.
"Way to buckle down." said Jeremy cramming his last bite of toast in his mouth. "Don't steal a car or she'll take away your cell phone."
"Shut up." said Elena putting her bowl in the dishwasher. "Oh Jeremy wait!" she grabbed the two envelopes from the banister and ran out to the front porch. "Remember to drop the letters at the front desk for the principal and Stefan."
Jeremy looked down at the envelopes then back up at Elena. "You didn't soak Stefan's in vervain did you?"
"No." said Elena. "It's just subtly laced with sarcasm."
"So," said Jeremy stuffing the letter in his bag. "Is Damon coming over here or are you going to the Boarding House?" he said under his breath.
"What are you talking about?" said Elena glancing back at the kitchen. Jeremy stood looking at her clearly not buying it."Boarding House." she said under her breath.
"Well just make sure you get home before Jenna." He said. "Or if you're gonna be late bring home dinner."
"So you're ok with Damon and I dating now?" said Elena as Jeremy zipped up his bag.
"Well whatever he said to you last night helped you get back to normal. So I guess so." said Jeremy.
"Good." said Elena. "Bye Jer."
"Well I'm off." said Jenna passing by Elena in the doorway. "Remember to spend some time thinking about what you did or something."
"Or something?" said Elena.
"I don't know how to deal with a suspended teenager." said Jenna.
"Well I don't know about Jeremy but I don't plan on letting it happen again."
"Good. Well I'll be home around seven."
"Bye." said Elena. She watched out the window until Jenna's car turned the corner before she bolted up the stairs. She pulled off the sweatpants and shirt smoothing the black shirt and straightening the hem of her black skirt. She ran her fingers through her hair just as she heard the doorbell ring. She grabbed Damon's jacket and her bag as she ran down the stairs stepping into her silver flats. She opened the door and smiled as she leaned up to Damon "Hey."
"Hey." said Damon. "I missed you."
"Missed you more." she said pressed against him.
"Well let's make up for lost time." he said as they walked down the driveway. He kissed her one more time before she walked around the car. She climbed in still grinning as he started the car. "What?"
"I'm just really happy I get to spend a whole day with you."
"Me too." he said. "So where's my shirt?" he said. She unzipped the leather jacket revealing his black shirt.
"I told you I was looking forward to walking around in your shirts." she said.
"Damn it." he said looking over at her.
"What."
"You look really good in that." he said. "I'm almost going to be sad to take it off." he turned into his driveway. He looked over at her again. "Almost." Elena's smile broadened as she climbed out of the car. Just as she shut the door he pressed against her running his hands up her sides. She leaned back into the car as he kissed her.
"So we have the house to ourselves all day?" she said.
"Yep." he said. "Stefan is at school. And," he said kissing up her neck. "He has detention for manhandling some poor defenseless ex-cheerleader."
"Poor girl." said Elena running her hands through his hair. "I hope someones taking care of her."
"I plan to." said Damon. He laced their fingers together and pulled her up to the house. Just as they reached the porch Elena pressed Damon into the wall next to the door.
"I'm not going to be able to make it all the way upstairs." she said. "I need you." She said kissing up the side of his neck running her hands over his chest.
"I like you like this." he said.
"Like what?" she said pressing her hips against him moaning as he ran his hands along her lower back.
"Hungry." he growled pulling her tighter.
"Only for you." she said.
"Same here." He flung the door open and before Elena could process it she was up the stairs her back pressed against Damon's bed.
"I will never get used to that." she said her breath knocked out of her.
"You don't like it?" he said looking down concerned.
She shook her head reaching up to grip his neck. "It just makes my head spin. But that could just be you." She pulled his mouth down to hers and he could feel her smile pressed against his lips.
"I missed your taste." he murmured against her. "I missed your skin and your hair and your heartbeat." She rolled over straddling him. "I missed that too." He slid his hands along her waist. "My shirt really does look good on you." He said.
"Better off." she said pulling it over her head.
"You read my mind." he said running her hands up her bare sides. "You really read my mind." he said his fingers stroking the red satin of her bra. His fingers ran along the swell of her breasts brushing the black lace and her breath caught as her eyes closed.
"I thought you'd like it." she said. He ran his hands over her thighs and she groaned arching against him.
"God Elena." he said.
"What?" she said.
"You're really here." he said.
"Why is that a surprise?" she said. "I've been here before. Wrapped around you, half naked, in your room. Nothing new here."
"But that was angry, scary Elena." he said. "This is happy Elena."
"True." she said.
"I missed this Elena." he said pulling her down to kiss him. He ran his hands along her back and she moaned slightly. "I love you." he said. She looked down at him then leaned into him covering her mouth with hers. She tasted him against her, biting his lip and moaning as his fingers slid under her skirt. He rubbed against her and she whimpered in his ear. She arched her back her breath shallow.
"How do you do that to me?" she said. "One finger and you have my heart racing."
"I missed the feeling of you under my fingers." he said running his hand along her hip.
"I missed being with you." she said kissing along his jawline. He slid down the zipper on her skirt and she shimmied out of it as he dropped it to the ground. She sat back on her heels running her hands through her hair as he groaned rubbing his hands over her waist. "Why does a matching set have this effect on guys?" she said biting her lip as she looked down at him admiring the silky red underwear trimmed with black lace.
"How many guys have seen you in this set?" he said.
"Just you." she said smiling.
"How many guys have seen you in any other matching set?" he said.
"Just one." Elena crossed her arms over her chest.
"Who?"
"Why do you care?" she said.
"I want to know who I have to kill so I'm the only one who knows this incredible sight." he said.
"Well you already want to kill him, so this is just something else to add to the list." said Elena leaning down to him but he caught her waist.
"Stefan?" he said his voice suddenly colder.
"Yes." she said. "We did date for almost a year. He saw me in one matching set during that year."
"Just one?" said Damon. She nodded slightly. "Well then you'll just have to buy another set so I can rub that in too." Elena smiled as he ran his hands up her back pulling her down to kiss him.
"I think I can arrange that." she said. "But you have to wait until next weekend to see it." He groaned digging his fingers into her waist.
"Why?" he said.
"Quit whining." she said. "I have to go buy another set."
"Got it." he said. "Well just so you know for when you're shopping I am a fan of corsets. And garters. And fishnets." He slid off his own jeans and Elena's voice caught at the sight of his obvious arousal.
"Hey I'm not a Barbie." she said. "I pick my own clothes. But I'll try to keep it in mind. Now can we just focus on the present?"
"Of course." he said flipping her on her back.
"That's much better." she said. He ran his hand under her back and she lay back, her hair fanned out on the sheets. He kissed her gently as she ran her fingers along his back sliding his shirt over his head. She arched against him and he groaned as her hips ground against him. He gripped the headboard pressing against her as she moaned. "Damon," she moaned again. "Please."
"Please what?" he said pressing against her again as she moaned louder.
"God take me. Take me now." she groaned. "If I have to wait for you another minute I'm going to explode."
"Anything you want." he said quietly into her ear. He yanked her silky underwear down, almost tearing them and pressed inside her with a speed and strength that knocked the wind out of her in one gasp. Her nails dug into his back as he lay inside her slowly. She whimpered slightly closing her eyes as he slid in deeper and he paused. "Do you want me to stop?" he said looking concerned.
"No." she said. "No I just forgot how amazing you feel." She sighed as he ran her fingers down her side and she bucked against him as his fingers hit her hipbone. He moaned tightening his fingers around her. She slid her leg along his side as he started to rock against her slowly. She wrapped her arms around his back as he kissed her neck. He started to increase the speed of his thrusts as she moaned louder and louder.
"Promise me you won't ever forget this." he said looking down at her. "Elena look at me." Her eyes were hazy with lust as she looked up at him her lips parted slightly. "Promise me."
"What?" she said.
"Promise me that you'll never forget this, us. Promise me that you will never forget what you feel right now."
"I won't." she said. "I'll won't forget."
"Promise." he said thrusting inside her his nails digging into her side.
"I promise." she gasped her eyes rolling back in her head. "God I will never forget a second of this."
"Don't forget me." he said quietly into her hair. She pulled back looking at him searching his eyes. She saw him searching her's just as carefully looking almost lost.
"I will never forget you, Damon." she said. "Never. I promise." She kissed him gently stroking his cheek. He rolled onto his back stroking her lower back as she braced her hands on either side of him.
"I'll make sure you don't." He pressed into her a final time and she felt herself start to tumble towards oblivion. She gripped the sheets gasping frantically. She wanted to press him swiftly inside but he held her waist firmly in place. He slowly pressed deeper inside her and to her the pace was torturous. She wanted him to slam inside her with the speed she had come to expect from him but he seemed determined to take as much time possible pressing himself into her. She moaned louder and louder the achingly slow pace making her viciously aware of each nerve in her body.
"Damon please I can't take anymore." In one sudden movement he pressed his last inch inside her. After the slow smooth sensation the jerking movement exploded through her. She threw her head back, twisting the silky sheets in her fingers, screaming uncontrollably. She felt him release inside her and she whimpered again. Just as she felt the white hot flame start to recede he flipped her onto her back again slamming inside her again. She fell apart all over again her previous screams immediately eclipsed by the ones she released. Her head swam as she finally started to descend from the unbelievable feeling. She closed her eyes inhaling as deeply as she could, trying to reorient herself she felt his fangs brush her neck.
"You want it?" he said her breath cool against her ear.
"Yes." she whimpered her eyes still shut her chest heaving.
"Tell me." he said running the sharp edge of his fangs scrape against her jaw. "Tell me how much you want it."
"Goddamn it Damon, please don't do this to me." she moaned arching her back into him gripping his back. "I need your fangs ripping me apart."
He grinned down at her and sunk his fangs deep into her neck. Elena had thought she could scream louder, couldn't feel more but as his fangs broke through her arteries she found that Damon had proved her wrong again. Elena's eyes rolled back in her head as she dug her nails into his back. She was sure if he had been human she would have ripped his back open. She tried to buck against him but his mouth kept pinned to the bed. He swallowed deeper then he had ever let himself. For one terrifying moment Elena wondered if he would be able to stop but he pulled back. She looked up at him, blood staining his teeth and lips. He kissed her gently stroking her hair off her forehead before laying next to her, his breath uneven as he wiped his mouth clean.
"You..." she said almost unable to speak. "You are- What was that?" she said exhaling as she pressed her hand to her pounding heart.
"I'm guessing that's your way of saying you enjoyed that." he said rolling onto his side to look at her.
"I may never be able to enjoy anything, ever again." she said turning her head to look at him.
"So you don't want to go again?" he said.
"Let me catch my breath first." she said. "You just made me come three times in a row."
"I can't get enough of you." he said pulling her into him. She wrapped her hand around his shoulder, laying against his chest. "God your blood has never tasted better." he said gently stroking the healing skin of her neck. "I didn't know you could taste better."
"Well I didn't know I could come that many times." she said. "See I'm learning so much more here then I ever could at school." she kissed his shoulder looking up at him. "Could you imagine if we spent everyday like this?"
"I plan on doing exactly that." he said stroking her hair. "I plan on making you feel like this as long as you'll let me."
"Well it's a good thing we have eternity because I will never get enough." said Elena.
"So," he said looking down at her. "You ready to go again?"
"I don't think I have the energy to ride you yet." He looked down at her breathing slowly as she closed he eyes smiling and stretching her arms over her head. "But I think you deserve what you gave me." she said smiling deviously up at him. She rolled onto her knees crawling down the massive bed. Damon's eyes didn't leave her and widened as she dropped her mouth down to him kissing his muscled chest as she settled between his legs. She kissed lower and lower sucking at the skin of his hipbones. He groaned and Elena saw his cock twitch as the soft curtain of her hair fell across his waist. She kissed the tip of him letting her tongue flick out to taste him. She moaned lightly as she tasted their mingled juices the vibrations shooting up Damon's spine.
"Elena- you- you don't have to." he groaned as she ran her tongue along the tip again sucking gently.
"I want to." she said and ran her tongue from the bottom of his length up to the tip where she sucked again. She ran her tongue along his length again, this time taking him gently into her mouth before she pulled back looking up at him. "Unless you want me to stop." She leaned down again kissing along his length. She looked up at him and smiled as she saw his head thrown back, his eyes closed, gripping his bedposts in white knuckled hands. "Well if you want me to stop..." she said pulling back. His head snapped forward, looking at her.
"Don't. You. Dare. Stop." he said his eyes on fire.
"If you insist." she said biting her lip. She kissed his tip lightly again before she pushed him down her throat. His head fell back again as she sucked against him. She moaned around him and she heard him moan again. She felt his hips press upward and she gave into his unspoken request taking him deeper. She ran her fingers lightly along his chest and she heard a loud cracking noise. She looked up, not moving her mouth from around Damon and say]w that one of the bedposts was reduced to splinters in Damon's hand. She slowly pulled back sucking gently to his tip again pulling her mouth a breath away from him. He groaned again rolling his hips impatiently beneath her. She smiled enjoying having him writhing beneath him, holding all the power. "You want it?" she said rubbing her silk covered breasts over his bare skin.
"Yes." he said gripping the disintegrated bed post.
"Tell me how much." she said sucking at the base of his length. "I need to know how bad you want it."
"Elena if I am not in your mouth in the next five seconds I will tie you to this bed and will not let you go until you are begging for mercy." Elena pressed him to the back of her throat moaning around him dipping her mouth in a slow swooping motion. "Don't stop." he moaned. "Oh god Elena I want you to swallow. Can you do that for me?" Her mouth still hummed against him as her eyes met his giving their silent consent. She pressed down the last few inches her lips touching his base. He let out an animalistic groan and she felt him spill down her throat in hot ropy jets. She wrapped her tongue around him urging him to give her everything he could. He burst into her mouth again then fell into the headboard gasping. She pulled back slowly, sucking his tip gently for a few moments before she pulled back licking her lips. She threw her hair back over her shoulder before she looked up at him. The look on Damon's face made her smile widen as she crawled over him.
"So," she said laying on top of him. "Are we even?" she said sliding her legs back and forth over him relishing his smooth skin.
"No." he said and she looked up at him her eyebrows creased. "I owe you."
"And I owe you a new headboard." she said looking at the splintered dark wood. He looked over her head grinning.
"As surprising as this might sound this is the first time I've actually cracked a headboard." he said.
"I'm proud to be a part of it." she said. "So," she said sitting up and straddling him. "You ready to go again?"
"Why don't you let me warm you up first?" he said gripping her shoulders and laying her next to him.
"What do you-" she said looking up him but her breath caught as he ran his fingers along her hot slit. "Oh god yes." she said in one short exhale her head falling back. He stroked against her in a steady rhythm looking down at her. "Elena?" he said looking down at her.
"Yes?" she said her eyes closed tightly shut.
"Do you know how beautiful you look right now?"
"N- no." she said her breath catching as her pressed against the tight bundle of nerves.
"I have never seen anyone more beautiful then you look right now." he said. She looked up at him through breathing heavily as she lay against his sheets.
"Why?" she said. "Do I look more beautiful then usual?"
"Because you are laying her in my bed, your blood still on my tongue, my blood in your veins." He slipped one finger inside her and she groaned. "Still flushed from the orgasm that left my ears ringing, still licking me off your lips." He pressed a second finger inside her and a cry peaked in her throat. "With the necklace I gave you nestled between those perfect breasts, covered in the sexiest silk I've ever seen." He pressed a third finger inside her and she moaned again. "Stretched around my fingers, making the most delicious noises I could imagine." He pressed his three fingers deep inside her stroking her from the inside in a maddeningly quick pace and her voice broke again. "And you're all mine." He said leaning down to her kissing her gently. She came over his fingers effortlessly looking into his eyes. He pulled is fingers from her sucking them clean moaning at the taste of her arousal on his tongue as she lay on her back watching him carefully. She reached behind her back unfastening the bra and letting it fall away, now completely bared for him. He ran his hand over her kissing the top of her bare breast sas she moaned softly. He sucked softly on her nipples relishing the sound she made along with the taste of her skin. He pulled back looking at her stroking her face gently. She sat up as he rested against the broken headboard. She pulled herself into his chest laying against him.
"I'm yours." she said quietly. "Only yours." He felt her head grow heavy on his chest as he stroked her back gently. When he looked down she was sleeping against him her hand gently resting on his chest. He reached down pulling the black sheet over her loving the way it clung to her. He looked down at Elena sleeping peacefully his smile matching hers. He lay back against the headboard and let himself slip off to sleep.
I had to write this chapter THREE TIMES because my computer kept crashing. I cried every time my computer restarted and the third time I saved every time I finished a sentence. I love all the reviews and just to be clear the 'bad Elena' 'good Elena' switch was planned from the moment Damon compelled her. I did not make that happen due to review requests. I just don't want people to think I'm writing to please. My next few chapters are already planned out so I'm sorry if things don't go the way you want but I write what I write!