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Hey guys! So I've got a new story I think you'll like. It's supposed to be taken place after my 'Release' story. I'll post the summary here then a small piece I think you'll like at the end of this story. Please, please tell me what you think. I'd like at least three reviews or I won't update it (I am posting this on my other two stories also and I mean three reviews from each for a total of nine thanks!)

SUMMARY: Colin Creevey has a secret. A rather large one at that. He's been sleeping behind his Husbands back with the same man for seventeen years! Seamus has a drinking problem and has abusive tendencies. What will happen when Colin's secret is finally revealed? How will Seamus take it? What about his secret lover? Will Alex hate Colin for keeping this secret from him as well? Or will he just love him more?

This story takes place two years after release and over a seventeen year long period. Read how the kids grew up, how Colin should have just chosen Alex in the first place. Read to see why Fred's sleeping with Mike Anderson and what this life changing secret is in my newest story "Harry Potter and The Next Generation"

IMPORTANT SO FUCKING READ IT!: This is the LAST chapter to this part of the story! THE LAST! That is all, thank you ^.^

TO: Michael

Yes it's a bad thing you want Cols to kill someone for Malfoy . . . especially when you figure out who it is!

TO: traviswj

HI! I don't think you've reviewed before! Lovely to meet you! And I'm glad you're enjoying my story thus far!

TO: SamHAS

Maybe I take SOME pleasure in my character's pain and suffering :P

Rating: R

Warnings: Course language, anal, Male/Male, Rimming, Oral sex, Sexual situations, uncomfortable settings, rape, violence, use of alcohol, and possibly more later.

Parings- DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE: Draco/Colin, Seamus/Colin, Seamus/Dennis, Ron/Hermione, and possibly more later.

. . . Enjoy . . .

Seamus slammed the portrait shut and headed straight for his dorm, a black cloud over his head.

"Seamus, you alright there?" Dean asked, Hermione and the others heading over to him as well.

"Told him how I felt I did." Seamus hissed and looked at the fall wall. "Didn't matter, Malfoy was there and twisted his mind anyways." He squeezed past them.

"He'll come around Seamus." The bushy haired girl hoped.

"Yeah, if he's not in Azkaban." He thumped up the stairs, his dorm door echoing with the force that he used to close it.

"I-I'll go check on him." Dennis mumbled, making his way through the small crowd and dashing up the steps.

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Seamus glared and yanked his shirt off, unbuckling his slacks and pulling those down. The door opened. "Go away." He grumbled.

"Please?" He stepped out of the black pants and looked over his shoulder when he heard the frail voice hoping it was Colin.

"Oh, hi Dennis." He sighed but didn't miss the pained expression that left the smaller. He sat on his bed and tapped the spot next to him, a bright smile showing on the younger's face. He practically bounced over and crawled up onto his bed, looking at him. He bit his lip and hugged the older, kissing his cheek.

"You gonna be alright there Seamus?" He asked. The older gave a small smile and nodded.

"I'm going to head to bed through alright?" The brunet mumbled, lying down, the honey blond pulling his shirt off and bottoms, receiving a raised brow when he hesitantly slipped in next to the older.

"You mind?"

"Ah no I suppose not." He shrugged and blinked when the younger kissed his cheek again and plopped his head in the crook of his neck, a hand on the broad chest. He wrapped an arm around the petite waist and pulled him closer, the shorter shivering and slowly falling asleep, leaving the older to his thoughts.

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"Draco! Draco!"

"What?" He whined cracking his eyes open.

"I-I had a nightmare."

"So?" The blond rolled onto his side, giving the frightened boy his back.

"Draco!"

"Fuck!" He glared over his shoulder and Colin flinched.

"Fine." He slipped his bottoms on and his shirt, sneaking off the bed and out of the room.

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"Colin?" said boy looked up when the portrait closed.

"Hiya Harry." He gave a small smile.

"What on earth were you doing out so late?" He faked innocence. The blond rolled his eyes and headed up to the dorm. He slipped into the seventh years and quietly walked over to the one he needed to see, opening the curtain and freezing.

"C-Colin!"

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Seamus groaned when he was shook awake. He glanced over at the small boy and smiled, turning on his side to face him. "Alright there Den?"

"I feel kinda lonely." He whispered truthfully. The older sighed softly.

"And what am I to do about that?" He was flirting but wondered if the smaller would even catch it.

"Well I wouldn't mind a kiss or two." He muttered back, glancing down at the plump lips. The taller smirked and hummed at him, leaning over and ghosting their lips together. He added more force and carefully rolled on top of the smaller, mouths opening and tongues tangling, hands gripping his hair and back, small mewls leaving the smaller. He slipped his hand up the pale thigh and ground down against him, both moaning, the kiss intensifying.

The curtain opened and their heads shot to the side, eyes widening. "C-Colin!" Seamus yelped out shocked. He watched the surprise run along those steel blue orbs followed by pain, betrayal and hate. The soft face hardened and his eyes narrowed, a tear slipping down the pale skin.

"C-Colin" Dennis started but his brother gave him an extremely fake smile.

"D-don't worry about it, I'll talk to you tomorrow. Continue your fuck fest." He yanked the curtain shut, leaving the other two slightly insulted whilst he turned on his heel, locking his greyish eyes with Harry's green ones. He pushed past, forcing his lip not to tremble and ran down to his room, throwing the door open. His roommates jumped as he flicked the light on, yanking out his treasure chest and quickly taking the spells off, grabbing every stack he had of the Irish brunet.

He pulled the strings off, letting the pictures scatter before grabbing at them and one by one tearing them apart, not even aware of the tears that had started to fall.

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"You have got to help!" Jake yelled into the seventh year dorm.

"Why what's going on?" Harry ask jumping up.

"It's Colin! He's gone bloody mental!"

"Ron get Hermione!" The seventh year boys and Dennis ran down the stairs, one seventh year ran to the girls, the rest went into the sixth year dorms. They stepped in and froze, the blond head buried in his knees, arms wrapped around it, all the photos of Seamus ripped until they were no more than two centimetres.

"Colin?" Hermione pushed through and kneeled by him he sniffed and looked up at her, wiping his cheeks and staring down at the bits and pieces of moving pictures. He buried his head in his lap again and the others watched the frail shoulders shake.

An arm wrapped around them and he was pulled to a broad chest. He pushed off and shoved hard on the other's torso, making the older flinch and grab his wrists, forcing their eyes to lock.

"I'm sorry Colin alright." Seamus whispered. "I waited for you, I told you how I felt but you can't get your head out of Malfoy's arse." He let out a heavy sigh and stood up, walking over to Dennis and pulling him to his side. "I'm going to give it a shot with pip squeak here." He turned and carefully pushed the smaller out, a loud wail leaving the blond. Slowly the occupants left as the small dark blond laid on his side in a sobbing mess. He did it to himself after all.

Colin didn't sleep that night. By the time morning came he was cranky, tired and vengeful. He didn't understand why but suddenly he realized just how easy it was going to be to kill that boy for Draco. The day went by agonizingly slow to him and he just wanted classes to fucking end. And then dinner had come. His time was now. He stormed down the halls, a black cloud over his head, ignoring everyone in sight. No one had ever seen a Creevey angry let alone Colin of all people.

The eldest Creevey stalked over to his Gryffindor table with purpose. He yanked his wand out and pressed it hard against his prey's neck. The fourteen year old boy eeped and froze, mumbles filling the halls. He leaned down and hissed in the pale ear, locking eyes with Seamus from across the table.

"Get your scrawny fucking ass outside now." He pushed away and stormed out of the hall, a smirk on the four knowing Slytherins.

"What is the meaning of this?" Professor McGonagall yelled. Colin threw his wand out and pointed it at her, anger, hate, betrayal, sadness all showing on his face, a tear sliding down his cheek.

"This is between me and him!" He pointed at the other with his wand. Then he surprised the school. Colin threw his wand down and tackled his baby brother to the ground, a yelp leaving the smaller. The school watched horrified and they rolled and tumbled, the older pinning him down, tears streaming down his face and he grabbed the smaller's neck and squeezed. "You can't have him you can't!" He cried, the younger gasping and clawing at the older's hands. One of the teachers yelled out a spell and he flew off the young boy, hitting his back off a tree, coughing and groaning.

He looked over and locked eyes with cold Grey ones. Draco raised his own wand and pointed it towards Dennis, He glanced over and looked at Seamus who was being held back by a few friends. He couldn't hear anything, just his breathing.

Dennis stood up and Colin did too, lunging along the yard as his obsession casted a spell, hitting a branch and making it fall. The dark blond let out a scream and his hands made contact with his brother's chest, sending him flying back. Pain stuck through his body and he yelled, but soon it was gone anyways. He laid there on the cold grass, the rain starting to fall.

"COLIN!" His brother's abnormally high voice reached his ears. He saw the other's shoes before he was kneeling next to him, Seamus sliding into place.

"Don't touch him!" He heard Dumbledore yell. "Get Pomfrey!" Pomfrey? Why do they need her? Did I hurt Dennis really badly? I was supposed to kill him. But he's my brother.

"Can't kill my own brother." He whispered out, coughing.

"Shh, d-don't talk Cols." Seamus whispered, pushing the strands away from the bloodying face. He looked around and the people he could see were either crying, throwing up, staring in shock or fainting. He was so damn confused. Draco plopped down by his side, a horrified look in his eyes.

"You bloody fool! You weren't supposed to save him!" Colin looked up at him and then to his brother and Seamus, the brunet glaring daggers at Malfoy but keeping his mouth shut.

"Go fuck yourself." Grey eyes widened

"P-pardon?" He spat.

"You h-heard me." Colin coughed out. The older glared and stood up, turning on his heel and stalking off.

"Ok Colin this will hurt a bit but we need to see how bad your left side is alright?" Dumbledore said softly to him.

"What do you mean?" He coughed again and the old wizard didn't have the heart to tell him he had been coughing up blood.

"When you shoved Dennis out of the way the branch landed on you. It's about 150 pounds Colin. It landed along the left hand side of your body."

"Then push it off!" He yelled out trying to move. His eyes widened and panic set in. "W-why can't I move ANYTHING on my left side?"

"Calm down Mr. Creevey!" Pomfrey yelled at him. His steel blue eyes shot up and locked with Seamus', tears starting to fall, the older's face blotchy already. "We're going to give you a potion that will knock you out. We don't know what will happen when we lift this branch Colin." She whispered.

"W-what could happen?" He muttered out frightened, keeping eye contact with Seamus.

"You could end up in a body cast or you could lose the use of quite a few limbs, you may be bedridden from now on or . . . or your entire left side is crushed and when we lift this the blood will fill your lungs and you'll die." A strangled sound left him and his brother.

Dennis grabbed his brother's hand and squeezed, letting his tears fall. Pomfrey brought the potion over to him.

"WAIT!" They froze. "I could die correct?" she nodded. "Then don't I get to say bye in case?"

"Of course." McGonagall gave him a sad smile. One by one his friends came over, some crying heavily, like Hermione who had really grown attached to the chipmunk, others held a stiff upper lip and told him everything would be fine like Ron and Harry, most apologized for teasing him so much and he chuckled at that.

Finally he turned teary eyes to one last person. Seamus lied down next to him and brushed his cheek.

"I love you too Seamus." Colin whispered out. The older felt a sob bubble up and shuffled closer, pressing their lips together softly, ignoring the blood. It was long and slow, both filling it with as much feeling and meaning as they could, they poured their hearts into this kiss, this kiss that could be the final one they ever shared. He nodded at Pomfrey and smiled at Seamus, trying his hardest and lightly squeezing Dennis' hand.

"I love you too Den. Tell mom and dad that I'm sorry ok?"

"No!" He shook his head and hiccupped. "B-because you'll be ok! I know you will. You'll be fine, nothing will happen! You're my brother you can't leave me here like this!" Colin let out his own sob.

"Just make sure they know alright?"

"They already know you love them now you need to stay alive so you can tell them again! I need you Colin! I need you to look out for me! Y-you're supposed to teach m-me how to m-make ph-photos b-b-b-balance!" He buried his face in the older's neck, body shaking violently.

"Dennis come on, you too Mr. Finnigan." McGonagall whispered. Both shook their heads and Hagrid stepped over, letting out his own booming sob as he pulled the other two away, Dennis screaming and trying to get to his brother, Seamus a blubbering mess. Colin drank the liquid pressed to his lips, one last tear falling as he watched his baby brother struggle and the man he loved cry for him. He slipped his eyes closed and allowed his world to go black.

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Author note: This was the last chapter to this part of the story. The first chapter of the sequel will be updated at the same time I would normally update. So in one week you get to find out id Colin lived or died.

Before you assume he's alive keep in mind, like my story Coping, I could be writing about how they get along without him. Or he could be alive . . . Hmmm how well do you know me?

Ok here's the tad bit from the story I thought you'd find amusing:

"So . . ." Alex cleared his throat feeling mildly awkward. Colin shifted. They stared around the destroyed hotel room not remembering a thing.

"D-did we?" Colin asked.

"Stand up?" He did as asked and Alex cleared his throat again. "Yup. You alright? You had a kid three months ago."

"I'm fine." He rolled his eyes. "D-did I ride you?"

"Why do you think that?" Alex raised his brow.

"You're five months along . . ." Colin raised his brow. The older rolled his eyes.

"I'm not that much fatter than I was five months ago that you!"

"What the hell happened?" Colin asked getting up. The mattress to the bed was on the floor, their couch upside down. The furniture was scattered around the room, broken booze bottles, unopened condom wrappers everywhere.

"D-did we break the TV?" Colin gapped

"No it's a good thing when it smokes . . ." Alex raised his brow. "I'm gonna have to pay for all this. IS THAT A WHIP?" Colin spun and the taller stared. How did he not notice the whip marks on the smaller's back?

"Did we use it?"

"Uh judging by your back I'd say yes . . ." He blinked.

"Dammit and I wasn't sober! Well that's no fun!" Colin pouted. Alex laughed and the other followed. Both had been so damn stressed lately! Colin walked over and blinked. (Yamisangel101 IDER START) "Y-you either have shit or chocolate on your chest." He blushed. The taller looked down then and hesitantly sniffed

"Shit." He stated looking down at the floor

"EWAH!" Colin made a face.

"We're out of chocolate sauce!" Colin frowned.

"Oh thank god." He let out a heavy breath and glared "You scared the shit outta me!"

"Hehe so we're out of that too?"

"ALEX!" Colin picked up an empty can of whipped cream and raised his brow before throwing it at him.