Chapter 9

' Omg I can't believe were going to be training together.' Sakura thought as she sat silently in Syaoran's car. Syaoran was true to his word so he was going to train her. They didn't drive long and ended up at the forest near Penguin Park. Syaoran got out of the car first and walked off leaving Sakura to catch up.

" So… um…. What exactly are you teaching me Li?" Sakura asked but Syaoran ignored her and continued walking. ' Fine be a rude bastard' Sakura thought sulking. Five minutes later Syaoran stopped in the middle of the forest.

" I want to see how much control you have over the cards." Syaoran stated and took out his sword and got ready. " Fine be on you're toes." Sakura said taking out the key.

" Key of the star with powers burning bright reveal the staff and shine your light! Release!" Syaoran gazed at Sakura and felt his pulse quicken.

' No Lisa is more gorgeous than her.' He thought a he dodge Sakura's attack.

" Shield!"

' No I love Lisa.'

" Lightning!"

' Lisa has the purest heart'

" Shadow"

' But still…'

" Alright enough." Syaoran said halting Sakura's attack. " So what do you think of my control?" Sakura asked sarcastically. " It was alright." Syaoran said with a smirk, and Sakura just rolled her eyes. " I know now that Meilin lives with you, she's taught you spells." Syaoran stated. " Yes but just energy power mostly." Sakura answered (an- think in dragonballz, the whole kamahamaha attack.). " Well lets practice those." And they began.

" Arghh!" Sakura yelled as she attacked Syaoran again. Syaoran dodged and sent his own energy power. Sakura avoided the attack and the blast hit the tree behind her. But Sakura didn't see the tree split and start to collapse. " Watch it Ying Fa!" Syaoran yelled as he grabbed her out of the way. They tumbled to the ground and started rolling down the small hill. They landed with Syaoran on top, both breathing heavy. They just stared at each other, at those eyes oh so familiar.

' Her eyes don't have that same look of life, but there still so captivating. She feels so…warm…and soft.' All this Syaoran thought and before he realized it, their faces were inches apart.

' Oh my gosh are we…' Sakura thought just before she felt lips upon her own.

It started sweet and slowly got deeper. Soon Sakura ended on top and gasped out of surprise, allowing Syaoran's tongue passage into her mouth. The truth be told they might not have ever stopped if it wasn't for the need of air. They stared at each other and thought 'Wow'. With that the skies opened up and rain started pouring down. " Um. Let's go we might get sick." Sakura said as she slowly got up and headed for the car.

" Yeah we should." Syaoran mumbled before a sharp pain flashed through his head.

' Damn that hurt more than before.' He thought and than followed Sakura.

' Oh my gosh we just kissed! Now I'll definitely not forget the taste of his lips. Or the feel of his body so close to mine. Though I seriously doubt this will happen again once he sees Lisa, unfortunately.' Sakura's thoughts stopped as they pulled up in front of her house.

They got out and walked up to the door. " Um… Saku…um Kinimoto," Syaoran stumbled looking for something to say and Sakura just blushed. Before either of them actually said something, Tomoyo burst the door open and grabbed Syaoran. " Li! Get in here and contain you over happy, perky, fiancé!" Tomoyo screamed as she dragged him inside, but Sakura stayed at the door. " What? Lisa's here, why?" Syaoran questioned. When they entered the living room, everyone was there including his mother.

" Syaoran!" Lisa squealed as she jumped on him almost knocking him to the floor.

" Whoa Lisa, are you ok? Is anything wrong?" Syaoran asked, checking her over.

" Well…" Lisa started, " do you want a little girl or boy?" Syaoran almost collapsed out of shock. " Do you mean… are you pregnant?" Syaoran asked and smiled when Lisa nodded yes. Syaoran spun her around and they laughed joyously.

Sakura over at the door quietly closed it and headed up stairs. Half way up she stopped at what Meilin just said. " Well this was expected considering what we hear from you're room." Meilin stated making Lisa and Syaoran blush. Sakura ran the rest of the way upstairs and slammed her door. Tomoyo and Meilin realizing the effect of what was just said on Sakura shared a look than ran after her. Syaoran and Lisa ran after them but the girls stayed downstairs worried but they knew not to go up.

When Sakura entered her room she went out of control. She grabbed her razor and furiously slashed at her arm. Sakura lost her footing and fell into the bathtub, covering it with blood. A minute later Meilin and Tomoyo burst through the bathroom door. Tomoyo turned back and told Syaoran and Lisa to stay outside the room though Syaoran didn't listen and followed them in. " Sakura! Are you alright?" he asked, just looking at Sakura covered in blood. Sakura raised herself out of the tub sprinkling the floor with blood. " Get out of my room!" she yelled but Syaoran didn't move and Sakura was losing more control by the minute. " Get out of my room!" she yelled again but this time things started floating around her. All the meanwhile she was dripping more blood. " Get out!" she screamed and this time she sent things flying at Syaoran. He dodged everyone but then a blast of power sent him flying out the door and down the stairs. " How could you!" Lisa screamed at Sakura. But she backed off when Sakura gave her a look that suggested she wanted to be next.

Chiharu stood over Syaoran at the bottom of the stairs and dropped a single ice cube on his head. " She did tell you to get out." Naoko stated from lounging on the couch. " Syaoran dear can you stand?" Asked Yelan. " Um…yea" he said. " Lucky." Rika mumbled. " Well good we need to go out and celebrate so get up." She said, and walked out the door. Yelan knew something was wrong and would look into it later. Syaoran silently stood up and followed the others accompanying his mother.

Sakura had locked herself in her room for two hours since Syaoran left. ' Knock, knock' " Sakura come on open the door." Chiharu pleaded. ' Click' Chiharu walked in to see Sakura getting ready. " Where are you going?" Chiharu asked. " Out" was her only reply and Sakura burst out the door and down the stairs. " Sakura wait up!" called Rika but she was already half way down the street on her blades.

" So Syaoran, you never answered my question. Would you like a girl or boy?" Lisa asked as her and Syaoran drove home from dinner. " Well it doesn't really matter I'm just happy were going to have a child." Syaoran answered. They pulled over at the river by Penguin Park to sit and chat. Lisa looked out the window and saw Sakura not to far from them. ' You'll never have him back.' Lisa thought as she took hold of Syaoran's hand. She had opened her window so Sakura could hear them.

Sakura looked up when she heard the voice of Lisa and turned to her left to see her and Syaoran sitting in a car. But before she could turn away she had the unfortunate luck of seeing Lisa reach over and tenderly kiss him. ' Too much right now it's too much.' Sakura thought before taking off towards the cliff.

Syaoran had noticed Sakura was near them and told Lisa he was going to talk to her. But the pain in his head staled him long enough for Lisa to kiss him. By the time they broke apart Syaoran saw Sakura head towards the cliff. He dashed out of the car after her, screaming her name. ' Please don't throw yourself over the cliff, please.' Syaoran thought while running.

Sakura stopped running and calmly walked to the cliff. She needed to think rationally but her mind was so fogged up. Sakura heard Syaoran calling for her and saw when he fell grasping his head. But she didn't stop, she felt as if she was in a trance. " Sakura." Someone or something called out. But she ignored it until she heard it call out again. Sakura looked up to see the image of her mother. Sakura strained to hear what she was saying because she just couldn't understand. She took that one last step over the cliff before she heard her mother scream in panic " STOP!" Sakura blinked before quickly calling out the fly card. She landed back on the cliff and breathed hard. " Sakura listen to me." Her mother spoke. " You need to gain control over you're emotions and stay strong." Sakura nodded that she heard and understood. " I must go but take care." Her mother whispered before disappearing.

" Sakura! Sakura! Are you ok?" Syaoran asked once he reached her. Syaoran led her away from the cliff and back to the river. " Li I said I was fine." Sakura said shrugging off his arm. " If you're sure." He mumbled. Lisa called him and he turned towards the car. Sakura took that moment and dashed to the main road to escape. After fifteen minutes she looked u pto the door of her old house and knocked.

An—YES I MADE IT! I'M POSTING THIS 13 MINUTES TO NEW YEARS SO HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!