All I Have to Give

by Angel N Darkness

Brenda finally returns home from London 10 years after she left. She comes home for three reasons. Reason 1 is so that her daughter can meet her Dad. Reason 2 is because she is sick and reason 3 is to get away from an abusive ex. Will she be okay?

10. Chapter 10

A/N: Wow you all sure keep a girl hoppin with all of the reviews! LMAO! A special thanks to Agent Smurf for typing up for me! Okay one more chapter of just thoughts but now we're going to see what Dylan thinks and feels as he watches Brenda sleep… Then the next chapter will have dialogue again… LOL…

Disclaimer: I don't own BH 90210!

Dylan wasn't sure how long he sat on the floor by the couch holding Brenda's hand and looking at her. He just knew that he couldn't take his eyes off of her. He would make sure that she got through this. There was no way that he was losing her for forever. He knew that if he did he wouldn't be able to survive even with the daughter he knew he now had.

As he watched Brenda sleeping he couldn't help but wonder if she had ever found someone else. He hoped with his whole heart that she hadn't. He knew that he had messed up ten years ago but not a day went by that he didn't think of her or wonder what she was doing. Occasionally he had even flown over to London to watch her in one of the plays but yet he made sure that she never knew he was there.

His eyes raked up and down her way too thin body and he vowed that he would make sure she started eating. He took in her too pale face and vowed that he would make sure she got out in the sun a little bit. He hated seeing his Brenda like this. He felt as if his heart was breaking all over again. He wanted no he needed her to get better.

As he continued to watch her sleep he smiled a little. Even with being too thin and too pale she was still as beautiful as ever to him. He knew that once she gained a little more weight and got come color in her face that she would be even more beautiful. He couldn't and he didn't want to take his eyes off of her. To him she was his everything. It was in that second that he realized that no matter what he had done through the years even his marriage to Toni even though her death hurt him that he has never loved anyone the way he loves Brenda. He was irrevocably and unconditionally in love with Brenda Walsh and he always has been and always would be.