Description: this is a story I have been working on for a while. This is my fifth Dawson's Creek story. I'll writing this as well as Conflicted Love, Love Unrequited, Unlikely Pair and Clueless Affection on here now.
Disclaimer: I may not own the characters but this story is original and from my imagination.
Author's note: this is my seventh try at a Dawson's creek story, be nice to me please. This is a Pacey/Joey fic, my version of how they got together and it is set in season one and progresses forwards. It is mostly going to be from the view of Joey, Pacey, Jen and Dawson's thoughts. When I'm near season two story wise I might add in Jack's thoughts as well. Wanted to switch things up for a change and try something different. Enjoy and review thanks
Chapter #10
(Dawson's pov)
Alright so tonight did not go as I had planned at all. It was not my intention to come off as some egotistical macho jerk. Yet that is precisely what I turned into. Guess the thought of Jen out on a date with another guy hurt me more then I was originally willing to let on. It is not as though I meant to ruin her date. How did she expect me to act though? We broke up not even two weeks ago and Jen is going on dates with Cliff? Not to mention this is after she told me the reason for our breakup primarily was because she had needed sometime to herself.
Correct me if I am wrong but how is going on a date with another guy time to yourself? If Jen no longer wanted to be with me all she had to do was say so. Would I have been hurt? Yes, but at least I would have known where I stood with her. The whole idea for a double date was a bad clearly a bad one. I don't know what the hell I was ever thinking when I suggested it in the first place. The moment I arrived the whole evening sort of just turned into a competition between Cliff and I. Not sure if I ever actually stood a chance but I sure as hell tried.
There was a while where Jen wasn't speaking to me at all. Looking back, I completely understand why. A lot of my behavior was uncalled for. I acted like a complete jerk all because despite what I had assured Jen otherwise, I was jealous by the mere fact that she was out with another guy and having a good time. I'm not all that sure what the future holds for Jen and I but I'm certain if I don't come up with a heart felt apology she just might never speak to me again after tonight.