A/n I don't own any of the Clique.
Next Chapter is here :).
I'm finally back sorry about the long wait but here is my work. I'm in the best mood ever so I felt like writing and updating my stories especially this one ;)
Until I end up the place I regret,
I'm naked,
Exposed to the whole world without sweat.a/n: don't steal, I own this because its a verse from one of my original poems.
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A year ago everyone was freaking over a ghost and now they are all freaking out about being a junior and looking for colleges. Something that felt like a lite year away when you were five years old and playing on the playground is now right in front of your very own eyes. Everything seems to go by so fast and even when you want to slow down and remember the good 'ol days there isn't enough time for relaxing anymore.
"Junior year baby!" all your friends shout in usion.
They are so relieved to be done with all those "hauntings" and are excited to have a year without drama. But we all now a little to well that year without drama is like a day without air, impossible. You take a look over the lawn of BOCD High and feel an empty space beside you and you know very well that this space can never be closed in on. You thought she would have broken her promise by now but sadly she is keeping with it.
"She left this morning, I dropped her off at the airport myself. She wanted me to tell you that she won't be coming back not for anything" her best friend broke the news to you.
You never meant the words that fell from your mouth but now it's too late to take them back. She is long gone with a new life without you and she would have stayed for you if you didn't push her away. Her lies could have been easily forgiven but now they are mean less because she isn't here to prove them wrong. She is everything you need but you were too late realizing that she is your world.
"Hey we're leaving; come on" your best friend hollers over to you.
Your still standing on the lawn not moving while all of your friends are entering the school and walking off to their classes. You let out a deep breath thinking back to the promise you made her and how that promise was broken, so another promise could takes it place. A promise that you wish you never agreed to.
"Promise me when we get to high school that even if we aren't together anymore we will still be friends and share the high school experience together" she asked as she laid upon your chest.
Another day with the most perfect girlfriend in the world and instead of doing something 'glamarous' you are simply watching a movie together and it is absolutely perfect even for her.
"Promise, but don't worry because we will still be together" you promised her and sealed the promise with a kiss.
"I love you" she says after breaking the kiss.
It's the first time she has said those three magical words to you even though you have already said them to her three months ago. She has finally let you into her heart and that is it's own gift itself.
"I love you too" you said then lean in for another kisses.
A tear falls from your eye and you don't even attempt to swipe it away instead you let it fall onto the ground. With that you jog into school with nothing to look forward to because without her well there isn't anything special about Westchester anymore.
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He is the reason for your misery, he is the reason why your here in the first place but you can't blame him for hating who you have become. Even you know the hard truth that you have turned into a monster because you let revenge fill your inside and now you're completely helpless and alone. Your parents don't even know why you came to live with them because it is obvious that you're not happy. They ask you everyday if you want to go back to your old hometown, but you can never say yes because then you would be breaking your promise to him and it isn't worth going back to a town that thinks your a ghost.
If only you didn't cross the path between harmless and broken beyond repair because you would still be happy and living life to the fullest. Now you're dead on the inside and almost dead on the outside; you're parents are worried about you because you're not the same little girl you used to be. They don't know what went wrong and you never intend in telling them exactly what had happen when they left because they will force you to go back and clean up the mess.
"Honey, we think that it will best if we return back to Westchester" your mother tells you gently, but you can't go back.
"I can't go back" you told her the truth, but of course she doesn't understand why you can't.
"If this is because of-" you interrupted your father before he could say his name.
"It's not because of him. It's because of me, I lied to you when I said that I was staying with Claire. Instead I made my friends believe that I killed myself and started to haunt them from "beyond the grave" because I wanted them to feel bad for treating me like horse shit. I never intended for any permanent damage to come but it did and I can't go back because I'm supposed to be dead. Plus I promised him that I would leave him alone because I'm quote "a broken record" end quote" and I couldn't agree more" you told them about your lie.
They however didn't have any sympathy for you because you put it upon yourself and now you are returning to the town you scared others to think of being haunted, but now you will have a taste of your own medicine.
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Massie how does it feel to be haunted by your past? That's what I thought it is unbelievably awful and the worse is yet to come.
TO BE CONTINUED
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