Thanks for reading...Hope you enjoy the chapters. Here is some songs that inspired this chapter. For the flashback Katy Perry-Teenage Dream and for everything else Seether ft. Amy Lee- Broken. Enjoy...

Emily and Sam sat in the car trying to decide their next move. They could not afford to bail Jake out of jail so they were thinking of who they could turn to. Emily's eyes widen as she tapped repeated on the arm rest.

"I got it. I got it. We should be slapped for not thinking of this sooner."

"Come on Em tell me. Time is wasting here."

"Oliver. Oliver can bail Jake out. He's a big time movie star. I'm sure he can come up with funds and then Jake can pay him back."

Sam pulled Emily closer to him and kissed her hard.

"Ewww," Paul said.

"Sam take the back way to Bella's house. It will be quicker," Emily said.

Sam drove quickly up the back road. The rain was pouring so hard that Emily almost missed the distant figure lying on the side of the road.

"Stop," she yelled.

Sam stepped on the brakes, "Emily what the hell…"

She pointed through the glass.

"Do you see that? Tell me that you guys see that."

Sam squinted his eyes, "What the hell is that?"

"I don't know go check it out," Emily said.

"What if it's something deadly?" Paul asked

"What could be more deadly than you two? Both of you are wolves. Stop being cowards and check it out."

Sam removed his seatbelt. Paul was already on the outside completely soaked. Both of them headed towards the figure on the side of the road reluctantly.

"I can see hair. It looks like a female," Paul said.

There was a faint feeling in the pit of their stomachs.

"You don't think?" Sam started

Then he noticed something around her wrist. It was the same bracelet he had given Emily. Sam dashed towards the girl who was faced down on the road. He turned her over lightly. It was Bella. He placed his fingers at her neck to check her pulse but got nothing. Her lips were purple and her eyes were shut. Sam lifted her from the ground and headed towards the car with tears falling from his eyes. Emily got out and opened the door.

"O my god," she yelled.

"Emily get in the driver's seat. I need you to get us to the hospital a.s.a.p. Paul and I need to keep her warm."

They all got settled in. Bella's lifeless body lay across them in the back seat. Sam was cradling her in his arm like a baby. Emily was driving hysterically while trying to hold her composure.

"Don't you this to me Bella. Don't do this Jake. Hold on please. We're almost there. Think of Charlie. Damn it Bella come on we can do this," Sam said.

Emily pulled up to the hospital and hopped out. Sam and Paul carried Bella inside as Emily argued with the lady at the front desk, soon after the paramedics appeared with a stretcher.

Emily, Paul, and Sam tried to rush into the operating room behind them but were stopped at the door.

"You can't go inside," The doctor yelled.

"She needs someone by her side."

"God is by her side. It's all up to him now."

Sam turned away and hugged Emily tight. Finally Emily was able to cry. She collapsed onto his chest and hid behind her hair. Paul slid his body down the wall and rested on the floor.

"We should go tell Charlie that Bella is here at the hospital," Sam suggested.

Emily agreed and they headed up to Charlie's room. To their surprise the room was completely empty. Sam looked at Emily and nearly fainted.

"It can't be. He was fine the last time I checked."

"Let's not jump to conclusions. Let's go talk to someone at the front desk."

J.P.O.V

I sat down on my knees and prayed. First I prayed for Bella and then I prayed for Charlie until finally I prayed for myself. I wanted to make sure god heard me loud and clear.

"God…it's me Jake. I mean Jacob Black. I haven't talked to you in a while. But I never forget you are there. My grandmom use to always say only call on god when you are down and you have no more awnsers. She told me to call on you when all of my hope and all of my will was lost. But his prayer is not for me. I don't want you to waist any of your goodness on me. I know I have been selfish and living with so much anger over the years. You should be upset with me after all you died so I could commit sins and make mistakes but I haven't done either. I've been at a stand still and the only way I could make it through a single day was by hating one person. That made it easy for me to deal but I never found time to heal. I never found a way to truly say how I felt. It may be to late to admit it to her but if she us up there with you in heaven I know that you will deliver this message. If there is only one last word she can have from her life on earth than you tell Bella," The tears began to pour from my eyes. "You tell Bella that I love her. I always have and I always will. You tell her That I tried my best and it was not good enough. You tell her that I am in jail because I love her so much that it hurts."

"Why don't you tell her that?" a voice said

"God is that you? Are you wasting you breathe on me?"

"No Charlie is."

I opened my eyes to see my dad and Charlie standing behind the gates. I had never been so happy to see them more in my life. I stood to my feet and rushed over to where they were. Charlie smiled lightly and pulled a key from his pocket.

"How did you? Is it safe to be out of the hospital?" I asked

"My daughter is missing. If it takes my last breath I will find her."

My dad hugged me tightly, "I'm glad you still remember Nana's words of encouragement."

"I will never forget them," I smiled.

Charlie's phone began to ring.

"Hello."

His face hardened as the tears began to fall from his eyes. He slammed the phone down.

"Emily and Sam found Bella. She's in severe condition and is slipping into a comma."

Our whole life flashed before my eyes. I knew how a comma worked. Bella could be in a comma for a week or the rest of her life.

We reached the hospital to see Emily, Paul, and Sam. They hugged me tightly but the thought of Bella lying on an operating table was nerve wrecking. I wanted to hold her hand throughout it all. I noticed Oliver sitting on a chair crying his eyes out. I knew Bella was the only friend he had in forks so I went over and sat beside him. He looked at me and sighed.

"There is nothing I can say to make the situation Better. All we can do is wait. But everyone here has a shoulder to cry on except you. Any friend of hers is a friend of mines."

"Thanks. But you go and be strong with your family. I'll be fine. I know she'll pull through this."

I patted Oliver on the back and headed over to where Sam sat. He was cradling Emily tightly. I knew Emily was taking it hard. Bella had gotten really close to Emily before she took off. She spent every moment of her free time with me, Emily, and Sam. We had become a close Family. I sat down beside them.

"Thank you man," was all I could say.

"Jake listen it's alright if you cry. It's alright is you attach yourself to your heart for a moment and feel. It's a possibility that Bella may or may not make it through this."

I shook my head no, "She's going to make it. She's strong I know that she is."

"She may have been strong but when we found her tonight she was not. Bella had been beaten, raped, and shot nearly to death. When I found her she did not have a pulse and she was lying nearly naked on the side of the road in the rain," Sam said. "I want you to let those damn walls down around you Jake and feel. Look around you. Everyone in this room is crying. We know that the possibility of her dying is greater than her living."

I stood to my feet unable to hear anymore. The way they had found her was tearing me apart. How could they have done that to her? How someone could have left her there like that to die? The tears began to fall from my eyes as I rushed through the doors of the operating room.

"Get him out of here," someone yelled

"No I need to be here. I need to hold her hand through this please."

"It is procedure that the family waits outside."

"Please she'll die if I'm not in here. Please."

"She's losing a lot of blood. Let him stay in here but away from the operating table," the doctor said.

I stood in the middle of the room as I watch them do all that they could for Bella. Seconds turn into minutes and minutes turned into hours. Finally they were done. I was happy that she had not died but she was in a comma. They moved her into a room. She was not allowed to have visitors besides Charlie for a few days. But he convinced them to divide the day between me and him.

We all decided to go home. Charlie stayed home with Oliver to comfort him and I went home with my dad. Sam, Emily, and Paul went back to his place. When we reached my house I kissed my dad goodnight which was something I had not done since I was a kid. I headed towards the garage. There I found all of my belonging attached with a note. It was from Mia.

Dear Jake,

I know that we are done. I know that I hurt you. And now I know just how sorry I truly am. Someday you'll make a great father and someday I'll make a great mom but those combinations won't include one another. I'm happy that you admitted to loving someone else because now I know that your heart was never with me. I'm glad that we are not still fooling ourselves and calling what we had a relationship. I'm not upset to call it a fling and honestly I learned a lot from you. I learned how to love and I learned how to cry. I hope you learned a thing or two from me as well. As far as Bee Swan goes I hope she makes you happy. If she has your heart I know she is truly a lovely girl. My tears are soaking the paper so I think I should stop writing now but one last thing before I close this letter. Jacob Black you are going to make her the happiest women in the world. I love you and hope you get everything in life that you want.

P.S I would still love to work with her in the future

Love always your Mama Mia

I sighed as I reread the paper. Reading this letter showed me that Mia was not the woman I thought she was. She did have a heart and it was possible for her to show me how much she cared. On top of my old car hood was her engagement ring. Underneath it was a small piece of paper that said For Bella. I smiled lightly. I did not think it was possible for me to smile tonight. I laid in the backseat of the rabbit. That brought back memories.

Flashback…..

I lay still against the backseat as Bella climbed on top of me. She had the prettiest smile I had ever seen and her hair hung to one side of her face as she held her hands over my heart. Her fingers were tiny but had major weight over my heart. I cupped her butt with both hands and pushed her further up so that her middle was meeting mines. She smiled lightly again and shook her head.

"What is it with guys and having sex in their cars?" she asked "It's not romantic and I always hit my head against the roof top."

I smiled lightly, "Well I always hit my head against something too."

Bella laughed lightly.

"Jake what am I going to do with you," she said as she climbed from the car.

I followed her as well. She was heading towards the small tote dresser I had in the corner. I tried to stop her before she ruined my surprise.

"Bella don't open that drawer," I yelled but it was too late.

She was very still. I walked up behind her and wrapped both my arms around her. I rested my chin on her shoulder as she smiled feverishly and bit her bottom lip. She just stood there admiring the red box that read For: Bella.

"Go ahead. Open it."

She grabbed the box from the draw. I loosened my grip so that she could turn to face me. Her eyes were glowing. That turned me on. I was giving her a feeling without touching her. I had an affect over her heart just like she had over mines.

She opened the box to find a bracelet. It was gold and had little wolf charms on it. But there was two solid gold letters on it. One was a J and the other was a B.

I put the bracelet on her tiny wrist. She held out her arm as she admired the bracelet.

"Do you like it?" I asked

"No Jacob I love it," she said as she pulled me closer.

I could feel the coolness of her breath on my tongue. She smiled lightly.

"I don't have to be home for another three hours," she said.

I pulled her close and wrapped her legs around waist.

"And since the car is very uncomfortable where do you want it?"

Bella smiled lightly.

"We have never had sex in your bed," she said. "That's weird."

"Okay my bed it is."

I carried her up to my bed. I placed her there gently. She gazed around and laid her body out flat. For some reason I did not just was to have sex. I wanted it to last for an eternity. I positioned myself on top of her.

"Things are going to go a lot different. This is a whole new level."

"How different?" she asked curiously

"Bella I love you. I don't want to just have sex with you the way I did with other girls. You're different. So I should do this differently. I'm going to make love to you."

She tried to wrap her arms around me but I resisted.

"Relax. You don't have to do anything right now. It's all me."

End of Flashback….

The memories of Bella were beginning to overwhelm me. I removed myself from the car and headed inside. I was sure I'd dream of her. But I knew none of this was going to be easy. I had to wait a whole day before seeing Bella. Charlie said he would call and give me an update but he wanted to be the first one to see her. He had every reason to be the first person to see her but it didn't help that I wanted to see her first too. I was not sure when I decided that I had to be with her but the sudden thought that maybe I had hurt her suddenly appeared. I know that I should not be thinking of this but it was hard to avoid now. The last time I seen her I left her high and dry to be with Mia. I left her crying and angry at me.

I placed a pillow over my head as I crawled into bed. Placing the pillow over my face brought on another memory. But this memory was bad. It was the first argument we had. The first time I made her cry. It was the first time she walked out on me but not the last.

Flashback…

I sat at the edge of my bed trying to understand what I just done. I promised Bella I would be there for her but I felt a sudden jealousy overwhelm me. I couldn't stand coming second to a career. It was a career that everyone was trying to break into. I didn't understand why Bella wanted to leave forks or why she wanted to be an actress. I placed my face into my hands. Suddenly I heard the door slam shut.

I looked up to see Bella with tears running down her face. She stood at the door just staring at me.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"You're not sorry. Don't tell me that you are when you are not. Jake I needed you to be there. I needed you to see me before I went in that room and read those lines. You promised me that you would be there but you weren't. All that I could think about while auditioning was the fact that you were not there. I'm so disappointed. It hurts so much that you can't support me."

"I can support you."

"Then why won't you? I'm behind you one hundred percent with everything and all you do is ignore me when I talk."

"I don't ignore you Bella," I said standing to my feet. "I just don't understand."

"What are you not getting? Tell me Jake and maybe I can help you get it before it's too late."

"Too late for what?"

"I can't be with someone who don't believe in me. We are always going to have this argument as long as you feel this way."

I walked closer to her. Anger was building inside of me. I could not believe what she was saying.

"I don't understand why I have to come second to a career that is not going to happen."

Her facial expression went blank. She whipped the tears from her eyes and stood up straight. It seemed as if everything went quiet.

"You won't come second any longer. I refuse to argue with you about this any longer. Yes I love you and yes I wish that this could work but it's just not working. Let's rip it off like a bandage and get it over with."

"What are you saying?" I asked

"I'm breaking up with you. Goodbye Jacob."

Bella stormed from my room. I flopped down onto the bed and placed the pillow over my face. She would be back. I knew her. I knew she would be crawling back into my bed and back into my arms where she belonged.

End of flashback….

I removed the pillow from my face to see the darkness of my room. It was just me alone again with the memories of not knowing still hunting me. I closed my eyes and prayed that god had mercy on me because if these memories continued I'll kill myself before sunrise.