If you could have one power,
What would it be?
Would you ask for flight?
For super senses?
For echo location?
For time travel?
February 28, 2016
He swung across the rooftops, curses leaving his lips. This wasn't what he wanted. She was supposed to get over him. She was supposed to move on so he could too. "Ace!" He cursed his voice for sounding so desperate but didn't cease his search, checking in windows and alleys alike. He'd finally had the guts to open all those letters addressed to him, and he hadn't expected her to be the one leaving them.
He'd gone to the manor almost immediately, sneaking around the cameras he knew were there. He'd jumped through her window, feling his heart stutter when she wasn't there. He checked her closet and bathroom, but found nothing. She really had left. Her closet was slightly empty, pictures missing around her room. If he didn't know her like he did, he wouldn't have noticed anything.
Snatching one of her hoodies and a picture, he jumped through her window and ran across the lawn, scaling the wall and heading out to search. He tucked the items into his bag and commenced his search, leading him to where he was now. "SAM!" He screamed in one final desperate cry, but he received nothing in return. She was gone. With crushed hopes he made his way to the one place he knew she might be, mood lightening at the sight of the crisp white envelope resting on the stone.
He could feel himself get angry as he read it. He slid his helmet off in order to run a tired hand through his hair. Why couldn't anything ever just go his way? He folded the paper that still smelled like her and slid it into his pocket, making his way home to put it with the others. No matter what, he would find her. Even if it meant traveling the globe, he'd do it. If there was anything he wanted more than revenge, was her.
Dear Jason,
I did it. I left. I'm somewhere new now, where people can't send me away. Dick doesn't have to try and get me out early because I already left. I have the biggest smile on my face right now. This is probably the happiest I've been in a while. It still surprises me that I was able to make it this far without you, its insane. And Jason, I hate you. You put me through so much pain. All these craving and throwing up for 6 months before you gave me one huge moment of pain and sadness. You got me pregnant, you asshole.
I never thought I'd write that to you. But with me leaving and starting a new life, I felt like I had to. In order for me to move on I had to tell you. I also have to tell you she didn't make it. Jacklyn Megan Todd. That's what I named her. Due to my depression and problems with anorexia, she suffered. We both did. I finally had a little piece of you and then it was gone again. You were gone.
I buried her on my own, in the woods. She didn't seem like the kind of baby that would want to be buried in a proper graveyard. The way she kicked and squirmed at night, keeping me up and smiling. She was a ray of light in my deep dark hole. I'll see her again one day though. I'll see both of my beautiful babies. I love you.
-All My Love, Sam January 30, 2016