A/N: ok we got a little more smut here (couldn't resist!) But after this chapter shit's hitting the fan so enjoy a little heart to heart moment here! Thanks to everyone who has reviewed! Ya'll make me feel so special and make me want to get this out faster! I have this story finally completed in my paper version and we have about 13 chaps and a epi so I really hope you guys are enjoying it!

Chapter 10

Tommy woke an hour or so later and glanced down at Ren who was breathing evenly, her head on his chest and her arms around him. After a moment he realized what had woke him when the sound of punk music filtered from the other room. Some song from that ramones guys.. blitzkrieg something..it took him a few more seconds to realize it was Ren's phone.

"Ren," he whispered against her ear. "Your phone.." She groaned blinking up and him and smiled.

"Huh?" she muttered drawing her brows together as she started to hear the noise.

"Your phone is ringing. It's probably Colt."

She cured crawling off the end of the bed. He watched her walk on shaky legs and admired her backside as she turned the corner. After a few moments he got to enjoy the view from the front as she came back to the bed room. Her tattoo standing out against pale skin. She met his eyes and crawled on the bed, coming up to straddle his hips. With a smile she swiped a finger across her phone to return the call.

"Hey sorry. I was taking a nap." She winked at Tommy "You made it in one piece I assume." Tommy could hear Colt chuckling on the other end of the line.

"Tommy's good. He gave me a good workout earlier." She leaned down and kissed him holding the phone away as the parted with a wet sound.

"Mmhmm. He made sure to push me hard." she muttered against Tommy's lips, running her free hand down his chest. "I need to go Colt. I think Tommy has more plans for me. Call me later and be safe." She hung up the phone and dropped it off the side of the bed and pressed her lips to his again running her tongue over his lips. She giggled as he ran his hands over her hips gently brushing over tiny red marks apologetically.

"Don't worry. In the words of Lady GaGa 'when it comes to love if it's not rough it isn't fun'." She rolled her hips suggestively feeling him growing hard under her bottom. She traced kisses over his jaw licking the shell of his ear. He growled as she sucked on his neck, biting firmly rolling her tongue over the reddened area before moving further down body kissing and nipping down his chest. She chuckled running her fingers over his length, blocked only by a the sheet.

"There is something I've been itching to do for a while now.." she teased biting her lip and giving him a lustful look. He raised and eyebrow as she pulled the sheets away and took him in her hands stroking firmly, loving the little rush of control she felt as she watched his face. His eyes watched her closely and he let out a shaky breath as she brushed her lips against the the swollen tip. She shot hi, a hungry look as she ran her tongue from base to tip relishing in the slightly salty taste that was very much him. He made a low sound as he brushed her hair out of her face and she smiled before closing her lips around him, swirling her tongue against the underside of his length and around the tip before taking more of him in her mouth and sucking firmly, using her hand to stroke the rest of him. He groaned gripping her hair encouraging her and she moved her lips faster. She let out a small moan as she took him to the back of her throat the low sound causing a delightful vibration to filter through his body and he let his head fall back. He made another low sound as he gently thrust into her mouth when she hollowed her cheeks sucking more firmly becoming more confident after his reaction.

She let go a small whimper and pouted as he pulled her away from him bring her lips to his in a crushing kiss that whipped the pout right off her face. She tucked her knees on either side of his waist shifting until she felt his heat against her and giving him a playful wriggle before grinding her hips against him. He lifted his hips meeting hers as she slide her wetness up and down his length and he let out a low curse as he moved his hands to her hips to guide her. She shuttered with each stroke stimulating her clit against him. She picked up her pace as a bright flush went across her chest and neck. He reached up with one hand to pitching one hard nipple before rolling it in between his rough fingers. She whimpered has she reached in the bedside pulling out a condom. She opened it and scooted down his thighs, he watched her intently as she rolled the condom down his length with shaking fingers. She met his eyes and he watched her as positioned herself before slowly lowering herself on his swollen member.

When she was settled she let out a pained moan, still sore from earlier, feeling more filled than she ever had before. After a moment he chuckled and bucked his hips under her causing her to gasp and roll her hips against him. She lifted her hips slightly before lowering herself again grinding into his hips. She found a rhythm and she became more confident as she rode him. He guided her hips meet her thrust with his own before pulling her closer to take a dark nipple between his teeth. She gripped his hips with her thighs thrusting against him moaning as she threw her head back.

Wrapping his arms around her waist he sat up and shifted his knees under him, lifting her to wear her toes were all that pressed into the mattress. She wrapped her arms around his neck claiming his lips as his free hand worked it's way between their bodies to rub against her clit and she broke the kiss with a growl her hips working harder against his heat spreading through her body making her shiver. She began moving erratically racing towards her climax her nails scratching over his shoulders and she lowered her head biting him on those amazing traps.

He sucked on her neck and felt the vibration in her throat as she let out a harsh cry her walls clenching around him as her orgasm swept over her, the movement of her hips becoming jerky as Tommy tightened his arm around her waist letting out a small growl. Before her spasms stopped he let her drop on her back and roughly yanked her hips in lap, thrusting forcefully into her, dragging out her climax as long as he could.

Both of them were still over sensitive from the earlier round and he felt his own orgasm building in his lower belly but he fought it back wanting to bring her off once more. He changed the angle of his thrusts making sure that he hit her sweet spot at the apex of every thrust. Her cries grew louder and she stretched her arms above her head holding on the the foot board as she pushed back against him, arching her back so that only her shoulders against the mattress.

Tommy whispered her name between thrusts picking up his pace the heat in his loins becoming unbearable. She made a straggled cry as she felt him coming. He pounded into her and she feel over the edge again and he buried himself deep with in her letting out a deep growl. She shook under him trying to get her breathing under control and he rested his forehead against hers supporting himself on his elbows on either side of her head. She wrapped her arms around his thick shoulders stroking his back as she shuttered in the aftermath.

"Hungry?" she asked kissing him softly.

He Nodded and reluctantly let her out from under him when she made a move to get up. She whimpered a little at the loss of his heat but she continued to untangle her legs from around him, giggling when he wouldn't give her quite enough room to easily get free. After almost falling off the bed she got her legs free and leaned over to kiss him again before finding her panties and slipping them up her legs. She made a show of grabbing his shirt and pulling it over her head, looking over her shoulder at him as he sprawled on the bed looking good enough to eat. She couldn't resist coming back over and leaning over the mattress to claim his lips again before leaving him to collect himself.

She made her way to the kitchen and pulled out the stew pot and sat it on the stove, kicking up the gas flame, letting it heat up. She went to the living room and dug through Colt's CDs and pulled out a dusty copy of Daft Punk "Human After All" and remembered getting it for Colt years ago. She slipped it in the player and turned the volume down a bit in case Tommy wanted to snooze for a minute. Sighing she hit random on the tracks and "Make Love" started to play and she smiled swaying to the smooth beat.

She went back to the kitchen, stirring the stew realizing that for the first time in weeks she felt completely relaxed. Maybe she was just paranoid and in a bad need of mind blowing orgasms. Those helped she was sure of it. She swayed her hips and tapped her foot to the beat as she stirred the pot attentively not wanting anything to burn. He tummy rumbled impatiently as she rubbed her hand over it feeling the well loved fabric of Tommy's against her skin. His smell clung to it and she vowed that she'd find a way to steal it from him and never give it back. She glanced out the window and noticed it was starting to get dark and she decided that time was moving too damn fast. Going in the fridge she reached for a beer and stretched her back hearing a few joints crackle and pop. She started when she felt a large warm hand cover her backside and she nearly dropped the beer in her hand.

"Jesus Tommy! You scared the shit out of me!" She cried turning to see Tommy clad in a comfortable looking pair of flannel pants. He chuckled at her leaning against the bar looking incredibly sexy in that disheveled "well bedded" kind of way. "Beer?" She asked offering the bottle in her hand to him and he took it twisting the top off. She grabbed another for herself before checking the pot again to find it bubbling softly. She felt his eyes roaming over her and she tried to fight the blush she knew was spreading on her cheeks. Acting like she didn't notice him watching her, she reached in the cabinet, feeling the shirt ride up her bottom as she pulled down two bowls. She spooned them both a good sized bowl of stew and dug out some spoons, offering him a bowl with a grin.

"Want to watch a movie?" She asked moving past him to settle on the couch. "I'll let you pick." He grinned down at her as he walked by to inspect the large DVD rack taking a bite absently. He made a approving noise and nodded his head taking another bite.

"Stew is awesome." He stated over is shoulder as he thumbed threw a few more DVDs. "You like horror movies?"

"As long as it's not by Rob Zombie. That man should never be allowed to butcher and more movies." Tommy Chuckled and holds up 'Freddy vs Jason'. "Ooo good one. I deem that more than acceptable." She sounded more than a little excited at his choice. He popped the DVD in cutting off Daft Punk in the middle of 'Television rules the nation' which made Ren make a ironic snort. She pulled her knees up and rested the warm bowl in between her knees as he settled next to her and fumbled around on the crowded coffee table for the remote.

They sat eating in comfortable silence that was only broken when Ren would mutter quotes from the movie in her best Freddy voice, wiggling her fingers in a very Freddy manner at Tommy. He watched her with amusement as she raised her arms and cheered when Jason killed the guy in the bed and heard her mutter "douche" under her breath. She finished her stew and offered to take his bowl to the kitchen and gave him a view as she bent over to dig out a Dr. Pepper from the fridge. When she returned she reached down and grabbed the bag of candy next to the couch. She thanked him again as he pulled her back on the couch and against his chest. He chuckled as she moaned cracking the can, taking a long swig.

"Damn that's good." She sighed taking another long swig and tried and failed to stifle a burp. "'Cuse me.." she mutter covering her mouth shyly. Tommy chuckled and shifted a leg behind her settling her closer between his legs and she pulled a throw off the back of the couch throwing it over their legs.

Ren cheered and did a little dance when Freddy made an appearance and Tommy shook his head with a grin. "Someone is a Fred Head. That's what they call it right?"

"Oh yeah. I like Jason too. I own all the nightmare on Elm Street movies and the Friday the 13th movies. The two pride and joys of my collection though is my Freddy glove that I made myself, and the picture I got of me grinding between Robert Englund and Kane Hodder at some after party in New York. I think it was a midnight double feature or something. I was drunk. And it was EPIC." She looked up at him with excitement in her eyes as she tore open the candy popping one in her mouth.

"Who?" Tommy asked looking a little confused. "Wait.. you made a glove?"

"Yes. I made a glove. I had to... my hands are small and I wanted to make one that I could switch hands with if I couldn't get the hang of it on my right hand. It has real blades too. Robert is the guy that always plays Freddy and Kane is the guy that plaid Jason in Friday the 13th 7-10. Though that's not Kane sadly." she said pointing to the screen. She shot him a look that could melt ice at 1000 paces and bit her lip. "I need to get my glove so I can cut your cloths off sometime." She wiggled a brow at him. He made an approving sound and kissed he on the back of the neck.

-A-

"Your joking right?" Tommy asked looking at Ren like she was a mad woman.

"No I'm not! Just name an actor and I can trace them back to Star Trek in 6 separations or less." They were both working on their 5th beers and Ren was feeling buzzed enough to pull out "Six Degrees of Star Trek".

"Ok.. Bruce Willis." Tommy offered narrowing his eyes at her.

"Bruce Willis is in the Expendables with Jason Statham who stared in Crank High Voltage with John De Lanice who plaid Q on Star Trek TNG." She was sucking on another candy, rolling it around in her mouth and Tommy was more than a little distracted by it.

"Wow OK. Gerard Butler."

"Easy. He's in RocknRolla with Tom Hardy who plaid the bad guy Shizon in the TNG movie Nemesis." He gave her an impressed look and tried to think of another.

"Natalie Portman."

"She's in Star wars with Ewen Mcgreggor, who was in Trainspotting with Ewen Brimmer, who was in Snatch with Jason Statham, who was in Crank 2 with John De Lanice, who was Q on TNG." She rattled off the information with a cocky grin.

"How do you know all this crap?" He asked more than a little impressed.

"I'm good at recognizing faces. And I know ever TNG episode by heart."

"A Fred Head and a Trekkie? Nerd." He teased tickling her side delighting in her squeal.

"And damn proud." she sipped her beer and looked up at him. "So you ever going to tell me about yourself? I mean hell, you've been inside me. I think I deserve to know a little more about you than just a few details from the last few months."

Tommy looked uncomfortable and his eyes pleaded with her to drop the subject but Ren wasn't swayed. "OK. But I want to know about your father first."

"What is this? Black mail? I have to to tell you about my fucked up past and you'll do the same?" She shot him a look and he gave her a look that told her that he wanted to talk about it but needed the door opened. "Right. I need another beer for this. Or something stronger.." She stood and headed for the kitchen digging around a bit, his shirt swallowed her hanging around the top of her thighs, the neck nearly hanging off her shoulder. 'She can keep the shirt. It's worth it as long as I get to see her wear it.' He thought watching as she dug in the freezer.

"Where to start?" She sighed walking back to the couch with a serious look on her face and a serious looking bottle of vodka. She settled back between his legs and curled up with the bottle before opening it and taking a rather large swig cringing at the taste. "My dad wanted to be a good man, I'd like to think that anyways. Growing up he left when I was young and made a reappearance when I was around 8 and he and my mother got back together. I wanted his approval so badly... I thought if I could be exactly what he wanted maybe he wouldn't leave again. But I was never good enough, smart enough, or pretty enough." Ren started when Tommy wrapped a knowing arm around her shoulder pulling her more firmly against his chest. "He was a drinker, and looking back I think he took his own feeling of inadequacy out on me but back then all I knew was 'I was worthless'." She quoted in the air. "When I was 14 I started running with the wrong crowd, doing everything I could to piss my father off. And boy did it work. I'd get home at 4 am on a school night and be greeted with fists and belts. Eventually I tried to straighten myself out thinking maybe he'd love me more if I would just do better. It was a vicious cycle. I'd want to be everything he wanted from me and then I'd say 'fuck it' and rebel. One night, after a particularly rough night I ran away. I ran to someone I thought was a friend. But before the end of the night I was dropped on the sidewalk, bleeding, drugged out, and.." She cleared her throat, shifting uncomfortably. "I had been raped. When the police found me and called my family, my mom was out of town so my dad came to pick me up from the hospital. He took me home got drunk and put me back in the hospital the next day. I hated him then. I hate him now. He told me I was nothing but a druggie whore and that I deserved what happened to me." She paused, taking a gulp out of the bottle, her fingers clutching it with a white knuckled grip. "When my mom got back she flipped. She divorced him and terminated his rights. He was put in jail and apparently screwed up in there too and a guy killed him after a year. She fought with the cops to get the guy that raped me but he was a minor and they really didn't do much. That's when she became so overly protective and worried about me. It took me years to get over all the shit that man put me through. I still have a lot of anger obviously. I've honestly only been with 3.. now 4 men and one was Colt." She smiled weakly at him as he kissed the top of her head, he could feel a twist in his chest and it made him uncomfortable.

"You and Colt eh?" He asked lightening the mood a bit.

She shrugged, taking another drink, she shot Tommy a glare when he reached out and took the bottle from her. "Colt's a good guy. I quickly found out that he was kinda like a surrogate dad to me... and I'm sure you can understand why that would make me uncomfortable sleeping with him. Thank god he understood.. I still fill horrible about it though."

"Why choose me?" he asked quietly.

"Because I see a lot of myself in you. We're both broken. Trying to put ourselves back together. We both know we can't fix the other but maybe, just maybe we can smooth over some of the cracks and make the other a little stronger." He voice was just above a whisper and she turned kissing him softly. He moved then sliding out from behind her and scooping her up in his arms. He carried her towards the bedroom and set her down. She watched him closely wondering if he was going to keep up his end of the deal. When he settled next to her and wrapped his arms around her she felt a slight tremble in his body and she few a swell in her chest. He rested his cheek against the top of her head and told her everything. She tangled her fingers in his and listened silently hoping he didn't see the tears that streaked down her face.

When she was asleep he stayed awake for a while just watching her and wiping away the wetness on her cheeks.