BPOV

I was upstairs in my room. That's why I didn't pick up the phone. I just couldn't believe that after all this time Jacob called me up just to threaten me. When I met Edward's eyes I couldn't hold it in any longer I broke down and cried. I just couldn't believe it I had my life finally had my life in order and found the perfect sub. Here I was looking weak in front of him. Why didn't Jacob wait a few more hours? Then Edward would have been gone and I wouldn't feel so weak. Then all of the sudden I felt a pair of strong arms around me. It felt nice but I was suppose to be strong one here.

"Edward go on home I will be fine."

"But mistress."

"No Edward I'm the boss here. This is something I got to figure out."

"Ok mistress I will see you on Wednesday. Let me know what time and where I need to meet you" he said with a sad smile. I know I hurt his feelings but I need to stay in control. Edward got up and walk to the door.

"Mistress I hope this isn't out of line, but if you need me at all this week call me. I will drop anything and be right over."

"Thank you Edward." He nodded and walk out of the door.

I sat on the floor of my living room for I don't know how long. I finally decided I need to talk to someone. So I called Alice.

"Hey Alice can you come over I need a friend."

"Sure Bella should I call Rose and we have a girls night."

"I don't know Alice I need to talk about the lifestyle and other things."

"I think Rose would understand more then you think she would."

"Ok Alice come over as soon as you can I need to talk."

I hung up my phone and got up. I went into my room and got into some comfortable clothes. About an hour later I heard a knock at the door. I went to open it and there stood Rose and Alice.

"Hey guys" I said with a small smile.

"Bella is everything ok" Alice asks giving me a hug.

"Come on in and I will let you hear the message."

They walked in and I walked over to my answer machine and hit play. They both listen to the message.

"I'm so sorry Bella what are you going to do" asked Alice.

"I don't know Alice I haven't got that far yet."

"Ok Bella I need to know what's going on for me to help you" Rose said reminding us that she didn't know my story. We sat down on the couch and I told Rose all about Jacob and what happen.

"Oh Bella I'm so sorry we will figure out how to keep him away from you."

"The worst part was I broke down in front of Edward and I felt so weak."

"Why is that a problem Bella?" asked Rose

"Well I'm Edward's mistress so I need to stay strong in front of him."

"Oh Bella I didn't know you are in that lifestyle too" Rose said excited.

"Yes and what do you mean too."

"I'm in it too Emmett is my sub and husband. I have never met anyone else in it" said Rose.

"Oh wow I didn't know I could have both" I said. Thinking at how I could and if that's what I would want with Edward. The feelings I have for him are different the ones I have had for my other subs.

"Is that really possible to be both?" I ask Rose.

"Yes it is you just have to decide together when you are mistress and sub and when you're just Edward and Bella. Take Emmett and I for example on every other weekend we are mistress and sub but if Emmett needs for me to be his mistress another day then all he has to do is tell me.

"Hmm that is interesting I wonder if Edward would want something like that."

"What did he say when you told him to leave after he tried to comfort you" Alice said.

"He looked really sad I don't think he wanted to leave but I pulled out the mistress card and he left."

"Well Bella you will need to learn to be able to talk something out. Like this for an example you could use someone to lean on every now and then."

"Ya I think you are right, but what am I going to do with Jacob."

"Do you have a restraining order on him" ask Alice.

"Yes I do the courts gave me one when he went to jail."

"Then you know what to do call the police and show them the answer machine recording" said Alice.

"Your right I will call them first thing Monday morning."

We spent another couple of hours talking. Then I decided it was time to call Edward.

"Hey Edward can you come over we need to talk" I said when he pick up.

"Sure I will be right over" he said hanging up.