Author's Note~

I decided to change the rating. Letter M here you are! It will get more intense as they progress in their relationship, no sex this early on. It's get pretty close though.

"Onegaishimasu . . . Motto!" means "Please . . . more!"

"Saiai no, anata ni kansha." means "Thank you, beloved."

You'll get it later. ;}

I woke to feeling soft fur under my head, and a smell that was relaxing and arousing.

"Boris?" I mumbled. It felt like I was on his fur boa and only Boris had this distinct scent.

"I'm right here, koneko." He answered while petting my head and holding my hand. I could vaguely hear Nightmare talking about something, and I could feel several pairs of eyes on me. I whimpered and hid my face in my neko's chest, faintly recalling what had happened before I passed out.

Why the hell did I do that?! I control my urges, I deal with them on my own. But I attached Boris, in public, in front of others because I couldn't control myself. I let my own instincts get the better of me, where others could see, where Blood and Vivaldi could see.

"Morticia? Why are you crying?!" Boris whispered to me, trying not to draw more attention. I was crying silently and shaking. I feel so ashamed of myself. "Will yo tell me what's wrong?"

I shook my head. I didn't speak for fear my voice would crack and be too loud.

"Will you tell me later?" Would I tell him later? He should know the reason behind my tears.

I nodded an agreement.

"Thank you. It won't be much longer until the assembly will have a break. We can talk privately then." He said quietly. I hate and love how understanding he can be.

I stayed hidden in the Cheshire Cat's side until Nightmare called for a break, I had thankfully quit crying by the time he said it, and Boris lead me to a random door only to open it to show his room in the Amusement Park. He gently lead me to sit on his bed and I sat there with him sitting next to me, waiting for me to explain. I put it off by taking off my boots, minutes passed and he eventually took off his own shoes. I took deep breathes for courage.

"I'm sorry I lost control like that. I wouldn't have minded if it had been in private, but I attacked you in the middle of the assembly where anybody could see." I couldn't look at him, I hid may face with my hands, I couldn't explain this right. "I can't explain this right, but I lost control and I hate it."

I didn't hear anything from Boris, he probably didn't know how to feel about this. I didn't know how to either, this had never happened to me before. I did feel ashamed, disgusted, and pitiful.

"If you don't want that to happen, then maybe you should take care of your . . . urges." I looked at him and he was looking away with a red face, it was alluring.

Well, I had always done it on my own, but I could tell he needed some relief as well, nothing wrong with helping each other out, we are dating after all.

My mind made up, I grabbed his ribbon and dragged him to me for a searing kiss. He quickly returned it and rapped his arms around me. I moved my arms around his neck, pushing the black fur off, to get to his ears. He groaned into the kiss.

I wiggled when his hands started to slide along my sides, it tickled and it was a turn on. I stopped rubbing his ears to slide off my jacket and he went for my neck, nuzzling and licking.

"Boris," It's hard to talk, all I can think about is what we can do. "I'm not going to be the only one undressing."

He slid off the ribbon and his jacket, making him look even tastier, before going and unbuttoning my dress shirt. He stopped after he finished his task, just looking me over with lust in his eyes. He pushed me to lay on the bed, I just dragged him with me and started to unbutton his shirt, I ran my hands over his exposed skin. He purred and growled before taking another kiss.

I moaned as he trailed kisses down my jaw to my neck. He did little kisses, open mouth kisses, and sensual licks as he slowly made his way down my throat.

"Boris." I whimpered as he traced old scars on my stomach with his hands while his tongue edged along the top of my bra.

"Kitten." He said back, his voice deeper and husky, his tongue started to go back to my neck as his hands went to my pants.

Boris's POV

I have to take this opportunity to show her that I can be considerate in this area of our relationship. I won't take advantage of her, but I will take advantage of this moment to see her. I finally get her pants off to see her in her underwear, a black bra, black panties, and black socks that went to her knees. Her flushed face and panting making me harder for her.

But I wouldn't take her, not when she was crying so recently over her lapse of control. I'll take her when she says it's okay, when she says she's ready. That's one of the only things I'll wait for, forever if I have to.

Morticia's POV

Boris slowly moves his hands to my breasts, cupping them through the fabric and then starts to squeeze and rub them. I'm a moaning mess before he moves to unhook the restraining fabric.

He latched on to one rosy bud, licking and rolling it with his tongue, while he fondled the other with his hand. I cradled his head my hands, keeping him there, as I bucked my hips to get more friction.

Boris moved to between my legs and ground his hips against mine, making me whimper and moan. Boris let out rumbles that vibrated his whole body, causing me to get louder.

"Onegaishimasu . . . Motto!" Boris growled at my plea, he lowered his free hand to cover my core. I whimpered as he rubbed the heel of his hand where the bundle of nerves was hidden.

In moments I felt myself release and Boris gave a low groan and rolled next to me, panting and looking sated.

"Saiai no, anata ni kansha." I murmured, moving closer to him to enjoy the after glow of our mutual release.

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I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up I didn't want to move. I also found it hard to move, my joints felt like jello was holding them together. I felt warm, content, and my body felt like a great stress had been lifted from it.

That had to be the best damn orgasm I've ever had. Makes me wonder how it will be when we actually do have sex. I might black out if it's close to this.

I lift my head to that I'm draped over my beloved's chest, a damn nice chest, and that he's still asleep with and arm around me.

I quietly get out of bed, I almost fall too many times to count, and borrow some clothes to take a shower in.

I might not be able to say "I love you" but Boris is very important to me. Wait . . . he didn't penetrate me, I was willing to let him do it but he didn't.

"Maybe I can say it." I mumble to myself as I dry off and put on the borrowed clothes.

"Say what?" I jump at my lover's voice coming from the bed.

"Just something that I'll tell you about later. I need to go to my room to pick up some clothes and you need to shower." I can see the stiff fabric at his crotch, at least he really did release when I did.

At my words he looked down at himself and blushed, from a lot of things, and just nodded. He quickly grabbed some clothes and went to take a shower, his face bright red the whole time.

"He's so cute." I heard something drop in the bathroom, meaning he must have heard me. I giggled at him, he was mine and I appreciate that he didn't take advantage of me while he could.

I should think about this while he's taking a shower.

I know guys have a hard time not taking advantage of women when they're at their weakest, like I was when he brought me here, and the fact that he didn't could mean several different things. He really cares about me, he didn't want to break me, he could feel that I wasn't ready . . . um, He could want me to not regret anything we do . . . there has to be other possibilities. I can't think of any others, so I'll think about the end of our activities before we fell asleep.

At the end, as far as I remember, he didn't get played with like I did. Yet he got off, could that have to do with his animal side? That kind of made sense, I get aroused from certain scents, so did my arousal kick him over the edge?

And I switched to Japanese at the end. He probably had no idea what I had said, but the need in my voice had been a big hint at what I wanted. He didn't quite do what I had wanted, but I couldn't argue with the results. They were damn good. So good.

" . . . icia? Morticia?" I snapped out of my thoughts at my koiishi calling my name instead of koneko or kitten, which were the same but whatever.

"Hm? What?" I turned to see his face flushed and sad. Why was he sad?

"Do you regret it?" Regret . . . stupid, insecure neko.

"I don't think I'll ever regret anything I do with you. Why would you ask something so silly?"

"You've staring off into space and didn't when I called out to you the first twenty times." He said, his ears were low and his tail didn't sway in a fluid motion. Still agitated.

"I was thinking about us and why you didn't take full advantage of me. You could have, I was even asking you to." His ears perked a bit.

"Well, you had just been crying and even though you started it . . . I knew that you might hate yourself or me for following through and I didn't want that." He twiddled his fingers. "I love you and I don't want you to hate me for something like that."

I just stared at him. He loved me? Wait, that's a stupid question, all of Wonderland will love in some way but he told me with a look of shyness and truth. He means it and I'm not opposed to it, I kind of like it, but I've never been in love and I don't know when I'll be able to tell him those words.

Best to be honest.

"I can't say that I love you back, but I do like you very much. I can't say it back because I've never been in love and know nothing of it." This is difficult. "I will tell you when I know it's what I feel. I hope that I learn what it means soon, so I can tell you."

Boris looked like the world opened up to heaven at my words. He took my explanation as "I'll grow to love you and will tell you soon". Actually, I might have meant that.

"Can you open the door to my room? I need to grab some stuff before the assembly confers again." I stood, doing my best not to look at him, and failed. I glanced at him only to look again, he didn't have on a fucking shirt, just some shorts that hung low on his hips. "Rokudenashi, anata wa watashi o korosu tame ni shiyou to shite imasu?!" [1]

"What?" I just waved him off. I can't look, not now, I have to get some more clothes and maybe buy a kimono or yukata.

"Nothing. Can you connect the door to my room?" I completely forgot about the street fair.

"Yeah, I can go anywhere I've been invited into. I can also connect to your workshop if you wanted." He, unfortunately and thankfully, pulled on a shirt before opening the door to my room.

"Thank you, koiishi." I kissed his cheek as I walked past him. He followed me.

"Koiishi?" My heart skipped a beat at the way the endearment fell from his lips.

"Beloved." I said and went to my closet to grab new underwear and socks. When I turned back to him, he had one hell of a goofy smile on his face. I could ask him about the street fair, it looks like he'll agree to anything right now. "You wanna go to a street fair with me?"

"Yes." He said after a moment.

"Good. I'll need your help to pick out the perfect outfit for it." I went back through the door that hadn't been closed, he followed.

"Don't you make your own clothing? Why would you need help picking something out?" Good questions.

"I don't have enough time to make a kimono or yukata. So I need to buy one and I want you to help me, we can even get you on or, if you prefer, a haori and hakamas."[2]

"Hmm. Yeah. We could match!"

"Yeah, I know just what colors I'll pick out for you!"

Author's Note~

[1] Rokudenashi, anata wa watashi o korosu tame ni shiyou to shite imasu?! means Bastard, are you trying to kill me?!

[2] If you're familiar with Inuyasha then you know the outfit he always wears, the top part is a haori and the pants are hakamas.

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