"Love is the answer, but while you are waiting for the answer sex raises some pretty good questions"

Chapter 10 – The Deed-

Beneath the bleached out robe, was Renesmee's hidden flesh. No undergarments, only skin. Jacob knew that with the simple tug of the belt around her waist, the material would fall off and he'd see her naked body up close and he'd be able to feel her skin's silkiness beneath his fingertips. Only, he couldn't bring himself to pull at the strap. He wanted her to be at ease with the act that was about to take place. Jake thought it was completely necessary for her to be in control, he needed Ness to know he wasn't taking advantage. All he simply sought, was to express his love for her.

As they continued caressing and kissing, she worried about what Jacob would think of her body's imperfections. Underneath the clothing, she wasn't as firm as she appeared and her skin was so pale. To have him analyze and judge her was never something she worried about. Until now. Under these circumstances, it was obvious he was going to examine and study every curve of her body, and she was terrified. Ness couldn't have him scrutinizing and comparing her to his last endeavors.

The whole making love, became delayed because Renesmee's apprehension. Jacob could tell she was stalling for some reason. Though, he didn't take offense. This was after all Nessie's entire idea so, he went at her pace. Stopping, she fled to the bathroom, leaving a hot and bothered Jacob on the hotel mattress. Tightening her sash with trembling fingers Ness thought, It's just sex, I'll be another on his list. That thought alone gave her reassurance that he'd pay no mind to her flaws.

Stepping out of the lavish bathroom Jacob stood at the edge of the bed , waiting for her to join him. With bare feet, Ness leisurely padded her way to Jacob side.

Jacob's face was relaxed and soft, with feebleness. Taking a breath, Ness cracked a smile and looked deeply into his caramel eyes. Reaching out to her, he cupped her face, leaned in and kissed her sweetly, tenderly. He was being patient with her, and taking his time. With his palms still pressed to her cheeks, she peered up to him observing him.

His tan skin, radiated in the dim light and his deep set eyes left her serene, practically hypnotized. He's an attractive man, her mind said. The tip of his nose was asking for her to lay a kiss on it and his velvety smirk caused her to become slightly faint. After catching her breath, she stared at Jake's lips and the stubble above them, made Ness realize that he was no longer a boy but a full grown man. Time had flown by so quickly and by this time next year, he'd be in college surrounded by attractive women his own age. He would no longer have the time to be Lil' Nessie's friend. That crushed her. This may be one of the last nights I get to spend with him, she assured herself, it's just sex with your best friend.

Not liking the distance between them, Jacob eased her closer to his body and kissed the concave beneath her ear and behind her jaw. Ness slid back fretfully but Jake wouldn't have that. Going to kiss her,Ness twisted her head, causing Jake's lips to make contact with her cheek. Ignoring her snub, he kept grazing his lips and teeth across her neck.

Pinning her lower lip between her teeth, Ness's mind scram at her, Why am I acting this way! I wanted this!

In brief, she almost changed her mind but Jacob found her sweet spot. From the second, his lips made contact with a provoking spot on her neck, she was gone. Without a second thought Ness began undressing him. She started with his poorly tied tie and then she undid his shirt button by button while their lips stayed connected. She removed the shirt off his broad shoulders and was thankful he already did away with his constricting jacket.

Now, everything had developed into urgent need to be with one another. Jacob, now stripped down to his briefs, scooped Ness up and laid her across the bed. Taking his place by her, his hand crawled up her thighs and under her robe. He didn't touch her heated core, like she anticipated. His lips stayed latched to hers as he teased her, dragging his callus hands from her abdomen, to her hip and down her leg. So far, he hadn't laid a hand on any cherished part of her body. It left Rensemee mystified. Usually, when a guy had the chance, he'd touch her private areas in a millisecond.

Abruptly, Jacob leaned up on his elbow and pointed to the strap at her waist.

"Can I?" he asked, visibly wanting to pull at the strap.

Giving him the go ahead, Renesmee nodded scanning her eyes back and forth between his cut muscles, perfectly sculpted abdomen and mesmerizing stare. Jacob leered, loosening the sash. As an alternative, he didn't rip the robe from her body, he slightly uncovered her chest trailing kisses along her collarbone. Progressively, his lips found the buds of her chest and his tongue lapped at each repetitively. In doing so, Ness massaged his scalp and unconsciously arched her back.

Jacob, helped the woman of his dreams sit upright, so he could peel the cotton negligee from her back. She complied and he looked away, tossing the robe onto the adjacent divan. Ness covered herself, pulling her legs together and wrapping her arms around her chest. Jacob witnessed her cheeks turn pink, he couldn't help but smirk at her blushing. Was she really that shy? The customary confidence, he loved so much, was weakened by one glance at her nakedness. Drawing in a breath the suddenly shy girl knew he was bound to see her naked anyways.

Releasing all inhibitions, Ness did as she always does and put her full trust in Jacob.

The maturing boy didn't know this was the first time anyone has ever seen her fully bare. Numerous times her shirt has been removed and her skirt lifted up but never has she lied on back, entirely uncovered and ready to give into her hormones.

Following gentle, raw foreplay, Jacob double checked," Do you really want this?"

"Yes," she huffed.

"On one condition?"

"Hmmm?"

" If you're gonna be upset or regret this later on, I won't do this."

"Why would I have any remorse about this?"

Positioning a soft pillow under the dampened hair on her head, he answered, " I don't want to ever have to apologize for us doing this, and I don't want to hear you be sorry about it. Do you understand?"

With a smirk and a raised brow, she nodded.

Slightly bothered that she didn't seem to take the situation seriously, he explained himself with more clarity, "I'm dead serious, I won't do this if our friendship is going to be put in question."

"Jacob, you've always been my number one. My best friend. Nothing is ever going to change that."

From that point, there was no doubt in her mind, nor in his. They both wanted this for different reasons, but nonetheless it was consented.

Jacob's hands settled on both sides of her face as he propped himself. Before anything, he leaned down and ironically gave a virtuous kiss to her forehead. That wasn't enough, Ness raised herself to kiss him on the lips more passionately but once they had contact, it was untainted with no desire. It was such an innocent and docile kiss, that Ness presumed he was only having sex for his personal pleasure. Oddly, she felt okay with this.

Once he sank into her, there was more resistance than he contemplated. Squeezing a tight grip around Jacob's wrists, Ness leaned her cheek against the pillow holding her breath waiting for the discomfort to pass. The deed was taking place, and Nessie's eyes watered from all these bizarre emotions were front and center. Maybe I shouldn't be doing this with a man I'm not in love with? At least, right about now, he should be aware of the truth. But what if he regrets this? What if he sees me differently after this? Oh My Gosh, this hurts!

Seeing the tears form in her eyes, crushed Jacob. He wriggled a wrist away from Nessie's clutch and wiped a stray tear with his thump, kissing her forehead.

"Nessie, why are you crying?" he asked, continuing removing the tears from her cheek.

Fixing her eyes to his, she replied, "I didn't think it'd hurt this much."

"Oh?" he countered with a grin of arrogance.

Between her pants and whimpers, she asked, "It always hurts the first time, doesn't it?"

Taken back, he froze, discontinuing his thrusting. "What?

"Doesn't it always hurt the first time? For girls?"

"You're a, you're a virgin?" he asked shocked.

"Yeah," she huffed then taking in a breath, " I was."

"W-we should stop."

"No, Jake," she whined wrapping her arms around his neck.

Shaking his head, he said, "I can't do this"

" You already did," she whispered pressing his chest to hers, "It's okay just keep going."

Stoking her hair, he placed a kiss on her engorged lips then inquiring, "Are you positive you want to finish this?"

"We can't turn back now," she replied giving him a kiss.

Because his mind was too busy wondering how he didn't know she was a virgin, how he had just taken her innocence. He had to ask about it. "Nessie, why didn't you tell me? I-I?"

Cutting him off she shushed him and stated, "We'll talk about it later."

"But-"

"No buts!" she exclaimed embracing him. Ness murmured into his ear, " Jacob I chose you to do this kay? I trust you, I care about you."

"I'll be gentler, alright?"

Jacob slowed his momentum from earlier, enough so that she didn't cry any longer. She wanted pleasure. In her frustration Ness sunk her teeth into Jacob's shoulder bringing him let out a growl of pain. Ness kissed his shoulder and apologized, "I'm sorry."

"It's fine," he breathed into her ear. Secretly, he loved it.

His head remained low, along side hers. Ness kept on planting wet kisses along his cheek and jaw, then nibbled and sucked at his earlobe.

"I love it when you do that," Jacob snarled.

By now, Jacob was pushing harder and faster inside Ness. Setting aside her discomfurt, she kept on gnawing at his earlob unaware that she was releasing soft moans was all he could hear. The sound drove him crazy, and it aided to his climax.

Encircled in one another, they found their way under the sheets, naked and tired. Ness rested her head on Jacob's shoulders and drapped an arm around his ribs. He too, held her close, sniffing and kissing the hair on her head.

Nessie's warm lips made contact with Jacob's chest and she laid her head to rest on his heart. Quietly, as if there were no air in her lungs, she said, "I'm so glad, I have you."

Rubbing his hand over her arms, he announced, "Love you."

"You too."

The words he spoke, were honest and pure. He loved her even thought occasionally her immaturity irritated him. He loved her because she was the most genuine human being he's ever met. She's no one but herself and she never puts on a show unless she has an idiot boyfriend to impress and adapt herself to. Renesmee embraced who Jacob was, and accepted him for him. She enjoyed his friendly banters and encouraged him in his academics and sports. Jacob gives her full credit for his good grades and the football scholarship. He loves her flaws, like her occasional pessimism, her self doubt and he could even take her constructive critisim. He was fond of her different shaped eyes and the hardly visible scar on her right cheek bone. She was so humorous, yet resevered and patient with him, with distressed children and even people like Charlene and Leah. No matter how much she hated them, she bit her tongue and treated them decent. She was smart, most of the time as well as opinionated, without being preachy. And if need be, she can become articulate. Even though Jake and Ness don't see eye to eye on everything, he can appreciate her point of views and she his. Ever since the welcome back barbeque, when Nessie's family returned to Forks, they continued to debate any topics, especially television and music. And that was just the tip of the iceburg. There were thousands of reasons he loved her, and any faults she had could be overlooked because her good qualities out weighted the bad.

While Jacob thought over the reasons he was in love, he honestly struggled with the decision to convey his love for her. Sure he had just done so by making love to her, but to say it out loud was different. Nessie knew he loved her, but could she tell he was in love?

Biting the bullet, Jacob said, "Renesmee, I'm, I'm in love with you."

When no answer came from Ness, Jacob shook her a bit, muttering, "Nessie?"

Realizing she was fast asleep, Jacob rolled his eyes, out of shear astonishment. She would be asleep when I decide to declare my love for her.

Leaving one last kiss to her temple, Jacob said goodnight and drifted off to sleep.

Auhtor's Note: YAY! I updated, so sorry it's been so long but here it is. I think, they just made a child. What do you think? So now, review, review, review! If you do so, of course you get the next chapters preview. I'm sorry I didn't name drop you loyal readers and reviewers I just wanted to hurry and post this cuz it's getting late and I have work early tomorrow. SO enjoy, I'll be updating soon. Happy reading! FYI- I love LONG reviews informing me what's good and bad in the chapter. Could you do me a favor and be a little detailed. Thanks... Love you guys.