This is in Nahuel's POV so we understand how he feels, I'm trying it out. Tell me if you want more in his point of view or not. So that implies REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Haha thank you, I know I'm crazy.

It is a short lil chapter but continues from the previous chapter so it's important.

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Discovery

As we sit here my hand on top of hers, connected in our own way I yearn for more. Ever since I arrived here with my two sisters, with all the madness that has been going on, she is all I can think about. I thought I was going crazy, I have never felt like this before. I do not lust for her blood but I-I. I want love? Is it love? This strange intensity I have never in all my many decades felt this, whatever this is. Touching her hot skin, being suffocated with her woodsy homely fresh flower scent and finally being acknowledged by her is heaven. Heaven on earth.
I hardly notice what is going on around us, all I can focus on is her. I am bought out of my cloud when my sister wishes to speak with me.
" If you do not mind Rosalie I would like to talk with my brother momentarily ?"
I knew her being in here was a bad idea, she is aware of my affection towards this human, Leah, it angers her; it angered me but I can not be without her.
I follow silently after Isis who walks into my room.
"Sister, I know what you are going to say..." I begin.
"Nahuel, you must stop this foolishness, I have let you worry over this HUMAN for long enough."
I knew what she thought of me, I had saved her from our wicked creator Joham a murderous monster who preyed on our innocent human mothers. I hated myself for having feelings for her, but they were too strong.
" Isis. I am not father, he was a monster. I love her, it's different, I do not wish to impregnate her but I simply wish to be with her."
I could see the fury in her eyes as her burgundy Iris's lit up to an explosive blood red. She began to shake as she always did when she was angry. A recognizable trait she and our late oldest sister Serena had in common.
"If you do this Nahuel you are no better than Joham. Leave her be brother, stick to our own kind."
There was silence as I thought about what she had said.

"You have become crazy with this obsession with her. It has not barely 2 months that you lost your aunt Hulien and we lost our sister. You have not even mourned for them. It is like you have forgotten them." She raged spitting out every word fiercely.
" You know I mourn for those we lost everyday, it is insulting to me to use the death of Hulien against me...I've tried to fight it, but it's too strong. It is not bloodlust or Joham's sickness. I love her. I can't help feeling this way but I do, I hate myself for it. I know it's selfish to ask you to understand this but please try." I pleaded with her.

" Ana miš fahma! deus me livre irmão!" She growled in frustration. It was a mixture of her native language Arabic and Portugese, another thing she did when she was angry. I looked at her in confusion at the mixture of the languages.

"I said i do not understand, god forbid this brother! dues me livre!" she despared to me. There was nothing i could do, my selfishness of wanting this human caused me to forget about the ones i loved and lost and hurt the ones still here with me.

" Then tell me sister what do i do?" i asked quietly.

"What if I make you forget her and all you feel for her?"

I seriously considered this option, if I wanted her to be happy then being away from me was best. I had already killed one person I loved, this would save her from me.
"Do it, take her away." I said coldly.
She placed her cold fingers on my forehead and began extracting. I shot of pain went straight through me and that's all I remember.

I woke up an hour later to reveal my sister, Alice, Jasper and Edward towering over me looking perplexed.
"What happened?" I asked.
"It didn't work, I couldn't do it. It was like there was a steel wall blocking...her." Isis answered.
I suddenly had this strange feeling that something was not right, deep inside I felt pain burst through into my heart.
"Where is she?" I asked.
Everyone looked at eachother wearily before Edward answered, "She collapsed, she's with Carlisle. She'll be just fine don't worry."
Before he had time to finish I had sped out the room and was about to enter Carlisle's work room when I was stopped by a rigid hand holding my shoulder.
"I HAVE to go see her!" I spat through clenched teeth.
She turned me round and said, " I think YOU have done enough" she replied coldly. Cataleya appeared from behind her scowling,"how could you do that to her?" She cried.
Rosalie stepped aside so I could talk with my sister.
"um pouco, what did I do?" I said wiping the tears from her face.
"I know how she feel. Doctor help me with my gi-gifts. You plus Leah have conexão mágic" she struggled in broken English.
"Magic connection?"
"Si"
I give her a hug and head for the door. "ela não quer você lá" my sister squeaks out.
"How do you know she doesn't want me in there?"
She simply tapped her head and sat back down. I had to hear it from her before I believed anyone else. I ignored everything and went in anyway.

I sat quietly by the bed and examined her beautiful body. Her slight curves, her soft skin, her silky hair and her perfect face. This girl I knew next to nothing about fascinated me to the verge of obsession, I had the this strange strong feeling that we were made for eachother. Then only a few moments ago I had just wished her out of my life, harming her. I had ruined the best chance I had at love with my stupid action but now I promise to fight for her love, whatever it takes. I took my hand and lightly stroked her face then held her hot hand. I watched her breathing, I looked at every part of her extraordinarily beautiful face; I could have stayed watching her for days, she was my sleeping beauty.

I kissed her hand, "meu amor, minha alma."