Chapter 10

I opened my eyes and cringed at the sun. My head was throbbing. I felt groggy so I throw the sheets over my head. Thank god it was Sunday.

I had no idea of the time or what had happen last night just that it was bad.

I thought of calling Alice to help me this morning get ready id never do that but in this cast I needed it. Something rushed back to me the field and Alice held an empty bottle of whiskey oh no she knew who else knew? Now I didn't want to get up to face my friends or my new boyfriend what if he knew he wouldn't forgive me. I was so nerves I got up and showered. I was drying my hair when I heard a knock on my door. Crap. I opened it slowly. But then Alice barged in she knew for sure.

"Bella! What were you thinking?!" I had never seen her so angry I was truly frightened. "I…I." I couldn't answer. "Well?" Alice said folding her arms. "I'm sorry." I truly was. "That's not going to cut it Edwards furious. We had to carry you without the night guard seeing us it was way past curfew. You were passed out. Look at my bags under my eyes." Alice said pointing to her eyes.

"You still were throwing up when we got to your dorm in the toilet thank god. I had to clean you dress you while Edward was as worried as ever." I couldn't look Alice in the eyes. "Plus you lied about going to bed you spent the night getting drunk with Jacob. How is Edward going to feel about this huh? He's you boyfriend and you have made a very bad impression of a good girlfriend. Going off with another guy! Who's nose what you were doing before we got there."

I was shocked Alice would think I would cheat on Edward. "I wouldn't do that to him…" I whispered. "He was going to take you back to your dorm what if something happened Bella you were so drunk you probably wouldn't of noticed."

I couldn't have this conversation anymore. But I had to explain at least my side. "Listen Alice I wasn't planning on getting drunk or lying to you guys. I just had to clear things with Jake that's all he at least needed an explanation ok. Then when I saw him he was drinking and depressed I felt horrible so he said drinking would help the pain I didn't think id drunk that much…" I trailed off. "It was still reckless and stupid you had us all worried and I don't know how Edward is he was furious you better go explain this to him cause he wants answer's."

Alice said. "Will he even listen? Does he want to talk to me?" I asked in a rush. " I don't know he wanted to punch Jacob's face in and all he kept saying was how furious he was and worried."

"Oh…" It was silent for a minute. "It's ok Bella I forgive you just don't drink again please for not just you sake." I smiled at that. "I won't don't worry. Now to fix things with Edward." I said getting up off the bed to quick.

"Here I brought you some aspirin for your head." Alice smiled. "Thanks…" Alice and I walked to the cafeteria. Students were whispering and staring at me the whole way there great I was the new topic of the school everyone knew I bet. Drunken girl would be the next nickname I got. We sat at the table no one looked up when we sat down. Edward was nowhere to be seen that wasn't a good sign.

"Hey guys…I'm sorry for the trouble I caused really it wasn't for the reason you think." I said looking down. I could see from the corner of my eye Rosalie's glare. "What ever I didn't think you were like that Bella neither did Edward… Come on Emmett." Rosalie said getting up Emmett looked at me sadly. I put my head in my hands.

"She will come around don't worry." Alice reassured me. I looked up to see Edward sitting at the jocks table surrounded by cheerleaders throwing themselves at him he didn't look like he was enjoying it much. "I hate myself so much right now." I said moaning. Alice put her arm around me I didn't deserve it. "This isn't going to help the situation." I didn't understand till I looked up Jake was coming towards us.

"Bella." He said in relief. Alice glared at him but he ignored her. I could see Edward glaring as well but more intense. "Hey…" I said looking down. He went to sit next to me but Edward was there. I have never seen that look in Edwards's eyes before it made Jake back away. "Ok gees I'm going." Jake said walking off. "Edward…" I said as he started to walk away. He turned. He couldn't even look at me. I started to cry everyone in the cafeteria was watching but I didn't care. "Edward please listen it wasn't what you think. I didn't want to lie to you I just had to explain to Jake about us that's all but he was so sad and drinking I felt horrible he said drinking would help me feel better I don't know why I listened…I'm sorry" I said looking into his eyes.

"Talk somewhere more private." He said looking around. I got up and followed after him until we were behind the main campus building. "Why didn't you just tell me that huh?" Edward said eyeing me looking for answers. "I saw the way you looked at him when we got off the bus I just had to do it alone. Jake is just a friend your what's important to me I don't want to lose you." I started to break down. He still looked angry but he rapped his arms around me.

"I'm sorry." I said again. "It's ok…" He said which I felt a sudden relief to hear. "Really?" I asked. "Yes I can't stay mad at you forever its to hard when your so upset like this I no you didn't mean to hurt me now just don't do it again I was so worried." I smiled back weakly. "I won't" I said nestling my head into his chest he hugged me tighter. "Just one other thing I don't want you near Jacob I know he's a friend of yours I just don't trust him Bella." No! How could he ask me to do that after what I did to Jake? I could only nodded. We walked back to the others well Jasper and Alice. Rosalie still hadn't forgiven me.

Edward and I were back to our normal selves. We were kissing most of the day. Alice commented a lot about our physical relationship. But I wasn't like that we just adored each other so much we couldn't keep off each other. I saw Jake a few times but couldn't talk to him. All I could do was watch him get more and more depressed when he saw me and when he did Edward would kiss me it made me feel worse.

I had to get over it I would talk to Jake again hopefully soon.

It was the afternoon and Edward had Training. Alice and I just sat at the normal spot in the cafeteria talking mainly Alice though.I hadn't seen Jake since this morning and it worried me. My eyes were always wondering."Bella who are you looking for?" Alice asked for the third time. I just shock my head but she didn't by it this time.

"Promise not to say anything to Edward…Jake I haven't seen him all day and I'm starting to get worried." I said."Bella you have to move on from him. I know it's hard but Edward is your boyfriend not Jake." Alice didn't understand at all it was frustrating.

"It's not like that Alice you don't understand…" I said getting up.

"Where are you going? Training is finishing soon." Alice asked confused.

"For a walk." I said turning my back to Alice. I knew I shouldn't but I started to look for Jake and turned up empty. I was walking down the main hallway when someone pulled behind Block A. I went to scream but it was Jake he covered my mouth muffling my scream. He smiled and it was good to see him smiling. "Hey Bell's" He whispered. "Hey what are you doing here?" I asked looking around. "Well we can't be seen in public cause of you boyfriend." He said the word boyfriend through his teeth.

"So this can be our new hang out place just you and me." He said with a cheesy grin I giggled. "I don't know about this Jake…" I said looking down. "It's fine don't worry. We have 20 minutes till training is over so till then where good." He's plain seemed all right.

"But what if Alice comes looking for me?" I asked. He thought about it for a minute. "She won't find you. We can hear when people are coming." I nodded. We sat down and talked for a while about random stuff. He kept saying why did I have to choose Edward, which made me feel guilty. I looked at the time and jumped up. "Crap! Training is finished ill talk to you later Jake." I said running for the doors. I burst out of the doors running straight into Edward.

"Wow Bella your in hurry." Edward said steadying me. "Yeh trainings over now isn't it?" I asked out of breath changing the subject. "Yep you want to go find the others?" I did but Alice would differently spill to Edward about my little argument with her. "Can we have you and me time?" I said smiling. "Sure." Edward said smiling my favorite smile. He grabbed my hand and we were walking. We were walking towards the backfield, which was a favorite spot for couples. "Well hello." A familiar voiced said.

I cringed when I saw it was Paul I thought he had got the idea from Jake to leave me alone. I hide behind Edward a little. He looked confused. Paul just laughed. We kept moving which I was very glad for.

We finally made it too the back fence and sat on the grass.

"Hey you no the Dance is coming up. You want to go with me?" Why was he even asking? I reach up to kissed him. "I'll take that as a yes." I laughed and nodded. We talked for a long while until we decided to join the others.

"Hey you two where were you ay?" Emmett chuckled to himself. I frowned. "None of your business." Edward snapped. Alice giggled.

"So what's on the agenda for tonight? More movies?" Alice asked.

"Sure." Edward answered I nodded and so did the others. I saw Jake walking past I went to say hi but stopped myself. Edward was staring at me I looked away. "Come on Bella and Rose we will go higher the movies." Alice said. "Something horror!" Emmett shouted as we walked away. I felt guilty Alice didn't seem in a good mood towards me. She probably knew I was hanging out with Jake without Edward knowing. I knew what would help right now some more whiskey but I wasn't going to become addicted it was a bad habit and I could end up in rehab. I followed Alice and Rose choosing movies I had no idea what they were choosing. I heard them say they were going to get a horror for Emmett. Then we were out and heading back to Alice's dorm.

We entered them room and I went straight next to Edward on the couch snuggling next to him I wanted to fall asleep to get away from everything. But my cell buzzed which didn't happen often only when Renée would message me. I remember giving Jake my cell number.

Text Jake – Hey bell's its Jake. Want to hang out again tonight I got some new stuff for you to try ill make sure we drink reasonably this time lol.

Edward was trying to see who it was and I hide it without being to noticeable.

Text Bella – Hey I can't with Edward and he would get suspicious if I snuck out to drink again. I think it's a bad idea to I really don't want to end up in rehab. I sent the text and closed me cell. Alice was putting the movie in and I was getting ready to sleep. My cell buzzed again. Everyone looked at me. "Sorry." I said quietly.

Text Jake – Mmk maybe another night and your just taking off the edge don't worry at our age where suppose to be getting drunk every night haha. I smiled at Jake's comment. "Bella can you put your cell away its distracting." Alice said without looking at me.

Text Bella – I guess why not hey can't talk. Talk to you tomorrow. I sent it and put my cell away and turned it off. The movie credits started and that was my q to sleep. I woke up groggy not knowing where I was. I had the strangest dream more of a nightmare I tried shaking it off. "Hey bella you slept through the two movies." Edward added. "Oh sorry must of dozed off." I said looking down. I looked around and saw no one else in the room. "Where's the other's?" I asked. "Emmett is walking Rose to her dorm and Alice is saying goodnight to Jasper outside." I nodded. "I better get you to your dorm come I'll walk you." I got up and followed him out Alice didn't say bye.

We where at my dorm in know time it was only a level below. "Goodnight Bella." Edward said as I stepped into my room. He lent down to kiss me. "Goodnight." I said smiling. I closed the door only to open it again when there was a knock. It was Jake? "Jake what are you doing here!? Edward might have seen you!" I hissed. "Its fine he didn't. Look what I got." He held up a bottle of which was probably alcohol. I rolled my eyes. "Not tonight." I said sternly I had to keep away from it. "Come on Bella." Jake insisted. "No, now goodnight." I said closing the door. Jake frowned but left.

Soz for lateness iv been a busy bee lol. iv'e written heaps but just need too upload it more haha. it also gets good soon alot of drama i like drama keeps it interesting so hope your injoying it and this chapter so please review :)