Title: The Sweetest Place on Earth

Summary: Two people leave the hospital tying to escape their past, but what happens when they run into each other. Meredith never chose between Derek and Finn she just couldn't so she didn't chose either. Derek and Addison are divorced. Addison and Mark are together and happy.

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Grey's Anatomy or I would be watching it now. I don't own anything.

The Talk

Meredith and Derek are both surprised to see each other. They didn't speak the whole way to the locker room. Neither would probably ever admit, but they were glad to see each other again.

"What are you doing here?" They both said at the same time when they entered the locker room.

"I left Seattle to get away from you." They both said the anger in there voices and their body language was anything but friendly.

"Well I guess we should talk or yell or something." Derek said still staring at Meredith. "I never thought I would see you again. I was escaping from you and now we work together. We should leave the past in Seattle. We could be friends. If you want. We don't have to. We could just be coworkers." He was now sitting on one of the benches and pointed to a locker. "Dr. Grey this one will be your locker."

"Stop it there is to much history to just forget. I have to tell you something and it does involve Seattle." She was going to tell him about her pregnancy and that she was keeping the baby.

"No let's just start over I don't want to go back and discuss Seattle. It is a part of my life I would change Meredith. I should have chosen you. I had an obligation to my wife to try. I never should have called you a whore you had a right to move on with your life. It was just hard watching when I was still so in love with you. I made a mistake trying with Addison. I still love you, but I don't think we can be together now maybe one day but not now. It is sad we both had to run away unable to face each other. And funny that we both run away to the same place. The irony in the saying You can run but you cant hide comes into place here we both ran and now we cant hide. Maybe we are made for each other if we both escape to the same place. You said that I was it for you. I think you are it for me too. I just think we need time to figure out if love is enough. I hope it is Meredith I really do."

"Just yell at me please Derek. I ruined both of us. Just yell stop being so damn McDreamy. We cant just be friends its to late for late. Prom happened you just cant ignore it or it could happen again." By the time she finished speaking she was yelling.

"What is yelling going to do Mer?" He asked his voice raised the anger of what they did to each other was starting to break through. "It will just make everything harder to deal with."

"Yell because I ruined are chance. Yell because I couldn't trust you enough. Yell don't do what you did with Addison. You cant pretend this didn't happen." She gestures between the two of them. "Be mad because I am mad at you. I ran away. I was so damaged for a year of my life. You chose your wife and I couldn't choose you. Do something to show you love me? I begged you and I never beg. You choose her over me. I get that now that you had to try, but it hurt me. I couldn't move on. You kept trying to keep me and have a wife. I ruined your marriage. I ruined your marriage. I ruined something that I know hurts to everyone involved. I grew up in a broken home. I am so glad you didn't have any kids. I would be just like my mother. I was the other women Derek. I shouldn't have let what happened at prom happen." She is sobbing. Meredith still blames herself for everything. "I ruined a relationship that could have been normal for once with Finn. Maybe he wasn't the love of my life, but I could have been happy. I broke George, who was like my best friend, I should have known better, but he was saying everything you should have. I am a terrible person. I am going to be a terrible mother. I am dark and twisty. I cant be bright and shiny like a mother is supposed to be. I probably will throw myself into work and not care about my baby. I don't want to be my mother. " She then instinctively puts her hand on her stomach. She is crying and sits down on the bench next to him.

"Your not your mother Meredith." He is talking to her quietly to calm her down. He tries to put his arm around her, but she flinches and pulls away. "My marriage was over before prom. You are the love of my life. I am a brain surgeon. I should have been able to tell I was hurting you, Addison, and myself. I should have divorced her when she came to Seattle. Who knows where we could have been now Meredith." He is trying not to yell at her again. He wants to calm her down. He wants to be the one to comfort her.

"I am my mother. I ruined us. I ruined my baby's life before it was even born. The baby wont every have a normal family."

"What baby Mer? What are you talking about?" He can feel the anger rising in him. If she is having a baby with Finn he would never have a chance with her. He would want to move here and take care of her. The last time they slept together was just of three months ago. Could she be caring his child? He asks louder this time. "What baby Meredith? Are you pregnant?"

She starts crying again and cant look him in the eye. "Yes" was all she could get out before she was sobbing again. "I never planned to get pregnant. It just sort of happened. You are going to be a dad Derek. I am sorry I was going to call you, but then I didn't know your number or where you lived. You told me you were leaving thirty minutes before the end of the shift. I couldn't find you. I would have called your parents and found out where you were but I don't even know them." She was no longer crying now just yelling. If anyone were to walk into that locker room they would be able to feel the anger, passion, and regret radiating off of both of them. You could tell from looking at them they still loved each other, but they wanted to forget and anger and the passion. They had been denying the love they had for each other since Addison arrived. The prom was just a break through of some of the hidden passion. The fight in the stair well was so filled with desire they could have ripped their close off right there. The passion is undeniably there it is just underneath everything boyfriends, wives, ex-wives, hate, and so many more things that couldn't yet be described.

The more they fought with each other the smaller the room seemed. Until Meredith was backed up against the locker by Derek. The fighting broke down some of the walls the put up. The wanted each other now more than ever in their relationship.

Hopefully a good fight. I cant really write them fighting, because I like when they are together to much. What will happen next? Do they give into the passion? Will they stay just friends? The next chapter will be up tonight or tomorrow.