Okay, back to my girl Amy, I am going to do Sheldon and Penny's perspective on the same morning the next three chapters. So hang tight. Again I do not own any of this...
Amy is lost in thought as she finishes making breakfast, her mind reeling. The surprisingly passionate kiss in front of Leonard just the icing on the cake that are her thoughts . Last night had been amazing, Amy can't stop herself from replaying it over and over agin. After Leonard had knocked on the wall she had moved to get off Sheldon figuring the uncalled for interruption had killed the mood. Yet he had held on to her tight grasping her bottom and keeping her in place.
"Oh, no Dr. Fowler, you know how I feel about leaving things unfinished."
"You are not embarrassed?." Amy asks looking into his eyes and he stares right back into hers, and she is almost floored with feeling for him. Eyes are the window to the soul, and she felt at that moment she could see right into his 's brilliance, his humor and love for her, shining through. Amy wonders what he sees when he looks into hers like this. If he is capable of feeling a fraction of the depth of emotion she feels for him Then as if reading her mind he breaks the contact leans down, brushing his lips feather soft against her ear.
"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" he whispers.
"Yes, because I feel the same way about you." She whispers back and with that he leans her back down gently onto the bed. His hands caresses her face and body as he slowly and gently makes love to her for the first time. True thy had sex before, but this time she feels the different, this was him showing her how much he cared with his body. Their first night together she had been so afraid that it had colored her experience. She had been worried about his motivations, afraid that one wrong move by her and he would go running. That fear had melted away now, she knows he is not going anywhere. They rock together taking each other to new heights, feeling herself at the ledge getting ready to tumble off. A moan starts to escape her lips when he places his finger on her lips.
"Shhh..we have to be quiet" he admonishes before replacing his finger with his mouth and kissing her deeply, she feels his body start to tremble as he finds his release and she finds hers with him. Afterwards as she gets dressed again and lays on his chest feeling peaceful and throughly sated a thought occurs to her.
"You know what Leonard did was truly unfair,how many years have you had to put up with the sounds of his sexual escapades in the next room?" Amy asks.
"The better part of a a decade, although to be fair, Leonard did not have regular coitus all those years. You are right though, after he started dating Penny, I had to purchase noise canceling head phones to drown out the tawdry sounds of carnal relations on the next room. Even those would sometimes prove ineffective. Did I ever once bang on his wall and demand he stop? Well once I did barge in on him and demand he stop, but after that no!"
"We should teach Leonard a lesson and show him how loud we can really get."
"Oh, Amy, I know you might think of me as some sort of sex god after the past couple of days, but I do not think I have it in me right now." Sheldon tells her
"No, I meant we should pretend that we are doing it again in a comical fashion, to prove a point to Leonard."
"Interesting, what do you propose we do"
That had been fun, jumping up and down on the bed like kids. With Sheldon she sometimes felt like a kid again. That with him she got a second chance at adolescence that had been cruelly denied to her. All the feelings she had missed out on back then he gave her, she had always wanted a best friend. Some one who she could be herself with, tell all her secrets without fear, someone who liked her for who she was, not who she pretended to be. Penny and Bernadette were great, she loved the feeling of female companionship but if she was being honest with her self Sheldon was her best friend.
Amy wonders if Sheldon caught the he "gave it to me well" line and understood what it meant. Most likely not, Mr. proper grammar would just think she was being grammatically correct, never suspected she was throwing his words back at him. Kripke had told her all about what Sheldon had said when they had worked together. Maybe next time she would tell him that there coitus was "whimsically inventive" to see if he got the hint. Amy had not been upset when Kripke had asked her about it, she thought it was just Kripke being Kripke and Sheldon had his own motivations for saying what he had.
The best part of all though had been waking up next to him feeling the solid weight of his arm still wrapped around her. Waking up and seeing his sleepy blue eyes gazing down at her with a smile on his face.
"I have never slept so well, as when I sleep with you." He told her and it had sent shivers down her spine.
"Amy, I think the minute is up on those pancakes." She hears Sheldon say and snaps out of her reverie and looks down at the pan in front of her, the pancakes more dark brown than golden that she was going for, but still edible. That will be Leonards batch she thinks to herself flipping them on to the plate and starting a new round.
Casting a subtle glance back at the two men who were eagerly awaiting their breakfast. A study in opposites those two were, and she can not help but feel grateful for which man belonged to her. Sheldon sitting up pin straight, his skin smooth as milk,his blue eyes flashing ready for the day. Such a contrast to Leonards hunched figure, his cheeks are dark with stubble and his brown eyes hazy as they stare into his coffee. Part of her wonders though when people saw the four of them walking down the street whom they paired with whom. She could see people placing her and Leonard as a pair sorting like things together, and killed her to think people may place Sheldon as better suited to Penny.
After breakfast is finished Sheldon goes to take a shower leaving her alone with Leonard. Amy really wants to join Sheldon in the shower but, she thinks that he deserves a break. Just the mere thought of him naked in the shower with the hot water cascading down his shoulders his making her wanton again. Amy busies herself with the dishes to take her mind off of Sheldon and Leonard comes to join her taking up a dish rag offering to dry the dishes. They stand in comfortable silence for a while working as a team on the dishes before Leonard speaks.
"I wanted to let you know that I am sorry for last night, what I did was uncalled for."
"It is fine, I think it was more an emotional response on your current situation than aggravation with us." Amy tells him.
"Very astute, but how do you know that." Leonard ask her
"Easy, Penny was here with you when we went to bed last night, and now in the morning you are here and she is not . Simply extrapolation leads me to believe that you did or said something to make her leave." Amy tells him raising her eyebrows at him.
"You got me, we fought last night, but it is her fault! She was was being nosy, she wanted to listen to you two in the next room. Then she went on and on about how lucky you two were to be with your first loves. I got offended and accused her of having a crush on Sheldon at which point she stormed off." Leonard sighs leaning against the counter and rubbing the space wear his glasses meet his nose.
"Penny's eagerness to listen in on Sheldon and I's lovemaking is just par for the course of her personality, so I will try not to get offended by it. As for your offense at her remark about us being lucky to be with out first loves I believe that is just insecurity in your self. Penny, I suspect by the way you act so besotted around her, is the first woman you have ever felt so strongly about am I right?"
"Yes, Penny is my first love, and quite frankly it hurts that's he does not feel the same way."
"See that is where you are wrong, you are Penny's first love." Amy tells him as they finish the dishes.
"Penny told me I was not, it is okay not many people do end up with their first loves." Leonard sighs poring himself another cup of coffee and sitting down at the island again. Amy pours herself some tea and leans across the island to speak to him.
"You may not have been the first man to put butterflies in her stomach, for the first man to make the earth move under her feet when you kiss…"
"If you are trying to make me feel better, it is not working."
"Just hear me out,you may not have been the first, but you are going to be the last. Before you Penny was like a beautiful free spirited wild pony, roaming the planes of Pasadena. You are the first man to be able to put a bridle on her. The first man she ever trusted to let into her heart, her real heart not the tough front she puts up. Penny loves you, loves you more than any man she has ever been with and she is choosing you to stay with."
"I guess you are right, I have just been insecure since…"
"The love test." Amy finishes.
"Yeah, I know it was innocent, and that she is not attracted to him at all. That Sheldon is so crazy in love with you that he would never leave you, but still it was weird for me." Amy flushes happily.
"I concur, just the other day I accused Sheldon of finding Penny's naked body more desirable than my own. He had done nothing to deserve such an accusation either, and assured me without a doubt that my fears were unfounded."
"I thought you were fine with it,you are the one who suggested it." Leonard asks confused.
"I am secure in the fact Sheldon loves me, and that I am the first woman that he has ever felt that way about before. Yet consider this, without me we would have never had the feeling before, he would have no idea if he was feeling love or not. Whose to say that later on,he won't want to find out if I am the only woman his capable of that feeling with. Why not with Penny, he is comfortable with he, she seems to understand him ,and she is beautiful. Far more beautiful than I will ever hope to be."
"Don't sell your self short, you are a beautiful woman" Leonard tells her reaching across the island to grab her hand over come with a rush of affection for her.
"I knew, I should not have left you two alone, what with her looking so tempting" they hear Sheldon yell as he hastily walks into the kitchen and slaps Leonards hand away.
"What's going on in here!" Penny yells as she walks through the door of the apartment clutching her computer.
"What's going on her is your lilliputian fiancé is attempted to woo my woman!"
Duh Duh Duh, Penny's POV next
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