hey...this is a rewrite of the beginning ONLY!...well hope you enjoy...I'm working on the next chapter...so hold on tight...lol...ciao

"If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure."
- Dan Quayle

The Way Idiots Really Run

Another day- useless and terrible. I've been stuck with piles of homework and the never ending torture of Edward Cullen and his stupid ways. Boring- undefined- frustrating-sleepy- tired- dying- angry- horrific- can my day get any worst.

It had been two weeks and Kyle, Casey, and Ryan have been acting weirder by the minute, but I wouldn't know. I've been avoiding them. Actually, I've been in the library studying- and it's driving me crazy.

Can you actually believe me. Me. Of all people studying, really. What has the world come into. I sat there on my chair just thinking, dreaming of a world or life that was not all my own, but a world and life that did belong to me. How would I change it, what would I do. Really can I actually change if I wanted to, do I have the will the power to make a difference and make my life better than it once was. I guess I can, if I had enough faith on myself.

I kept thinking about a promised made so long ago. A promise forgotten between to children, a long and distance thought that flows in outer space, far out of reach from the young child who desperately tries to reach for it. A thought, a memory that seems to be fading away slowly, making new tears that slip along with the memory of a child and her friend, but also of the parents who were once there and the child who was once different and like no other.

"Edward, please come to the office", the announce broke my thought. Edward. The stupid idiot who thinks he's so much better than everyone in this freakin school. Edward, who made me feel as if I was worthless, but at the same time makes a challenge out of me.

As I said before- I will never lose to Edward Cullen- NEVER, DO YOU HEAR ME! NOT IN MY DAMN FORSAKEN LIFE. NEVER!

I will bring down the king and bask in my glory. Look at it this way- picture me with one foot on Edward's back, as he lays on the ground on his front side. You know those pictures you see- the ones with some person winning a victory and they're standing up all proud and stuff. With the sun raising behind their head's and their eyes glowing with the showers of a winning victory- well that's how I will feel.

My head held up high and brown hair swaying with the wind. Signs all around me.

Long live Queen Bella Swan

Bow to Queen Bella Swan

And then, the best sign of them all.

Bring down Edward Cullen ( and Black Bloods...aka Populars)

Of course- I, Bella Swan. Not Isabella, not B.M.S, but me- Bella Swan will bring down Rosalie McCane and her empire. I will gather my troops- no- my army of 6000 people and tare her empire down. Mahahaha.

Rosalie McCane, you are mine!

I will lock you in my tower. Mental note to self- cut off her glowing blond hair and anything she can find to escape with.

Thoughts of victory and triumphant gage my mind as I went through some of my classes in a world that does belong to me. A world that I am the ruler and no one else can torture others.

At the end of my physic class, for about the 13th time in three weeks. Landon and I were chatting away as usual. Landon has become slightly closer to me. We talk and go hang out from time to time, but other than that- that's about as far as we go.

"So", Landon started our lucid conversation.

"Yes", I said smiling at him.

"Seen any good movies lately", he said smiling and inching closer to me.

"No- not really", I giggled.

"I would love to see another movie with you", he whispered in my ear, and I blushed. I guess I was really starting to like Landon. He seemed to be the perfect friend, the perfect lab partner, the perfect older brother, and I can't believe I'm saying this- but the perfect boyfriend.

"Okay, when do you want to see the movie", I asked him. His strange, but beautiful eyes glowed with excitement.

"Well since today is Friday, how about today. I'll pick you up", his damn British voice alluring and melting.

"Okay", and we parted to head to our next class. After Advanced Calculus I headed to my Spanish class, when I was suddenly pulled into an empty class room. Someone was holding me from behind. One hand on my mouth and the other on my eyes.

And as of now- I'm going crazy.

EPOV:

Where could she be? Damn it! Why did I have to get stuck with her ? Bella Swan has seemed to change over the past two weeks. She doesn't talk to her friends and is always with Landon Ordwell.

I really don't like him. I wonder what happened between her friends. From my guess, Casey and Kyle are dating. They don't notice me, but when they're outside behind the art class, I can see them. I mean, I don't mean to look, it's just that they're in my review.

Worst of all, they're always making out, and I mean full on making out. Which is kind of gross, if I do say so myself.

I was in my Spanish class and Bella had about one minute to get here. Where the hell is she? I hope Landon doesn't have anything to do with this- I swear, she's only alive to ruin my life.

"¿Buen viaje", Mrs. Luna said.

"¿Buen viaje", we all repeated to her.

"I'll be taking roll. Please say here when I call", she said in her Spanish accent. One by one she called our names. "Edward Cullen", she said.

"Here", I called out. Then she went on, until she called Bella's name.

"Bella Swan", she said once.

"Bella Swan", she said a second time.

"Absent", I heard her say. Once more that girl, with a lifeless duty to torture me and send me to hell was laughing away. I'm sure of it. She's the reason why I can't let my guard down. The reason why I can't have any fun, but she did say once.

'Life isn't full of grades and exams'- I guess she did have a point there. But that was then and there. Now I could care less- I know she wants me to let down my guard- I know she's planning to ruin me. I could feel it. Still-

I looked out the window and once more- there- disgustingly sucking each othe r's faces out were Mike and Jessica. I mean come on! I just saw Casey and Kyle, now I have to see Mike and Jessica. I looked away from them- wondering- no- thinking of how soft Bella's lips were.

Wait! WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING? Okay Edward, come down. You totally don't like that irritating, selfish, unladylike, vile Bella Swan. Absolutely not. I will not hear it. God, what have you done to me? Ugh ! (Sky Cullen: Yes, he is. I'm sure you do it too. And everyone else too. You might think I'm weird or crazy...but I like talking to myself. I can talk to myself for about an hour. AND I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS. And they're always throwing parties too. Half the school practically goes. So I'm not one of those nerds, with glasses and a weird name. Actually I'm far from your imaginary nerd. And believe me!)

Captive the theory of knowledge. Bella Swan equals barbarian. Bella Swan equals rebel. Bella Swan equals trouble maker. Bella Swan equals caveman. Bella Swan equals my death. Bella Swan equals Sicko girlfriend. Bella Swan equals test cheater. Bella Swan equals electrical chair. Bella Swan equals female. Bella Swan equals nice legs. Bella Swan equals great soft lips. Bella Swan equals great body. Bella Swan equals- WAIT!.

I said the theory of knowledge, not the female mind. Get hold of yourself. Focus, really focus. Okay, I think I finally have it.

Pie equals 3.14. The length of time light takes in order to get from the Sun to Earth- 8 minutes. IS equals International System of Units (SI) is a revised version of the metric system. Significant figures equals a measurement included all the digits that are known as precisely plus one last digit that is estimated. 6.02 times 1023 mol-1 equals 3 significant figures. 21020Mg equals 4 significant figures.(AN: if your wondering this is Honors Chemistry. Well not all of it)

Friday night equals Bella Swan in gorgeous blue dress that showed off her nicely formed legs, and smoking body. DAMN IT!

Focus!

Pluto is not a planet. Harry Potter is not real. 1984 and Fahrenheit 451 talk about a world where no one thinks for him or herself. Last and not all...Bella Swan equals- beep- beep- beep.

"Okay class. Remember to do your homework. It's due Monday, no late assignments accepted. You may leave. Have a nice weekend", what the heck was our homework ? What happened to FOCUS? - Melting Gold

My death is my part...and I'm insane!

Ryan's POV:

I know Bella's pissed at us. I mean- I would be too. Casey and Kyle want to keep their relationship a secret from Bella, until they are ready to tell her. I really don't see what the big deal is, but they won't say anything.

It's not only the secret of Casey's and Kyle's relationship, but it's also the secret that we have with each other. The secret that will lead us to our deaths, if anyone finds out. This is the only reason why we are avoiding Bella. To keep her safe. So she won't have to make a choice that she doesn't want to. A life that she wouldn't want- that none of us wanted.

And worst of all- I'm in love with Bella Swan.