My eyes were tearing up, and soon the tears rolled down my cheeks and soon I lost it, I had never been so pissed and sad at the same time. Right at that moment the camera's started clicking. There were voices whispering all around the hall.

I was embarrassed, but I was also Utau, so I stuck my head up and walked out of stage with whatever pride I had left. As soon as I got backstage Amu had already collected my stuff and had the door open, "Now would be a good time to run."

I ran down the hallway following Amu's ever step but the paparazzi filled the elevator.

"Through the fire escape." I pointed and we ran in the opposite direction while the paparazzi chased us down the staircase.

Amu started yelling at me, "You do know this could ruin your entire reputation right?" she went on, "This could change everything. You have to stop being so immature."

I started crying again we went out into the park and hid, I spun around and yelled back, "For once let me do something, even if its stupid, but let me do it because I love Kukai."

Amu looked at me shocked, she had never seen me so hurt, my eye make up was ruined, we were bruised while running away from the paparazzi and hiding in bushes. Everything was falling apart, but then she gave me an honest smile, "You finally realized what is more important to you." She patted me on the back and then gave me a tight hug.

I smiled and hugged her back, "I really needed that thank you."

I slept over at Amu's house that night. The paparazzi were at my door step. I was pretty sure Kukai was in a bad situation then, and it was all my fault. I sniffed and then Amu patted my head, I looked up to see her smiling at me.

"Your not sleeping?" I whispered to her.

"What kind of a friend would I be if I slept while I knew you were worrying." She smiled.

My eyes were filled with tears, Amu really looked out for me. She was always there when I needed her. I hugged her, "Thank you."

She smiled, "Tomorrow we'll go look for Kukai."

The next thing I knew, I felt the sun's rays from in between the blinds fall on my face. I squinted and then opened my eyes to find Amu disguising herself, getting ready to go out. I looked at the time and it was only 5:45.

"Why are you getting ready so early?" I yawned still in sleep.

"Now will be the perfect time to go find Kukai." She said tying a scarf around her neck. Then she threw me one of her dresses, "You cant go out in your performance dress they'll find you immediately.

I went to the bathroom and got dressed with a cap and sunglasses. By the time I came out Amu was already out the door. We walked down the street and it wasn't to hard to find Kukai. Looked like the paparazzi was more interested in his side of the story than mine. But he wasn't alone, Sakura was right by him.

I walked up to them and Sakura looked up and smirked at me. In seconds there were camera's surrounding me. "Is it true that you stole Ms. Sakura's boyfriend?"

"Is this the new Utau?" I hearded voices whisper, and camera's started clicking.

I started crying, but I was so mad at the same time. I had never been so upset, everything was falling apart. And before I knew it I walked up to Sakura and yelled, "Stay away from my man B*tch!"

I heard Kukai laugh, "That's my girl." He smiled. He walked up to me and kissed me.

Me: sorry for the really late update. I'll be updating more often now. Please review