Chapter 10
B.P.O.V
What was I suppose to do? What was I suppose to say? It was like I couldn't move. It was like everything I was thinking just vanished in a blink of an eye.
I had to focus on something more important my daughter and her party.
I wasn't going to say "Hey Edward here is our daughter." I wanted to do that but I wasn't going to say anything. I wanted him to figure it out all by himself. He is smart enough to figure it out.
I looked at our daughter who was blowing candles on her cake with the biggest smile on her face. All I ever wanted was for her to be happy and to be safe. I wanted her to feel that she has a family who still loves her and that was proved today with the rest of the Cullen family expect Edward, who knew nothing about her.
She stuck her finger in the cake and marked my face, and we laughed at her silliness. She would always make me laugh when something was bothering or me or when I had too much on my mind. It was like she knew how I was feeling or even thinking.
I looked at her with a smile on her face looking for someone.
Who was she looking for?
E.P.O.V
I couldn't believe my eyes in what they were seeing. Everything around me didn't make sense. How am I suppose to know what is going on if I don't have anything.
I looked at Bella with Renesme with her cake and laughing and sometime was telling me I was missing something.
What was I missing?
It seemed all my answers were in front of me and it was up to me to connect dots.
From what I can tell Bella was nervous about something and I didn't have a clue to what it all meant. The look from both of them was like they were meant for each other and it looked like they were missing something because the look on both their faces was sadness.
I watched the little girl looking at me as if she knew who I was?
I tried reading her mind but it was blank like my Bella.
I smiled at her and she smiled back with the biggest one ever. By what I can tell she knew something about me and I wanted to know what it was.
"Daddy" Renesme yelled running to me giving me a hug.
Did she just call me dad? Did I hear right?
I couldn't be her father. Vampires cannot impregnate. I am a vampire and she is human. Maybe she did move on like I had intended her to. I am happy for that guy who has given her a child that I couldn't give her. What am I saying I hate that guy who left her to deal with her all by herself? I wanted to be the one to give her a daughter and raise a family. I wanted to be with her and to be able to see her as she progressed during her pregnancy and to be with her during all her appointments and to be with her no matter what. I wanted to be that guy but I am not. I am vampire.
I didn't want to hurt her feeling because that would have been wrong and it would make my Bella very angry to see her daughter sad and upset.
I returned the hug and smelled her and I gasped.
I had picked up on Bella scent and have a hint of vampire on her. I couldn't tell who's scent it was. But I was going to find out.
B.P.O.V
I tried looking for Renesme but I couldn't find her until I had heard her yell daddy. I had seen her running in to her father's arms. I had seen the smile on her face letting it all ease in to place. I looked at his face and had seen pain and suffering. It was like he was missing something very important and which he did miss something important, the birth of our daughter. How much I wished he could have been there to help me go through everything and to help deliver the baby and be a part of her life. He had missed her first words, or the first time she was able to walk or craw or the first time she was able to turn by herself. He had missed everything about her first.
All eyes were on them too. Confusion was plastered on everyone's face expect the Cullen's. I really haven't told anyone about Edward being the father expect the rest of my family because they had a right to know but other than that no one knew.
She had placed her hand on his cheek showing everything she had been through. I looked at his face for some kind of expression but all I got was something I wasn't expecting. He was torn up and sad and pained as if he was fighting with himself.
I heard him gasp as she still continued to show him more about her life. He looked like he was crying, crying tearless tears. It pained me to see in that way and that was something I can control likely. I wanted to be the one to comfort him and to tell him not leave us again, but what I am most afraid of if he would leave her and that was something I was not going to put her through. I didn't want her to go through everything I went through, all the crying and depression and all the sadness that came with it. I didn't want to see her little puffy eyes sad with tears of losing her father after she had gotten to know him. I couldn't stand to see her in that kind of pain, and so I am going to protect my daughter from that kind of pain.
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