Finally! I'm back everyone time to see a new chapter of letting go. Let's head to it, Ps I DON'T OWN FAIRY TAIL OR ANY OCs or the guild name they belong who they belong to.

Louder, louder

The voices in my head

Whispers Taunting

All the things you said

Faster the days go by

And I'm still

Stuck in this moment

Of wanting you here

Time…

In the blink of an eye

You held my hand..

You held me tight

Now you're gone and I'm still crying

Shocked, broken I'm dying inside

Oooh

Inside…

Where are you?

I need you!

Don't leave me here on my own

Speak to me

Be near me!

I can't survive unless I know you're with me!

Haunted- Kelly Clarkson

Chapter 10: Lucy's Sorrow and Natsu's Pain

Adam's POV

Sun's Eden was sure lively today, it's been about a month now since Lucy and the others joined and things were just getting crazier.

Gajeel and I are pretty much buds as far as Lucy know, I can tell he hates the fact that I'm crushing hard for Lucy. I kinda dislike him for hating how I'm crushing on his old guild mate.

It was a lazy day you could say. I rested my head on the table top as Lucy sat next to me and began reading her book.

"Ohayo, Lucy-chan." I looked up at her and grinned, my golden eyes sparkled as she grinned back at me. "Ohayo, Adam." She turned back to look at her book.

"Nani? What you reading?" I looked at the title. It was unfamiliar and I was an average reader unlike Wisteria who was the major book worm of the guild. "This is a book my friend, Levy-chan gave me." I cocked my head to the side.

"Levy, you mentioned her name before. She was your old guild mate right?" I fingered the cover, it said Story of Rapture.

(A/n if none of you are familiar with the game Bioshock, you won't know why I used this idea nor understand what Rapture is)

"Have you ever heard of Bioshock?" I asked as she continued to pause for my last question. Lucy looked at me and nodded.

"I've heard of it and its amazing game play. Actually a few of my friends made this book based off the game because I'm not a gamer and the storyline was amazing."

My eyes widen. "That's really amazing." I patted her head. "How do you like their story?" I asked as she went back to reading once more.

I noticed something different in Lucy's eyes. She had tear stains on her face. "Lucy…" I murmured as I pride her hand from the book which she used to cover her face. I threw the book towards my end of the table; she gasped and covered her face before I grabbed them pulling them away.

"Lucy!" I called as she buried her face in my shirt so I wouldn't see her tears. "Gomen… Gomen…" She whispered. I look down at her smooth blonde locks as she clenched my shirt in her fist.

"Lucy…" I whispered as she pulled away. "Talk to me! I'm right here for you, Lu!" I grabbed her arms before she could turn from me. I looked in Gajeel's direction who was held back by Wisteria and Kayla who was rubbing his arm.

"The memories are too much for me." She whispered. "I love Fairy tail but Sun's Eden has been so good to me. I wish I could forget Fairy tail." She whispered but I know she didn't mean it.

"You loved Fairy tail and you know you don't mean it." I murmured. I held her arms gently now. My golden eyes searched hers desperately. I pulled her to me and hugged her close. "Pick me, Lu! I'll make you happy! I'll help you forget that jerk Dragneel!" I held her close as she clutched my shirt once more.

I let Lucy out of my arms as she looked at me before kissing me. It was quick one but held emotion in it which I felt. She looked at me before saying. "Please help me forget." I held her close to me once more.

"LUCY!" A voice cried out.

Natsu's POV

30 minutes ago

We were on the final train to Crocus. Soon we'd be at the guild, known as Sun's Eden. I looked out as we piled off the train. Erza and Levy asked around about Sun's Eden and some folks pointed us in the direction of the woods.

"Hello?!" I called out. I noticed a cloaked person picking some fruit from the trees. Gray looked a bit suspicious as Juvia and Levy walked over to the tree. "Hello there!" they said together which startled the person as she let out a scream. "AH!" she landed on her butt in the leaves.

Wendy and Charla walked over. "You ok, miss?" the girls' hood fell off and revealed a cinnamon colored haired girl with one green and one blue eye. "Ow…!" she hissed as she got to her feet. The girl looked at me. "You're him." The girl glared hatefully at me.

"What did I do?!" I yelled as Erza and Gray pulled my ears. "OW!" I covered them and winced as they looked at the girl.

"You're Natsu." The girl hissed with full on venom. "We're here to see Lucy." Wendy begged the girl when she saw the guild mark on the woman's leg.

"I don't think her or her new team will be happy." That's the only thing that hit us straight on. "NEW TEAM?!" Gray Erza and I shouted.

"Juvia expected this to happen…" Juvia replied as she grabbed the barrel of apples the girl had. "What's your name, mage?" Levy asked pointing at her guild mark. "Misty Silverfang of Sun's Eden one of few Dragon slayers that the guild has." She turned her back to us.

"You may follow but I warn you, I will gladly help the master throw you all out if you cause trouble for us or Lucy." I glowered at the girl named Misty. "She's my friend!" I screamed out at her. Misty looked at me with furrowed brow. "Then why are you crying? Do you not know any more if she's still your friend?"

I gasped as I wiped my face my hand coming away with tears in my palm. "Natsu." Levy murmured. I clenched the fist that had my tears in it. "I need to see her." I walked towards Misty. "Take me to Lucy!" I grabbed her by her cloak, her eyes emotionless.

"Fine, Dragneel." Misty smacked my hand away before touching a bit of a tree revealing a touch pad. She touched some buttons on the pad before it re-sleeved itself and a crack in the hedging opened.

Misty escorted us inside the guild. "This is Sun's Eden, be wary of the guild members." She opened the door and closed it as we walked towards it.

As I opened the door there was a black haired golden eyed male hugging Lucy to him, tears down her face and worry was plastered on the males.

"LUCY!" I cried out as the male looked up at me. The male jumped out towards me. "Dragneel!" He swung his fist towards me.

"Adam, no!" Lucy spun and grabbed the male by the arm before his fist could reach my face. Adam, the black haired male, turned to look at Lucy. "Lu, don't stop me!" She pulled him back even though he could've knocked her grip off.

"Don't do anything." Lucy had a distant look in her eyes as she looked up at Adam. I glanced from him to Lucy. Wendy and Levy rushed Lucy. "Lucy!" They cried out in union as they hugged Lucy.

"Nani?! Levy-chan, Wendy?!" Lucy snapped out of her daze from looking at Adam. Gajeel noticed us and walked over. "Hey." He looked Erza, Gray and me over but smiled at Juvia, Wendy and Charla but hugged Levy. "Hey, kid." He said as Levy hugged him tight.

"How's Sun's Eden treating you?" She said hugging him as well. Lucy finally looked up at me. "Natsu?" Her eyes watered over before she looked away. "Why are you even here?" She said that as Gray walked towards and hugged her. "Hey, Luce." Erza did the same but stifled a sob as she let her go.

"We miss you Lucy." Gray murmured as he clenched his fist. "We wish you would come back to Fairy Tail." Erza looked down as Gray patted her shoulder. Lucy looked at the two of them as Juvia welcomed a hug to her, giving her a silent greeting.

"I can't go back, Gray, Erza." She sighed as she looked down at her element bracelet. Levy looked over at her as I did. "Lucy. What will it take for you to come back to Fairy tail." I looked down from her as she looked at me the minute I spoke.

"She can't go back!" a girl with long blonde hair and a beanie on her head said. "Wisteria, it's not our fight." Misty shushed the blonde as she hugged Misty and looked at the group forming around Team Natsu.

"Well, well. Look what we have here!" a blonde haired man, my age but looked like he could be older and red eyes, walked over to the group with Wataru beside him. "Nagisa-sama." Adam gasped; a look of fear crossed his face. Lucy had the same look as well. I could tell this man was the guild master.

"Fairy Tail Mages, I presume." Nagisa replies in his semi booming voice as he looked us over. "Gomen, Nagisa-sama. They were just leaving." Lucy glared coldly at all of us. "Luce," Gajeel hissed, trying to sooth her nerves. "Sorry, Master Nagisa. They came to visit Lucy and me." Gajeel patted the master's shoulder.

"I trust your word, Gajeel-kun. Wataru-nii was just worried as well." He turned back to his office with Wataru giving me one last look before walking on. Kayla walked out behind Gajeel and got in my face. "Get out, Dragneel!" she glared and snarled. "Make me, Bow!" I glared at her as well.

"That's not her job." I didn't see it coming as Adam swung his flaming green fist in my direction. "You're a Dragonslayer?!" I cried in surprise as I got out of the way as he slammed a stool into my chest.

"Adam!" Lucy cried out as Gajeel and Kayla grabbed her. "Natsu" Erza and Gray cried as well as I knocked Adam away. "She can't go back!" Adam screamed as I landed a punch on him.

"What makes you think she won't go back?!" I grabbed his hands in a lock as he glared at me, his golden eyes spiking. "She has a life here! Everyone here cares about her and it's been only a month since she's been here!" He cried out.

"Don't make excuses!" I yelled as he threw me backwards. "Natsu! Stop!" Erza cried as I landed into the bar, making the barmaid shriek in surprise. "Mom! You ok!" Adam cried out as he climbed behind the bar to help up the 30 year old woman.

"I'm fine." She said before slamming me with a frying pan, knocking me away. "Go get him, sweetie." The lady, who had black hair and gleaming blue eyes cheered. "Ok, mom!" Adam jumped over the bar area and walked to my position on top of a table.

"That old bird has a mean swing!" I groaned as I fixed my jaw. Adam swung his fist at me again. "That's my mother you scum!" he picked me up by my vest and flung me into the wall.

"Adam! Stop!" Lucy finally broke away from the two Dragon slayers and ran to Adam who was marching towards me. "Stop it!" She hugged him from behind. I looked at them as I listened to Lucy's tears. "You love him…" I whispered. Everyone looked at me as I got to my feet. "You love HIM, don't you!?" I yelled as I stomped towards Adam and Lucy.

"Natsu, that's enough!" Gajeel caught me before I even lifted my arm at Adam. Nagisa walked out of his office. "Nani? Nani? Adam-kun, your ruckus has destroyed my guild again. You're such a fighter. You should've though how Lucy felt about you fighting." Adam's eyes widen as his gaze snapped towards the guild master, then down at a crying Lucy.

He turned to me. "Get out Dragneel!" someone grabbed my arm. "I have a better idea." An older man, in his late 20s who looked exactly like Adam, spoke. He dragged me over to a cell and shoved me into it.

"Damn you old man!" the old man smacked me. "Shut your trap! And I'm not old. My own son kicked your butt." My eyes widen. "You're his father." I looked at Adam the back at the man. "Matt-san," Lucy sighed before letting go of Adam to walk over to the cell.

"Why do you want to be here, Lucy?!" I yelled as Juvia walked over to me and knocked her fist on my head. "You're a fool." She walked away to sit with Wendy, Gajeel and Levy.

Lucy's POV

I never thought they would come here. I had hoped they wouldn't. I look in the direction of Erza and Gray who were conversing with Wisteria and Misty who were both sending me hopeful glances. Tiff gave me a sweet smile as I walked over to her. "Hi, Tiff." I grinned as she gave me a glass of orange juice, my usual that she made by herself.

"Hi, Lu-Lu. So that was a big surprise to see your old guild mates come by." Tiff's smile wavered as she glances at Natsu's direction as she slouched in the cell. I drained the rest of my juice before I walked over to the cell to have a chat with Natsu.

He looked sad but I knew he wouldn't look at me so I spoke. "Natsu, why did you do that?" He blinked and turned his gaze to mine. "Luce, I'm sorry for everything I done wrong!" He choked up as tears fell from his eyes. "Just come home! Home to Fairy tail!" he gripped the bars as he begged me with his eyes.

I had to look away. "Natsu i-" Natsu hurried to say. "No, let me speak!" he coughed before he started. "I love you Luce! I've been in love with you for a long time now. I don't remember when I first did but I know that I can't live without you in my life! Please leave Sun's Eden with your friends and come home with us to Fairy tail."

I choked and hiccupped. I coughed before saying. "What friends? You guys ditched me for Lisanna. Just go back home, Natsu. I don't need your help or support anymore. I have a new team, a real team that needs me. And one day we'll be stronger than Team Natsu ever was when I was on it."

I slammed open his cell door and Gray walked over and dragged him out. "It was good to see you, Lu." He smiled before dragging Natsu onto his back, who was quiet and unresponsive.

Juvia, Wendy and Levy looked at me before I motioned them to go. Levy hugged me tight. "I don't want to leave you again, Lu-chan." Levy sobbed into my chest as did Juvia and Wendy.

"It's time for you girls to go." I had tears in my eyes as I ushered them towards the guild doors where Erza and Gray were waiting with Natsu on Gray's back. "Goodbye, old friends." I whispered as Misty magically opened the door with a wave of her hand and closed it hard behind them.

Boy that was a roughed up chapter to start off the summer with this story XD anyway hope you guys enjoyed that moment with Adam and Lucy and enjoyed Lucy ripping Natsu's heart out, I think I enjoyed writing that the most besides Adam kicking his ass XD

I'm So mean to Natsu in this story XD