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Previously on Roza?
RPOV
I opened my eyes and notice I'm laying on the tall grass looking up at the beautiful sky. I was in a huge meadow. A beautiful pond, with a swing on a tree, and any little wild animals you can think of. Everything is so bright and light. I started walking around the swinging tree wondering where am I? As I was touching the swing I heard a voice behind me.
"Mama?"
RPOV
Is it possible? It can't be.
I looked over my shoulder to see a little boy staring back at me. As I turned around I studied his features. Hair and eyes like mine. But the softness of his voice like his father's.
I put my hand over my mouth. My vision became blurry, my heart beating louder, and then a single tear roll down my cheek.
I could recognize him anywhere. My baby boy. My baby Jordan.
Just like in a movie he ran up to me and I was ready to pick him up with open arms.
I hugged him and twirled him around. I was bawling my eyes out.
As I set him down I run my hand through his hair.
"My baby Jordan," he covered his face with my stomach, "I miss you so much."
"I miss you too Mama."
I rested my chin on top of his head.
"I'm so sorry mommy couldn't protect you," I cried even more.
"Mama it's not your fault."
I pulled away from and kneeled down to his level.
"You are your father's son. So young but so smart and kind," I said.
He smiled at me.
"So where are we," I asked.
Before Jordan can say anything a voice, I know all too well, beat him to it.
"We are in the Passing," Mason replied.
I turned around and saw the quirky Mason I grew up with. He hasn't changed a bit. Red hair, blue eyes, and still… the same old Mason.
"Hello Rose."
"Mason," shock was an understatement.
I instantly pulled him into a hug.
"Where.. Where did you come from," I asked.
"Actually I was here the whole time. But I wanted you and Jordan to meet before I showed up."
"And you've been taking care of my baby boy all these years?"
"I have and always will," Mason said.
"Thank you," I replied softly.
I looked down at Jordan and then back at Mason. I'm so happy here. I get to be with my son. 5 years. I missed his first step, his first word, and his first laugh. I didn't get to see anything. I'm here with him now and I will stay with him forever.
DPOV
2 days have gone by and Rose still hasn't woken up yet. I never left her side. I couldn't. I wouldn't. I don't want to abandon her again. I'm the worst person ever to Rose. I could hav…
"Dimitri go home. Freshen up," Rose's father said to me.
"I'm not tired," I replied.
"She is not going anywhere. Go home. I would like to be with my daughter alone please."
I looked at him and then I looked at Roza.
"Okay," I said. I gave Roza's hand a kiss before I slowly got up and head to the door. As my hand was on the handle I turned around to look back at Abe.
"That tombstone Roza visited. It was her son wasn't it," I have to ask I got to make sure.
Ibrahim looked straight at me. As if he was looking into my soul. "Yes."
I looked down at Roza, "He was mine too. Wasn't he," I asked softly. Knowing the answer already.
I looked up at him and with a firm line on him mouth he did a small nod.
I looked down at the floor.
"What happened to him," I asked.
"That is not my place to say," he replied. I looked up at him and he looked more heartbroken than anything. "Please leave."
I looked down at the floor again. Trying to find the words to respond but nothing came out. I slightly nodded and with a small glance at Roza, I left.
How can I do this to Roza? All this time. All those mails and phone calls. She tried to tell me. How could I just abandon her. Abandon him. Oh my Roza. You have every right to hate me.
My beautiful Roza. Maybe it is best if I leave. I went outside to closest forest possible and screamed up into the sky. I started punching the tree out of anger. Stupid me. I'm worthless. I abandon her.
I kept on punching until I felt numb. Then I fell down to my knees. I cried into my hands. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
I know its short. I'm working on it.
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