Warnings are on first chapter
My Infinity- Chapter 10
That night as Cedric was undressing for bed Adrian, who was already in his own bed, turned over and stared at him. Just in his scarlet-red checkered p.j. pants Cedric bent down to pull back the covers and noticed Adrian. "What?" he asked him as settled in bed. "I was just wondering…me and you don't hang out as much anymore like we used to" he said. Cedric looked down and stood quiet. "Why is that Ced?" Cedric shrugged. "I don't know, I guess now that i'm in seventh year I have more work to do, i'm busier."
"I'm in the same year you are Cedric and have just as much stuff to do as you do. No…something is different. Something's changed…you've changed," said Adrian. Cedric sighed and turned over to his side, away from his roommate. "Go to bed Pucey." Adrian pulled back the covers and went to Cedric. "No, not until you admit that you've changed. What, you don't want to be friends with me anymore?" he asked. Cedric did not want to have this conversation right now. He was tired and had a lot of things on his mind to deal with already. "Look man, you're worrying bout things that aren't there. We are friends, and we'll always be friends ok?...now just go to bed, it's late."
"It's that Potter boy isn't it. For some reason I see you talking to him allot, glancing at him when he's not looking. Last year you didn't even know who he was and now it's like you can't stay away from him," he spat out, making Cedric sit up and glare up at him. "Listen Pucey, I don't appreciate you dictating all my moves. What I do and whom I do it with is my business, not…yours" he gritted through his teeth. "But he's just a boy man! A fuckin boy!" Adrian shouted. "Back off Adrian!" Cedric shouted back. "Mind your own damn business and back the fuck off!"
"No! No i'm not. What is it, you like him?" Adrian shouted. Cedric glared back at him, not saying anthing and Adrian starred in silent shock, taking a step back from Cedric's bed. "No," he said, shaking his head. "No, that can't be it. I know that's not it." Cedric gave him one last hard look and turned back around, giving Adrian his back. Adrian gave a low growl and stomped over to face Cedric. "You can't like him. Cedric, ….YOU…CAN'T….LIKE HIM!" Cedric was pissed off and pulling the covers off he sat up and pushed the other away hard. "DON'T TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN'T DO! I'LL DO WHAT EVER THE FUCK I WANT, TO WHO I WANT!" Cedric was now shouting at the top of his lungs but that didn't stop Adrian, who stomped over and pushed Cedric on his back, holding him down with his hands and legs. "No Cedric! No! You can't like him. I know you don't like him! Because if you did…if you did like him, that'd make you gay. Gay Cedric. And I know you're not that. There's no way you can be that."
Pinned down, Cedric didn't try to fight him off. He just laid there on the bed, breathing hard and looked up, knowing what was coming next. Adrian lowered his face to the other's, almost touching and with a tight jaw and through gritted teeth he said "Because you know how I felt…what I still feel….and you told me sorry. Sorry because you couldn't share the same feelings with me because you-were-straight." Cedric closed is eyes and turned his head away. "Did you lie to me? Were you just saying that because you didn't like me?" Adrian asked softly.
Cedric was quiet for a moment, then turning back to him he said, "No, I wasn't lying. I told you the truth." Adrian looked confused...hurt. "Then why? Why is it every time you're in the same room as that Potter boy I catch you staring at him...or disappearing with him." Cedric really liked Adrian. He was his best friend, been so since the first day they met in Hogwarts. And he felt bad when he heard the sadness in his voice. "I don't know Adrian, I don't know. All I know is that…he's been through a lot in his life, and maybe...maybe it's just that I feel sorry for him, for what's he been through" Cedric said.
Adrian continued to stare down at the other, causing Cedric to turn his head away again with discomfort. Adrian was still holding Cedric's hands to the bed as he stared at his lips. 'How red they look', Adrian thought. 'His neck is so inviting.... I wonder how it feels.' And before he knew what he was doing, he lowered his head slowly and began to nuzzle his nose against Cedric's neck just under his ear, inhaling his scent and kissing him gently. Cedric's eyes flew open when he felt this and tried to push him off. "Adrian! What are you doing?" But the boy was lost, oblivious to his friend's struggles underneath him. "So soft…," he muttered and started to lick his neck. "Adr-" and that was all Cedric choked out beacuse he got the shock of his life when Adrian began to softly grind himself against him.
Cedric went crazy and started thrashing. He tried to push him off but couldn't and saw why. Adrian couldn't hear him. His eyes were glazed over and he was deaf to anything Cedric said or did. "Adrian! Adrian, get off of me!" Cedric shouted. Adrian raised his head and stared down at Cedric in a haze. "I want to show you what you've been missing. What we could've had…what we can still have," he said in a raspy voice. Cedric was getting a bit panicky now and furrowing his eyebrows he said in calm but hard voice, "Adrian? Adrian, man you need to stop. Get-off-of-me. I don't like guys, you have to believe me. I like girls. They have the right stuff. The certain parts that I like-"
Cedric's sentence was cut off when Adrian grinded against Cedric again but this time rougher, making him feel his heat and how rock hard he was. 'Oh shit' Cedric thought because at that moment he felt his cock twitch. He was about to plead to him this time to get off but with another grind-this one harder, they both ended up moaning. Adrian bent down again and whispered, "I have the right parts you need Cedric," huskily. "This right here," grinds roughly, " Is what you want right now." This is wrong. So wrong. But damn, it felt so fucking good.
"Let me fuck you Ced" Adrian whispered huskily into his ear. "Please…I'll do it to you so hard…so deep… you won't want to ever look at Harry or any other guy again." At the mention of Harry's name, all sense came back to him and with a more cleared mind he opened his eyes and with all the strength he had left in him, he pushed Adrian off of him and sat up. Adrian looked down at him confused and hurt. "Cedric, please….can't you see how I feel about you?" Cedric didn't look at him, he was too ashamed…and too hard. "No Adrian. No. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let it get that far," he said. "Ced, why are you doing this? Why? You liked what I was doing to you. I know you liked it. Look at you…you're boner is tenting your damn pants!"
Cedric turned a shade of red and covered himself up with his blanket. "Look Adrian, you caught me off guard ok. I tried to fight you, you know I did….but you over powered me." Adrian snorted angrily. "Over power you? Look at youself Ced, you're taller then me. Heavier in wieght than me, I didn't over power you. You wanted that to happen. You moaned when our dicks rubbed against each other." Cedric looked up at him and what he saw sent a pang of guilt to his heart. He read embarressment. Anger...and the most guilt ridden emotion....sadness. And it was all his fault. "Stop Adrian....stop. It's over. It won't happen again. All I can say is," here he sighed with heavy regret, "I'm sorry." Cedric slowly turned his back to him and with out another glance reached over and blew out his bedside lamp. Pulling his covers over his head he could still feel the other's prescence at the foot of his bed. Adrian stood there looking down at him for a moment, still able to see a bit in the dark . The moonlight shown down perfectly on Cedric's form, and he traced the covered boy's curves and shapes with his eyes. Cedric could still feel his friend next to his bed, standing there, watching. After about five guiltily painful heartbeats later he heard a soft sob then felt the space clear. Cedric felt really bad for hurting his friend like that. He knew that they could never go back to the way it was now. And he wouldn't be surprised at all if Adrian cut him out of his life after this. For that he was truly sorry and sad for the loss of his best friend.
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Author's Note- Ok, i'm sorry this chapter's so short but it's all I had time for. Need to go out and i'm late as it is. Hope I didn't make too many mistakes as I don't have time to re-read it. Also hoping this chapter wasn't too bad or boring. But any kind of reviews are always welcomed. And to anyone I haven't thanked yet for them, thanks! I love them all and am a realist, I know I make mistakes or leave things out. So comment on my work. It'll just make me a better writer. )