A/N: Big hugs and kisses for everyone who has reviewed so far. I'm so happy you like this smutty story!

I knew I wanted to do a lemon in this part of Twilight, but for the life of me I couldn't figure out exactly where. Enter LittleYellowPorsche, who gave me the perfect location...even the passage from Midnight Sun fit in eerily well. This pervy little chapter is for my pervy little beta. This one is for you, bb! *MWAH!*

According to my tiny bank account, Twilight is definitely not mine. But you all knew that by now.

Chapter 10

"What are you doing?" she asked, sounding startled.

Not letting you out of my sight. Not allowing myself to be alone tonight. In that order. "I'm taking you to dinner."

Well, this should be interesting. It seemed like another night entirely when I'd imagined bringing Alice along and pretending to choose the same restaurant as Bella and her friends by accident. And now, here I was, practically on a date with the girl. Only it didn't count, because I wasn't giving her a chance to say no.

She already had her door half open before I'd walked around the car – it wasn't usually so frustrating to have to move at an inconspicuous speed – instead of waiting for me to get it for her. Was this because she wasn't used to being treated like a lady, or because she didn't think of me as a gentleman?

I waited for her to join me, getting more anxious as her girlfriends continued in toward the dark corner.

"Go stop Jessica and Angela before I have to track them down, too," I ordered quickly. "I don't think I could restrain myself if I ran into your other friends again." No, I would not be strong enough for that.

Jessica's car was close by and in a bright circle of light cast by a streetlamp. Bella watched them carefully, a little crease of concern between her eyes, until they were in the car, so she must be fully aware of the danger she'd been in. Jessica waved as she drove away, and Bella waved back. It wasn't until the car disappeared that she took a deep breath and turned to look up at me.

"Honestly, I'm not hungry," she said.

Why had she waited for them to be gone before speaking? Did she truly want to be alone with me – even now, after witnessing my homicidal rage?

Whether that was the case or not, she was going to eat something.

"Humor me," I said.

I held the restaurant door open for her and waited.

She sighed, and walked through. ~Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer

Quickly scanning the restaurant for human minds, I determined that the hostess was in the kitchens, chatting with some of the wait staff and cooks because it was a slow night. Bella, of course, wouldn't be able to hear them, so we waited to be seated for a minute.

"Where is everyone?" Bella asked, looking around. Only a few tables were occupied by customers. A slow night, indeed.

"No idea." I shrugged nonchalantly, having perfected the human gestures and fidgeting by years of practice. Obviously I couldn't tell her that the hostess was telling someone named Amber that she was going to seduce her roommate's boyfriend. She was also lazily thinking that she would get around to checking on the lobby for customers in a few minutes.

"Well, I'm going to go wash my hands while we have a minute," Bella said, before quickly heading over to the back of the restaurant toward the restrooms. Her mahogany hair swished behind her as she wandered off.

Wait. Didn't I just vow not let her out of my sight tonight? And not to be alone myself?

Um, yeah, you did. So what are you waiting for? Go!

My decision made, I silently followed her, allowing Bella to go into the bathroom first. It was clear that she hadn't noticed me, and I had no desire to scare her. The restrooms were slightly set off from one of the hallways in the back, hidden in a little alcove. There was even a small loveseat, no doubt for men who had to wait for their companions. I could easily stay and wait for Bella to get out without attracting any unwanted attention.

From the ladies room, I heard running water and then the gentle rustle of paper towels as Bella dried her hands.

When she didn't come out right away, I began to get nervous.

Was she finally going into shock after what happened earlier? Would she pass out? If she did, she could hit her head and get a concussion. Did I need to take her to the hospital or to see Carlisle?

The more I just stood there and thought, the more anxious I became.

Screw this. I'm going in. She could need me!

As ridiculous as my thoughts were, I couldn't push them aside and I barged into the women's restroom, flinging the door open. Bella stood by the sink counter, staring at herself in the mirror as she toweled her face off. She had been splashing water on her face from the center sink, probably as a way to calm down, but I heard her heart begin to race and she gasped sharply when I entered the room. I quickly shut the door behind me, clicking the deadbolt after listening and making sure that we were alone and no one was in any of the three stalls.

"Edward, what are you doing?" she hissed, predictably blushing at being walked in on in the bathroom. "You're not supposed to be in here!"

"I know, but I can't leave you alone tonight. Not after what happened earlier. What almost happened." I shook my head. "You scared the shit out of me," I whispered, shooting a heated glare at Bella who stood, still holding a crumpled paper towel in her hands. As I stared at the fragile human, the surge of emotion that I suddenly felt surprised me: anger, fear, curiosity, protectiveness. "Bella, if something had happened to you, I don't know what I would do. Do not ever put yourself in a situation like that again." The last part came out as more of a growl than anything else, but Bella didn't seem frightened.

I stalked closer with long strides, closing the distance between us and Bella dropped the towel on the countertop. I scanned her heart-shaped face for any latent fear, but there was none. The expression she wore was one of surprise, but her pouty lips were parted as she took in quick breaths and her pupils were dilated. That, and the lovely musky scent that flooded the air and overrode her blood's fragrance let me know she was turned on, not terrified. With each step I took toward her, my cock grew harder against my thigh.

"Edward." I was sure Bella wanted to say more, but I cut her off as I crushed my lips to hers. After the events of that evening, I no longer wondered if I had the strength to hold myself back and stay away from her. I certainly didn't want to.

"Bella," I said, cupping her head in my hands. "I can't do this anymore. I can't stay away from you. I have a confession to make. I'm not what you think I am. I'm –"

"I know what you are," she breathed against my cool lips, and I pulled back as dread washed over me. But I had to hear it from her. I closed my eyes and steeled myself.

"Say it. Out loud."

"Vampire." The single word from her luscious mouth would have made my heart pound if it could. But what she said next startled me even more. "And it doesn't matter."

"What do you mean 'It doesn't matter'?" I growled, incredulous as I lightly swept my thumbs over her cheeks. "I'm a monster, Bella."

"If you were a monster, you already would have hurt me or not bothered to save me from those men. You're anything but that, Edward." Bella's mocha eyes sparkled as she spoke, showing me the truth. What I was really didn't matter to her.

At her words, a fierce need to be with her overwhelmed me and I thrust my hands into Bella's hair, tilting her face to mine as I ravaged her mouth. A soft moan escaped her as we kissed, and more of her arousal perfumed the air, making me crazy with want. "Please," she begged. "I know you won't hurt me."

"Turn around," I ordered hoarsely, taking her hands and placing them at the edge of the countertop. "And hold on."

With one last kiss, I left Bella's side and took a position behind her, swiftly releasing the button and zipper of her jeans. I slipped my thumbs into the waistband, working them slowly down her long legs until I reached the floor. Realizing that I couldn't finish taking them off unless she was shoeless, I ripped off my leather jacket and placed it on the floor, lifting Bella so she was standing on the cowhide. Removing her shoes, socks and pants the rest of the way, I left her bent over slightly, still holding onto the counter.

Bella's beautiful deep blue blouse set off her creamy skin, and with her leaning over like that, I could see down the gaping neckline. Her breasts weren't large, but they looked soft and perky, and I could see just a hint of cleavage. I found myself wondering what color her hard little nipples would be and I groaned, pressing into her backside with my raging hard-on. Bella moaned and wiggled against me, arching her back to get closer.

"Lose the shirt." I couldn't wait to see her beautiful body as soon as possible.

She complied immediately, looking up and holding my gaze in the mirror as she unbuttoned her blouse and dropped it on top of her jeans, now clad only in tiny white cotton bikini panties and a lacy white bra. Her nipples tightened as they were exposed to the air, becoming more noticeable under the thin material. They were a deep rose pink, and I couldn't wait to get my mouth all over her.

Gently pushing on Bella's back to lean her over again, I dropped to my knees, scooting under and between her legs. I separated them, moving her legs out a little to the side, and noticed that her panties were completely soaked through with arousal. "Don't move. I'm going to touch you now." Before I could change my mind, I tore through the elastic and cotton on the outside of both legs, allowing the scrap of what had once covered her to fall to the ground. Before she noticed, I slipped the ripped pair into my pants pocket.

I looked up Bella's soft, shapely thighs, entranced by the sight that met my eyes. Sure, I'd seen naked women before, but they were always through someone else's eyes, memories, or even artwork. Never had I seen anything so beautiful. Her lower lips were swollen and slick with her arousal and I reached up, gently parting her with my thumbs. I maneuvered myself so I was fully under her now, and I raised my head at the same time that I spread her further to get at the tender flesh in between. From the first second my tongue touched her wet skin, I was a goner.

"Edward, oh!" Bella breathed as I tongued her. Lost in her body, I swirled around her plump little clit with the tip of my tongue before gently sucking it into my mouth. In response, Bella grunted and wantonly tried to lower her body over my face, desperate for more.

"Bella," I murmured, pulling back from her slightly. I rubbed circles around her clit with one forefinger, and pushed the thumb of the other hand into her dripping entrance, feeling her nectar coat me as I did. She ground down on my hand again, still seeking more. "You need to stand still. If you don't, I'm not going to be able to continue. I don't want to hurt you." Bella tipped her head down and stared wide-eyed at me between her legs, her head upside down from my perspective. "And nothing would disappoint me more than stopping and not being able to get you off."

Grinning, I turned my head back to her dripping pussy and slowly swiped my tongue up her folds, alternating between bold, flat strokes and wiggling dips into her with the firm tip. Every time I reached her apex I gave her clit a hard suck, pulling it into my mouth with my lips and releasing. The deep moan and slight grind of her hips that that move earned were the sexiest things I'd ever witnessed. Bella struggled, but stayed still for the most part, her legs shaking. Feeling her drip around my thumb which was still deep inside her and listening to her heart thunder in the small room, I knew she was close to coming. The on my seventh circuit she came apart, whispering my name. Bella's lower lips pulsed and quivered around my mouth as I gently sucked her through her orgasm, knowing that the need to be quiet in this public place probably made things more intense for her. I held her up as she rode out the remainder of her climax, her legs going limp for a second.

As soon as her body recovered, I was on my feet, positioning myself behind her. I made quick work of my own pants and boxers, not bothering to take off my cream-colored shirt. "Is this okay?" I asked, meeting Bella's eyes in the mirror. I gripped her hips, careful not to bruise her.

"God, yes. Please, Edward," she cried out, once again backing up into my cock as she continued to hold the counter's edge. This time, I took myself in my hand and rubbed the glossy head on her pussy, wetting it further. With a quick thrust, I was sheathed completely in Bella's warm body, feeling her walls hug me as she adjusted to my size. Her expression of bliss broke for a second as she winced, and I knew I needed to give her a little time.

Reaching around to the front of Bella's body, I slid the tiny white straps from her shoulders and pulled down the lacy cups of her bra so they settled under her full breasts. I cupped them in my hands; they were a perfect fit. The rosy tips were still diamond hard, and I teased them with my thumbs as I held her. I flicked and pulled them, feeling Bella clench around me as she let herself feel the pleasure I was giving her. Hearing her quiet oaths, I took one hand and moved it slowly down her body to where we were joined, easily finding her swollen clit. Circling her a few times with a fingertip, I felt her swell further against my touch. I made a "V" with my forefinger and middle finger and slid them on either side of the wet nub, teasing her as I slowly began to thrust. Back and forth I moved my hips, being careful not to move too quickly or too roughly.

Over and over I filled her and retreated, pulling nearly all the way out of her only to push back in, inch by inch. There was nothing I could compare to Bella's soft whimpers as she began to grind against me, working her own hips in tandem with mine, gripping and releasing her muscles around me. I gently closed my fingers around her clit, capturing it in a soft, slippery hold as I took her from behind. I smiled as I felt her thrust into my hand, encouraging my fingers to move on her as she arched her back to allow me to get deeper. Our skin slapped together as her softness met my stony body again and again, and I felt Bella begin to flush under my cold body, close to climax for the second time.

I was right with her.

"Yes, just like that," Bella quietly groaned, and I rubbed tight circles around her hard wet flesh, desperate to make her come again while I was inside her. Leaning over her body, I pumped my cock into her as deeply as I could, feeling her hot body tighten. I was dragging my lips over her shoulders, tasting her sweet flesh when the first tremors of her orgasm rammed through her, taking both of us by surprise. Bella writhed under me as her body exploded, milking mine as she came as though her body knew what mine needed. And who was I to deny her? I let go as well, flooding her pussy as I filled her over and over, only holding back in strength, but not passion.

"God, Bella," I grunted, working my cock inside her as I pulsed against her walls for what seemed like forever. Her body relaxed around me and I pulled out of her, my cum dripping down her inner thighs. Grabbing the damp paper towel she had used earlier, I gently cleaned her, though some part of me wanted to make sure she took part of me with her. I had never had such an urge to possess another being, to make her mine and to make sure she knew who loved her like that.

Wait. Loved?

Yeah, loved. Why else do you think you did this? You care about her. She's your mate.

My head spun as I looked up at Bella from where I knelt at her side, pausing in mid-motion when my internal monologue's words hit home. "Bella, I'll answer any questions you have, but please know I'm yours, no matter what. All of me, for however long you want me." She nodded at my words, her face blissful and her eyes full of the same emotions I was. "Shall we go eat?"

"Yes. I'm suddenly very hungry. It seems I've been given quite a workout," Bella joked, laughing. Grinning, I helped her back into her clothes, deliberately avoiding mentioning her panties, which were residing in my pocket. Thankfully, Bella didn't seem to notice, but as usual I couldn't tell.

"Is the coast clear," she asked, and not for the first time, I wondered how much she knew or at least suspected about me and my abilities, and how accurate she was. I'd find out tonight.

"Yes," I said, unlocking the deadbolt and guiding Bella out. We reached the lobby just as soon as the hostess decided to check up front. She was an average-looking human girl with unnaturally blonde hair who eyed me like a piece of meat, and Bella undoubtedly noticed. Her heart rate accelerated, not from lust but from anger and jealousy, but she failed to realize that she was the one I wanted. As much as I knew I enjoyed this reaction in her, I had to put an end to the hostess's loud, rampaging mental fantasies and give Bella some peace of mind.

"Table for two, please. And somewhere private." I slipped the hostess a fifty, and as she led us away to a quiet table, I put my arm around Bella.

A/N: *whew* I think even I need a cold shower after that one. Kindly review! If you do, I'll love you forever!

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