Sorry guys it's been so long but I like needed this to be perfect but you know nothing is but this is good enough for me enjoy…..
Taylor silently sobbed as she scrubbed her skin raw, she was dirty. He made her feel that way, he used her. She knew but there was still an apology. He would would wake up he would beg for her forgiveness perfusely before taking her into his arms appologizing repeticiously along with professions of his love for her. If only in her dreams. He was still there in her bed and she couldn't face him. She couldn't do it. He loved her or so he said but this love, his love was dark and hurtful but she craved at least one part of him. She asked herself the question she has been a lot lately. How did I get this way?
Shutting off the water she stepped out of the foggy cloud of steam. Finally she looked in the mirror. She was there, but she wasn't turning away from the offending sight she silently dressed hoping he would be gone when she emerged from her save haven.
He didn't leave, he was still there.
Troy's eyes shot open from his deep slumber and were startled by the color of rose. Where am I? Groaning he rose from his position and hissed when the searing head ache consumed his whole body.
"God I was so drunk last night." He slightly mumbled to himself.
"What?"
Troy's stomach dropped when he heard Taylor's shaken voice. He knew something was wrong.
"Huh?" He replied stupidly
"Troy do you have any idea what happened last night?"
She asked anxiously, she knew that if this was true it was it. This would have to be the final blow she'd be through with him forever.
Troy on the other hand was fighting an internal battle. Do I know? He thought and thought…nothing.
"No."
Taylor expelled a small gasp she waited for the tears but they didn't come, she was all cried out. Turning away from him she pointed to the door.
"Get out." Her voice was small but powerful and Troy immediately knew he fucked up royally. He knew there was no going back from this. Yet he pleaded.
"Taylor just explain what I did wrong."
She turned around and he was stricken with the fact that he was powerful enough to bring such a strong girl down. He hated it.
"No I did everything wrong, I loved you."
"But-"
"Go Troy and don't ever talk to me again." If his heart wasn't already in his stomach it plummeted to his knees.
"Taylor please I need-"
She shook her head signaling that it was beyond repair and he nodded. Hastily putting on his clothes and grabbing his belongings he left silently watching the back of the truly beautiful girl's head. Walking away from her house he looked back and thought ironically, I love her.
"Hey." Came a comforting voice behind Taylor, attached to an equally comforting hand on her shoulder.
"Hey bud-buddy." Her voice cracked and she immediately let go of her built-up emotions.
"Taylor what happened to you?" Chad whispered against her shoulder. This wasn't the take no shit from anyone girl he knew. This wasn't his Taylor.
"You told me Chad, you told me it was stupid. I didn't listen I'm so dumb God I'm so stupid." She berated herself in between gasps of air.
"Tay Tay hey you're not stupid just tell me what happened."
"He used me Chad, he hurt me so many times but I- I just couldn't let him go. I gave him my virginity but he was too drunk to notice. He said he loved me but it was lies."
Chad writhed in anger. Who could've done this to her. Who ever it was was going to have to deal with him now.
"Who?"
"Troy." She whispered almost inaudibly before being pulled into a hug again.
Chad stalked toward the locker rooms his mind set on one mission. Nearly knocking the door off the hinges he came face to face with Troy right after he came out the showers.
"Hey man what's up?"
Chad didn't answer him, at least not with an audible response. Instead he let actions speak louder than words. Punching Troy directly in the eye he stumbled back more in shock than in pain.
"What the hell Chad!"
"Don't you ever go near Taylor again. I swear to god Troy I will kill you."
Troy's heart sped She told him?
"Chad you don't even know the story."
"Oh I know you used her. How could you do that? Man she really thought you loved her, why would you lie why would you lead her on?"
"I was drunk I don't know what happened."
"You guys had sex!" Chad nearly screamed, his voice echoing off the metal lockers.
"You were her first and you don't even have the decency to remember."
"Oh god." Troy mumbled running his fingers through his hair. He sat down suddenly not having the will to stand on his own.
"You know what Troy I don't even know you any more; frankly I don't want to know you." He said shaking his head at him in shame.
"Just stay away from Taylor." Were his last words before he left the pale boy on the metal bench in the locker rooms contemplating how he just lost two really important people in his life.
"Hey did you get your stuff?" Taylor asked Chad as he reemerged from the locker rooms.
"Yeah I got it." He replied with mock joy as he looped his arm around her neck. After much convincing he persuade Taylor to come to school, promising her she wouldn't even have to think about seeing Troy any where near her.
"Hey thanks Chad, I swear I would be so lost without you helping me with all this." Taylor confessed looking up at the boy who surprised her more each day.
"Of course Tay." He said genuinely. She smiled falling back in step with him down the hall. Maybe things are finally starting to get better. She thought before looking over her shoulder. Catching the gorgeous heart breaker's gaze they're eyes locked for a moment. She read the regret and sorrow in his eyes and for a moment she felt sympathy for him.
"Don't feel guilty Tay you didn't do anything wrong." Chad reassured her. She nodded, she knew but she couldn't help it. She loved him always would he was her first love, and even in the back of her mind she still wished he would love her like she loved him.
Okay done with this review I'm sleepy I hope you liked it. I think I'm going to post my new story earlier because I already have five chapters for that but yeah love you guys – Blueprincess :