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Supernatural

I heard you dad!

We had checked into some motel while we figured out what to do about the shape shifter. Dean and I hadn't really talked since the car ride and Sam was just trying to keep the peace. I was sitting on my bed looking through some photos when there was a knock at the door. We looked at each other and Sam was the one to answer it.

"Hey Sam."

My dad walked in giving both the boy's big hugs that sat down at the table across the room.

"Sup pops?" I asked casually not even looking up.

"Memphis."

"So dad what are you doing here?" Dean asked.

"I was around the area hunting something else so I thought I would drop by and see if you guys had any leads."

"Nope." I said quickly.

"What's your problem?" My dad asked me.

"Nothing she's fine. Right Mem?" Sam said defending me.

I gave a fake smile and gave a thumb up sign. My dad rolled his eyes and look at the boys.

"So do you need any help?"

"Why would they need help dad because I'm here?" I asked smugly.

"Excuse me?"

"Well it's widely known that you hate the way I hunt. I'm sloppy, selfish, weak, blunt, and what else did you call me? Oh that's right stupid when I hunt." I said giving him another fake smile.

"Memphis!" Dean snapped.

"Where did you get that bull from, Memphis?" Dad asked.

"I heard you tell Dean that once. No it's okay dad I don't mind. God knows I don't expect any less."

"Alright young lady if you're going to talk to me like that you're going to stand up and look me in the eye." He said standing up.

"No I'm good." I said smiling.

"Get on your feet, Memphis!"

I rolled my eyes and stood up. I walked over to him and looked him right in the eye. Dean and Sam came over and tried to calm us down but I just knocked Sam's hand off my shoulder just like Dad did to Deans.

"Alright Memphis now if you want to say something to me say it to my face right now."

"I don't think I have anything to say to you. I mean I got everything out before I even turned 16."

"I'm getting sick of this attitude!"

"Yeah, well you shouldn't have dragged me out of my life then." I said turning around.

"I asked you to help your brothers!"

"Oh dad, don't act like that. I know you never liked me hunting. I just hold everyone back because I try and have a life."

"I don't where you are coming up with all this crap."

"I heard you dad! I heard you telling Dean that you wish I hadn't been born! I remember the conversation perfectly! I was 14, Dean was 15 and we were in the arcade. But I went to go to the bathroom and you didn't know I had come back and listened to your whole conversation."

FLASHBACK

"I'll be right back Dean. I'm going to the bathroom"

"Yeah, alright watch your back."

"Dean we're in an arcade."

"You heard me Memphis."

"Yes, sir!" I said saluting him and then walking off to the bathroom.

I smiled and headed across the arcade. When I came back I was about to start talking to Dean but I heard my dad say my name so I ducked behind the machine and listened. That's one of my bad qualities, eavesdropping.

"I don't know what it is about Memphis but I just don't like her hunting." My dad said.

"Oh come on Dad she isn't that bad." Dean said defensively.

"She's sloppy, weak, and careless. But worst of all she just jumps in with her heart and not her head. She doesn't care if something kills her. She's so selfish. She's just stupid sometimes. If she was a boy like you and Sam this wouldn't be a problem. Sometimes I wish it was just you boys…"

"Dad you don't mean that…do you?"

"Yeah, I do. Alright I'll be in the car. Get your sister and let's move." John said.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Memphis, you heard all that? You never told me that." Dean said.

"Yeah, well it wasn't one of the highlights of my life." I said truthfully.

"Memphis, come on we're going to have a talk outside." John said.

"No dad, I'm sick of talking to you alright. I'm going for a walk."

I walked out the door and slammed it.

GENERAL POV

"Dad I can't believe you said that!" Sam yelled.

"She wasn't supposed to hear that!" John yelled back.

"I can't believe you. You know how much that must have hurt her hearing that. I told you then that stuff wasn't true and I'm sticking to it. She's one of the best damn hunters out there! How dare you treat your own daughter like that?" Dean snapped and walked out the door.

MEMPHIS POV

I walked into the general store and bought a pack of cigarettes. I walked back outside and sat on the sidewalk. I pulled one out and stared at it for a few minutes.

"Are you going to smoke that?" Dean asked sitting down next to me.

"I was thinking about it."

"I wish you wouldn't."

"You know it's your fault I even started this you took me to that party remember?"

"Hey I didn't shove it in your mouth." Dean said throwing his hands up in defense.

"True…"

"How come you never told me you heard that stuff dad said?" He asked seriously.

"It hurt too much. If you remember correctly I asked you later that night if I was a disappointment to you and you said no of course not!" I said mimicking him.

"Because I wasn't and I'm not. I love the way you hunt and I love the way you do things. Of course sometimes you don't think but for the most part it turns out for the best."

"You remember that one time when I was drunk of my ass about two months after that?"

"Yeah, I never did understand why you did that."

"I'm about to tell you. That night I drank a whole bottle of Vodka because I was trying to…I was trying to end it."

"No! I don't believe that! Memphis, you wouldn't do that!"

"Yeah I would and I tried too. I was sick of being a disappointment to everyone so I just wanted to go away. Now you must really be disappointed."

"Alright kid, come here," Dean grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. He grabbed me into a big hug, "Memphis, you're my baby sister and it's my job to protect you and Sammy. You were never a disappointment to me or to Sammy that kid worships you! Please just ignore what dad says."

"If I ignore dad who on earth am I supposed to take orders from?" I asked dramatically.

By now we were walking back to the motel. My hand wrapped around his waist and his around my shoulders.

"Oh don't worry I'll give you tons of orders to follow."

"Oh goody I can't wait. Hey, Dean?"

"Yeah?"

"You know how you said Sam worships me?"

"Yeah…"

"That's how I feel about you too."

"Okay this is getting g a little to touchy feely for me…bitch"

"Bastard..."

He and I started cracking up. I was just dreading seeing my dad again when I walked back into the room. When Dean opened the door Sam was sitting at the table.

"Where's dad?" I asked.

"I'm right here." He said coming out of the bathroom, "I think we need to talk, Memphis."