A/n: I certainly wish I owned Edward Cullen… but, I don't.

Here, at long last, is long suffering and picked on Edward's story.

EPOV

I'd finished hunting with Jasper and he was headed home. I wanted to stay out for a while and watch the moon rise over the mountains. There were so few clear nights in this part of the country; it was a rare pleasure to be appreciated.

The only thorn in this moment was thinking of satisfying Esme's request. I didn't want to disappoint her, but I hadn't been able to think of what or how I could write about the physical relationship between my beautiful Bella and me. This was too personal. It was just wrong!

Could I write what I would like to do to Bella? What I would do if I weren't afraid of hurting her? I'm not as naïve as the family seems to think I am. After all, reading the minds of people the last eighty plus years has given me a great deal of information on sexual activity.

No one has to see what I write, so no one would know. I could never tell Bella … she would think I am a degenerate! She would never forgive me. Can I forgive myself if I do this?

There was so much I wanted to do with my Bella. I am a man and she is a very desirable woman. She has a beautiful body with glorious curves and soft skin. Of course I want to do things with her! I want to do things to her!

I am a monster. Despite Bella's love for me, I am still a monster. Thinking about what I would like to do to Bella … I am disgusting!

If this is what I am, then I should just write it! Why pretend? I can do it now! I can write it on my Blackberry.

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I know the perfect movie I can use. Bella and I both like this film.

Title: Dirtier Dancing

Author: ilovebellaforever

Johnny told Baby to meet him in the cabin so they could work on the dance routine. When he opened the door to her knock, the sight of her took his breath away. She was wearing a halter top and shorts.

Damn, I'd love to see Bella in a halter top. To see the curve of her breast peaking over the top of the material would be heaven. I'll have to get her one after we're married.

Johnny led Baby to the center of the room after starting the music. The tempo began slow and slowly increased as the song continued. He placed his right hand in her left and his left had around her bare waist. When he touched her skin his breathing increased. He loved the feel of her skin beneath his fingers.

I love the feel of Bella's skin. She is so soft and warm and fragile. I've touched her face, arms, hands and once I touched her belly. There are so many places I want to touch Bella.

Oh, for God's sake! I need to write what I really want to do! Again, why am I pretending I'm something I'm not?

Johnny grabbed Baby and pulled her against his body. He wanted her to feel his desire for her. He wanted her to gasp when she felt his hard cock against her hip! His mouth dropped to hers and he forced his tongue between her lips, exploring all the corners of her mouth.

I am a monster!

As Baby moaned into Johnny's mouth he reached down to grab her ass and pull her tighter against his body. He felt her grind her center against him and he growled. He squeezed her soft round ass while thrusting against her.

"I'm going to fuck you, Baby" Johnny whispered in her ear. "You're going to come so hard, I want to hear you scream my name."

I love to imagine Bella screaming my name when she orgasms.

Johnny lifted Baby in his arms and carried her to his bed. Quickly he removed her top and shorts. She had a beautiful body. Her breasts were perfect. They would overflow his large hands and they were topped with pale pink areolas and raspberry sized nipples just begging to be sucked. She was wearing little white panties with lace on the top and around the legs. He wanted to rip those panties off with his teeth.

Oh, yes, I am a fucking monster!

Johnny took off his own clothes and when he removed his pants and boxers, he heard Baby gasp. Johnny knew he was well endowed and was thrilled that Baby appreciated his length and width. "I'm going to take good care of you with this, Baby" he told her as she stared at his hard cock. "But first …"

He leaned over to kiss her lips. He kissed and licked his way down her neck to her beautiful breasts. When he circled her nipple with his tongue, he looked at her beautiful brown eyes as he blew where he had just licked. Baby was panting and wiggling her hips, obviously wanting more.

"What do you want, Baby? Johnny asked in a lust filled voice. "Tell me what you want."

"More, Johnny" Baby panted. "Kiss and lick me more."

God I want to hear Bella tell me what she wants. I want her to tell me to suck her tits, to lick her nipples to eat her out! Just imagine: 'Edward, eat me!' Oh, yeah!

Johnny ran his fingers lightly over Baby's skin from her tits to the top of her panties. He followed his fingers with his lips and his tongue. He could smell Baby's arousal and it made him even harder.

Fuck, it's almost impossible not to let Bella feel my hard on when I know she's turned on. She smells so damn hot when she's turned on I can barely keep my hands off her. And I get so damn hard it hurts!

Johnny ran his tongue around the lace of Baby's panties. She was moaning now, and he had to hold her to keep her from arching off the bed.

As promised, he ripped her panties with his teeth.

"Spread your legs for me, Baby" he crooned.

Oh, fuck I wish I could say that to Bella … I am a debauched monster! Just thinking about saying 'spread your legs for me, Bella' and I'm about ready to come!

Baby slowly moved her legs apart. Johnny was impatient and grasped her knees pushing them further apart. Her sex glistened for him. "Oh, god, Baby, you are so beautiful! And you are so wet for me, my love." Johnny was growling as he stared at her center.

Johnny lowered his head, lightly licking the lips of her core. Baby moaned loudly, pushing herself into his face. "That's right, Baby, let me taste you" Johnny breathed.

His tongue, lips and nose ravaged her sex.

Damn, I want to taste Bella there! Her arousal would taste even better than her blood.

I am so fucking hard right now; I need to finish writing this so I can finish myself!

He brought his tongue up her slit and focused on the bundle of nerves, laving and sucking as she writhed on the bed. One of his arms held her down at her belly, his shoulders bracing her thighs. His other hand reached up to fondle her tits as he sucked on her nub. He could feel her tense as she neared her climax.

"That's right Baby, let me feel you come in my mouth." He commanded.

One more swipe of his tongue and she screamed "Edward!" As she rose up off the bed lifting him with the power of her orgasm.

Before she came fully down from her shattering climax Johnny got to his knees and entered her with one swift thrust.

Shit! I hope Baby isn't a virgin! Well, this is fiction, so she isn't losing her virginity this go round. Did I have Baby scream 'Edward' back there? Wow. That was Freudian.

Johnny held Baby's hips and pumped into her faster and faster. She moaned and writhed throughout, meeting him thrust for thrust. When he felt Baby climax again he swiftly pulled out of her and yanked her to a sitting position while he stood at the side of the bed.

"Suck my cock, Baby" Johnny commanded.

Jesus, thinking about Bella's beautiful full lips around my cock…Okay, time to take care of business. Good thing I can type on this thing one handed. Damn, I'm hard!

Baby kissed the tip of Johnny's cock and slowly took him into her mouth. She pulled him all the way in to the back of her throat and Johnny moaned with pleasure. She began sucking and moving her head back and forth giving Johnny a feeling of ecstasy.

Holy shit, I can't last much longer. Johnny needs to get his cock back in Bella's …I mean, Baby's …oh, yeah ….

Johnny knew he couldn't hold out much longer. He pulled his cock out of her mouth.

"Get on your knees, Baby."

I can't wait to do Bella from behind. She has the best ass. I wonder if she would mind if I gave it a slap or two.

Johnny got behind Baby and positioned his cock at her opening. He heard her moan as he slowly slid his cock into her. As he moved in and out he used his fingers to tease Baby's sensitive spot. When she tensed he slammed into harder than ever and she screamed his name as she climaxed. He roared when he spilled into her.

OH FUCKING YES!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!

God Damn! That was one of the best I've ever had! Now where was I in this fucking story?

Johnny moved off of Baby's back and rolled her over so she was lying on top of him. He ran his fingers up and down her back, feeling satisfied and proud that he had taken such good care of her. They would work on the dancing later.

The end.

I am a perverted, sick, decadent monster.

A/n: To those reviewers who guessed Edward's would be … naughty, shall we say? Looks like you were right!

Thanks again for the reviews and to those who put me on alert/favorites. At this time, this is the last chapter. Please tell me what you think. I'm off to get a big glass of ice water … with a lot of ice.