A/N: Sorry it took so long to update and sorry I deleted this story. I was feeling down and I thought I caused another author to give up writing. Anyway and the reason it took so long to update was writers block. Hope you enjoy this chapter!
Christina came back to the table with a plate. She had picked out two eggs over easy, two biscuits, and six strips of bacon. Not the healthiest but she was on the shelf till her ankle heeled and couldn't really hit the gym anyway.
Also she was reading an email that her mom sent her before the accident. She had wrote a long long long letter about how sorry she was that everything had happened and that she regretted not getting in touch with her father in St. Louis.
Barry was not Christina's father oh know it was just some asshole that her mother got with and regretted it tremendously. He real father was former WWE wrestler Cowboy Bob Orton. So current WWE star Randy Orton was Christina's older brother and the reason they looked nothing alike, besides maybe the eyes if you really looked, she looked like her mom.
Her mind was going a mile a minute. Maybe since Barry wasn't her father she could get out of her so called engagement and then instead head down to Orlando, train, eventually get into NXT and the finally make it in the WWE.
No matter how crazy and how fucked up her life was at that point the one thing remained the same. The dream to be a WWE Diva. She walked over to the others and sat back down and was still deep in thought.
"Don't think too hard or you will have smoke coming out of your ears," said Nicole.
"Guys I was checking me email on my phone while I was waiting for my eggs and I found one that mom sent before the accident. She was murdered by Barry. It was no fucking accident. He cut the fucking break line because she was saying she was going to the police and not going to the store to get what I wanted. Also I know who and where my real father is. Cowboy Bob Orton in St. Louis Missouri," said Christina bursting the entire thing out.
"Whoa that's some heavy shit. Listen what are you going to do? Obviously you cannot just go to St. Louis and say, hey guess what you are my dad," said Natalya.
"I know though there is something else. Since it is now confirmed that Barry isn't my father I don't have to go through with this relationship I was forced into. I could head to Orlando and pursue my dream," said Christina.
"Hey holdup and listen to me. Don't pull away from my brother in law because he really cares for you a lot. I know I may sound biased but I have never seen him this way before. Plus add the fact that he begged Vince for you to train at his family's school that he affiliates instead of Orlando. I know you are pulling away because you are scared but girl you have nothing to be scared of," said Trinity.
"How did you and Jon meet?" asked Christina.
"Well we were both down at NXT and just hit it off and started a relationship. He got called up before I did and it was hard not being around each other but when I got called up it was like I have never been away and then he proposed. I never regretted being with him," said Trinity.
"Trin I want to be married and have a relationship but not like this. I don't want to be forced into one and then hope that we would find some common ground. I want to have something real and something that I choose. Not something chosen for me. Also I will be straight with you because you have been nothing but nice and cool since we met. I am afraid of Josh," Christina confessed.
He was not trying to listen in when he went down to the hotel restaurant to get breakfast with his brother Jon and their cousin Joe but he couldn't help but overhear this one confession that came out. Christina was scared of him. He felt like he had been punched in the gut because that was the last thing he wanted. He wanted her to feel safe with him, to confide in him, to love him like Trinity does with Jon, Nicole with Cena, Brianna with Bryan, Eva with Jonathan, Natalya with TJ, and Joe with Renee.
"Fuck," Josh said aloud as Joe put a comforting hand on his shoulder. "This is the last thing that I want. Damn it I should have kept my cool this morning but I have such a short fuse," he ranted.
"You think. And yea you do but listen if you want her to trust you, you need to cool it with that temper of yours and let her come to you. Don't be so touchy feely since she obviously doesn't feel comfortable with it. Another thing is maybe you should sleep in separate bedrooms when we get home to Pensacola," said Joe.
"Okay temper I need to watch but you know me. She has to sleep in the same bed as me. Now I don't care who all has to camp out at my house just so she will feel comfortable with me. You both know me better than anyone that I would never hurt a woman unless its scripted in the ring. I don't have it in me and I would kill myself before I ever did something like that," Josh said flat out.
"Okay I think we need guy time and she needs time with the girls. Lets finish up and hit the gym while they go wherever. I heard they were just going to chill at the pool and hot tub here in the hotel. Lets go little bro," said Jon.
After breakfast Trinity and Christina went up to their room to change into their swimsuits before they met up with the others in the hotel pool area. Christina was thinking about how her life turned out and how she ended up here. She was also thinking about how the legend Bob Orton was her father.
How was she going to let him know? Should she let him know? Her mind was going a mile a minute as she pulled out a blue green string bikini out of her bag as well as a cover up and went into the bathroom to change. Trinity grabbed a red string bikini and changed in the bedroom.
Christina looked in the mirror and saw herself. She was feeling self conscious since she still had a couple of fading bruises from where the road of hell ended. Or did it end? Would it just keep on getting worse and worse and was everything Josh saying a lie? What kind of man would buy a woman in the way he had?
Somehow she began thinking that she had to get to St. Louis or at the very least find Randy Orton and show him the email on her phone. She was broke out of her thoughts by a knock on the door.
"Hey girl you alright?" asked Trinity.
"Yea I'm fine. Be out in a minute," said Christina as she threw her coverup on and then grabbed a couple of towels and headed out the door.
"Ready?" asked Trinity.
"Yea lets go meet the girls," said Christina.
