(A/N)
Sup my homies! Cassidy's back! You miss me? I missed you all! Okay this chapter is kind of sad but it will get better~! I promise~!
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~Cassidy
"We have to do something rational and logical and perhaps legal." Soichiro stretched out the last word.
"I believe there is nothing we can do.."
"Goddammit!" Light huffed. Then an idea struck Light. "Why didn't I think of this before?" He got both males attention now. "Why don't I just break up with her," L flinched at hearing this, Light never usually admitted to being in a relationship with her. "I don't even like her, we can just tell her to fuck off." Light was proud of his suggestion, he puffed out his chest and did a superman pose.
And then L's rationalness had to break the moment. "But if you don't like her you wouldn't of gotten into a relationship with her in the first place. So she must be needed for something.." And just like that Light was under more suspicion then he'd have ever been in.
"What are you suggesting L?" Soichiro asked.
"Oh nothing." L brushed away the air as to clear his thoughts. Dam.. Am I going to keep doing this? Lights Kira. Probably.. Dammit! If he's Kira I can't stop the investigation.. I have to catch Kira to prove his innocents… Or guilt.. These contradicting thoughts were killing L from the inside. Was Light Kira or not? Who he kill him?
Light could tell that there was something bothering his lover, his usual mask was cracking one by one. But what could it be? What could he do to help? "Dad." Light beckoned towards the door, signalling for him to leave. Soichiro caught on and left quite quickly, now it was only L and Light left in their room. What now? Light padded towards his lover and placed a very chaste kiss on his lips, causing L to return back to reality. "L.." Light trailed off. He wasn't sure how to start, should he ask it? Would he tell him? Light and L held a very intense stare, "L, what's wrong?" Light could see the mix of emotions in L's eyes, L didn't respond to his question. By the look of L it didn't look like he was going to either. There was nothing Light could do to stop L's contradicting thoughts, or was there? Light had a pretty good idea on what was bothering L, he assumed it was because of himself; because he might be Kira. So in order to make L feel better he'll catch Kira. Well he was already trying to do that but now he has more motivation, and he'll stop taking days off with L. Ever since they got together both males have not been going to work, with exceptions. So now Light was as motivated as ever to catch Kira and clear his boyfriends troubles.
Light forced L to go back down stairs and work, but did it last long? Nope. Light was busy and focused on a lead whereas L wasn't even paying action to anyone or anything. L sighed as he put down another handful of paperwork, he didn't even touch his cake. Everyone was starting to worry, L hasn't eaten any cake and or sweets and he didn't even care when Misa was all over Light. No matter how strong, mentally and emotionally, L thought he was nothing could compare to this. Could he of fallen in love with the worlds biggest serial killer? Was Light just using him in his master plan? L winced at the thought, that one never even crossed his mind before. L felt sick to his stomach. Is Light using me? L ran out of the room, away from Light and into the nearest bathroom. Everyone was shocked at the sudden abruptness from L, let alone the fact that he actually ran. Light, without missing a beat, dropped all his work and ran straight after L.
_Light's POV_
Light found L in on of the many bathrooms, throwing up into the sink. L was NEVER sick. Did I do this to him? The thought made Light feel sick, either that or it was the smell emitting from the bathroom. Light hesitated before opening the bathroom door, but he knew he had to go in there and comfort L. Light cautiously open the door and peered in, "L?" Light knew it was L in there, he was just hoping it wasn't. "L," Light breathed, it was like a kick in the guts. Seeing L like this, the sad, sick aura radiating off of him was like death to Light. He ran over to L and started to comfort him, no matter how bad it made him feel he was here for his lover. End of story.
"Light," L started but was cut off by the need to throw up. When he regained his voice he started again. "Light, do you love me?"
Light was very taken aback by L's question. Why would he ask that? Does he not believe I do? Light saw the sadness in L's eyes, guilt filled Light's body. Did I not tell him enough for him to be so hurt? What have I done? "L.." Light caressed L's hair. "I love you. I really really do." Light gave a reassuring smile.
L stood up from his hunched position to look Light in the eyes. "Are you using me?" There was a tinge of sadness in L's voice.
What? WHat? WHAT? Light was hurt, anyone could tell that. Why would he ask that? "L! Why would you think I'ld be using you? I'm NOT using you! I have no intentions to do so either. I love you! Why would you say that?!" Light was quite frankly pissed off that L would have the nerve to ask him that. Let alone the fact that L would have thought about it.
"So you're not using me?" L asked quite dumbly, not like L at all.
"NO!" Light scolded. "I LOVE YOU!" There was a gasp from behind the door, causing both males attention to be drawn that way. Someone obviously heard Light's confession because a flurry of footsteps erupted running away from the two shocked males. Almost everybody in task force knew about their relationship so who would it be? Light rushed out of the bathroom to see a flash of blonde running away from them. "Misa?" Light asked to no one in particular.
TBC