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Spencer's thoughts, songs, Ashley POV, text messages are in ITALICS
Ch 10: This Charming Woman
"Carlin" I looked up at her "Get your ass in here, before the cops come here." She said with a smirk
Now we're do we go?
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"Yes ma'am," I grinned before continuing "Is there anything else you want me to do?"
"No, I think that's all." She said and went back inside.
I was utterly speechless. There was something in her eyes that had me questioning this plan. Everything was on the line for both her and I, one mistake could cost us everything.
What the fuck? That's definitely not the ending I was thinking of.
I'm not sure what just happen there!
I walked to the door; my heart was pounding as I tried to grasp the handle. My confidence started to penetrate the fear and I finally opened it. My head peered inside and I noticed a smirking Ashley waiting by the staircase.
Our eyes meet, "What took you so long?" was the only thing she whispered before her lips captured mine. My breathing grew rapid from her scent. Her tongue caressed the bottom of my lip asking for entrance. I moaned softly and gave her permission. God she tasted so good. We both pulled back, our foreheads rested on one another, as we soaked in the moment.
We made our way to her room. My body pressed up against hers, she cupped my ass and brought me to her bed. Damn she's strong!
My hand slowly reached to take off her shirt. She didn't contest, the shirt was off, and I looked at her body, it was gorgeous. My hand rubbed over her abs, I noticed her body had shivered from the touch. I smirked.
Carlin you definitely still got it.
I hope that she's okay with this, we still haven't talked about this tangled web we've weaved.
"Your beautiful, Spencer." She husked in her ear. And that's how she captivates me.
My lips slowly made their way down just above her navel. I could hear her soft moan as I traced the outline of her bra. She pulled me in for another kiss. Her tongue slowly entered my mouth,
The next thing I know my shirt is off and her hands roamed down my stomach. Her fingers slowly inched their way down to my waistline. Each touch made me moan and jerk slightly up. My breath hitched, oh god. Her hand slipped below my waist and she slowly stroke over my clit causing my body to buckle and force another moan to escape my mouth. Oh my Jesus, ah, this, I, oooh
She read my eyes, and unhooked my bra. Her finger traced around the Areola, her mouth sucked on the nipple. My body shifted up, I moaned into her ear. My body was weak, she was in control.
Her eyes were closed "Wait," she sighed "We can't do this Spencer." she muttered.
God I can't believe this, why must her conscience now come into play. Fuck you conscience I fucking hate you, I spit on you. Ugh!
"You're kidding right? Please tell me you're kidding!?" She flinched at my words. I didn't mean to yell at her but I couldn't sustain my emotions anymore. I was being ripped apart because of one girl; the girl.
I'm getting fucking tired of these games. One minute she's hot and the next she's fucking cold.
"Spence I really like you, but we can't do this. Both you and I know that, I'm just willing to admit it." The sadness seeped in her voice.
I rubbed my head and just sat there. I didn't know what else to do.
Do I beg?
Do I walk away?
Or do I stay?
I throw my shirt back on and got up. I turned around for a second to contemplate what I would do next.
This is fucking frustrating! Not only am I horny as fuck, now my heart is getting torn apart once… again. Wow this girl definitely knows how to fuck someone over. No pun intended okay, okay maybe a little.
"Spencer I'm…" I harshly cut her off. "No, this is bullshit and you know it. Ashley I don't understand, why you can't be with me. Tell me why? Explain to me why you can't choose me!?" My voice was frail, there was only so much I could take.
"Don't you want to fight back, don't you think you owe me that. There you go again taking my pride; you keep taking me for a ride since I told you I was on you side."
Her mood never faltered
"Is it because you're afraid to be seen in public with me?" I cringed as I asked that.
She didn't respond again. Oh ain't this fucking great! I got myself a mute!
"Ashley you're going to have to help me out here, I know you're not fucking mute, so please explain to me why we can't be together!" I asked in annoyed tone.
"Jesus Spencer that's not it and you know it. I want you but… I'm with Glen" She said as she got up. Oh no not this again, this running away shit.
"Once more you tell those lies to me. Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say those things in my ear why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?"
"Ashley you can't keep running away, the more you push me away the more pain you cause here. I pointed to her heart "You are who you are Ash."
Damn it just listen to your heart, and not you're freakin' mind.
"Spencer you knew exactly what you were getting into." She hissed. You knew I was with Glen and you still tried to pursue me." Oh that's real rich Ashley, throw it back at me. FUCK!
"You're absolutely right, I'm the idiot here, and I'm the one at fault. I thought you were the one but I guess I was wrong. You know what I'm just going to go, good luck with tomorrow's game. Oh and tell Glenie he's won." I sighed and took on last look of her. I forced a smile through the tears and walked away.
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"Aiden I need you to pick me up."
"Spencer, what happened?" Aiden asked
"Just fucking pick me up. Okay? Thanks." I shouted in the phone. Shit, I shouldn't have been a bitch to him.
I sat for about twenty minutes consumed in my thoughts. Everything was crumbling around me and there was no way I could fix it.
"Hey c'mon kid, get in." He nodded then smiled.
"Aiden I'm sorry for being a bitch, I had no right to take my shit out on you." Where would I do without him? He was my rock, especially during times like these.
"Sweetie don't worry about it, I didn't take any of that to heart anyways." He said.
Ugh how the hell can he do that? Just be…nice!
"Why do things have to be so hard?" I cried out. My hands brushed over my eyes wiping away the stale tears.
"It has to be, or we wouldn't realize how important it really is." He simply stated. His hand rubbed my leg and returned to the steering wheel. Sadness flashed in his green eyes as he turned his eyes back on the road.
God I don't want any pity. I'm a big girl I shouldn't have started any of this shit in the first place.
"You have taught me so much, Master Yoda." I laughed and turned to look out into the darkness.
He grinned before speaking, "No problem young Jedi, it's all in a days work" I shook my head at his imitation. "So are you staying with me tonight Spencey."
"Yea, if you don't mind. I don't want to be alone." He shook his head understandingly and my eyes reverted back into the night.
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"Um thanks Aiden for the plan, although it didn't quite work how I wanted." I said as I snickered.
He looked at my sympathetically and pulled me in a hug. "Everything will work out believe me hon." He gave me the goofy smile and headed to his room.
I looked for Aiden's iPod and flicked through the song list. God could a song fit the mood anymore than this.
Here we go:
"Smiles and her laughter,
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time.
Regardless of our distance, and our hope, grows greater.
Swept by pretty eyes and laughter for, a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting,
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily".
I closed my eyes and just let the lyrics course through my head. Ugh why me? Why did I have to have to go for the unattainable girl?
"She's simple yet confusing,
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me."
I don't know what's worse me letting her go, or her not following her heart?
I closed my eyes again and drifted away.
"I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It's the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily."
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"Spencer get your ass in fucking gear girl, you got school." He shouted in my ear.
"God damn it Aiden I don't feel like going to school and stop yelling in my fucking ear you fucktard." I spat back at him.
I not in the mood, I swear if he shouts one more time I'm cutting off what he values the most and the other guys he fucks.
"Spencer get up sweetie. You need to go to school and excuse my son for being an ass." Mrs. Dennison said.
"I guess," I heavily sighed and rolled my eyes "Just for you I'll get my ass moving." I smiled and hugged her.
I love her, even more than Aiden but he doesn't need to know, he'll throw one of his bitch fits. There's no fucking way I can deal with that.
I went to Aiden's room, looked around for something suitable to wear for today.
Yea I know why I dress in guy's clothes? And I ask this, why not?
I threw on a pair of grey sweats and a tee-shirt. My hair was messily thrown up, I didn't have time nor the energy to do something with it.
Fuck people in their asses today. Yea I said that shit!
"What the hell? Is that you? Spencer's gone to the thug life oh damn I better shut the fuck up before you bust a cap in my ass" I couldn't stifle my laughter. He smiled and blew a kiss to me.
Damn Aiden
I flipped him off and went down stairs.
"Already here's breakfast eat up, you're too fucking skinny it's not healthy." She said to me as she unloaded a feast upon me.
I love her bluntness. I wish my mother could be like this, an actually fucking parent.
Holy shit, Pleasantville ain't got nothing on this breakfast!
I took a few bites of the pancakes. "Mmmmm, they're so good. Uh that hits the spot" Aiden gave an awkward stare "Mmmmm I can't help, god there fucking good."
"Um Spencer, I don't know how to say this but could you like be quiet, no one wants to hear your orgasm over pancakes."
I'm going celibate, no more twat. That's what got me in trouble in the first place. No more, I'm a making a vow. I, Spencer Carlin, am swearing off women. Uh huh no more!!
I shot him a dirty glare. "Uh pancake, Ahhh right there that quenches the spot pancake. Please don't stop. I need you so much, I'm too skinny." I shouted. I shoveled more into my mouth and just smiled at Aiden. His mom looked at me and just shook her head.
"What?" I asked innocently.
Ugh if I eat any more, people there's going to see a combusted Spencer. Little pieces of me do not sound that pleasant.
"Aiden can you take me school?" he nodded.
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I got into the Mustang GT and closed my eyes.
"Sweetie, do not do anything rash today!" I glared at him and mouthed a 'fuck you'.
How dare he say that? I'm the most rational person in this world…okay maybe not but c'mon give a girl the benefit of the doubt.
"I'm just saying Spencer I heard what you did to Madison and I know that if she does anything to you today, well there's going to be a cock fight." He said
What the fuck? A cock fight? If you didn't think he was gay, well know you do. Really Aiden cock fight? When is the last time the boy's got any? Cock fight? Oh god.
"Wow Mr. Dennison a cock fight? Aiden I know you like it up the ass, but really must you always talk about the penis? Not everyone is so fond of it, if you know what I mean." He frowned causing me to chuckle. Aw poor baby is sensitive.
"Thanks Aide, see you later." I waved and walked to class.
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"Carlin, is that you?" Oh my fucking god, if someone asks me that one more time I'm going to cut off a vital of their body. I'm not joking, Jesus Christ.
"No I'm sorry you got the wrong person, why do people keep asking me that? Did she die or something? Yes it's me who the hell else would it be Christine? " I asked seriously.
People are stupid! Really c'mon who the hell would believe that? I left before she could respond. I don't have time for ignorance.
I noticed Ashley and I tried to get away before she saw me. I couldn't deal with her today. I really want her, but I can't fathom her with Glen it hurts too much. She perfect in every way, but right now I can't bear to look at her.
"Spencer wait up please, I need to talk to you!" Ashley yelled.
And the morning just keeps getting better.
I look up and my eyes meet hers.
Damn it that wasn't supposed to happen. Must resist hotness! Will power don't fail me now please.
"What do you want?" I asked bluntly. My voice lacked emotion; I really didn't care that she needed to talk to me. Okay that's a lie, but I don't want her to know that.
And just like will power is thrown out the window. Carlin you make me sick eh!
She grabbed my hand and held it, as she began to talk."We need to talk about last night."
I gritted my teeth trying to be careful of what came out of my mouth."Ashley you had your chance and you blew it. I asked what you wanted and you picked him. What more do you want from me?" I calmly asked.
Oh my god she's so hot. I wish I could throw her on the table and- no I take it back she's not worthy of me, but damn that skirt is soooo hot, I know I what I would do right now- no you have
to stay mad at her. But-no buts, she broke your heart now man up. Man up? You had use that phrase?
"…Want you" She said. Her eyes were boring in mine and everything seemed to dissipate.
"Huh?" I whispered. She wants me.
"I don't want you out of my life Spencer, but I can't have you in it like you were. Can we go back to friends please?" She begged.
Friendship, you can shove that friendship up your ass. I don't want to be your fucking friend and watch my brother be with you. I want to be with you, take you out, hold you, and simply be with you. I wanna be able to sex you up, and not worry about any repercussions. Ashley Davies you've got me in a predicament.
But am I going to say that, no. I rather have her in my life then out of it for good. Cracks whip
"Okay friends for now." I smiled and walked away before she could say anything back.
Ugh friends, back to square one. I just throw the vow out the window!
The bell rang giving ten seconds to get to class.
I had to run to class.
Oh god I'm out of shape.
"I'm glad you're here on time, this morning Miss Carlin." Mr. Reck stated.
Eh shove it. Wait where's Madison? She usually has to put her two sense in right about now. Huh weird!
"Mr. Reck where's Madison this morning?" I curiously asked.
He turned around to look at me. "Madison will not be in this class anymore, due to a certain someone." He earnestly said to me.
What seriously? Did Santa give me a surprise present this year. I love you Santa, I don't care what people say, you're real.
"Are you serious? Oh god she's such a pussy." I slapped my forehead instantly.
I heard a few snickers from the student in the class.
Oh my god did I say that out loud? Insert foot in mouth now. What the fuck? Do I always have to say the first thing that comes into my head; however, she's been a fucking bitch to me, every since that night. Damn it he has that face on right now.
"I'm sorry it uh slipped." I winced at his face.
Here it comes. Yup the finger is coming right now. That sounded pervy!
"Alright I know I know principle's office. I'm leaving now." Damn big mouth.
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"So Miss. Carlin why are you here today?" Mrs. Mapes asked.
"My mouth." She laughed and pointed me to take a seat. What the hell?
"Why are you in here?" I asked her.
I raised my eye brow waiting for her to answer. Her eyes fixated at the wall "Because of you."
"Huh?" I wasn't even by her today. How the fuck is this my fault? Do you notice a pattern because I do? She always blames me, however she can't pin this on me.
She sighed and turned to focus her attention back to me. "Madison and I got in fight over you. That's why I'm here." Oh she was defending my honor, aw how romantic. Woah wait what happen to her face.
"Ashley what the fuck happened to your face?"
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Ashley's POV
I noticed Madison walking into the class. Um is she lost? Why the fuck is she here?
"Madison why are you here?" I asked bluntly.
Madison turned around, "I'm in this class now because of the dyke. This school shouldn't tolerate that shit, it's a fucking disease." She smirked.
"Um Madison, wouldn't that pertain to you as well because from what I heard you fucked Carlin." I got closer to her and whispered in her ear, "And you liked it chica isn't that right? I even heard she dumped you, is that true?" I taunted. Zinger!
No one well ever talk about my gi- about Carlin like that.
"Fuck you Ashley."She spat back. Ha-ha I guess little ol' Maddy has a weak spot.
"No, sorry you're not my type and I don't think you would satisfy me." I said as I smirked
"Oh that's right, how could I forget you have a thing for that slut, you know she's going to fuck you over. That's the only thing she can do is screw." She laughed and shook her head.
Oh hell no, that did not just happen.
"Hey Madison," She turned and I swung and connected with her eye. Damn that was a nice right hook, if I must say so.
Ah my fucking my hand that hurt like a bitch..
Fight, Fight, Fight the students chanted, the teacher turned to see what was happening.
"What ready to rumble chica?"She leered at her.
She got back up and charged me. Oh fuck me now!
She knocked me on the ground. I grunted as my head hit the floor.
Smack
Damn her ring, fuck it got me good. I could feel the blood rushing down my cheek. Motherfucker!
Smack
She lifted her hand again to smack me, fortunately I saw it before she could connect and caught her hand.
"Is that all you got?" I sneered at her. I flipped her over and started to punch her a few more times, before the teacher intervened. Her lip was bleeding. "God you're a fucking bitch." I spat at her.
"Oh I rather be the bitch, then the fucking dyke. I fucking hate you." She shouted for some reason I smiled. Did she really say that I'm gonna kick her-
"What the hell is going on here?" The teacher demanded.
Neither of us said anything. The teacher eyed us back and forth
"Get your ass to the office now!" She screamed at us.
Fuck you!
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"Why did you do that? How long are you out of school for? And what about basketball oh god did you get kicked off the team?" My voice was panicked.
"Shhh" she put her hand to my lips. Her face was inches away from mine. "I would do it all over, for you Spence." She whispered in my ear.
Oh my god heaven is so beautiful! Could that be any hotter, definitely not! I have a knight and shining armor. I think I'm going to cry. No I can't do that, no
She looked over at me. I hate you tears, you traitors.
"Spence, why are you crying?" Her tone was full of concern.
"B-because that's the nicest thing anyone's done." She wiped the tears from my eyes.
"Well what I said was true, Spence you're amazing. I wish things were different." There was anguish in her voice. She sighed and looked away.
Okay we need to lighten the mood.
"Hey if you tell anyone you saw me crying, I'm going to kick your ass Davies. Got it?" I smiled and pulled her into a hug; her vanilla scent overwhelmed my senses.
"You're amazing too Ash." I whispered. Eh okay enough of this touchy feely crap.
"So can you play tonight?" I asked. She looked at me confusedly before answering.
"Nope I'm suspended for a few days. Coach had to suspense me for a few games as well. So I'm going to Glen's game tonight, do you want to come? I could use the company. Please, pretty please." She pouted.
I'm such a sucker.
I took a deep breath and answered, "Yea I'll go, but you owe me big time for this. Big!" I said.
And I know a few things she can do to make up for this favor.
A/N: So sorry for not updating in a few days but I was kinda lazy and I didn't know what direction I wanted this story to go in. So now we're going to see more Glen in the story I know, I know what you're thinking or doing right now. Yes you can stop rolling your eyes and cussing at me lol.
Anyways thank you so much for the comments. I love you guys and I hope you continue to read and review please.
Songs in the chap: Steven Childs' On you Side, Bullet for My Valentine's All These things I hate, and First to Last's Emily.
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