Chapter 9
Feelings revealed
It was another lovely day at Bobby's, full of alcohol and relaxation. Dean wondered if this was the way it would've been if there were no monsters. He knew he had to get motivated, there were more things to hunt. He swore he would get back on track tomorrow; in the meantime he spent the day fixing up the Impala with Sam. It was nice to have the air clear between the both of them. He had missed the Sammy that was there smiling and laughing.
The day was fading now as the sun gave off that lazy reddish orange glow, Sam decided to head in so Dean was alone rocking out while putting his tools away. He didn't notice Cas until he was right behind him. "C..C..as what are you doing here?" Dean said as his heart went into his throat. "I needed to see you; I needed to know you were ok. You seemed so upset the other day and then I hadn't heard from you so I was worried." Cas responded. "You were worried about me?" Dean questioned in awe. "Of course Dean, I missed you too. It gets desperately lonely for me, it always helps when your there with me." Cas answered. "Cas I am to hammered for this, but I've got to tell you something." Dean stuttered. Dean took a deep breath and looked up into those brilliant eyes as they looked at him so intensely waiting. "Cas…I…uh I love you. I am in love with you." Dean swallowed hard awaiting Cas's reaction.
Cas stood there in shock, but then to Dean's surprise there he was again in his angel's protective arms. No words had to be spoken, Dean knew Cas loved him. Cas lifted Dean's face and in an instant their lips were one. It was the sweetest kiss Dean had ever encountered, he would remember this forever.
Afterwards, they sat on the ground Dean wrapped in Cas's arms trench coat draped over the both of them. "Cas I was so afraid you wouldn't understand." Dean whispered. "Dean I've learned enough about emotions since I've been here and I've always had a strong fondness for you. I never could really express what I felt because I've never felt this, but I knew exactly what it was when I saw the disappointment in your eyes when you saw Meg. Which by the way she kissed me, I never ever wanted to kiss her." Cas expressed. "I realize that now haha…I sure did want to kick Meg's ass though." Dean said through laughter. Cas smiled, he felt as if his puzzle pieces were starting to come back together.
"Hey Cas we should head up to the house, I am exhausted." Dean yawned. "Ok, where am I gonna sleep?" Cas asked. "Well…with me silly." Dean chuckled.
Cas smiled as they walked hand in hand up to the house. Dean pushed away all the negative thoughts in his brain. In this moment he felt more alive, and more complete then he ever did.