It was sometime later and i'd stroked out. It wasn't the first time it had happened but evidently according to john it was the first time I had around him. I couldn't move. It was frustrating as hell cause I also couldn't talk or write or communicate w/ him in some way what was going on. It lasted 5 mins. So I just sat there against him frozen.

"margo?" he asked wondering.

Then: "omygod margo. Are you ok should I get your mom?"

wait 5 mins. I thought.

"i um. I'll wait and if you're still like this in 20 mins. I'll get your mom."