Chapter 10 All Hell breaks loose
We both got in Bobbys car with our hearts in our mouths and weakness in our body's
"Bobby"
"Yes princess... sorry Maxine"
"Promise me you won't put this on yourself"
"What?"
"I know you, your gonna blame this on yourself somehow and I'm not gonna let you this time"
"Oh Maxine"
"Bobby you've been the best uncle, more than an uncle pretty much like a dad to me and I will never forget you"
"Thanks Maxine, you've been though so much in the last year and I wish it could've ended differently"
"Well boo-hoo princess" I said in a low voice
"I taught you well" he laughed
"Right here we are, I'll take it from here"
"Bye princess" Bobby waves
"Bye Bobby".
Walking through trees in the middle of nowhere I was ready to call the devil
"Lucifer I say yes" I shout while swallowing my tears with my chin trembling.
A few minutes later Lucifer answered
"Maxine how nice to see you how's my little princess… but I didn't quite here what you said" he said walking through the trees to the clear space in front of me
"I'm… I'm saying yes"
"Good I thought you would, you would choose the right thing I have high hopes for you"
"Just get this over with"
"First… Maxy you need to let off all this… steam and anger"
The next second I found myself in hell
"Who would you like to kill first… Danielle maybe" with my silence he continued
"Maxine you can't fight with me if we don't com..muni..cate" he said slowly
"Wait I killed Danielle" I shout.
"Yeah you did kill her but Abby put humty back together again so you can kill her again"
As I nervously walk though the hallways of hell with the screams and crys from before, wondering what will happen and how the fight will commence
"Maxy… can I call you Maxy?… good can I just say your being quiet is everything ok" he said patronizing me
"Just get this over with"
"Okay"
We arrive in a room with Danielle standing there smiling
"Why is she smiling" whispered to Lucifer
"You'll see" he said closing the door behind me
"Maxine how nice it is to see you… so how's that brother of yours"
My anger rose once more and this time no one could stop me.
There was a small desk with the same knives and bottles on than last time, I could see my hand shake as I pick a small knife up, hiding my fear I walk to the middle of the room watching Danielle.
"Max I forgot to ask how's Dean"
"Why do you ask"
"Because he won't be for very long"
"Why what have you done"
With the smirk from hell I leaped at her raising my knife as I got closer to her, I pushed her on the floor and in a matter of seconds I had a knife at her throat
"What have you done"
"You'll have to wait and see… Maxine he is just a distraction to you, especially to him, he's your weakness your his weakness… so you've practically killed your whole family and now Dean" she said with a giggle
"No!" I shouted as I skidded the knife across her face, as she screams Lucifer came back
But I didn't stop I carried on punching her and stabbing her in the stomach like she was a pillow, I had no idea what I was doing and I didn't have controll over it
"Maxy doesn't that make you feel better"
"You set me up" Danielle said sputtering out blood then closed her eyes.
I got up and turned to look at Lucifer but he just turned and left and locked the door behind him.
After being beaten and tortured for years and changed into one of them, a soldier like warrior. One day I was chucked and locked in a cold dark room for a few days then the lock clicked
"Don't you just look smashing today… I want you to meet someone" as I walked beside the devil I felt hatred and anger come over me
"So Maxine you and Dean uh"
"Not any more" I said angry
"What why you were such a great couple… did he sleep with someone, cause he does that sometimes"
"No"
"Ok well good cause I'm a good friend I'm gonna take your mind off of it all"
"I don't wanna kill anyone today" I said with a plain dead tone
"No don't kill him… here he is" Lucifer said putting his arm around a demon
"Hi I'm Jamie" the demon said
"Maxine" I knew I needed to be hostile
"He's charming isn't he" Lucifer whispers
"No" I whisper back
"Maxy give him a chance"
"No"
"Maxy do I have to send you to your room, sorry she's not normally like this" Lucifer said sarcastically
"Its ok sir I can see your daughter tomorrow"
"Daughter? I'm your fucking daughter is that what your telling these things"
"Sorry she's having teenage tantrum tomorrow sounds brilliant"
As the demon walks away
"A teenage tantrum I'm fucking 19 and your not my dad or father ok and you will never be" I shouted
"Send her to her room" Lucifer says walking away.
"You can't send me to my room"
But two large demons walked up to me, pinned me against a wall and handcuffed me, as they were walking me to 'my room' Meg showed up
"He was cute.. why did you say no…. stupid question"
"Meg what are you doin, you totally balled on me and it turns out your on everyone's fucking team"
"Where are you taking her" she asks politely to the demons
"To her cell"
"Her cells that way. Where are you taking her" she said with a frown
"You know where"
"Oh.. ok.. I'll take her then"
"We're not supposed to trust you" a demon said trying not to make eye contact with her
"Boys.. we're friends.. you can trust me"
"Sorry Meg we can't do that" the other one said proud as they walked on,
"Meg, Meg where are they taking me. Meg!" I shouted as I hammer my heels down though they still were able to drag me along.
I had to get out, trying to throw my arms and legs around to release them from their grasp but they would not let go, I knew this was the end but then I looked round and there was no sign of Meg then with an idea at hand it was my only choice, I had to do it.
This time I was more powerful, much more, with all the torture and the demon blood they threw down my throat I could unleash my 'power' with a blink of an eye and I did.
Lucifer came round the corner clapping sarcastically seeing the two shadow shaped bodies on the floor at my feet, with demons eyes I couldn't stop.
I was angry constantly but when I had killed it was a different feeling, a feeling I never wanted in killing but I felt it strong I can only explain it as joy.
"Wow Maxy that really was brilliant… you know what that's called, its called demon blood it's good… I have trained you well"
"You were gonna put me in the cage"
"Maxy I'm not gonna lie to you but it's the best place for you at this moment"
"What!? The best place for me is in battle.. hell we've spent years training for what another twenty years till the actual war starts" I argued
"Don't talk about it like that to me!" Lucifer shouts
After breathing deeply he continued
"Maxy you need to corporate" he says slow
"I'm not going in there"
The wall in front of me crumbles away into a swirl of burning fire with a cage shaped with red hot fire, I could feel the heat on my face I had to turn away.
Two other demons came up behind and tried to lure me in but I retaliated and threw them in with a push, Meg came running round the corner
"You… or her"
Before I could speak the wind and fire dew her in as she lifted of the ground and tumbled in, I had to duck as she flew over me screaming for her life as so did I.
I couldn't breath after the wall closed up once more,
"She's gone… she shouldn't have died for me" a part of my past self came forth but quickly disappeared with anger.
I leaped up from the floor to face Lucifer, As I ran towards him all he did was stand tall and stare but when I was in arms length I was ready to attack but all he did was push me back, I smashed into the wall and fell to the floor then Lucifer came right up to my face and said "I have a better idea for you" 'Shit' I thought
He leaned out his finger and held it on my forehead like E.T but I wasn't healed.
The next time I opened my eyes I was no longer in Hell, I was in the kitchen of the cabin, I was laying down at this point but as soon as I sat up I wanted to throw up
"Max… is that you" a voice said from in the living room,
it was Deans voice but he sounded different He came round the corner with tears in his eyes "Where's Sam and Bobby and Kevin and John"
"Max Sam's out getting food and Bobby and Kevin and John are dead" It felt like someone had shot me in the gut but I had to hide it
"Oh how did they die" I felt my eyes turn
"K... Kevin was killed by an angel and Bobby was shot and my dad.. gave his life to save me" he says ashamed and ignoring my eyes
"Who shot him and who's the angel"
"We've dealt with both"
"Fine... well I must be going now, bye Dean"
I walked to the door and stretched for the handle
"Wait no you can't leave you just got here"
"Yeah and now I'm leaving"
"No I wont let you"
"Dean I'm not the same girl I was before"
"That doesn't mean she isn't still in there"
"I don't love you any more okay How many years have I been gone because in there its triple, so yeah I am really sorry your precious princess has gone but I fight with the devil now"
"I don't believe you, you've been gone for 2 and half years"
"That's funny cause they kept me alive for 200 years just to beat me just to torture me then just like that I was repaired so they could do it all over again and no one was there to save me"
"I know I'm sorry I should have gotten you outta there"
"Well it 's a bit too late for sorry's" I walked out the door while a landrover pulled in, it was Sam's "Maxine" he said rushing out the car
"Get out of my way Sam" I say with souless eyes
"Maxine you can still be good"
"No Sam I am a solider, don't you see I was born to fight with the devil... this is my destiny and so is yours, you can't get away from it, he will find you and you can fight beside me where your destiny lays"
"No Maxine that's not mine and that's not your"
"You know nothing about me"
"I know about the old you and I know how Hell and drinking demon blood can change you"
"Demon blood? How did you know"
"Your stronger and constantly angry"
"It hurts being angry all the time..." I coughed and straightened up and continued
"Anyway I need to go he's gonna be back in three days and I rather not be here" I said I started walking past the two cars when I felt a big thud at my head and I fell half conscious still hearing what happened unable to move
"Dean what the hell, he'll be back in three days"
"Sam I can't let her go again, I'm not loseing her again, she'll be fine like you was"
"No she can not go cold turkey straight away, DEAN she's been fed demon blood for god knows how many years"
I felt my face lift of the ground as Dean lifts me.
The next time I opened my eyes I was looking at a metal roof with a fan shaped as a star in agony, I lifted my head to see that I was laying on a bed in a circular room with patterns everywhere "DEAN!" I shouted
A couple hours later of shouting the thirst hit me like a bullet, then the headaches I couldn't cope I started having hallucinations
"Why would you do this to me, look at yourself" a voice said from in the room
"Micheal, no.. your dead"
"Don't treat me like I meant nothing to you"
"Remember when I stood up for you your whole life"
"Well I can handle myself now"
"No, remember when mum nearly hit you that one day and I took the hit for you! Yeah you remember that! Well I wish I'd let her"
"That was years ago and mum should have hit me that day thats funny cause she hit me everyday and you did nothing, ONE TIME YOU SAVE ME AND YOU SAY YOUR A HERO"
"No, I DIED FOR YOU AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO!" He shouted at my face
"I didn't have a choice" I cried
"I'm sorry Michael but I need to go back right now before I kill them"
"Do you love Dean"
"Do I love Dean?… I don't have a heart to love anymore"
"Well boo-hoo princess"
"Bobby!"
"You selfish bitch, I treated you like a daughter and this is how you betray me"
With Bobby and Michael shouting at me I couldn't cope
"Dean please if you can hear me just sit in the room please I can't cope with Bobby and Michael shouting at me please… Sam you've been where I am you know how this feels please just help me" I cried with my lungs pulsating through my chest…
A blackout was the only way out
I woke up with my body shaking and Dean and Sam holding me tight to the floor
"Wh.. wh.. what's hap..happening"
"You had a fit over the blood but everything gonna be ok" Sam says calm as Dean couldn't speak "Dean.. I'm sorry" I say calming down
"Why are you sorry"
"For what I've turned into"
"Your not a monster"
"I am Dean we all know I am"
"Hell didn't make me a monster it just changed me… in a better way"
"I just need a little more"
"No you need to stay off of that stuff... please"
"Dean" I cried
"I'll look after you now, Lucifer won't get you"
"I highly doubt that" Lucifer Said from behind
The next second I was standing next to him weak, as the boys stood up Lucifer closed the door with a lock
"Lucifer don't you touch her"
"Have you missed daddy"
"Get off me" I shouted as he pulled up his sleeve Then cut his upper arm and held it at my throat "See I'm giving you what you need"
"No Max!" I felt the blood driving down my throat warming my body it was like drinking vodka with coke warming up the dead inside. I straightened up and looked through the small hatch looking in on Sam and Dean
"Hasn't she got pretty eyes" Lucifer says sarcastic
"NO!" Dean yelled
"Give us a minute" I ordered
"Maxy I think we should go now"
"NO! , give us a minute" He jumped as I shouted then disappeared upstairs
"Max don't let this define who you are"
"Oh Sammy I know what I am, I'm a soldier and I never want to go back to the weak little girl like I was before I'm always gonna be this bitch and guess what I like it"
"Max please, you where so close to being free" Dean pleaded
"I'm sorry Dean but just remember I did love you.. and now I'm free" I laughed
"Maxine we need to talk" a voice said behind me
"Cass, I haven't got much time but I guess the king of hell can wait"
"Your doing the wrong thing"
"Oh says you… sometimes you gotta do bad things and go a bit… wild"
"You've hanged out with Meg way too much" Dean shouted through the door
"I can't let you go to Lucifer"
He looks at the door as it opens, I lifted my hand and forced Cass to the left side of the room, Dean and Sam leaped at me making us all fall but I retaliated and kicked them away then quickly rushed to the door and grabbed a small knife on the way but someone grabbed my leg and without a thought I swung round and stabbed them in the back
"Dean" I shouted as I realised who I'd hit
"Dean!" Sam shouted
"Fucking hell Dean why couldn't you just let me go"
"To see if you could hurt me"
"Dean are you ok" Sam pushed though to lift Dean up
"Yes I'm fine it was just a scratch" I felt my eyes again turn back to normal as so did my heart "Dean I'm sorry but this isn't me, I can't hurt you anymore" I shouted
"Then stay"
"I can't"
"Wait where's Lucifer" Sam whispered
But it was too late Lucifer had already crept back down and stood behind me
"If I can't have her no one will" He said while stabbing a blade through my chest as Dean screamed But Lucifer grabbed hold of me and flew off leaving them thinking I'm dead.
Woke up on a metal bed like before in Hell, it was the same cell with the same smell
"Well that went well" Lucifer says leaning against my cell
"Why aren't I dead"
"You didn't think I would actually kill you"
"Fine well what's your next big idea"
"I dunno but playing with the Winchesters is fun right.. I looked the bit where you told him you loved him"
"I do love him"
"Now" Lucifer shouted Two demons came in dragging a bloody body and dropped it at my feet
"What's this about"
"Lets see how much you love him, if you try her that means you are mine and if you resist our temptation I will let you go"
"That's not fair" I shouted
"Bye" As he walked away I couldn't stop staring at the body, it was a lady or used to be and it was definitely a demon, the stench filled the room like gass it was impossible to ignore but I stood my ground for a while… After a few days Lucifer came back but angry,
"What has happened to you y.. your not you any more"
"I don't want to be angry all the time any more, I just can't I'm not strong enough"
He unlocked the door and walked in with anger, he grabbed my hair and pulled me to the body
"Can't you smell that, doesn't it make your blood boil not tasting the lovely warm blood"
"No, please" "I'm the one begging you to drink it" he laughed He slammed me down on the body, with the slight drip of blood I couldn't stop, I was addicted.
They moved me to a different room, this room had no windows or no holes in the door or walls but scratch marks all over the walls, Everyday they would drop another body in the closed room and immediately close the door it was like a prison but they were just waiting till I was strong enough or angry enough to fight.
And I was.
Carry on my wayward son
They'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more.