Himayura Hidekaz owns Hetalia.

Warning- May contain some racial slurs or "speaking the lord(s) name in vain." I don't mean to offend ANYONE! Thank you.

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Alfred had his eyes closed when he sucked Ludwig off. He could hear the man moan above him. He couldn't taste anything. It was almost like Ludwig wasn't using his mouth for sexual release.

He looked up at Ludwig, looking for any signs of approval on his face. Ludwig had his eyes closed and his head back, and he was panting. 'I guess I'm doing good?'

Ludwig dug his hand in Alfred's hair to hold his head still. Alfred pulled Ludwig out of his mouth. The hand in his hair started rubbing against his head affectionately. Alfred pushed his head up against the hand and looked up at Ludwig.

"I'm surprised; you swallowed everything! You didn't have to, you know."

Alfred blushed and looked down. "I know, but you prefer to keep a clean house, so..."

Ludwig moved his fingers so they were under Alfred's chin, and tilt it up so Alfred was looking at him again. "That's very considerate of you. I should probably make it up to you now, shouldn't I?"

Alfred was picked up and laid down on the couch. Ludwig slowly moved his hand down from Alfred's chest...

Alfred woke up before anything happened. He sighed, and sat up to look around. It was late, so Kiku was still asleep. 'Can I take a cold shower without waking Kiku up?'

'"You swallowed everything!"'

His face flushed red. 'I keep on having dreams like this one. I need to sleep. I have class tomor... Today. It's mostly down, now.'

He flopped back down and closed his eyes.

'"Well, I was going to wait, but if you insist."'

'STOP!' Alfred dug his hands in his hair. 'Stop it, stop it! Stop thinking about things like that! Stop! STOP!'

Alfred wanted to scream, but he couldn't, so he bit his hand as hard as he could instead. He started gnawing at that spot over and over again until he was satisfied. He was able to sleep after wasting that energy on himself.

He didn't dream of anything that time.

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Alfred had to wear gloves to hide his red and brown bruises. He couldn't keep his mind off of Ludwig and the dream he had the night previous.

His stomach growled, so he held his stomach. 'Not again... Ludwig ruined everything. Come on, stomach. You were fed last night.'

He groaned quietly. 'I can't just leave. I have to wait for a time to see if we have homework before I can. But then what would I do? Complain and have sexual dreams about Ludwig?'

'"You swallowed everything..."'

He gripped his pencil tightly. 'I can't focus... I need food... And I... I need...' His face turned red. 'I uh...' He covered his mouth. 'Closure! I need closure. Just... Closure. We don't even have to do anything. I just need to talk to Ludwig.' He smiled softly to himself. 'Yeah. That's all I need.'

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Alfred ran on his usual path, but he stopped at Ludwig's house without hesitation this time. 'I just... I just need closure.' He knocked on the door.

Something in him told him to run, but the dogs were barking, and he could hear thumping sounds getting closer and closer to the door.

He heard the lock, which made his heart jump a little. 'It's just the door. Every front door has one.' He told himself. He looked down when the door was opened, so he didn't have to look at Ludwig.

"Alfred? Are you okay? It's a little late. Are you hear because of the job I briefly talked to you about last night?"

"C-Closure." Alfred stuttered. "I-I came here for closure."

Ludwig sighed. "I see. Well, are you going to come in, or should I step outside, because I can tell that this is going to be long enough to where I should close the door."

"I'll um... I'll come inside, I guess, because of the puppies."

Ludwig stepped aside, so Alfred could walk in. The dogs immediately tried jumping on him, but Ludwig shooed them away. "We can talk in the living room. The puppies can greet you when you're sitting down, if you want them to."

"Wh-When you say that it's going to take a long time..."

"Just, sit down, and we'll talk."

Alfred nodded, and sat on the middle of the couch so the dogs could greet him from both sides. Germany left the living room for a moment to grab something from the kitchen. He set a can of beer down on the coffee table in front of Alfred when he came back.

"'Just in case." Ludwig sat down, and sighed again. "What, exactly, do you mean by "closure?"

"Well, you know. Moving on with our lives. Not letting the past effect the future. I know that I can't go anywhere outside of America and Canada without you, but both are pretty big nations. I think I can live with that limit. I guess I just want to make sure that you'll leave my life completely."

"You DO understand that I can't do that, right? Unless you want my brother and your brother to be separated? I can't do anything if you want to leave your entire family, if that's what you're talking about, but I don't think you do."

Alfred's arms started shaking. "Th-Then just... Do the best you can, or something."

"Are you okay, Alfred?" Ludwig reached out to touch his forehead, but Alfred swatted his arm away.

"Don't touch me!" Both of their eyes widened. 'Shit!' He closed his eyes. 'Ludwig's going to pin me down now and... I didn't mean to... I just-'

"I'm sorry." Ludwig sat back down. "I'm sorry, but you really don't look good. Your face is turning red."

'H... He didn't do anything...' Alfred slowly opened his eyes, but he still wouldn't look up at Ludwig. "N... Nevermind. I'm sorry for wasting your time." He stood up.

"Wait a minute- were you able to eat anything today? I think that's probably why you were shaking earlier. I can make you something real quick before you leave."

Alfred's stomach growled at the mention of food. 'S-Stop being so... I-I mean, this is weird...' He started walking towards the door, but Ludwig stopped him.

"Wait, I don't want to let you leave while you're hungry. At least let me drive you back, so you don't have to walk again."

'He wasn't like this before. He was more like the Ludwig in my dr- nightmares... Th-The last one, though... I felt... Good, during it. That really wasn't a...'

"Are you okay, Alfred? You're shaking again."

"I... I, uh..." Alfred fell to his knees.

"Oh God!" Ludwig crouched down to Alfred's level. "I'm going to pick you up, so I can place you in my kitchen, where I'll make you something to eat."

"Y-You don't have to be so n-nice to me." Alfred muttered.

"Excuse me?"

"I ha-haven't given you a reason to b-be nice to me. Y-You're m-my m... Master, after all."

"I..." That caught Ludwig off guard, a little. "I'm technically not, though. and even so, I still want to help you. Are you going to let me?"

"I-I don't want to take your food for free..." Alfred started panting. 'Why is it suddenly so hot?' He bowed his head closer to the floor, so Ludwig couldn't see it. "S-So... In this house... I-I'm still your slave t-to do with as you please."