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Hello everyone! Sorry for making you all wait so long for this chapter. I had my B-Day paty last sunday and then this week at school was so hard. I had a debate in my Introduction to Anthropology, Psychology and Sociology class. Yeah it was extreamly hard, so I didn't have time to write this story. Oh and just so you all know, there is only a few week's left until the end of school so I'm probably going to be busy with I.S's and Exams, so I probably won't be able to update regularly... OH and before I forget thanks to everyone who reviewed! We reached over 100! That is totally awesome. Also thanks to all you wonderful people who favourite/alerted this story. It's awasome everyone, thanks!

Elena

I ran out of the Boarding house and into the night, running as fast as I could. I felt tears streaming down my face, blurring my vision. I ran as far as I could before I collapsed on the ground, sobbing uncontrollably. Damon doesn't want me anymore. I'm too late, he moved on.

The thought made my heart hurt. I clutched at my chest, trying to dispel the ache. I did this to myself; I strung Damon along never letting him in completely. I thought that he would always be there for me, that no matter what I put him through his love for me would never waver. Now I realized how selfish that was and because of my selfishness I lost him, possibly forever.

I'm going crazy with heartache, everything is intensified. The heartache is physically painful. I lost almost every one that I love, my parents, Jenna, John, Alaric, Stefan for a short time and now Damon. It's like everyone I love is doomed to die or leave me.

I'm cursed.

I wipe the tears from my eyes and look up at my surroundings. It looks like I ran all the way to the falls, kneeling on the ground beside the water at the base of the waterfall. The moon reflected off of the water, making the water sparkle silver. The sight was beautiful filling me with peace, putting my devastation and humiliation aside.

I tear my eyes away from the perfect scenery, not able to look at it anymore. I lie down on the soft grass and stare up at the stars. I feel the individual blades of grass touching my skin that was left unprotected by clothing. I feel the slight breeze ruffle my hair, a piece landing across my face.

I closed my eyes and expanded my hearing, catching all the sounds I was never able to hear before. I feel all my emotions trying to overwhelm me. I push them down, not wanting to feel all that pain and love. I know something is wrong the instant I feel nothing.

I no longer feel any of the emotions that plagued me before, almost as if I never had any. I realized that this must be what everyone has been talking about, turning off your emotions. I have no initiative to turn them back on because everything feels so much better.

I don't have to feel all the pain and heartbreak, I feel free. Jumping up and landing on my feet, I looked around with a new sense of resolve. I am getting the hell out of this good for nothing town.

"Elena!" I whip my head around at the sound of my name being called. Damon emerged from the darkness that surrounded him by trees. He begins to slowly walk towards me, like he's studying what kind of state I'm in.

In return I study him, noting that I don't feel any of the overwhelming love I felt for him a minute ago. None of that was there anymore and I couldn't have cared less.

"You didn't give me time to respond" his voice sounded awestruck, like the confession I made an hour ago meant something to him. Man I am so happy for that internal switch because right now would have been torture for me.

"There's nothing to say, it's over." My voice was unnaturally cold to my regular warm caring voice. He faltered in his movement towards me, his eyes turning into slits.

"Elena what did you do" It wasn't so much a question, more like an accusation. I continue to stare at him with blank eyes, no emotion showing on my face what so ever. He speeds in front of me and grabs my face in between his strong hands. His bright blue eyes bore into mine.

"Turn it on" his voice was pleading as his soft hands gently caressed my face. I shook my head back and forth, there is no way I'm going through all that pain again. I lift my hands and grab onto his wrist, trying to pull them away from my face. No matter how strong I pulled, Damon never budged.

"Let go of me" I tried to keep my voice emotionless, but the way Damon was looking at me made the fight in me waver. I can feel the emotions fighting to come back. He must have seen it in my eyes because he lent down and kissed me.

The moment his soft lips touched mine I lost it, all my emotions came spiraling back. My hands stopped pulling on his wrist and instead held them closer to my face. I kissed him back with all the love, loss and pain that was bottled up inside. I in return received all his love, loss and pain. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization, like we've been doing this forever.

He removed his hands from my face in favor of my hips, his fingers caressing the patch of skin between my shirt and pants. I moved my right hand behind his head and grabbed his hair in between my fingers. My left hand traced over his abdomen and shoulders.

His tongue traced my bottom lip and I granted him access. A moan escaped our lips as our tongues began to battle for dominance. His hands traveled down and cupped my buttocks in his hands, lifting me up against him. My hands went around his neck, holding on to him. He lowered me down onto the grass without breaking the kiss.

He settled in between my legs, his strong muscular arms holding him up. He trailed his lips down my neck and towards my chest, this time I didn't stop him. He pulled his amazing lips away from my body and I whimpered in protest. He gazed down at me, his eyes an achingly beautiful blue.

"I love you" his voice was filled with love and I felt myself melt underneath his smoldering gaze. I lent up and reattached our lips. The passion erupted between us like a tidal wave. I moved my hands so they were at the hem of his shirt and tugged on it. Damon lifted his shirt up and over his head, discarding it somewhere beside us.

I ran my hands along his muscles, reveling in the contact. I pushed on Damon's shoulder, rolling him underneath me. I took the hem of my shirt and raised it above my head and threw it, I pushed my hair out of my face and looked down at Damon. God he looked so sexy with his hair disheveled underneath me. I leaned down and kissed his neck, making a trail down to his chest.

He moaned as my tongue darted out to taste his skin. I made my way lower, until I reached the outline of his jeans. Slowly I unbuckled his pants and slid them down his muscled thigh and down his legs, tossing them aside just like his shirt.

I looked down and raised my eyebrow; I didn't take him to be a boxer type of guy. I expected him to go commando or something. I smirked as I reached down and cupped the rather large bulge in his boxers.

Before my hand could reach its destination, Damon flipped us so I was underneath him. He returned the favour; his lips traveled a path down my abdomen to the hem of my jeans. He slowly slipped them down; kissing the exposed flesh that was revealed. When my pants were off Damon went back to kissing every exposed piece of skin.

We quickly discarded our undergarments, finally fully exposed to each other. We looked at each other in wonder; I couldn't believe this was actually happening.

I'm going to be making love to Damon Salvatore.

He rested his forehead against mine, as we gazed into each other's eyes. His hands came up and held my face in between his hands. His face was filled with concern, which made me confused.

"Are you sure you want this?" He sounded worried, like I would suddenly freak out and run for the hills. I reached out and took a hold of his wrists, massaging the back of his hands with my thumbs.

"I love you Damon" that was all it took for Damon's concerned gaze to be transformed into a lust filled one. He kissed me with a passion so intense that I felt like I was burning. With that we were finally joined together.

Damon consumed me.

A/N: Okay that love scene was extremely hard to write. I hope you guys don't think it was to fast. Don't worry though, it's not going to be all rainbows and sunshine for them... So please tell me what you guys thought of this chapter and the love scene that I think I totally screwed up by the way.