Craig's POV:
I pulled up a chair and put my face in my hands. What was she doing? How could she even consider two minutes in the closet with Kenny? That was basically like losing your virginity at 9! "Dude, you okay?"
I looked up to see Clyde. "Yeah I'm fine," I said as he pulled up a chair.
"Then come party!" I shook my head.
"I'm just going home," I said pushing out my chair. He stopped it with his foot.
"What's going on man?" My eyes caught the closet. "Heidi?" He asked. I looked at him.
"How'd you know?"
"Dude, you've been acting weird since she started liking Kenny." I sighed. "Come on snap out of it. There's other girls out there."
"But she's not like that to me," I said as he gave me a look.
"Deny it all you want, but you know how you feel." I hesitated.
"But what do I do?" He paused to think.
"Well I'm not really sure, but I think you need to tell her."
"I will when I'm ready," I said as he nodded and left me sitting alone in the kitchen. I listened to the loud music playing and everyone screaming like they were having the time of their life. I had to get out of there. Not only was I about to lose my best friend and the person I love, but I was about to lose her to a guy who thinks with his dick.
I started for the door. "Where are you going?" Red asked sounding drunk.
"Home, and I hope that's water in your bottle," I said before grabbing the doorknob. She stared at the bottle, shrugged, and gulped down a few more sips.
I turned before I left to see Heidi holding Kenny's hand. She was laughing happily. Her laughter sounded happier then it ever did when she was with me.
I felt miserable. Nothing could make this night any worse. I reached my house and trudged up the stairs. My body fell to my bed as if I had walked a thousand miles and couldn't move. My heart beat slower and slower with every tick of the clock. What was she thinking? She couldn't really want him... could she? My stomach jumped. I could feel myself sweating as I remembered how we left off. I threw my jacket, pants, shirt, and hat to the floor and pulled the blankets over me.
"Home so soon?" My mom's voice said as she opened the door. I pretended to be asleep to get her to shut up. I was in no mood to talk to her and I was sure I wouldn't be in a mood to talk to Heidi on Monday. After I heard her leave I stared at my wall. I had covered it with pictures of me and my friends. Heidi was in the dead center staring at me. She was waving to who ever was taking the picture and I had my arm around her flipping off the camera. She looked so happy. I tried to retrace her steps to figure out what had made her the way she was. She was not what she used to be. Now she was all high and mighty and basically a stupid slut.
I smacked myself for thinking that. I shut my eyes tightly hoping I'd wake up from this nightmare and everything would be okay. I'd wake up to see Heidi, normal Heidi. Not the girl who basically told me to but out of her life. I opened an eye to find myself not where I wanted to be. I was lying in my bed staring at a picture of the past. My eyes focused on my phone. I knew what I had to do. I had to move on, no matter what I really wanted to do. I wanted to do was pick up the phone and tell her everything, tell her that I loved her and that was why I was acting how I did. I felt my head start pounding as I realized no matter what I wanted, she would never want me. I had to give her what she wanted; I had to let her go.