Hi, I'm back. I wanna get thing straight. I'm a Bade shipper. I don't know that there are so many Jade and Rider shipper too. Wow, i know maybe bad girl and bad boy look good together. I thought that once when Beck act like jerk on TGP. But after all, I always come to Bade. I don't know why? I just love them. Ok, that's all for chit chat. Enjoy chapter 10 :)

Chapter 10

Beck's POV

I look at Jade once again. My mouth open but no one word comes. I don't know what to say. It's our first conversation after break ups.

"What?" Jade asked me, looking impatient.

"Well, hi Jade," I try to look friendly.

She rolls her eyes. "Yeah hi!" she said monotonously.

I keep silent again. Don't know where to start.

"If that's all you wanna say to me, i'd better go now. Thanks for wasting my time!" she shouted at me and ready to left.

I take her hand. "Wait, Jade"

"What now?" she looked at me annoyed.

"I lied to you," after all i've been thinking, that's the first statement I said.

"I know," that's all she said.

"You know?" I asked disbelief.

"Yeah, i know you lie to me about all the 'I love you' things. But don't worry, I can take it," she said and looked at me blankly. I can't read her face.

"What? No, Jade! I mean it! I lied to you about all the 'I don't care' things. I still care about you, I still love you, Jade. Please, give me another chance," I begged. Yes, Beck Oliver is begging on Jade West.

"Do you mean back together?"

"Yes, i promise i'll treat you right."

"Hmm, let me think," she made her thought face. "No," she said monotonously.

"No?" I asked, hope I hear her wrong.

"Yeah, no," she said it again.

"Why?" I asked desperately.

"Look, Beck. I know why you don't open the door. You looked tired whenever we fight. Our relationship is dysfunctional. I understand it now. If you think, I'm still not over with the 'break ups' thing, don't worry I'll be fine. You can get a girl you want, Beck. I'll not disturb you," she said while looked at my eyes. "Besides, I'm tired of being jealous over you. Those feeling... I can't take it anymore."

"No, you don't understand, Jade. I can't get a girl I want if it's not you. I still love you, Jade," i said looking at her eyes too. "I was wrong think that we should be separately for a moment. I didn't know how precious you're to me before but now I know. I'm sorry, Jade."

"You're not sorry, Beck. It's my fault too. I was jealous when some girls attract you. I shouldn't mad at you for that things," she said with her low voice. I know she try to fight her tears. "I just can't take you back, Beck. I'm sorry." She walked pass me. I stood at my place and turned around to see her gaze leaves.

She then turned around and said, "You know, Beck? You should've kiss her no matter she worried about me... and you... After all, it's about you and her. Fight for her. I'm leaving, Beck." she looked hurt for a second and smiled after that. She turned around and walked again. Left me for the real this time.

I have no idea first when she said that. Suddenly, my eyes grow wider. How did she know?

Jade's POV

I was relieved that I told Beck what I felt. I thought that was the best for all of us. He deserved someone better than me. I knew Vega can make him happy, not like me, always made him annoyed.

Monday morning, I walked to my dark scissor locker. I put some books in my bag. I suddenly felt uncomfortable when Ryder approached me.

"Hi, Jade," he said with his big smiley face.

I sighed, "Look, Ryder. If you wanna flirt with me, don't do it! I'm not in the mood onto that thing."

"Oh, Ok. But can I do it another time?" he asked playfully.

I keep silent. I feel likes don't wanna answered that question.

"Kidding," he said again. I look at him, try to catch what he means. "Jade, I'll help you back together with that Beck guy."

"Whaaaatttt?" i looked at him disbelief. I didn't know what this guy thinks. Somehow, I felt mad at him. I don't know why? Maybe because all the flirty things he said and did to me, why suddenly he wanted to help me with 'Beck' things. Maybe because when I already wanted to follow Cat's suggestion to move on and go out with Ryder, he didn't want me and matched me with someone else. Wait? Did I said move on? Do I really want to move on with Ryder?

I'm so sorry if you don't like this chapter. But I promise I'll make things better next. Oh, i remember on chapter 6 i said that probably i end it on 4 more chapters. Well, i guess i'm wrong haha.