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That message made Regina smile like a little girl, she hadn't been that happy and free for so many years that she had already forgot how it felt.

She laughed amused but then Robin entered the room and all her problems were there, hunting her.

"Hey honey" Robin said walking to her and kissing her while grabbing her by her waist.

The kiss caught her by surprise, she allowed him to kiss her for a few seconds before pushing away.

He stared at her with an inquiring expression on his face "What's wrong?"

Regina couldn't lie straight to Robin's face so she looked away "Nothing, I'm tired, had a long day"

Robin approached her from behind embracing her carefully with all his love and Regina couldn't help letting a tear roll down her face, he loved her and she was about to hurt him.

He wasn't able to see the tear on her face and she wiped it away before looking back to him right into his eyes finding there what she always knew she would find, love and devotion for her.

"I love you Regina" he said softly into her ear in a whisper.

She felt lucky when Roland stormed inside the room interrupting them "Mom Henry is being mean again!"

Robin hold her closer and smiled to Roland "Roland come here.." he said with that calm and sweet voice that always made Regina thinking that he was the best man on earth.

Roland walked closer to them and Robin used one of his arms to pull him into the hug while the other was still around Regina's waist.

When Henry entered the room he joined the group immediately.

There they were, a perfect family but Regina knew something was missing inside her, Emma was missing.

Inside Regina's head was a storm of guilty, love, passion, care, doubts. She had it all but all seemed just too much and too little at the same time.

There she was a few hours later in the dark of their room with Robin laying beside of her already sleeping. She was looking at his face for long. She raised her hand slowly and caressed his face gently and still tremble she placed a soft kiss on his forehead.

Robin was beside her for so long, so strong, so loyal to her in every moment of her life.

One time he had even sing to her "Hopelessly Devoted To You" by Olivia Newton John to her just because she was crying after an arguing with her mom and he wanted to make her smile.

"I'm sorry Robin" she whispered into the night "I just don't know how to love you like you deserve".

Emma was laying on her bed looking to her phone, Regina hadn't answering to her text and she was freaking about it.

Having Regina finally in her arms that afternoon made her reach heaven for the first time in her life and after tasting heaven she couldn't imagine being without her.

That feeling was driving her crazy, she had NEVER fall in love with no one, not even with the man who got her pregnant. Feeling that way about someone was scary, but feeling that for a married woman it was crazy but she couldn't help it and (damn!) she didn't want to avoid it!

Then a thought come to her mind, Henry and Roland's eyes, when she saw them beside Regina her heart broke a little, she was a mom, they were a family and she was about to destroy it.

The guilty was strong but so was her feeling for Regina, and that she couldn't ignore anymore, she was deeply and madly in love with that brunette.

She grabbed Regina's book and smiled whispering "My Queen".

"Will I see you today?" Emma sent her text at 7 a.m and she wanted so bad to the answer to be positive.

The answer took half an hour to arrive "Don't you have to go to work?" Emma had totally forgot about work. And thinking that she had to go work and not seeing Regina made her mood darker.

"Yes, maybe after?" She knew she was seeming desperate but hell she was desperate.

The answer made her mood even worst "Sorry, can't. Parents meeting in Henry's school today".

Emma felt a huge will to ask if Robin would be there with her. (Seriously Emma! You have no right to feel jealous!) She thought kicking herself.

Regina didn't belong to her and she knew it, but she knew very well that she belonged to Regina and that was the sweetest kind of torture imaginable.

She putted some clothes on and left to go to word emotionally unable to answer Regina's last text, it was too painful and ridiculous at the same time, she felt like a spoiled brat.

Things with Graham were definitely over and she wasn't sorry about it.

Her day was spent at her desk on the police station with nothing important to do, only thinking about her last afternoon with Regina.

She was thinking about Regina's soft skin against her own, her body on top of her and the taste of those red lips. She was thinking about how Regina touched her so gently but so firmly, knowing exactly what to do to make the blonde forget her own name.

Regina loving her on that couch was a liberating feeling and at the same time she knew she was trapped forever by that touch.

Emma hadn't answer her back and Regina was missing her, that situation was killing her, she wanted to be with Emma and at the same time she kicked herself because of it.

She was about to destroy everything she had, everything that was perfect in her life in a selfish act and in the process she knew she would break Robin's heart, and her children's trust.

Even though she was feeling like that she text Emma being as honest as possible "Miss you".

And the answer was quicker than she had ever imagine "I'm glad to know I'm not the only one, my Queen"