Disclaimer: Twilight is the property of Stephenie Meyer
I'd like to dedicate this chapter to Noble, aussie-angel95 and Nikki
I'd also like to dedicate this chapter to IceDragonHikari for reviewing in 'Uncertainty'
This would have been up earlier but my connection decided to be temperamental on me this week
So here is the conclusion of my evil, evil cliffhanger bwahahaha! Ahem, sorry :D So on with the story…
With both my enemies dead I turned to the royal box and bowed my head, but as I did so a strange fire ripped through my veins. I let out a strangled whine and fell to the floor. Everything faded around me.
I was hot…
I was cold…
"Essie, you need to be vampire." A voice whispered and I felt the cold.
I was hot…
I felt the cold and drew on it, pulling its calming balm all over my body. I was on fire but the cold was helping. I needed to be cold to stop the fire.
"Is she ok?" A different voice, a child's voice I thought I recognised.
"Hunter. I'm ok. I'm ok." I assured him.
"Do you think you can isolate the venom?" The first voice asked, sounding desperate.
I was too hot, burning, on fire, but I was Miss Vampire. I should be cold, always cold.
Panting, "I can't…"
"Try harder Malachite! She is dying."
"I can't. And she's not dying. She can fight it if she stays cold."
"Hear that Essie? Stay cold. Miss Vampire, don't let me down." And I felt a kiss like fire to the back of my left hand.
I was burning, burning, burning away…must stay cold. Help me somebody please?
So many cold hands pressed to me, the heat being drawn away. I needed their cool and I drew it in.
"Come on Essie, if anyone can pull through this you can. You defeated Darius and I forbid you to die now. If you die now he will have killed you."
"Like hell did that bastard kill me!" I croaked.
Tobias laughed and I felt his lips press against the hand he was holding. "That's my brave wolf girl." He gasped. "Now come back to me fully."
Yes, I could get back to him and I knew exactly how.
"I need to be sick." I murmured. "Bucket or help me to the toilet I don't care, but if you don't there will be a mess."
I felt myself lifted and I knew it was Tobias as I rested my head against his shoulder. I was placed on the floor and I could feel the cold porcelain of the toilet bowl.
"Bring me lots of salt water." I said, resting my head against the cool and drawing on it to strengthen Miss Vampire.
A glass was put in my hand, a pint glass full of saline solution and I drank it back quickly, feeling it hit my vampire stomach in a disconcerting way. I felt a strange pull and then I vomited for five minuets, bringing up more than I thought I'd ate.
"Clean water." I croaked, and I could actually see the glass of pure water now as it was handed to me.
I let the heat rise until I was my normal self before I drank the water. It felt good on my tender stomach, but I still felt the promise of fire threaten in my veins.
"Could everyone leave bar Tobias?" I whispered.
"They've all gone now love." Tobias informed me after a moment.
"Good." I declared and I patted around on the counter until I came across something sharp.
I drew it quickly across my left wrist where Darius had bit and held it out to Tobias.
"You must drink the poison out." I declared as I heard my blood patter onto the tiles.
"No." Tobias gasped, pushing my arm away.
"It's the only way to get it out of my blood." I said and I used my last reserves of strength to move quickly and place my arm to his mouth. "The longer you wait the more mixed up in my blood it becomes." I whispered in his ear.
He shook his head, but I was bleeding into his mouth and I felt his tongue move quickly against my wound before his right hand clamped onto my hand and he snaked his left arm around me to pull me closer to him. I couldn't help but place my lips against his neck, sucking lightly as he began to draw on my blood. As he drank I could feel the poison leaving me, I would not have that monster's venom in me and I was getting some kind of sick thrill out of Tobias drinking my blood.
I was feeling almost normal when his lips left my arm and sought my throat instead. For a very brief moment I thought he was going to bite me himself, but he was kissing me and drawing on my flesh with his lips. I repeated his actions and felt excited as I pressed my body against his.
Blood was an aphrodisiac to our kind, what better aphrodisiac than the blood of your mate?
I met his lips hungrily as his fingers messaged my hips and lower back and I knew I wanted him in that moment, more than ever.
"Tempt me not wicked siren for my will is weak this night, but your body is weak from your ordeal and I do not wish to tire you. Seduce me not siren, for I can not hold back if you do." Tobias whispered in a ragged breath.
I stopped my kisses and settled instead for resting my head on his shoulder while we hugged.
"You saved me." I whispered.
"I drank your blood." Tobias replied despondently.
"If you hadn't I'd be dead now." I pointed out.
Tobias was silent as he held me to him.
"So how do I taste?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood.
It worked and Tobias chuckled.
"Different from what I imagined. You are a truly unique wine Miss Esther." Tobias said softly.
"Indeed and only you may sample it Fang Boy." I replied, my voice sounding a little languid.
"Then I count myself truly honoured indeed." Tobias said with a chuckle.
I giggled and snuggled closer to him.
So where are we exactly? I asked, feeling too comfortable and a little too sleepy to use my mouth.
We are in the rooms near the Arena. Tobias thought back.
Then why is there a bathroom here? I asked, because it seemed the most important thing on my mind right then.
The Volturi rent it out to humans when they have no use for it. Tobias answered.
I guess they'd need to put in plumbing facilities then.
Quite.
We fell into a comfortable silence where we just hugged for a long, long time.
Are you ready to go face the others now? Tobias asked, finally breaking the spell.
Do I have to? I groaned, way too comfortable to want to move, I was just about ready for sleep.
They wish to congratulate you on your victory. Tobias said in a guarded way that let me know I had no choice but to go out there and accept their accolades.
"Fine." I grumbled and staggered to my feet. I felt the robe fall around me, brushing against my otherwise naked skin. "Whose robe is this?" I asked.
"Mine. There was nothing else to cover you in." Tobias explained as he shot to his feet.
"It fits good." I conceded, and I hugged him to me before we kissed deeply once more, I felt my body stir for him, but I knew I had to attend on ceremony.
I think we should push the wardrobe in front of the door tonight. I said softly, even though I was feeling a little light headed, it was probably all the excitement.
Provided you have a blood meal. Tobias replied solemnly.
"Then we'll take a trip down to the rat cave." I declared but Tobias wasn't laughing. "Ok I'll feed."
"I nearly lost you today Wolf Girl, do you know how that feels?" Tobias demanded.
"Sorry." I whispered. "I really didn't know that was a fight to the death. No wonder they were all shocked when I suggested it."
"We will discuss this later." Tobias said and kissed my lips. "Right now they await us, Aro will not allow anyone to leave until you take the Arena floor once more to light the ceremonial pyre."
I was glad we wouldn't talk it out now; I was finding it a little hard to think. So I just nodded my head as we exited the bathroom into what looked like a medical bay, probably for whatever the humans decided to do in this great big amphitheatre. They probably put on mock gladiator fights for the tourists or something. I think they did operas in these things now didn't they? Maybe the med bay was in case the Prima Donna had a fainting fit, if they still did those.
Ok, so I was obviously woozy from loss of blood, my mind was wandering to weird concepts and I must have been out of it for a moment because suddenly I was standing in the middle of the Arena with Tobias supporting me as I held a torch in my hand. And no, not a flashlight, but a proper honest to goodness 'grab your torch and pitchfork' torch.
I blinked at the torch in confusion.
Essie, you need to light the pyre. Tobias thought toward me as he looked into my eyes with worry.
I frowned and looked to see a pile of wood in front of me with the unmistakable, pale bits of vampire. The scent of kerosene was strong in the air and it was almost as if it was someone else's hand as I reached out the torch and touched it to the bundle. The fire caught immediately and the flames leapt into the air. I watched the light dance as the cloying scent of vampire filled the air.
"You have lit the pyre now take your gift." Aro said, sweeping his arm toward the bandstand opposite.
I turned and saw the dancing figures of humans. Ok, so I don't think they were really dancing, but it looked that way to me as their image danced about.
"What?" I asked. "They're people. They gonna be my slaves?" I asked, unable to think through my suddenly foggy brain.
"No Essie. They are yours for the choosing. You get first pick and the others will feed once you're done." Aro explained from fifty miles away.
"What? No! I can't eat them! They human! Need animals!" I slurred, I was finding it hard to form the words.
"Essie is a little faint right now, she suffered somewhat during her fight, but she is right, she can not drink the blood of humans. As generous as your gift may be we have no choice but to refuse it and go instead to seek blood of a more appropriate nature to our diet." Tobias explained.
"Sorry Tobias, I did not mean to indicate the audience." Aro said calmly, but I had a feeling that this was because he didn't want them too scared just yet before he was ready to feed. "I was indicating the pens yonder where there are three fine lions ready for your wife to feast upon."
I giggled at the thought.
"Lions in an amphitheatre?" I mused. "Send in the Christians." I declared and giggled.
"Essie, calm." Tobias hissed, his hand closing over mine.
I continued to snigger slightly, but I managed to find some calm.
"The lions are yours if you wish to feed." Aro announced.
"Send them in." I said, swaying slightly on my feet.
I heard the grind of the gate as it was lifted and three huge lions bounded into the arena. I faced them and growled from my chest as I pulled down the heat and allowed Miss Vampire to take control again.
The first lion slunk toward me and I goaded it with a 'here kitty-kitty' under my breath before I leapt and sank my teeth into the artery visible at the top of his leg. I clung to him like a limpet as I drew on the carnivore blood, and I was almost overjoyed as he fell to the floor and I continued to drink until he was dry.
Now I had a little more strength and I was fast in latching on to the second lion and I drank him dry too. But now my mind returned to me and I returned to Tobias side as the last lion regarded us cautiously.
You can have this one. I thought to Tobias.
They are for you. Tobias replied.
Until I've drunk my fill. I don't want to feed again in front of all these people. I explained, able to think a little clearer now that the blood had lifted the fog.
What if we take him together? Show them how we hunt as a pair and are united in everything that we do? Tobias suggested.
That sounds good to me. I replied and took Tobias' hand as we faced the lion.
We moved together, leaping through the air and landing at the same instant on either side of the confused animal as we each clamped our teeth to his neck and began to drink. I felt Tobias' fingers entwine with my, all mixed together with the lion's mane, and I felt a sensual thrill run through me as our skin met. But as the blood brought back more of my reasoning I realised the folly of extravagant PDA in front of the Volturi.
I pulled my hand back quickly and stood before Tobias got any ideas.
Tobias was stood beside me and he took my hand and led me forward until we stopped in front of the royal box.
"Thank you for this most generous of gifts." I whispered.
"You are most welcome Essie." Aro said with a nod of his head.
"I have drank my fill and beg your pardon to leave." I said, just wanting to get back to the chamber now.
"Yes. I think it best you and Tobias leave now, although I suggest you pay a visit to Malachite before you go to rest this night. The child fears for your safety and I worry he will not sleep until he knows that you are alive and well." Aro said.
"Yes Master." I said, and bowed, with Tobias bowing beside me.
We wasted no time in leaving and I felt a strange sense of inevitability. I knew that the Volturi were gonna feast on all those humans, but I knew I wouldn't be able to stop them and so I felt an indifference to them since it was easier than feeling useless. I shivered slightly at that particular thought process as Tobias and I made our way back into the castle.
We went to check on Malachite who was sat up on his bed still fully clothed glaring daggers at Gianna who was looking put upon. As soon as we entered the room he jumped off the bed and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"You're alive!" He crowed. "My Essie you're alive."
"Take more than a little bite to kill me." I replied and chuckled as I ruffled his now short hair.
"I knew you wouldn't die." He said fiercely as he still hugged me.
"I know." I said, "I heard you. It was your idea for me to keep cold. Thanks for thinking that." I stated firmly.
Malachite gasped, then stepped back and smiled up at me.
"I knew you wouldn't die." He said again. "Even though I couldn't get the venom, it was moving too fast for me to catch, but I knew it couldn't get onto your blood. Not like with humans when they're bit. It was different."
"When Quileute shape shifters get bit by vampires, they don't change, they get poisoned and die." I explained.
Malachite looked sad.
"I'm glad that didn't happen." He said, and hugged me again.
I hugged him back for a moment before I tapped him on the shoulder.
"Well it's time for sleep now Mal, and no messing. It's silly o'clock in the morning and you should have been asleep hours ago." I said.
"Ok." Mal said sadly before he pulled away from me.
"I think we'll take a break from lessons tomorrow, but if you want to call on us feel free, just don't do it before at least ten o'clock, I'll be sleeping 'til then." I declared.
"Ok." Malachite said in his subdued voice.
"Night Mal." I said.
"Night Essie." He whispered. "Night Tobias."
"Goodnight Malachite." Tobias said softly.
We exchanged goodnights with Gianna and then left.
I felt happy but fatigued as we returned to our chamber, but I was sure we could squeeze in a little playtime first. As soon as we were inside the chamber I wrapped my arms around Tobias, but he stepped from beneath my embrace, took my hands and led me over to sit in one of the armchairs. He sat in the other and leant his chin on his entwined hands as he looked at me solemnly.
"Essie, we must talk." He said softly.
"Do we have to?" I asked, knowing this wasn't gonna be pleasant.
"We will have to air this eventually, so better we do it now and have it out of the way than to let it fester between us." Tobias said in a reasonable tone, and really, how could I argue with that?
"Ok." I said sadly, knowing I was gonna hate every moment of this.
Tobias sighed, his face was sad and I knew he was gonna hate this too, but it had to be done.
"What were you thinking?" He asked.
"I wasn't." I said. "Not really. My mind was all jumbled with worry and anger and fear. I guess Jane knew this and played on it. I know if I'd been thinking at all I wouldn't have listened to her, or at least thought of her wording more carefully. I'm an idiot."
"You are not an idiot." Tobias said. "Merely misinformed. I should have told you of the Arena, but I never thought you would challenge someone to duel."
"This is me we're talking about." I said with a snort.
"But you generally avoid confrontation unless there is no other option."
"The way Jane presented it, there seemed to be no other option." I said.
Tobias looked a little unconvinced.
"Fine." I said. "Usually I'd get all hot-headed and take offence that you don't seem to believe me, but I'm thinking a little clearer than usual. Maybe it's the lion's blood or, heck I don't know; maybe it was the near death experience. But there's a simple way I can prove this to you."
I crossed over to his chair and knelt before him.
"Look into my eyes." I said in my mystical voice and Tobias laughed slightly as he obeyed.
I smiled as I locked eyes with him and placed my hands to either side of his face. Then I concentrated on bringing up the memory of all that had transpired that day. By the time we had finished it felt as if I had a headache coming on, but I ignored it as I went to sit in my armchair and wait while Tobias digested the information I'd just given him.
He was still while he thought and I drummed my fingers impatiently on the arm of the chair as time seemed to stretch on, but finally he looked up.
"I see where the confusion lay, however you knew there was a risk you could die."
"Yeah I know that. But it wasn't like a definite. There were three options, I win and get Darius out of my hair forever, I lose, but then I'd be banished from Volterra, we could go home. The death thing was a remote possibility, but getting rid of Darius was worth the risk. If I'd known it was win or die I wouldn't have entered." I said forlornly.
"Oh Essie." Tobias sighed as he crossed the room and put his arm around me. "I wish I had been here to defuse the situation. I should have told you of the Arena, and now I realise there are many more things I have neglected to tell you for I thought they no longer applied. But if the Arena still applies then so do these other outdated rules and procedures. Beginning tomorrow I will tell you of them all so that you will never be caught out again."
"Thank you." I whispered as I snuggled into his chest. "Welcome home by the way." I whispered. "I'm glad you're back."
"Me too." Tobias said, "Although I wish I had been sooner."
Doesn't matter. You're back now. I replied and kissed him.
He kissed me back for a long time, but I knew he was trying to keep it cool tonight; he didn't want me to exert myself after my ordeal. I had to admit that I was tired anyhow and it had been a whole week since I'd had him with me to guard my sleep.
Let's go sleep. I thought to him.
Yes. Tobias said and we got to our feet and made our way to the bed.
I slept surprisingly well that night curled up against Tobias. I didn't dream, but I felt Tobias' presence and it was divine. I awoke in the morning feeling well rested and I kissed the corner of Tobias' jawbone before I got up.
Tobias sat at the same time and before I could move he hugged me to him tightly.
I giggled and hugged him back.
What's this in aid of? I asked.
I wanted to check that you were still here. He said. That I can still feel you.
I sighed and leaned into him, holding him as tightly as he was holding me.
I'm sorry if I scared you. I said.
Let's not think of that now. Tobias said. What's done is done and you've emerged virtually unscathed and for that I am thankful. Let us think only of now.
Sounds good to me. I conceded.
Tobias hummed as he picked his robe aside from my shoulder and placed his lips against my throat. I moaned slightly as my neck arched and he ran his fingers against my back.
As much thrill it gives me to see you in my clothes I would much rather see you out of them. He thought and my skin flushed with heat as he brushed my bare thigh with his hand.
I would like that too. I thought back. But it won't be long before Mal's here and I need to have a shower. I added and I pulled back slightly and kissed him on the lips before I got up from the bed.
Perhaps tonight? Tobias asked.
Definitely tonight. I promised, and smiled before I went into the bathroom.
I showered and dressed quickly in the hope of getting back to Tobias to spend some time with him before Malachite got here. When I returned to the room I was a little worried because the bed was still messy and Tobias was just sitting on the edge of it staring at nothing.
What's wrong? I asked, ghosting to his side.
I cannot go away again. He declared. I fear for your safety if I do.
I fear for our safety if you don't. I replied solemnly.
You very nearly died Essie. They all allowed you to walk into that situation blindly. Yes Aro gave you the chance to pull out, and that's something he would not have offered to somebody else, but he did not explain to you fully the implications. I could kill Jane for misinforming you so greatly on purpose. Tobias growled and I felt the anger rise within him.
I placed my hand on Tobias' cheek and pulled him to face me.
"I'll deal with Jane." I said firmly. "Believe me we will have words."
"I'd give her more than words." Tobias growled.
"And that's why you need to stay away from her. I was starting to think of her as a friend, but she's lost my friendship now." I said firmly.
"I don't think that will matter much to Lady Jane." Tobias said flatly.
Really? I think you'd be surprised how much it matters to her. No wonder she has no friends if this is how she treats them.
Tobias growled slightly.
Anyway, let's forget about them all for now, I wanted to steal a few moments with you before Mal arrives. I declared and I placed my lips to his.
You cannot stall every discussion with kisses. Tobias pointed out as he kissed me back.
I know, but it's working this time. I replied and we both laughed softly as we continued to kiss.
And I will cease to complain. He responded as he moved his hand over my waist and held my cheek with the other one.
I hummed slightly as I lost myself in the kiss, loving every minuet of being close to Tobias. It was nice to feel him near me again and it was a chore to pull myself from him when there was a knock at the door.
I was already sliding the bolt back when I felt the pull on it and I opened the door to Malachite who beamed at me.
"Morning." I said.
"Morning Ess. How are you today? Gonna do any more fighting?" He asked cheerfully.
"Not if I can help it." I replied as I allowed Malachite into the room.
"But you were such a good fighter." He observed.
"Yes, but I nearly died and Tobias wouldn't be too happy if I did that again." I said a little grouchily.
Malachite pouted slightly.
"Well can you teach me how to fight like that?" He asked.
"We'll see. But not today. We're gonna have a rest day and continue with lessons tomorrow." I stated.
"Not tomorrow." Malachite said.
"Why not?" I asked with a frown.
"Cause it's Christmas. I'll have presents tomorrow." Malachite said knowledgably.
"Of course." I said, and ruffled his hair, but it didn't have the same effect since he cut it. "So I guess we got a couple of lazy days ahead of us." I conceded.
"Sounds good to me." Malachite declared as he sat down at the table. "What are we gonna do?"
"We'll think of something." I promised him as Tobias came to take my hand.
"Maybe you could show me the town like you said you would." Malachite said suddenly. "We can do gift shopping."
"Well, I don't know. Tobias wouldn't be able to come with us if it's sunny out." I said, looking at Tobias sadly.
"I'd really like to go though." Malachite said, looking up at me with solemn eyes.
"Well it's really not up to me. Aro decides whether we can leave the castle or not." I pointed out.
"But you'll ask Aro?" Malachite asked excitedly.
"I don't know. I mean, I haven't seen Tobias in a week, I'd really like to spend some time with him." I said, almost pleading with the three-possibly-eleven-year-old.
"But it's Christmas Eve. It's our last chance to buy gifts." Malachite protested, neglecting the fact that he'd ordered and received things on-line.
"But I've missed Tobias." I said, very nearly whining.
"We can catch up this evening." Tobias said softly and kissed my cheek.
I looked at Tobias for a long while, then I sighed.
"Very well, I'll ask Aro, but don't expect him to say yes." I stated.
I hoped Aro would say no, I really didn't feel like traipsing around town, I wanted to spend the day holed up in my room watching old movies with Tobias while I overdid the junk food. Shopping had never been my idea of fun, especially when I was feeling so low.
"Let's have breakfast first."
Malachite nodded happily.
We ate breakfast in silence as I tried to think of ways to get Malachite to change his mind over this whole shopping business. Did it have to be today? Why didn't he ask when Tobias was away? Why didn't he wait until I was better recovered from my fight? But he was only a child and I couldn't expect him to understand that I might not be feeling up to it today.
"I guess I'd better change into something more suitable for shopping." I said, and rose to my feet before I went to get some appropriate clothing.
Half an hour later I was at the door of the Audience Chamber alone while Malachite waited with Tobias in our room.
"Is Aro available?" I asked Santiago who appeared to be guarding alone today.
"For you? Of course he is." Santiago said with a smile. "The conquering hero has come for her reward."
"What? Reward? I thought that's what the lions were for. No, I just have a request for him off Malachite." I said in a rush.
"Then go right ahead." Santiago said and he opened the door.
I walked into the Audience Chamber to find the three Brothers sitting in their thrones as still as statues. I wondered what it would be like to have lived so long that you'd run out of things to talk about. Surely going over old ground was better than sitting there staring at nothing?
"Masters may I speak with you?" I asked timidly.
Aro came to life and a smile sprung to his face.
"Hail Essie, the Champion of the Arena." He declared.
"I'm…I'm not a champion." I said, waving the name away with a shake of my head.
"Really? Well it appears you were the one to emerge from the Arena alive, does that not make you the champion?" Aro asked.
"That just makes me lucky." I replied, remembering how close I had come to dying yesterday.
"Lucky?" Caius scoffed. "Luck had nothing to do with it Wolf Child. You are a skilled warrior and now I see your potential."
"Oh great. You're going to put me into a battle or something aren't you." I said, feeling the inevitability writhe in my stomach like snakes.
"I think you would be very handy at point in certain attack formations and with further training you could be most unstoppable. Imagine how you could take the enemy by surprise when they think they face a vampire, little realising you can become wolf at will and tear them apart." Caius was grinning, that was worse than his usual scowl.
"I'm more vulnerable as a wolf." I said softly, wondering if it was wise to point out my weaknesses.
"I think you are only as vulnerable as you allow yourself to be." Caius said as he eyed me suspiciously.
"I know my limitations." I replied. "Besides, I didn't come here to talk about me. Mal wants to go Christmas shopping down in the town, and it's Christmas Eve so this is the last day he can go. He wants me to take him, but maybe Laurana can accompany us, you know, just in case we get lost."
Aro was watching me carefully.
"Tell me something Essie. Do you wish to go on this trip?" He asked after a moment of silence.
"Course I do." I replied quickly.
"Really? For it seems to me that you are less than enthusiastic." He said in an analytical way.
"Mal wants to go and he wants me to take him so I will." I said with a shrug.
"You do not have to do everything he wants." Aro pointed out.
"I know, but he's had a rough year and the kid deserves a treat now and again." I replied.
"But not at the expense of your happiness." Aro chided.
"I'm happy." I said with a smile, but even to me my tone was unconvincing.
"If this is how you wish to proceed it is your decision, however, I warn you that you may find him wanting more of you than you are able to give. It is clear that this excursion is something you do not wish to participate in this day, you should tell him so firmly so that he knows when you can entertain him and when you can not. If you do not teach him the meaning of the word 'no' then he will forever push upon your boundaries until you find that he has encroached on every part of your life." Aro warned.
"But I have to take care of him." I said.
"You are not his mother Essie. You need not show such devotion."
I shook my head, angered at why Aro seemed blind to my reasoning.
"Very well. I can spare Laurana for the day. Ready Malachite and meet her in the waiting room at noon." Aro said after another long thoughtful pause.
"Thank you Master." I said and bowed.
"However we will talk to young Malachite before you venture forth on your journey." Aro declared.
"Ok." I said. "I'll…I'll just go get him ready."
It was half past eleven when I lead Malachite to the door of the Audience Chamber.
But why do we need to go through here? He asked with his mind.
This is the only way to the human world and Master Aro wishes to speak to you first. I informed him a little blunter than I usually was with him.
"Ok Essie." He replied aloud, although he sounded subdued.
I led him into the Audience chamber where the three ancients were still sat on their thrones.
"Young Malachite." Aro said softly. "Please step closer."
I all but pushed Malachite toward Aro, although Malachite's steps were cautious.
"Now know that this is a great gift we bestow upon you this day and it is only because it is Christmas Eve that we show you lenience. However it is clear that our dear Essie is in need of a rest this day, but she is willing to shop because it is what you want. Know in future that if you ask too much of our dearest Essie we will say no."
Malachite frowned and turned to me.
"Have I asked too much of you Essie?" He asked.
I didn't know how to answer that.
"That is pressuring Essie, of course she will not tell you when you are being bothersome for she has a strange attachment to you. But you must learn the signs when Essie is being too nice for her own good." Aro stated.
I went to protest at this but Aro held up his hand.
"Now if in future I feel that Essie is asking to visit the town for your sake when she would rather not then I will decline your request."
Malachite looked a little subdued.
"Now enjoy your shopping trip for today." Aro said brightly as he handed us both some money. "And we hope that you will join us tomorrow for the festivities." He added brightly, although I had to wonder when was the last time, if ever, had they celebrated Christmas here in Volterra.
"Of course we will." I said brightly. "Come on Mal, let's go get some gifts."
I'm not going to bore you with the details of shopping, quite frankly I hate shopping and I'd rather not talk about it. I was tired and grumpy, my feet were beginning to hurt and I was really missing Tobias. I couldn't help wondering again why Malachite had wanted to do this bout of shopping. The only good thing about this day was catching up with Laurana and how she and her mother were doing.
When we got back we wrapped up all the gifts. Tobias said that I should take Malachite down to his room then give Aro my daily report on my own. I had to wonder why Tobias had suggested this, although I reluctantly agreed. I can't say I was particularly sad to say good night to Malachite, in fact I felt a little elated. Was that wrong of me? Was that selfish of me?
I said goodnight to him then went to give my report to Aro; it was rather brief today since not much teaching had taken place.
I was pretty sick and tired of the whole day by the time I reached my chamber and it didn't help my temper none when Tobias met me outside the door and made me stop until I allowed him to cover my eyes.
I reluctantly agreed since I realised it was the quickest way for me to get into my room to sleep. So with Tobias covering my eyes I walked awkwardly into our room and I heard the door shut behind us before Tobias whispered, "Ready, after three. One. Two. Three." And he removed his hands from my eyes.
I opened my eyes and a vision of red, gold and green swam before me until my eyes adjusted and I saw the huge tree decked with red and gold ornaments and sparkling fairy lights. Holly with berries had been hung here there and everywhere and right over our heads was…
"Mistletoe." I whispered.
"Am I worthy of a kiss Miss Esther?" Tobias asked.
"More than a kiss." I declared before I pressed my lips to his and kissed him beneath the mistletoe.
We kissed for a long while before Tobias pulled back and asked, "So what do you think?"
"What do I think?"
I had no words, but I could show him with my mind. I brought his lips to mine once more and I kissed him deeply as I thought all my appreciation toward him. He had known I was down and he'd done this to make me feel better, and you know what? It worked!
Move the wardrobe; I'll get the precautions. I thought toward him.
Tobias gave me a thoughtful look before he said, How about we take it easy for tonight? Allow you to rest after the excitement of yesterday and your shopping trip today. I know how much you hate shopping, so why do you not merely relax and I will pamper you.
Pamper hey?
Yes. Tobias said and pressed his lips to mine briefly. I wish there was a bath here for it would be more beneficial to how I wish to make you feel this evening, but I suppose the shower will have to suffice.
I raised an eyebrow in question.
Go bathe my Essie and then relax.
I smiled and kissed him, Shall we shower together? I asked.
No. Tobias replied softly and he placed his fingers to my lips before I could protest. Take a very long shower for there is much I wish to prepare for you.
I took a long hot shower and it did feel good to wash away the aches of the day and I felt myself relax further as I rubbed shampoo into my scalp. I took even more time to wash myself in the shower gel that Tobias had put out for me with a little gift tag on. It smelled of lavender and camomile and was very relaxing to me.
I was feeling a lot better by the time I emerged from the shower and wiped myself dry. I found another gift on the little bathroom chair, it was a pair of Christmassy pyjamas and I pulled them on with a smile. I wiped most of the excess water from my hair and wrapped it once more in the towel.
I felt a whole new person by the time I left the bathroom.
Now come relax. Tobias said taking my hand and he led me out to the sofa.
We sat down and he immediately pulled my feet up into his lap before he handed me a mug of hot chocolate. I sniffed at it and allowed the smell to carry me back to childhood Christmases. I opened my eyes just as Tobias lifted the remote and hit play, 'The Nightmare Before Christmas' began to play on the screen and I grinned as Tobias remarked it was 'traditional'.
With my drink and movie sorted, he began to massage my feet gently. I wiggled my toes and sighed softly in relief. This felt really good after my long day of trekking around the shops. One thing was for sure, Tobias knew how to make me feel better.
I was feeling more than relaxed by the time the film ended and Tobias led me to the dressing table where he finished drying my hair. Relaxed and clean I got into bed with Tobias and was quickly asleep.
…It was a nice dream, Tobias and I in Georgian garb, sat on a picnic blanket that was set up on ridiculously green grass, with whispery trees around us and a blue sky over head. I sat with my legs to my side as Tobias lay with his head on a pillow in my lap. I was feeding him the odd morsel of food, a chunk of cheese, a piece of bread, some strawberries dipped in cream.
"You think that when I pamper you we are not equal?" Tobias said softly. "Yet here you pamper me in a way I could never do so for you. You can make me feel human and give me back things I thought lost. I can never do that for you."
"No? But what about reminding me of the little things so I don't feel so home sick? All the little traditions and such I have briefly mentioned, but you remembered and you gave them to me." I pointed out.
"I would give anything for you to share them with your family rather than have me give you a diluted version." Tobias said sadly.
"I'll take the diluted version over nothing at all." I observed and I leant down to kiss him. "It's the little things that remind me that there's a life outside of this hellhole and it gives me hope that we'll get to experience it again one day. Keep doing the little stuff and I'll keep remembering the hope."
"I think I can do that." Tobias said with a smile and then he sat up and we were kissing passionately. "Would you care to dance Miss Esther?" Tobias enticed into my ear.
"Of course Mr Hannigan." I replied and offered him my hand.
He took my hand and suddenly we were engaged in some black and white ballroom number, like I was Ginger Rogers and Tobias was Fred Astair. It was like dancing on moonlight as my feathery skirts swirled around me, and Tobias and I moved like down on the breeze.
He dipped me at the end of the number and suddenly I was Cleopatra lying back on one of those Hollywood-Egyptian chez-lounge things as Tobias knelt beside me in Roman Centurion type armour.
"Mark Anthony?" I questioned.
"This is a strange one." Tobias said with a shrug.
"Then perhaps this is better?" I asked and suddenly I was in a bosom heaving white nightdress and Tobias was in eveningwear complete with opera cloak.
Tobias burst out laughing and sank to the floor his cape spread in a pool of darkness around him.
"Really Essie?" He chuckled.
"Hmmm. Perhaps this is more to your liking?" I teased, and suddenly he was Jonathan Harker lying subdued on the bed while I was one of Dracula's three brides who sought to corrupt and keep this man prisoner with our wanton lust while our Master went forth to claim his eternal love for his own.
"Could we dispense with the supernatural?" Tobias asked.
I pouted slightly, and it seemed to go well with my uber vamp sex vixen look.
"What do you suggest?" I asked.
"How about this?" Tobias asked, and suddenly he was in a black vest and tight black jeans while I was in a flowy white dress and I recognised the costumes from a particular movie as he led me through the entire routine, complete with that iconic lift at the end.
As he lowered me back to the ground I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and looked into his eyes thoughtfully.
"You sure like dancing." I observed.
"Yes." Tobias answered.
"You've never said."
"You seem to abhor the situations where dancing may be present." Tobias pointed out.
"I guess that's true." I said with a shrug before we settled down against the numerous cushions just normal Essie and Tobias once more. "We'll have to dance in the real world. Even if it's just in private." I stated.
"Sounds good to me." Tobias observed.
I nodded my head before I leant it against his shoulder.
"I know you like to make me happy, but you have to tell me what you like too. I know I could just look all in your mind and find out, but that seems like cheating. I want you to tell me so that I can make your stay in Volterra as comfortable as you make mine." I whispered.
"But knowing that you are happy makes me happy in return." Tobias replied, just as quietly.
"Granted, but there must be things you crave that are beyond my wanting. If you don't let me know then how can we be equal in making each other happy?" I demanded.
"You make a good point, but I fear you may laugh at some of my suggestions." Tobias said bashfully.
"Ok, so I'm not gonna insult your intelligence and say I won't laugh, but you know that after I'm done laughing I'll take it serious and see what we can do about it?" I declared.
Tobias nodded and I smiled and snuggled even closer to him.
"We have to stick together and that includes our fantasies that others may find amusing. We are imprints and we will always be there for each other. Ok, so what I'm saying sounds like a load of crap, but you know what I mean." I surmised.
"I do." Tobias said and placed a kiss to my forehead. "And I will let you know more of the things I like if you promise to do the same."
"I'll do it, but I think my promise is redundant since you seem to have me pretty much figured out as it is." I pointed out.
"I may have you figured out Miss Esther, but you still have the capacity to surprise me." Tobias stated.
"And don't you forget it." I said with a chuckle.
"Of course I won't." Tobias laughed, and then we fell into a comfortable silence that lasted the rest of the dream…
"IT'S CHRISTMAS! IT'S CHRISTMAS! IT'S CHRITMAS!"
I was jolted out of my sleep by the shouting and also by the fact that the bed was moving. I frowned blearily as Malachite jumped up and down on the end of the bed, singing his made up song.
"Gee Mal, what time is it?" I asked, before I rubbed the sleep from my eyes.
Malachite shrugged before he jumped down off the bed.
"But I do know it's present time." He declared excitedly.
"Ok." I said, sitting up. "Just give me time to come around a little first."
"Come on lazy-bones. It's Christmas." Malachite declared as he came and grabbed my hand, and I couldn't help but laugh at that.
"Ok." I said and Tobias and I got out of bed.
Malachite was nearly bouncing up and down in excitement waiting for his gifts. I thought I'd tease him a little and the first gift I pulled from under the tree was one I knew I'd bought for Tobias. Malachite made a sound of disappointment as I handed it to Tobias.
Malachite was almost jumping up an down as Tobias began to unwrap his gift extra slow. Then Tobias and I caught each other's eye and burst out laughing.
"Perhaps you should give young master Malachite one of his gifts before he explodes." Tobias said.
"I think you're right." I replied and I reached under the tree to retrieve one of Malachite's gifts.
Malachite clapped his hands before he set about tearing off the paper.
The morning went well, opening presents and I checked my inbox while Tobias began preparing dinner. To my surprise Renesmee had attached some picture files, so I clicked to download them and waited for the computer.
First up was a picture of Grandpa Billy, Grandpa Charlie and Grandma Sue smiling at the camera. I didn't like the strange chill over my skin as I noted how frail Billy was looking. I should be there with them.
I clicked for the next image.
"She's pretty." Malachite said from my right. "Who is she?"
"That's my Mom." I said, pointing to her in the picture of her and Jake. "She's a half blood, like you."
"You have the same hair." Malachite observed.
"Yes." I said.
"Cool."
I smiled and continued to study the picture in the hope of finding some sort of code there.
"Are they dead?" Malachite asked suddenly and I jumped, startled.
"No." I said, shaking my head.
"Then why aren't you with them?"
"Because Master Aro invited me to stay at Volterra for a while. I had no choice but to accept." I said in a low voice, wishing Malachite would drop the subject.
"Why did he kill my parents but not yours?" Malachite asked.
"Because Mom is the Cullen Coven Child and beloved by all the vegetarian vampires who inhabit the New World, and some carnivores beside. If he were to have her killed then a lot of vampires would be really unhappy. And Dad, he's the leader of the wolf pack and Aro doesn't want a war with them either if he can help it. So he brought me here to see what I am." I explained as best I could.
"And what are you?" Malachite asked for what seemed like the thousandth time.
"I'm Essie, that's all. The only one of my kind in the whole world."
"That's sad." Malachite said, placing his arm around me. "But maybe you're not."
"What?" I asked, as I felt my heart stutter in fear, had I accidentally projected anything to him?
"Well my parents thought I was the only one of my kind until they looked around and found out there were others. Maybe there's more like you and you just don't know it." Malachite reasoned.
I laughed, feeling relieved.
"It's an interesting thought Mal, but I doubt it's true." I began. "We know of no other shapeshifters like the Quileutes. Then you'd have to have them know of the Cold Ones and most likely they would take the same stance as the Quileutes did. Add to that the unlikelihood that the shapeshifters would make a pact with a group of Cold Ones because they claimed to be different from the others of their marked race, that they drank only the blood of animals. Then you'd have to have one of those vampires fall in love with a human girl and they have a baby and if the gift is passed along in the same way as it was in the Quileutes for a long time, then that baby would have to be a girl. And then one of the shapeshifters would have to fall in love with the half vampire or at least like her enough to… Anyway, it's a real long shot that it would happen again somewhere else in the world since the odds of me being here are astronomical as it is."
"What if one of the other wolves in your pack married a half vampire?" Malachite suggested/
I laughed nervously as I thought of Tish and Timmy.
"That would never happen. My Dad's a bit weird, that's why he fell for a half vampire." I said quickly.
"But once something's been done it's a lot easier to repeat it." Malachite stated.
I shook my head.
"Not in this case." I said firmly.
"Well what about your Mom and Dad? Maybe they'll have another kid?" Malachite pointed out.
"My Mom can't have any more children." I said flatly before looking up at the smiling faces of my parents.
I knew Renesmee had sent the pictures to make me feel better, give me a glimpse of how everyone was doing at home, but in that moment it made me feel sad that I couldn't see them face to face.
I quickly closed down the windows and put the computer to sleep deciding that it would be better to look at the rest of the pictures later without Malachite looking over my shoulder. Of course he'd be curious about my family, there was nothing wrong with that as such, it was just the questions he asked. Maybe it was the way he asked them, but it brought up things I didn't want to think about.
"Malachite, would you like to come mix the stuffing for me?" Tobias asked.
"Yes." Malachite said happily and flittered over to Tobias.
As he prepared the bowl and such for Malachite Tobias turned to me and smiled.
Thank you. I thought toward him.
My pleasure. Tobias replied. Go shower and dress and I will keep Malachite busy.
Thank you. I said again and I promised myself that I'd do something great for him once we were alone.
I went to shower and dress, I wasn't too long, but it was enough time to improve my mood and by the time I left the bathroom I was in the festive spirit. Maybe it was the killer Rudolph T, who knew?
But I was in much better spirits when I got back into the main room and I placed a pair of sparkly antlers on my head. I grabbed a Santa hat too and I snuck up behind Tobias as he was mesmerised stirring something on the hot plate. I placed the hat on his head and kissed his cheek. He laughed and kissed my lips before he returned back to his stirring.
Malachite was sat at the table, concentrating with his tongue poked out the side of his mouth as he wrapped strips of bacon around mini-wieners and skewering them with cocktail sticks. I had a pair of snowman head-boppers left and I slipped these on Malachite's head.
"Hey!" He complained, looking up at me.
"Merry Christmas." I said and kissed him on the cheek.
Malachite giggled then repositioned the flashy dancing snowman. "Merry Christmas."
"For sure, and let's get this party started." I declared.
Malachite grinned at me as I went over to the computer and woke it up. I opened up the media player and selected my Christmas playlist. I stood up just as Noddy Holder declared for what was probably the billionth time, ''It's Christmassssssssssssss!' which led into the familiar intro.
I began to sing, 'Are you hanging up your stockings on your walls…' as I grabbed Malachite's hands and began dancing him rock'n'roll style around the room. He laughed, trying to sing along with the lyrics as I led him around the room, and then Tobias cut in and that was nice.
"May I cut in?" A voice asked.
I spun around and suddenly I was being whirled around by Aro. I tried to keep my face light as we danced for the rest of the song but as soon as I thought it polite I retreated to Tobias' arms.
"You honour us with your presence Master." Tobias said softly as he placed his arm around me.
"Merry Christmas to all." Aro declared in what I thought was a rather ironic way as Sulpicia put her arm through his.
"Merry Christmas." I murmured, hoping that this was the right response as Malachite wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled himself close to me.
Apparently it was the right response for Aro chuckled before he said, "Why my dears you look as if you are in trouble. We have only come to extend our greetings on this day of festivity that you seem to observe. Is it not custom to exchange gifts on this day?"
"Yes." I said.
Aro smiled and snapped his fingers and Jane and Alec entered baring gifts. Tobias nearly growled, but I stopped him, this was not the place to have it out with Jane, even if she was smiling at me as if we were best buddies. I tell you that my will was really strong in that moment, how dare she act like we were still such good friends after what she did to me?
"Well we got you gifts too." I declared and went to retrieve the gifts that still remained under the tree, they weren't spectacular, they were of the 'just in case' variety, but they would do.
I have to say that this was the weirdest thing ever, exchanging gifts with Aro and co. but I managed to get through it, we all did and thankfully they all left without any awkward moments. After they left I was contemplating going after Jane and calling her out over the whole Arena business, but Tobias announced that dinner was ready
We sat down to Christmas dinner. It wasn't extravagant, after all there was only Malachite and myself to eat it, but it was still nice and we pulled crackers, all three of us, and we wore those ridiculous paper crowns over our various festive headwear before we obligingly laughed at the lame-assed jokes, and then we settled down for our meal and it was good.
We did our obligatory daily run, and I am happy to note that I can still phase without any bother. Take that Mr I-poison-you-as-I-die. I guess it was a good way to burn off those extra calories, and then we got Malachite back to his room for bed.
As we were heading back to our chamber I was thinking of all the things I could do for Tobias to thank him for this morning. What was it that he most craved?
I realized that the biggest gift I could give him right now, other than our actual freedom, was if I could grab a hold of Marlin's mind and hope for a connection. But I knew something like that would take practice if it was even possible, so I had to think of something that was more within my range of abilities and I had to think of it fast since we were nearly to our room.
What could you really give a vampire that was heartfelt and comforting, and not sexual since Tobias always wanted to please me more than his own pleasure? Of course I could always force him to let me show him all the pleasure for once, but that would be counter productive and we'd probably just end up arguing.
…God, there must be something I can do? …
"Did you say something?" Tobias asked just as we reached our door.
I shook my head and smiled at him.
Tobias shrugged and pushed the door open so we could go inside.
I was thoughtful as Tobias locked the door and I stood, musing in the middle of the floor. I turned to him as he turned from the door.
"Tobias, what's your favourite film ever?" I asked.
Tobias looked nonplussed.
"Well I know what films you like, but there must be some from years ago that you watched and you haven't seen since you've been with me. Or maybe we have viewed it together you just never thought to mention it was your favourite film."
"What is this in aide of?" Tobias asked, eyeing me suspiciously.
"Humour me please?" I pleaded lightly.
"Very well, although I beg that you enlighten me in what you mean by 'favourite'." He replied.
"Huh?"
"A person can have many favourite films that appeal to them for various reasons. Among my favourites I list Nosferatu for igniting my fascination with vampire portrayals in moving pictures." Tobias declared.
"Nosferatu? I could get that up on the web if you'd like." I said enthusiastically.
"No Essie, it is a favourite for being the first vampire movie that I viewed, but I do not wish to view this now." He clarified.
I nodded my head.
"What is this in aide of?" He asked again.
"The truth?"
Tobias nodded.
"Well the truth is that I want to create a special night for you to thank you for the pampering last night and for getting Mal off my back this morning. I want to give you the nice cosy night you gave me." I explained.
Tobias ghosted right up to me and looked up into my eyes.
"Is that so Miss Esther?" He demanded in a soft voice.
"Yes Fang Boy."
Tobias shivered slightly, "You start on solid footing with that name." He whispered.
"Fang Boy." I whispered into his ear.
"Yes." He replied.
"What film would you like to watch?"
"I am rather partial to action adventures mixed with a little fantasy." Tobias admitted.
I raised an eyebrow at him.
"If I must admit to a 'watch any time regardless of my mood' film then I would nominate the Indiana Jones trilogy." He said happily.
"Trilogy? But I thought there were four of them films?" I said with a frown.
"There were only three." Tobias stated emphatically.
"Fine. There's only three." I agreed. "Ok. You go and have a nice long shower while I order the Indiana Jones 'trilogy' and then I'll show you a bit of pampering tonight."
"If that is your…" I placed my fingers against his lips to shush him.
"The question is, is this your wish Fang Boy?" I whispered, moving closer to his ear before I gave it a quick nip.
Tobias shuddered and it took him a moment before he could answer, "It sure is."
"Good." I said, stepping back. "Then go have a real long shower while I sort things out."
"Yes ma'am." He said in a faux American accent and even threw in a salute.
I laughed and sent him on his way.
As soon as the bathroom door closed I set about downloading the Indiana Jones films and sending them to the little box attached to the TV. While I allowed the machines to get on with the work I flittered about setting up other things, one task involved me going out of the room, but I was met with no hassles and I was all set up by the time Tobias left the shower.
"Come sit here." I said, patting the sofa beside me.
Tobias sat and I hit play and the Paramount logo appeared before it became a mountain in the film and we catch that first shadowy glimpse of Indy, the bullwhip, the leather jacket, the fedora…the iconic image as he makes his first impression on the big screen.
"View and relax." I said, as I took his foot in my hand and tried to massage it, but did I really think that would work well?
It was time for plan B.
Ok, so I can't give you a massage, but I can help you taste. I thought toward him.
Tobias ignored Indy being chased by the boulder as he gave me a startled look.
The last time we tried that you drained yourself. Tobias reminded me.
I know. I replied. That's why I brought precautions. I added as I pulled the cage of rats from beneath the coffee table and placed it on top.
So you've thought of everything Miss Esther? Tobias asked, leaning closer.
You'd better believe it Fang Boy. I replied as I placed my hand against his cheek and kissed him softly.
I sat back and placed my hands on his as I caught his eye and held it. I allowed myself to flow into him once more, and this seemed a lot easier than it had been the first time as we became mingled in a way that was hard to think about. But once I was sure that he could taste with my mouth I reached out our hands to the silver dome and uncovered the plate that lay beneath.
First things first, chocolate. I thought as I picked up a square and placed it on my tongue, allowing it to melt as I moved my tongue against it, rather than just chewing it a few times and swallowing as I usually did. I felt that familiar shiver through my body that came from good tasting chocolate as Tobias shivered also. Chocolate was so divine.
Now I see what all the fuss is about. Tobias thought.
I hummed in agreement until I realised that this was supposed to be Tobias' night and I brought myself around.
I took a sip of water, washing it around my mouth before I went onto the next thing.
Now for the turkey you cooked today. But we have to have it with a little stuffing and some cranberry sauce to get the full effect. I observed as I got everything in question onto my fork.
I placed it in my mouth and as I sighed in satisfaction Tobias did too.
And you cooked that. I reminded him.
Yes. Tobias replied.
I would say you're the best cook in the world, but that would be doing a disservice to Mom, but I can say you are the second best cook in the world. I declared.
You know not how much I admire your honesty. It gives me more thrills to know that you truly rate me as the second than to have you lie that I'm your first in the culinary stakes. I would know that you were lying and it would hurt me to think that you have deduced I need the ego boost from your lie.
I wouldn't lie like that, what's the point? I responded.
Exactly Miss Esther. Tobias replied and kissed my nose.
I giggled before I regained my composure and asked, What would you like to try next?
How about the Christmas pudding? I have often heard Layla proclaim its merits and I have often wanted to sample it. Tobias declared.
Then the pud it is, although this is a first for me too. I think this is more of a British thing. I stated as we picked up a dish of what looked like very dark, stodgy fruitcake covered in custard.
It was weirdly tasty and Tobias enjoyed it also, although it was hard to pinpoint what actually made it taste nice. It also left me with a warm rosy glow and I realised that that particular Christmas pudding had been swimming in brandy.
Are they all that strong? I demanded.
I think one is supposed to ignite the pudding first before serving and pouring on the sauce of choice. Tobias stated.
Why? I asked, not really seeing the point of it.
Tobias shrugged. It is tradition.
Can't mess with tradition. I stated with a smile. So what would you like to try next?
How about the candy cane? Tobias asked
Ok. I said, picking one up off the tray. I placed it in my mouth and began to suck, Tobias made a slightly choked sound.
I gave the candy can one last lick as I pulled it from my mouth.
Is something wrong? I asked.
No, no, carry on. Tobias assured me.
If you're sure. I stated and I placed the candy cane in my mouth once more and began to suck it, allowing the sweet peppermint flavour to register properly as I moved the candy against my tongue. I closed my eyes as I concentrated on getting the best experience for Tobias.
Suddenly Tobias grabbed my hand and I opened my eyes in shock. I looked into his suddenly heated eyes as he moved my hand so I removed the candy cane slowly from my mouth and moved my hand down to my side as he still looked in my eyes.
He left my hand go and his fingers were in my hair as he pressed his lips to mine. I dropped the candy and pulled him to me, meeting his kiss with the same amount of desperation. My body was starting to get excited as he pressed against me, and I lay back against the arm of the sofa as I pulled him with me. My body was thrilling, and so was his as we continued to kiss, our hands exploring as we did so.
All of a sudden Tobias sat up, he looked a little sheepish but also angry and ashamed at himself.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I am terrible." He said, "Here you have laid on this wonderful evening for me and all I can do is attack you like some drunken frat boy at a college mixer."
I laughed at his simile as I pictured him at a college mixer, it was hilarious in its unlikelihood. Tobias seemed shocked by my reaction.
I sighed and shook my head, still in good humour.
Honestly Fang Boy, you'd swear we hadn't been in a relationship for over three years. Not to mention the fact that you're my imprint and we're more or less engaged. If you wanna jump my bones go right ahead, I wasn't even trying to stop you. I pointed out.
That may be true, but I know you wished to treat me this evening in other ways and I gave into my instincts. Tobias replied in a low voice.
Tobias, this is your evening, so if you'd rather have sex that's ok with me. More than ok actually. I added the latter with a grin.
And herein lies the irony, I was very much enjoying the rare treat of tasting something other than blood again. How often can you meld with me in such a way that allows me to taste what you taste? The last time we attempted this it sapped your energy to the point you had to feed immediately. I would have continued with this treat, but my body had other ideas.
That's ok. I said, and placed my hand on his cheek. So we let our bodies rule sometime, there's nothing wrong with that. And I know how to do this safely now so we can try again in the future. I added, but if I had thought I could carry on with the tasting I would have, but I knew my reserves were dangerously low to try it again tonight. What would you like to do now?
Tobias looked thoughtful for a moment.
How about a quiet evening? We shall settle down, cuddled up on the sofa while we review the remainder of the film, then we will retire to the bed and spend the night in delightful dreaming once more. He stated.
Sounds good to me. I said, and kissed him on the lips.
Tobias sat back on his side of the sofa and I lay my head on his shoulder and snuggled up to him as he placed his arm around me. It was a nice way to round off the day and it led to amazing dreams.
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