Forbidden Secrets

-Chapter Ten-

A Painful Night

Well, Sasuke got his cigarette. He seemed to be smoking a lot lately. Then again, he didn't care. He had been smoking because he was nervous about what he had just done. Shit. Shit. Shit.

What the hell do you do in a situation like that?

Was Itachi going to find out about his careless act? His guilt has proven something though. That he truly did love him. Otherwise the horrible pain wouldn't be surrounding his thoughts. Damn. Maybe he should just sleep on it. But he wanted to talk to him, and get inside his head. He needed to know what he was thinking.

Hell. He probably would never want him especially since he just fucked one of his good friends.

Why did he have to keep making so many mistakes lately? Sally, Pein. Who next? Fucking whore. He heard himself whisper.

He felt bad, he had to apologize, he just had to. No. He couldn't, he couldn't hurt his brother by telling him that, he just couldn't.

He got up after flicking the butt somewhere, and went inside. Seems the place was in desperate need of the air conditioner, or was he the only one feeling extremely hot? Either way he had to calm down. Before he went to Itachi he wished to see Pein, for some reason. He went up to his house, and went into his room to s sleeping Pein, poor guy. This time it was a mistake though. Gotta stop the drinking.

He sat gently on the bed, burshing his fingers among Pein's bare back, making Pein moan softly in his sleep, then Sasuke lowered his head down to his ear, stirring him awake. "Pein, we can't let anyone in on this."

Pein heard, and mumbled a yeah. He then fell asleep again. Hn, he should probably let him get his sleep he definitely knew he hadn't had much of it, and he felt kinda bad. So he got up and left to go down to the club, as he was walking he felt a vibration from his new cellphone in his pocket.

He received a text message.

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Itachi was talking to Sally, asking her questions of different things, then he got bored quickly.

"Why did you fuck my brother?" He asked glaring at her.

"Erm...we were extremely intoxicated sir." She said, her eyes shifting back and forth.

"I understand, my brother does make awful decisions when he is drunk, don't even think he would have fucked you had he not been in that current state you dirty slut, I've seen you with other people, taking them into the back rooms and doing god knows what with them, your fired, now get out." He said coldly. To tell the truth he was extremely jealous. Even though he knew Sasuke was drunk. Uhh...

"But you can't do-" She started to say.

"I can't what? Fire you? Don't make me laugh. I own everything in here, now get out before I throw you out just for personally annoying me. Don't think anyone would protest to that. And one more thing, there is not a possible chance you are pregnant right?"

She snickered, and said "Fuck no, I'm fixed. I hate children."

He laughed and said, "I wish you many many screaming children Sally, have a great life." He said sarcastically.

She frowned and got up, flipped him off, making him chuckle, and her more angry and left.

Now to find Sasuke.

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Sasuke looked at his text message and smiled. It was from Naruto, he was stopping by to see how he was, and Sasuke was planning on asking him to stay a while.

Hey man, I'm here like I said I would be.

Now to find Naruto.

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He went outside and saw the blonde being surrounded by Deidara, Gaara, and Sasori...Sasori...What the hell is he doing there? Especially unguarded?

You'd think he'd be smart enough to have people looking out for his safety. Guess the redhead didn't have that much intelligence. He felt like ripping out those light brown eyes of his, that bastard.

He just reminded himself how nieve and innocent Naruto is. Yeah, time to get him away from the sex-crazed male things.

Gaara was smiling and laughing holding onto Naruto's tanned arm. Deidara was smirking every so often obviously Naruto's childish innocence was no secret to him, and Sasori was simply talking to him.

Why was he doing it so calmly, it puzzled Sasuke until his head hurt. He walked over and Deidara looked his way and rolled his eyes, Gaara smiled, and Sasori looked a little frightened but hid it the best he could.

Naruto didn't look his way because he didn't hear him, then he felt cold hands covering his blue eyes.

Sasuke.

"Sasuke-chan! I'm so glad to see you!" Naruto turned around to hug the raven warmly. Sasuke blushed slightly at the contact, and hugged him back lightly. He had missed his dobe. Naruto was his best friend and they were going to keep it that way.

"So tell me what you guys like to do for fun around here? I'm pretty thirsty!" He smiled, moving his blonde hair out of his face. Wow, Sasuke thought, Naruto has changed, he had a lean, muscular build, naturally tan skin, a brighter blonde hair, and his eyes were a lighter color, even the scars on his face made him look like a lost kitten. It was adorable. And a little risky. Especially with all these horney bastards around.

Out of the corner of his eye he saw Sasori glare at him, while Sasuke just rolled his eyes, then started walking away with Naruto.

Naruto just wouldn't shut up about the things that have been happening to him the past two years. Yeah, it's been too long.

Sasuke nodded a few times at whatever the hell he was blabbering about. Then they got to the entrance at the club, the music was loud even outside, people were in line like normal, eyeing Sasuke and Naruto lustfully. Sasuke found it rather annoying, but Naruto was just as oblivious as ever.

The security guard nodded with Sasuke, but looked at Naruto curiously. "He's of age." Sasuke said.

Naruto was about to say something when he was punched rather hard in the back, blocking the guards view of anything that happened. The guard wasn't buying it but let them pass only because Sasuke was Sasuke.

They went into the loud area, to see many people grinding upon eachother, Naruto looked with wide eyes. I mean the poor boy hadn't even watched porn for god's sake. And he only knew what sex was from the text books at school. He just happened to be as educated as a child in that area.

Which wasn't necessacarily a bad thing, just not a good thing with the habitat he was exposing himself to.

Sasuke took Naruto's hand and led him to the bar, he glared at the new bartender, a guy with long hair, that was a deep blue, and said, "Water, nothing else." The man smiled masking his evilness after looking at Naruto, and nodded it off.

Sasuke whispered into Naruto's ear so he could hear correctly, "I need to find my brother to ask him about you staying for a bit, I'll be right back. And no alcohol."

Naruto laughed, "As if I'd be that dumb teme."

Sasuke walked away disappearing into the crowd with his ghostly image, and Naruto looked back to the flirty bartender.

Once he made sure Sasuke was gone the man leaned forward and asked Naruto, "So kid, you ever tried sake?"

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Sasuke skillfully walked through the fleshy crowd and found his brother talking to some blonde guy, what the hell?

"Itachi may I have a word?" He said tickling his skin in a funny feeling way, very close to his ear.

Itachi turned around and smiled. "But of course."

Sasuke took his hand and went to the bathroom where he knew it would be a lot quieter. "Can I have Naruto stay for a while?" He asked looking straight at Itachi. Itachi looked like he was thinking about it for a lottle more then a split second, then said, "Yeah. I don't care. Just make sure he stays out of my way, I don't want that blonde baka making me look bad anywhere."

Sasuke agreed, and Itachi was about to leave when he felt a strong grip on his arm, even if it was gentle.

Itachi was about to look back, when he felt a hot tongue shoved into his mouth, almost making him yelp from surprise. Sasuke was kissing him, and it felt so good for him to kiss him again. It had been too long. And he missed it, all the other people he forced himself to enter or "kiss" was never what he really wished to do. But this was something that seemed a little off the edge in heat. He had wanted this.

Sasuke had a lingering taste of someone familiar. What?

Someone very familiar.

Then he realized who it tasted like, he pushed Sasuke away from him making him look at him in surprise.

"I hope Pein was a good fuck for you Sasuke." Itachi said angry, and feeling stupid, and sadly. He walked out.

Sasuke looked at the ground. Shit. He needed to go somewhere, alone. Just for an hour or so.

Time to get Naruto to bed.

He left the bathroom with his head full of his brothers sorrowful face.

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"Holy shits man, that is the best fucking drinks ever on the entire face of the planet earth in ever city!" Naruto was howling at the bartender who was laughing at the drunken blonde, and clanking more shot glasses.

All of Sasuke's wishes were pissed on when he saw Naruto. Could this day get any worse?

"Naruto get up, I'm putting you to bed." Sasuke's voice cracked in between the sentence. He fucked up. Itachi was overflowing in his brain, and he felt so horribly guilty he felt like fucking overdosing. Maybe his brother would notice how much he really cared, if he were to take his own life.

Would. He. Notice.

That question was now branded into his head, and was repeating over and over as he carried to drunken blonde to the house. The blonde loudly gaped at the large house like so many have in the past, and Sasuke finally made it upstairs. When he was about to open the door he forgot about Pain, and stopped.

Spair bedroom.

He went to one a few rooms over. Opened the door to a yellow room and sent Naruto crashing down onto the bed. He was passed out before he fell on the bed. Hah, what a lightweight. Then again, so was he.

After closing the door softly he went to his room to a still sleeping Pein, and saw his car keys on the nightstand.

He took them and headed out.

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He hopped into the sleek BMW, and turned it on, pleased to hear its purr. He pulled out of the long driveway, and was fully crying when he was all the way out. He headed down a long empty street, and his speed was picking up the pace.

"Why couldn't he just say how he truly fucking feels?! Doesn't he love me! I fucking love him! Can't he see that! Why won't he listen to me!?" Sasuke yelled out his cracky voice to no one in particular. He just needed to yell.

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As his speed increased his eyes got blurrier, and he couldn't see much, he mind as well be blinde, wait, what's that?

Sharp Turn.

But he saw it too late.

The car's brakes didn't react quick enough going at 130 miles per hour.

The car rolled. And Sasuke saw blackness once again take over his mind.

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