Silvers Return?

Chapter 7

Unforgotten Memories

{Shadow P.O.V}

I teleported back to my place, I ran straight up to my bathroom. Once I got in there I turn on the shower, I didn't even care to take off my shoes and gloves. '...what the heck was he was thinking...Rouge was totally right about him, but he cross the line with me. We are no longer friends just a mere stranger to me.' as I stay here for a few minutes letting the water cleaning my body and shame. Silver pop back in my head again, how I reject him years ago.

I remember that night so much. I just came back from another mission, I deiced to just stand somewhere for a while until I saw him. He looks so happy like not a care in the world, that happiness I use to have with my best friend, Maria. I thought for a quick second maybe I could get him pregnant but if I let him live with me I would get into big trouble with the law. I was only 18 back then and he was only 15 years old. So I decide to fuck him and abandon him, after I did that Sonic found me.

We talk a couple times until that night where our first kiss seals the deal. But he was a mistake, he loves me but I didn't love him back. My mind was so out of place, at times I went back to the spot where I abandon Silvers body and then back to Sonics place. And for some awe reason I propose to him. I was again not thinking straight, I realize what I have done so I left him again. I didn't have enough courage to tell him that I didn't love because half of me did. Later on I did felt bad leaving Sonic so I went find him but instead found Silver. Last time I found him he had a flat stomach and now it's pretty huge and round. He was yelling at me, angry in his tone and nothing to do with me.

All I could try to tell myself, he had all rights to be enraged at me. For want I have done to him and make him go through. As he got more furious, I saw a trail of blood flowing down on his leg. It was time, and now he was pleading for help to me. I wanted to help him but at the same time I wanted to do nothing with him. He screams for more pain saying he do anything to make the pain in his stomach go away. I could let him died but I did want the child in his stomach. So I took him to a place where we could have our own privacy. But by accident I teleport us in different rooms. From there I found a dirty cell he could use. I threw him in there and waited near to the door, I wouldn't move until I hear a baby cry.

Once I hear the baby was born, I step in and just stood there to see him comforting the baby. I was so cruel to rip his child away from him in such a weak state. I left room, hearing Silver crying out for our child. I wanted to name him Kris, but I heard Silver name him already. So Eclipse was a good name too, didn't really matter to me anyway. This was my first time holding a baby so I didn't knew what to do, but he started to cry. In an instinct I cradle him and he stop crying. He looks kind like me but he had Silvers eyes and fur. Now I have something that will love me and never leave me. While I was looking at Eclipse for a few more seconds, I thought. What if he needs a mother? Every child should always have a mother and father. I should give him a chance for the child. I didn't want him to leave without a child.

As I got up, I heard a very loud thud near to the door. I ran slowly hoping it wasn't I was thinking it was. But sadly it was Silver's lifeless body in a pool of his blood around him. I was too late to give him a chance and save his life. I place a hand on his hand, he was still warm but I couldn't tell he was breathing. I didn't want to believe he was dead, I yell out his name, saying I was sorry and and and... (crying) ' Do I even desired to have him (crying) what the hell was wrong me back then (crying) people like me don't need someone like him...' I turn off the water and sat back down.

I pull off my right glove and look at my cuts. I been cutting myself for 2 years now, Rouge somehow find out I was cutting myself. She got worry at times but there was nothing she could do about. I wanted to cut myself but...what's the use would it help me now. I just be re-opening my old cuts, I don't even feel anything no more when I do cut myself. I use to remember feeling the sharp knife digging into my soft flesh. '...no I can't ...I have to fight it...'.I finally pick myself out of the shower and into my room. I took my shoes and change my socks. I grab the chaos emerald and teleport to the ARK

I know this is a short chapter, but ugghhh I been busy getting ready again for "HELL" yes I call school that because it is that in true words. But the next chapter would be very juicy and on my fanfiction account :3

Silver,ShadowSonic,Rouge(C) SEGA

Eclipse (c)

Eclipse Name (c) Shadilver-Eclispe