CHAPTER 10.- WHEN THINGS GOT WORST AGAIN.
HEY THERE AGAIN! I'm back! (yay!) Well things has being hectic for a long time, I moved to another state and well shit happened, but again I'm on the track and well trying to finish this story, some more chapters and this story will be finally finished. Anyway, once again, thank you all for your amazing reviews, I can´t say into words how happy you make me, and how encouraging and supportive you have been, even though I have been busy for a long time.
So, again, I don´t own anything about Glee, only the crazy mind who writes this story and the whole mess on it.
They stayed awake all the night talking about their life in the past when they were kids, how they used to played together and the time when Blaine got mad with Kurt for something that he can´t even remember, and how bad he felt when Blaine broke Kurt's pink power ranger, but the only thing that made him happy back then was Kurt's friendship.
"and...all I could think was that were mad at me or something when I broke your pink power ranger...and..I...I kept having nightmares and I can't get to calm down enough to really fall asleep and the few times I did fall asleep, I just laid there thinking about everything I have been through and how horrible my life was since I left you, a...and how horrible life was when my father and Cooper rapped me...is just...insane...
Blaine and Kurt were both layed in bed facing each other, talking and having a good time with all that memories about their childhood, it was hard for Kurt to understand what happened to Blaine after he left him behind, being miserable and suffering as well in his own life, first he lost his mom and then dealing with the stupid asshole that was his step dad.
Kurt was brought again to the conversation when Blaine spoke again.
"I...I almost killed myself and I couldn't even process a world without you and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I am a loser Kurt...p...please forgive me" Blaine had this puppy eyes again, how on earth Kurt could even deny something to Blaine, being just like that, the amazing, lovely curly hair kid he was then.
Kurt felt his heart breaking into pieces when he looked at Blaine like that. He missed those puppy eyes he gave him now. He took his hand and placed it on his forehead as a reassurance that everything was going to be just fine.
"Please Blaine...never think about killing yourself...every human is worth it, even if you did bad /bad/ things...please..don´t even try it again, do it for me Blaine, ok?"
Kurt gave that lovingly look to Blaine again, that made Blaine's heart warm enough to know that Kurt will be by his side for ever. How he can even not think of this now than ever, now that Mephisto told him that Kurt is the one, the one and only person who can help him to get rid from his dark soul and his cold heart, how he can´t be happy to have Kurt by his side when every thing tells him that Kurt was looking for him too?
"But Kurt...I...treated you as shit...look at you" *he forced his head to look at him and horror took him "I ...I deserved nothing Kurt...I wasn't thinking...I know I need professional help Kurt, but when Dad and Coop were arrested...I just took the place as mine and..." Blaine's voice was shaking again "and I promised myself to get vengeance in every man I saw...I...why I do this to you...TO YOU KURT!"
Kurt hold him and kiss him deeply, with so much love that Blaine start crying over his shoulder, knowing that was going to be hard, to get rid from this dark soul.
"Not you...you are innocent af all this, you deserved the best in your life Kurt..." Blaine said with an aching and sad voice. He couldn´t resist to see what he has done to Kurt, even though Kurt was there for him, trying being lovely and kind like always, what if it was better to let Kurt go away? What would happen if he let Kurt decide what is best for him? But no, Blaine can´t do that, Kurt is his and only his, he began to mumble under his breath this song that he remembered…
Don't call him up anymore
'Cause I don't wanna hear your voice
I don't wanna see your face
Answer his door
Make no mistake
He's mine, He's mine, He's mine
He only knows how I feel
I only know what he's like
When he needs me
Oh, how he needs me
By this moment, Kurt stood up from the bed they were sharing and gave his hand to Blaine and made him stood too, then they both hug each other and began to dance, with slow movements, an embrace that no one can deny that they were meant to be together…
Deep in the night, make no mistake
He's mine, He's mine, He's mineDon't get too close when you dance
'Cause I don't wanna hear from my friends
You were out on the townThere in his arms,
Kurt sang with Blaine
There in his arms
There in his arms
There in his arms
Don't include him in your dreams
I wanna be in his dreams'Cause I don't wanna close my eyes
By now they were both crying, knowing that for some reason they were close again, being one, being together.
Kurt cleaned Blaine's tears and kissed him again.
"I loved the way you were those days, with a huge smile, your wonderful eyes Blaine took Kurt's face on his hands and look at him with so much fear and love at the same time "you Kurt Elizabeth Hummel, were everything to me, you meant a lot for me those days...and ..."
Kurt put his head down. A single glittering bright tear falling down of his eye, landing on Blaine's hand "I-I don't know what to say...b-but...I'm gonna forgive you...if you promise me to change, Blaine...please"
Blaine looked at him and smiled
"I...I will Kurt...I promise you I will...I...need your help and your forgiveness"
Blaine took his hand on his again "if you...want to help me" he looked down and ashamed*
Kurt gently placed a finger on Blaine's chin, lifting his head and connecting his eyes with Blaine's "I promise you...here's my promise..." He gently leaned it, and gave Blaine the sweetest, most romantic kiss Kurt ever gave him.
Blaine looked up at him and kissed him back with comprehension and love "I...I love you Kurt Hummel...I won't let you down...I promise...not again...you...YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...and I CAN'T BE APART FROM THE PERSON I LOVE" he whispered under that tender and lovely kiss.
Kurt melted down at those words. No one ever said something like that to him. He felt right there and then than his life was going to be better, Kurt's tears began to dry on his skin, his lips beginning to heal again "I-I love you too, Blaine...I love you too"
He gently placed a hand against Blaine's chest
Blaine took those silky hands on his chest and kissed his hands "Kurt Elizabeth Hummel...I owe you my life, and...and I am going to do whatever you need...whatever you need to heal...to heal this heart...both of us...cause we belong to each other". Blaine kissed him softly on his front head
Kurt smiled softly, he closed his eyes at the kiss on his forehead. He felt the warmth and love of their childhood starting to bloom out like the flowers in the spring again
"If...I let you go that day I pull over the car Kurt...I probably killed myself that night...now I know that something or someone told me to pull over and bring you here...I know it was Mephisto now, he told me this, he told me that we were going to meet again"
And now I know Kurt that we will be happy...and that we can be together for the rest of our lives, no matter what life brings us, we are going to be able to handle it, together, right?"
Blaine pleaded with those hazel eyes again, not letting Kurt stop looking at him, cause the only thing Blaine knew was that looking through those eyes were the most wonderful thing on life, knowing that no matter how many things life can bring them, they were going to be closer enough to sort all kind of things.
"I-I really want to spend...the rest of my life with you, Blaine"
Kurt gently placed his other hand on Blaine's cheek
Kurt quietly started to sing to Blaine. An old song they used to listened on the radio when they played in Kurt's garden, when time passed so slowly when they were together, not letting people bring them down while they were together in that special moment.
And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember
Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Blaine remembered that song...that wonderful song that save him that day...and how wonderful Kurt looked singing to him, he began to sing along with Kurt now.
And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember
Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember
I learned
to let go
Kurt smiled when they ended the song. He sighed out. "I love you" he mumbled.
"I love you too" Blaine said.
"Oh! and...Blaine? Kurt looked up at him
"Mmhhmm"
Kurt bite his under lip, trying not to laugh "No sex for two weeks for you" he chuckled slightly.
Blaine laugh but nodded "Ok Love...whatever you want...is ok for me...but I don't think I will stay straight without sex" he chuckled and slapped Kurt's ass while he walked away from him.
"Well yeah I can tell" Kurt raised an eyebrow up, saying it jokingly "I uhm!...gonna go and take a shower...wanna come with me?"
Blaine rolled his eyes "You said no sex Kurt, remember?, but it will be my pleasure to help you clean up"
"Blaine do you really have to think all the time about sex?" Kurt rolled his eyes back to him "Just a shower, love!" Kurt laughed.
"Ok then...let's go...and what do you say if we go out to eat something, I am starving...all this super make out with you, really is giving me hungry"
He looked up and down Kurt with a smirk as he darkened his eyes in joy.
Kurt looked back to him "Sounds great! I'm gonna wear that McQueen red sweater you bought for me! Now come on"
"I can't wait to see you in those clothes, you look super hot!" Blaine said while he was walking to the bathroom, staring at Kurt's ass.
"All for you" Kurt winked and walked into the bathroom.
Kurt entered the shower, Blaine next. He closed the door and turned on the warm water. The blood of his body started to collect in the water on the ground and disappearing in the hole.
Blaine stood there for a moment before joining Kurt in the shower.
"You know...you really have an amazing ass" he said looking at Kurt
"omg! I..."
Blaine *giggled
"Well...thank god for cheerleading" Kurt winked at him "And you do have a really giant..uhm...yeah"
Kurt bit his under lip, looking down at Blaine's naked body, then back to Blaine with a smile behind his lips.
"!KURT! he looked at him with a blush on his cheeks
"!WHAAAAT! it's the truth!
Both of them laughed. Kurt's hair started to get wet and limp from the water, his bangs start to show up in front of his forehead. Then suddenly, he noticed the curls building up on Blaine's head
"!Aaaaw!
"How much I missed these!"
He ran his fingers trough Blaine's curls and laughs
"!omg¡...i...Well I look awful with product you know...and yes...I missed these too" squeezing his ass "hahahaha! sorry...sorry...I just...I can't help myself, you are gorgeous" Blaine kissed him on his back and caressed him with so much love.
Kurt smiled. He never felt so happy since a long time.
Blaine then realized how much he has punished Kurt, he took a deep breath and whispered.
"Kurt!" running his fingers all over his back...
"I am really sorry for...well...uhm...this"
He touched the purple spots on his back
Kurt hisses when Blaine touched the bruises. They still bruised a little. Even if Kurt hated Blaine at the moment he raped him he said
"Well...shit happens"
"And for all the pain I made you have".
"Blaine" he slowly turned back "I think I should apologize for...going away when you had a hard time with your family. You are the one who was in pain...for years"
Kurt placed his soft hand on Blaine's side of neck
Blaine's eyes were getting crystal again "No...Kurt...is...is just fine...I ...I think I have to deal with it by my own...but...It was so painful" Blaine gave him a wide smile "…but now you are here love"
"Yes...now I'm here...I'm gonna be your leading angel, Blaine...forever"
Kurt smiled softly at the kiss on the tip of his nose
Kissing Kurt again with so much love, that hurts "THANK YOU MY GUARDIAN ANGEL! I love you!"
They both stayed in the shower for a long long time, until they realized the cold water falling, Kurt leaded Blaine out of the shower and dresses up with the McQueens he wanted, getting ready to go out for dinner.
Suddenly when they were about to leave the house the dogs start barking so bad, that Blaine tried to hush them, without avail, he was wondering what was going on outside the house.
When there were no more barks from the dogs, Blaine was wondering what happened to them, they weren't barking anymore, sounded like if the dogs were wounded or as if someone kicked them really bad, the only thing he could hear were the little cries from the dogs, everything was so silent that he felt shivers all over his body, he turned to look back at Kurt letting him know that something was wrong…
"Kurt, be quiet, I'm going to see what happened, is weird that the dogs aren´t barking anymore, stay in here"
"But, Blaine, what could be happening?"
"I don´t know Kurt, but stay here, I'm gonna check out"
"No Blaine, just call the police, I think someone is outside and sounds that they are pissed off and they are no friendly"
"No Kurt, I can´t call the police, they won´t come fast enough if something worst happens, so just be quiet and hide over there" Blaine pointed at the old bookshelf he had at the living room "Back there is a hidden door, just get inside and wait for me, if I don´t came back in 5 then call the police this time"
"But…"
Kurt was cut off when Blaine closed the front door, he did as he was told, but what on earth was happening? He thought, what if there are some burglars outside and something happens to Blaine? Kurt couldn´t stayed there doing nothing, he take a look and waited until there were no noise around, then he approached to the front door and sneak out the curtains, looking with horror what was happening.
Two guys, he couldn´t say for sure, but apparently there were two guys outside beating the shit out of Blaine, he put a hand over his mouth trying not to scream for help…
"OMG! OMG! "
This guys were shouting profanities to Blaine, beating him up with bats and kicking him on the ground, Kurt couldn´t resist anymore…
Kurt opened the door….
"STOP IT! PLEASE…STOP IT"
The pleadings caught the attentions of this guys, and Blaine turned his face and saw Kurt standing outside the porch, pleading to them…
"K…Kurt…run….run" Blaine pleaded him
"No! Blaine" Kurt run next to him
The two guys stood there shocked for a moment, but then one of them took Kurt and pushed him back over the trunk, punching him on the stomach.
"NO! PLEASE, LET HIM ALONE, LET HIM GO" Blaine was pleading and spitting blood.
"AHHHHHHHHHH" Kurt screamed
"PLEASE DAD! LET HIM GO!, LET HIM GO" Blaine pleaded again, when the other guy kicked him again in the stomach.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP SQUIRT, YOU AND YOUR –FRIEND- HERE ARE GOING TO SUFFER FOR WHAT YOU DID TO US"
Kurt was aching for all the kicks and punches he was receiving, he was crying, not knowing what was going on, then realizations hit him, for god sake, was Cooper and Blaine's dad.
"DAD! PLEASE….I BEG YOU, LEAVE HIM ALONE, YOU CAN DO TO ME WHATEVER YOU WANT, JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE! LEAVE HIM ALONE!"
"Uhg! HOW DISGUSTING BLAINE EVERETT ANDERSON, YOU ARE STILL A DAMN FAGGOT!, A STUPID ASSHOLE, THIS WILL SHOW YOU UP WHO WE ARE, AND YOU CAN´T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT THIS TIME"
By the time, Blaine was sobbing so hard, pleading for Kurt's life, pleading to his Dad no leave him alone, but nothing was helping, Cooper and Blaine's dad were punching now Kurt, his lovely Kurt, the one who has being suffering so much in his life, and now this, all was Blaine's fault, he thought, he couldn´t stood up, he was in pain and bleeding for all the kicks Cooper gave him.
Blaine was wondering how they were out of jail now, how they could even found him. This was a nightmare again for Blaine, this was even worse than the time they raped Blaine, they were punishing his love, the love of his life and he was useless again, he was lying in the floor bleeding and crying like a baby one more time, crying the same way when he was a kid after his dad beat the shit out of him back then.
Now, Blaine was clueless what was going to happen with him and Kurt. He was about to pass out when he listened a voice "…DON´T LET THEM WIN BLAINE, YOU ARE POWERFUL ENOUGH TO BEAT THEM, REMEMBER YOUR POWERS AND YOUR STRENGTH, AND REMEMBER…ONLY TRUE LOVE CAN SAVE YOU BLAINE, ONLY TRUE LOVE CAN SAVE BOTH OF YOU…"
AN: There you go, what do you think? Angst is coming again for both. So keep on reviewing please.
Things are going to be really bad from now, but remember that only TRUE LOVE wins this time.
What is going to happen with Kurt?
What is going to happen with Blaine?
Stay in touch and you'll find out…