Chapter 9

"Friends. Yeah, right… in your dreams."

Edward POV

After I kissed her I went to my room and threw myself on the bed. Wow. That was intense. I can't believe that I did it. I was about to lose it when I kissed her on the neck, but after I remembered that I want her to really be mine, to really care for me, to really lo… Hey hey wait a sec dude! WHAT were you about to say? To love YOU? You want her to love you? Good luck with that…You will need it. Can't you shut up? Nope sorry, if I will not say some things to you, you will not be able to think about doing something good, I mean, who was the one with the idea of coming home? Huh? Huh? I'm listening…

I hate to say it…but YOU. Yep, that's true, dude. And man, I'm not saying that you can't make her love you. I'm just saying that it will be really difficult to do this, but if you play your cards well, you will have her. How can I do that when whenever I see her, I want to ravish her mouth and her body? She's too damn hot for her own good. Fuck! It's the first time in my life that I feel like this. I can't believe that a simple kiss on the neck can turn me on like this. But you want her love you idiot. If it wasn't for her love, I'm sure that you couldn't resist the temptation and you would be again a womanizer. But you have to remember the word LOVE and I'm sure that it will help you. And by the way…my advice for now is… MAN, GO IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM AND TAKE CARE OF THAT HARD ON IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE BLUE BALLS. Wow it will be so fucking funny to see Edward Cullen with blue balls. Fuck! Man you are right I'm going to have to take care of myself…for now Edward, for now. You will soon have Bella to take care of you, I said to myself and headed to the bathroom.

Amm…Am I dreaming or what? I can feel small and delicate hands on my chest. I opened a little bit my eyes and closed them quickly because now I was sure that I was dreaming. No way in hell will Bella do that. I don't think that she wouldn't, after what you did to her last night… I'm dreaming. So shut up. Listen to me you stupid ass: OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES BECAUSE YOUR NOT DREAMING! Ok don't get too angry because I don't want a headache. I opened my eyes and smiled at the most beautiful women that I've ever laid my eyes on. She was smiling a breathtaking smile. She looked like an angel in the light that was coming trough the window. My Angel.

"Morning, beautiful!" She said still smiling at me.

"Hey my sweet angel…what are you doing here?" I said trying to get up from bed but she didn't let me.

"No, no stay here. Hmm what I'm doing here? Good question. Lets see… I'm not going to take you to heaven because I'm not a good angel and I don't want to take you to hell…hmm maybe if this is hell to you too I can do that for you…" And she kissed me on the lips. I was losing it. I pulled her closer her tongue licking my bottom lip causing my lips to part. She deepened the kiss as I granted her access inside my mouth.

Dude you have to stop kissing her like this…WOW boy take that hand from her ass, you idiot. You are ruining the plan asstard. You can't control yourself. STOP NOW!

And I stopped. I lightly pushed Bella and stared into her eyes. Fuck! I shouldn't look into her eyes. They are black with desire. Fuck.

"That was hell…but now let's come back to earth… B you almost got me…but remember this…I don't want this for us, I'm still with Tanya and you don't deserve to be the second, and you have to try harder to really get me, you can't get me only with a kiss, this relationship isn't about sex and about making out…I want more from you. The day that I will know exactly what your feelings for me are, that day, I will be yours and you will be mine." I said looking into her eyes. The whole time that I've been speaking in her eyes played lots of emotions: sadness, happiness, desire, jealousy…

"Ok! Ammm I brought you breakfast in bed. Hope you don't mind…" She said looking at the floor.

" You did what?" I asked her. I can't believe it.

"I brought you breakfast but if you don't like it I can take it downstairs and you can eat there." She was sad. Fuck I'm so stupid. I'm sorry for you dear consciousness but I don't like when she's sad. Ok, ok go ahead. But if you don't stop when you feel that you can't control yourself anymore I'm going to bug you all the day. Ok? Ok.

"I didn't say that I don't like it, to be sincere I love it, I used to play sick so I could eat in bed…my angel, do you mind if you take me in hell a little bit more?" I said pulling her to me. She moaned softly. We continued to kiss for a couple more minutes and I had to push again because I was having problems with my self-control.

"Thanks…thanks for being sincere with me Edward, this means a lot to me. That's why I know that you are right, we should take things easy. Friends?" I took her hand in mine and kissed it.

"Friends."

"Are you going to eat or what?" She asked rising up to take the tray with food and put it on my lap.

"Are you sure that I can eat this? I mean, you didn't put some poison or other things in it, right?" I asked trying to not laugh. But I couldn't abstain.

"Hey, that's not fair. I'm the best cook of all our friends, so you can eat." She said.

"Ok. Thanks!" I said taking a bite. Yep she was right. She's the best cook of all the guys.

"Ups, Edward I forgot something. When I was washing the dishes I dropped a drop of soap in your food. Well, maybe not only one." She said smirking. What the fuck?

"Bella this is not fucking funny!" I yelled at her getting up from the bed. She was laughing her ass off. Ohh so you are laughing huh? Let's see if you will laugh at this.

"Bella, YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS!" I used my predator voice. I new this will scare her but will turn her on too. I was walking in her direction,

"Eddw..arrd what are you doing? I…I was joking." She said looking at me with fear and desire in her eyes.

"I know that you were joking but I want to play a little game with you…let's see what you will think about this…" I grabbed her and put her over my shoulder and throw her on the bed and started tickling her. That's when I so what she was wearing. First I couldn't see because she was wearing a red robe. But now that she was moving like a crazy little girl, her robe wasn't covering her anymore. I think I was ogling her. You are so going to hell for this! Oh shut up and enjoy the view.

"Enjoying the view Edward?" She asked with a soft laugh. Be honest asshole. Don't fucking dare to tell her no or whatever stupid idea of yours. What? Tell her the true? She's going to cut my balls if I do that. No she will not. Now stop acting like a kid and be honest. Ok but if… No buts and no ifs. Do it.

"Yes." Bella's eyes raked from my face and down my body licking her lips.

"Me too." She was still looking at me. I mean not at me but…whatever that's a part of me too. She snapped out of it and was getting up.

"Hey, by the way, the guys want to go to the club, do you want to come?"

"Are you going to be there?"

"Yes, why?"

"Yep I'm coming, I just found out that my angel is coming too." With that said, she blushed like beautiful crimson. Wow I love it when she blushes. You like when she blushes? Who are you and what have you done with Edward Cullen?