Disclaimer: This story-line belongs to me; the characters belong to a Miss Stephanie Meyer.

The Bella Diaries

I feel like I just seen the sun for the first time

You make my life bright cuz you shine

It's me and you baby, it's our time

I'm living my dream, girl cuz you mine

You got me skipping down the street

And singing love songs all out of key

I didn't smoke nothing but I feel so high

And I know why

It's a love thing, it's got to be

Your heart's all locked and I got the key

It feels like I just won the lottery

Cuz I got my girl and she got me

You my new obsession

All I want to do

You my new obsession, girl I feel on top of the world wit you baby

I want to dance and party tonight I feel on top of the world wit my lady I'm gonna rock your body all night

She makes me wanna sing

~LMFAO "La La La"

Alice POV (Wednesday)

I woke up this morning and put on my skinny jeans, boots, and my black ruffled shirt and smiled. I knew today would be a good day. I grabbed my back pack and walked downstairs and out to my car. Esme no longer called me into work, so I sent a note over that I officially quit. Mom quit the job as Carlisle's assistant. She didn't need it, Dad's business came back up in the market and we were officially back on top. Things couldn't get better. And when I pulled up to school, everything just dropped.

Jasper stood outside leaning on the white school wall talking to Rosalie. Rosalie had her normal blond hair pulled into a pony-tail with pieces hanging in her face, a jersey on back from football season (it's now winter, late November) that belonged to Emmett, jeans and matching heels with a long coat on over her. I walked over there quietly and caught their last few words. "Really Jasper, don't do anything stupid, things are starting to be… strangely normal."

"As normal as you can get with a lesbian ex-girlfriend and an apparent bi-sexual teenage mother." He whispered. "Look Rose-" He stopped when he saw me and a small smile spread on his face. "Hello Alice, you look wonderful today."

"Off of house arrest I see." I commented. He wore a black wife beater and jeans with black tennis shoes. "You look like a women beater." I said.

"I take that harshly." He said. "I've been nothing but nice to you for the whole…"

"Ten seconds?" I asked. He nodded and shrugged.

"Look, I understand we haven't been… cordial to each other for a while now, but I want to start over. I'd like to take you on a date. Friday." I shook my head slowly.

"I already have a date." I said walking away. Rosalie followed me to my locker about half way and then grabbed my arm, pushing me into a set of grey lockers.

"You better not have hurt her." She said.

"I didn't, we ate, we danced, we pop kissed and then I dropped her off at Carlisle's house. We have another date Friday, I actually asked this time. Thanks." I said shoving her off. "Now get the fuck off me!" I yelled.

"Hey sorry… it's my duty to protect her."

"It you duty to watch her like a hawk so Emmett won't dump your ass, and by god if you took Emmett's virginity, I will never talk to you again."

"I didn't, I won't, until he asks me… no begs me on his hands and knees do jump on Emmett Jr. and ride him like a cowgirl." She said with a smile.

"You are a sick, sick individual." I said walking over to my lockers. I opened it and grabbed my notebook and walked away from her flipping her the bird as I went by. I walked towards my class and saw Bella talking animatedly with Jessica Stanley, my ex. I cautiously walked over to them and Jessica (a born again virgin into god) smiled at me.

"Still living in sin Alice?"

"Still hanging out with sluts Jessica?" I asked eyeing Lauren Mallory who stood behind her. "I just wanted to tell Bella that Jasper is back so she shouldn't be alarmed." Bella nodded and hugged me. I hid my face in her long hair and kissed her neck, knowing Jessica couldn't see, amazingly so. "Bye." I said nodding towards her.

"Bye." She said winking. I skipped happily to my class with a smile. Each teacher as boring as the next. Bye the time lunch came along I had a 1 hour long Saturday detention for sleeping in class. I decided to go off campus for lunch and wanted to take Bella with me. She was just walking in when I grabbed her hand.

"Bella, do you want to go with me off campus for lunch?" She looked at me.

"Huh?" She said as if she didn't here me. She wrinkled her nose a little. "Sorry I can't. I promised… um… Angela that I would… sit… with… her today?"

"Oh." I said dryly. Her obvious lie was something I never thought she would do. "Some other time then I'm sure…" I said walking away from her. She was such a great liar. Ha. I got in my car and drove around, not really hungry just bored. When the time came to head back to school, I said screw it and headed to Seattle. Port Angeles was a bore and I needed more if I wanted to something to fill my attention long enough so that I wouldn't be worried about Bella.

Bella POV

I lied to Alice. Yes it's true, Bella Swan lied. I don't think she believed it either, but she let me be and left out of the house. After I hugged her in front of Jessica she was really mad. She pulled me to the side of the lockers when Lauren Mallory left.

"Bella, I understand sinning and baring a child is a great mistake. But hanging out with one who is totally against God… Bella do you want to go to hell?" I shook my head. I knew they have people in the world who were homophobes, but seriously, did I have to have this conversation now. I was sleepy and tired from getting home late last night and then Renesmee started crying halfway through her sleep.

"Look, she's my friend, Jessica. A friend, she's not going to turn me into some…"

"God hating hooker?"

"I would never put it that way." I said softly.

"You stay away from her Bella Swan. She is a horrible influence. I would hate for Miss and Mr. Cullen to find out about the horrible person and her influence upon you. Please Bella… I don't want to lose a good friend. I think of you as someone I can tell secrets to, you know the ones between just me and God. I wouldn't want to lose you to the dark side." I nodded a little. "Promise me."

"I promise." I said crossing my fingers behind my back.

And she didn't make it any easier for me when Alice asked me to come with her to lunch. Jessica stood next to me and it felt as if she was breathing down my neck. I made up a quick lie, but as it came out, it sounded more like a question. I knew that at least in English class I could tell Alice what's really going on. Not that I was worried about my family knowing about Alice. They already did, but I didn't want bad blood. With anyone.

But she didn't show up for class. I know she wasn't late because she always showed up to English early so she talk to me about her newest shopping spree of 'magically fashion wonder' as she put it in her words. This worried me. Was she upset. I wouldn't get the chance to question it, since Jessica took Alice's place next to me. "Hi friend." She said in a cheery voice. "Oh my gosh, I have the best news ever. I managed to get Amanda kicked off the squad from one bad drunken incident and now they're looking for another cheerleader." She said. "And I think you would be a perfect cheerleader. But we have to hurry. After school today."

"I don't know, Alice and I, we have to pick up Renesmee and…"

"Please? Oh Bella, please?" I sighed and nodded.

"I'll talk to Emmett after class."

"Oh goody!" She said and for the rest of the class she was quiet. When class was over, I found Emmett walking Rosalie to her next class.

"Emmett can you pick up Renesmee?"

"What happened to you and Alice picking her up?"

"She's busy and not here right now and I can't walk there without being late and if I'm late again." He scratched the back of his head.

"Sure we'll pick her up. Do you want us to…"

"I'll pick her up from the big house." I said. I hugged him quickly and then walked off next to Jessica.

Alice POV

There wasn't really much to do. Bars were empty, night clubs were closed, and I'd promised Bella I'd stay off drugs when we talked on the phone one time. I wasn't about to go back on the promise. I drove silently back to Forks and to school to pick up Bella, for I had forgotten that I told Bella I'd drive her home to pick up Renesmee some time during last night. I walked around the near empty building (not realizing it was after school until I looked at my cell phone). I found her in the gym with the cheerleaders.

"See, I told you Bella would be the best bet for our cheerleading squad. She's tiny enough so we can throw her." Jessica said quickly. I whistled a little bit and looked and all the girls looked at me. I winked at Bella and motioned for her to come over. She looked at the girls and then at the clock.

"I got to go. But I have the physical papers and the insurance. I'll get Esme to sign them and stuff and get Carlisle to do the physical." She said. She ran over to me and I grabbed her arm and walked quickly to the car.

"Cheerleading? Really?" I asked.

"I'm not getting the stuff signed." She said. "Just thanks for coming when you did. I was about to have a break down." She said. I nodded and drove the car. "Emmett picked up Renesmee for me, so we have to go get her." I nodded. "I want to explain to you about what happened at lunch."

"You mean the obvious lie towards me. Don't worry, no need."

"You skipped the rest of school. I didn't want to hurt your feelings."

"To late." I said turning a corner.

"It's just that Jessica made me promise to not hang out with you. And I didn't want any bad blood and she was right there." Jessica. I stopped and Bella nearly crashed into the window. "Hey!"

"Fuck Jessica!" I yelled. "This is fucking high school and if you are forgetting she was my first girlfriend!" My voice got softer. "If anything I thought you wouldn't want to have bad blood with me."

"You… I…" I started the car back up and drove. "I'm sorry." I scoffed. "Will you still come on Friday?"

Bella POV

Why was this so hard? I just wanted to make her happy so she wouldn't be mad at me. I didn't like this. I sat back when she didn't answer. "Did you here me?"

"Yeah, I heard you." She said. Finally after some time. "I don't know."

"Don't be mad." I said. She didn't say anything. "Stop the car!" I yelled. She stopped and I nearly hit the glass again.

"What!" She yelled. I grabbed her face and pressed my lips to hers quickly, hoping that would make her forgive me. She silently grabbed onto my waist and pressed me to her as we made out in the car. Yes, I made out with a girl. For my first time I wanted it to happen(Remember, she couldn't remember anything that happened the first time they made out and the second was forcefully by Alice), that I remember, I made out with a girl. And yes I liked it.

Finally I pulled back. "Are you still angry with me?" She shook her head. "Will you come on Friday?" She nodded excitedly and drove quickly to the house, where Emmett was outside with Renesmee already. I ran over to her and hugged her. "Hey Baby, how are you?"

"Uncle Emmy sang Hannah Montana in the car!" She said laughing.

"Really now? Did he know all the words?" I asked.

"Surprisingly." Rosalie said. I laughed.

"Okay then…" I said. He scoffed.

"Hannah Montana is like the best singer of our age."

"Really Emmett?" I said raising an eye brow. He just shook his head a little and I laughed. I buckled up Renesmee in her car seat and we quietly drove to Tanya's apartment. I grabbed my stuff and Renesmee. "See you tomorrow." I said. She nodded and pulled out of the parking lot. We quickly got up to the apartment and it was empty, as I thought it would be. Living with two doctors, it was to be expected. "Okay, so what do you want to do squirt?"

"Um… let's watch Mulan!" She said. Mulan was her favorite movie and not Mulan 2, just strictly Mulan.

"Okay, well what do you want to eat?" I asked. She shrugged.

"How about pizza? I'll order some okay?" She nodded, though I knew at her young age all she heard was pizza. "Go get the Mulan CD." She ran out of the kitchen and I grabbed the phone. I dialed the number and ordered a medium pizza while my child did dances around on the floor to her own special Mulan song. I loved her creativity and her innocence. As I waited for the pizza, I decided to change out of my clothes and into something more comfortable.

I quickly changed into a large shirt and shorts and padded back in the room, with Renesmee on my hip. "MULAN!" She yelled out with a smile on her face.

"Shh, you can't yell. We have neighbors." She did the oh sign and smiled. I slipped the DVD in the player and snuggled up to Renesmee as we watched the opening credits of Mulan. A knock on the door had me up with a twenty in my hand. Who do I open the door to find. "Edward." I said.

"Hey Bella." He said. I looked up at him.

"What do you want?"

"You." He whispered. He tried to step in and I pushed him out.

"You can't come in. I'm alone with Renesmee."

"Can you at least step outside for a little while." I shook my head.

"Make this quick, what exactly do you want?"

"You!" He said hugging me. I pushed him a little.

"Off!" I said. "Look you can't just come to Tanya's apartment and then ask to come in or step outside, now you need to leave-now!" I said. He looked down and then sighed. "Can I talk to you at school tomorrow?"

"If I'm not busy." I whispered quickly. I pushed him and closed the door grabbing my hair in frustration. Could I not go one day without drama. I looked at Renesmee and she singing along to a song. She's only three… my god this was going to be a long night.

Thursday (Bella POV)

My day went good until my free period. See I had my free period with Alice and Edward. Well Alice skipped and no teacher really had the balls to tell her to go back to class. At least I didn't have this class with Jessica. I don't think I could deal with that. I laid my head on Alice's lap and we talked. "So what did you do last night?" She asked. I smiled a little.

"Watched Mulan and ate pizza and then talked Carlisle into coming over to the old house so he could pick up a real home cooked meal. You?"

"I played dress up with Cynthia and then got yelled at by mom for letting Cynthia ruin her one of a kind D&G." She said. "So you had to convince Carlisle?"

"He can't cook, Tanya cares about her patients too much so she spends most of the time at the hospital with this little girl named Tanya and she can't cook either and there house is to small for me to want to release my full potential."

"Are you sure you don't want to be a chef?"

"It's my seconds choice." I said. She giggled.

"How's Renesmee doing?"

"Happy, like any three year old."

"You have the best child ever." She said. I nodded and shrugged. "So I can still come over tomorrow."

"Yeah, if you want to." I said nonchalantly.

"Yeah, after yesterday, I think I want to." I lightly slapped her and she pretended to be upset. I grabbed her hand and quickly kissed it and she looked back down at me. "No PDA Ms. Swan." She said slapping my hand away. We talked more when Edward came over. He looked at me and then at Alice and quickly glared at me, but focused on glaring at Alice more.

"Hey what do you want?" I asked waving my hand in his face. He looked down and smiled a bit.

"Yesterday you said we could talk when you were free. I was wondering if we could talk now?" I looked up at Alice.

"Talk." I said. "Anything you can say to me, Alice can here." He sighed and ran his hands through his hair.

"I'd like to take you on a date tomorrow night. I've already asked Esme and Jane and they both said it was okay."

"It's not Esme and Jane's choice is it?" Alice said. I put my hand over her mouth.

"What she means is that I have other plans that night and I don't really like you going behind my back, besides, technically speaking, my legal guardians are Charlie and Renee." I said. "I just don't live with Charlie."

"Oh." He said dryly. "Well how about Saturday."

"Carlisle is going to try to adopt me. We need to talk to his lawyers."

"Oh, well Sunday?"

"I'm hanging out with Alice."

"Oh." He said again. "Well I have to go pick my face up off the ground." He said.

"I think it's by Jasper." Alice yelled as he walked away. I laughed and turned to hide in his stomach.

"Please tell me when he's not looking at me." I said giggling. I knew I hurt his feelings, but he hurt me just as bad.

"He's not looking." I looked up and turned around and saw him staring-no glaring at us. "It's more like a death stare sort of thing." She said with a laugh. I put my face back in her stomach and pressed it there and she laughed. "That tickles." She said laughing some more. "Stop seriously." She said grabbing my face. "I feel like I'm fourteen when you do that. Nobody tickles me anymore."

"Oh I'm a nobody then?"

"Yup." She said smiling. I smacked her wrist lightly. "You just want to give me another kiss." She said in a mock accusing tone. I giggled and hid my face in her stomach. Like her, I felt fourteen again.

Alice POV (Friday)

School was a bore, and my short amount of time with Bella was filled with test and her having to eat because apparently Jasper wanted to sit with me to discuss our relationship. Basically I said it never going to happen and he said okay. I drove Bella home and when Renesmee wasn't looking kissed her hand. Now it was time to look beautiful. I straightened my hair, but on this bright red dress and matching red heels and put on the cutest pair of red boy shorts and a push up bra. I twirled around in my mirror and smiled. I looked presentable. And with moments to spare.

I walked over to the Cullen house and Bella was sitting outside with Renesmee in her lap. "She's about to go to sleep. Let me put her up and then we'll eat." She said. I saw she wore a blue dress, jeans, and converse. I found that odd, but then again, it was Bella. We walked in and I closed and locked the door behind me. She walked upstairs and came down a few minutes later with a smile on her face. She grabbed my hand and we walked to the kitchen. Two plates were set out for us and she pulled out my chair for me. I sat down and she sat across from me. "Lets see we have fajita's with all the fillings, homemade French fries, and soup."

"What a lovely dinner."

"Yeah I went around the world." She said with a smile. I loved seeing her smile. It was like a whole new light. We ate and talked. We debated on love and life. We argued about which Fantastic Four movie was better. I said one, she was convinced two. We laughed together and I laughed so much my face turned red and she that I was the color of my dress. "So would you like to watch a movie?"

"Which one?"

"Up." She said. I smiled. Hanging with her kid a lot has made her like kids movies. Another little tick, something that made me want the Bella Diaries even more. I'd been taking it out and looking at it every now and then, but then I would put it back and then tell myself, 'You need to get her by yourself.' Was I crazy? Insane to be exact but in some way I felt guilty for almost stalking Bella.

"Isn't that a kids movie?"

"Hey I like that movie." She said. She grabbed my hand and walked me up into her room where Bella had pillows all over the floor and a large quilt blanket.

I kicked off my shoes and sat on the floor grabbing her down with me. She smiled and sat down next to me and tugged off her shoes. She turned the DVD player on and we watched up until it went off. Finally after up she looked towards me. "It's a nice movie."

"Edward wouldn't let me watch Up with him." She said looking down. I grabbed her face and looked directly in my eyes.

"If you wanted to watch telletubbies I would watch it with you. I'm not going to stop you from doing anything." I sighed and kissed her lightly, her hands grasping onto my hips lightly. My arms snaked around her neck and we kissed for a little while before she pulled back.

"Second date and we're already making out on a daily basis." She said. I smiled at her giggling.

"We are an awkward pair of people, I must admit."

"You're the only person who doesn't make me sad." She said leaning into me a little more. "When I first kissed Edward, when you caught me that time, I cried."

"I know. Anything that reminds you James. I don't remind you of James?" I asked. She shook her head.

"James had long shaggy blond hair, and he had this, I'm always dirty feel to him. He was strong, way stronger than you, like he could hold me up with one hand for cheerleading and he was gruff. Scruffy, a wonderful real man type of guy. You your pretty, clean, petite, nice and pale skinned. A girl. Nothing that you do, reminds me of James and that's what I like about you." She said. I hid my face in her chest.

"I'm petite." I mumbled.

"Very much so." She laughed. I looked up at her and smiled. She was beautiful when she laughed. "Come on, you can spend the night. I don't want to be alone." She said. And she wasn't. She would never be.

Dang, My chapters are getting scrawny. Alls well I suppose. Great chappies coming up so be super duper happy!