Hey, Hi, Hello…here is an update for you guys. I've come out of the comma I was in, so hopefully I can update more quickly. As always, I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think.
Sam P.O.V
I felt her slipping from me. I knew she wanted me, but did she want to be with me? She was hesitating and I panicked. I couldn't hear her tell me no, so I captured her lips before she could answer. If she told me no, at least I would have one last kiss, one last moment to feel her because if she told me no, I didn't know if I could handle how stagnant we were anymore. I couldn't just be her friend.
Mercedes P.O.V
He kissed me….hard. That kiss immediately hit my core with the fiercest want and need permeating from our dueling tongues. He panicked and was stalling me. I knew what he was doing. He could never fool me, but I loved what he was doing. I didn't realize how much he cared for me until I felt that kiss. Until I felt just how he needed me. We released each other soon to catch our breath and the look he gave me was one of hunger and dare I say it, love. In that moment, I fully trusted him.
"Sam, I think…" Before I could finish he kissed me again. This time I felt the fear and trembling of his lips and I pushed him away. "Stop kissing me and let me answer," I said panting and looking into his eyes.
"I think I am ready Sam. I trust you and I want to be your girlfriend, but I still want us to pace ourselves."
"You think you're ready and pace ourselves? What do you mean?"
"I am ready to experience everything with you. Truly trust and believe in you, but what I want is for us to get to know each other's bodies; sensually." I walked over to him slowly making sure he noticed the swaying of my hips. I grabbed him arms, turned him, and pushed him to the wall, putting him in the same position he placed me in. "I want to know everything about this sexy body of yours and I want you to know every curve and every moan that escapes my lips, but I don't want to have sex yet."
Sam groaned and I kissed him again. We both fought for control as we both finally made real contact with each other's bodies. He grabbed my ass and I rubbed his abs. I could feel his hardness rubbing against my stomach and I wanted it. When I rubbed my hand against the hardening flesh, he knew I wanted it. He turned me around and picked me up releasing my lips.
"I thought you wanted to take your time Mercy. You grabbing my dick is not taking your time." He said that and pushed himself towards my core. He captured my lips again and I melted. I wanted to control the speed of our relationship, but I knew he wasn't going to let me have it. Feeling me relax into the kiss more, Sam moved to my neck then my chest. He had me under his spell and I felt him flick and lick my buds through my shirt. I wanted him to release me and to stop teasing me.
"Sam please, stop teasing," I said as I felt him bite my bud and rub deeper into my core.
"No Mercy, I'm not teasing, I'm just following your rules." With that he stopped grinding into me and let me fall to the floor. I watched shocked as he fixed his clothes and walked towards the closet door. I wanted to yell at him. To grab and tease him back; something, but I was stuck in my haze and I couldn't move or utter a word. Then I heard him as he opened the door. "But I can't promise you about tonight."
With that he walked out the door, leaving me disheveled and thoroughly played. If I thought my little attempt at control was going to make Sam be obedient, I thought wrong. He always gets what he wants.
I walked out the closet like nothing happened, heading to my desk thankful that no one was in sight. Wait, no one was in sight. I logged on and looked at my calendar and nothing was off, then I checked my email. There was two from Sam that he wrote 10 minutes before.
'Mandatory meeting in 5 minutes. Be here or be square,' one said.
'See no one's around to see our little rendezvous, don't you just love me. By the way, you're late for the meeting,' the other said.
I quickly got up and grabbed my notepad and pen and headed to the conference room.
I was greeted with a smirk and a "nice for you to join us Ms. Jones," from Sam.
"I'm so sorry, I missed the email. I was trying to finish up some last minute printing."
"Well Ms. Jones, don't let that happen again," Sam said looking at me sternly, but I saw the humor in his eyes. He was trying hard not to laugh.
The meeting went on without a hitch. Sam found a way to make the meeting relevant, getting everyone to discuss where they were on each project. It said it was a meeting to boost employee morale. That clever man.
That night, Sam decided he wanted us to go to the movies and have dinner. We headed to a theatre not too far from his apartment. When we made it to the register, we fought picking the movie. I wanted to see something funny and he wanted action. We decided to go with my choice. We found our seats immediately and Sam left to get snacks. Someone caught my attention to the left of me and I realized it was a guy I went on a few dates with when Sam and I were just friends.
"Wow, hey Mercedes, it's funny running into you here. How have you been? Still beautiful I see."
I smiled and grinned a little, "Thank you John, I've been great. How about you?"
"I've been good, thought about you a few times, wanted to call, but didn't have the guts."
"You should've called. I never knew why we really stopped going out."
"Honestly, I felt like you weren't fully into me, so I wanted to give you time, then too much time passed."
"what made you think I wasn't into you," I asked with my eyebrows raised.
"Sometimes you were distant and other times open but when I kissed you, you held back; I was giving you more than you gave me. In my experience when a woman does that, her heart is somewhere else."
I looked at him puzzled. I never knew I was holding back. Right when I was going to respond, Sam came back with a huge tray of snack. "Hey, I got enough so we could have variety," Sam said not noticing John. When he settled in his seat and the food was secure in the seat next to him, he finally looked at me and looked over to see John looking at us both.
"Ummm, Mercy who's this? How you doing man?"
"Oh Sam, this is John, John this is Sam my boyfriend."
John nodded in understanding, "Nice to me you Sam. I better go, my family is waiting for me. It was nice seeing you again Mercedes." John stood and pulled me into a hug. He whispered, "Now I see where your heart is. Don't let him break it. You're a wonderful woman." I hugged him back fiercely as a thank you for those words and for the insight. John never really made a lasting impression on me while we dated, but he left my mind in a whirlwind that night.
"So who is John," Sam asked knocking me back to reality.
"Just a guy I dated a few months ago."
"Just some guy you dated and now he's here hugging on you."
"Sam jealousy is never a good look on you. That hug was nothing. He just opened my eyes to some things that's all."
"What things?"
"You'll find out soon enough. Let's just enjoy our night."
"That was already a given. John, Paul or whoever wasn't going to change that."
"Good, now give me some popcorn."
"Nope, not until you be a good girl and give your boyfriend a kiss."
"Fine, you're lucky I really want that popcorn."
I leaned over to give him a small peck, but Sam took over my lips with his own and pulled me into the kiss. He grabbed the back of my neck and deepened the kiss slipping his tongue in my mouth. I felt his other hand go straight to my thighs. Pulling them apart, he began to rub my core as his tongue muffled my moans. He rubbed faster then moved his hand, slipping it into my pants, finding my clit and pinching it. My breath hitched at the contact, but he continued to kiss me. He rubbed until I released, his mouth capturing my groans. He pulled his hand from my core and kissed me slowly. When he let my lips go, he licked his fingers and began to watch the movie as nothing happened. With heavy breathes, I calmed down and bore a hole into the side of Sam's face.
"Do you still want popcorn Mercedes," He had the nerve to ask.
"No, I don't want any popcorn Sam. Give me the damn soda."
He laughed as he handed it to me and he settled back in his seat, grabbing the gummy worms and eating with a smug look on his face.
"I really can't stand you right now Sam," I whispered.
"Aww, but I liiikkke yooouuuu," He said laughing, "I'll make it up to you later. I definitely want another taste. Now," He said pulling me into him, "enjoy this funny movie you so badly wanted to see."
Until next time….