A/N: Here we go again, enjoy.
"Hey, Bella."
How is it already morning?
"Come on, I already let you sleep in five minutes past your alarm clock."
"You're too good to me."
"Actually, intentions were completely selfish. I was enjoying the position we're in."
"Mmm. Exactly why we shouldn't get up..."
She giggled, then gave my shoulder a quick kiss.
Wait, she should have her back to me...
I opened my eyes then, and was met with hers. Both my arms were arms were around her waist, holding her close to me, and my right leg was nestled in between hers. Our faces were so close, I could feel her breath on my lips. She smiled before her hand moved to my face, moving a clump of hairs out of the way and behind my ear.
Her lips parted before she slowly leaned in and gave me a peck on the nose. My heart started beating faster as she leaned in again and kissed me on my cheek, so close to my lips. I closed my eyes at the feeling, enjoying every second that her lips lingered on my skin.
I had the sudden urge to grab her and bring her lips to mine, but I held back. I didn't want our first kiss to be here, when we didn't have time to savor it. No, I would ask her on a proper date, and at the end of the night, I would hopefully have enough courage to kiss her.
We parted then, Alice getting up to put her jacket and pants back on, while I picked out a shirt and shorts, and changed while she had her back to me.
"Would it be weird to say, I'm gonna miss you?" I said softly.
"No." She said, wrapping her arms around my neck, bringing me into a hug. "We've spent so much time together these past few days, so it feels odd having to be separated."
I gave her a light kiss on her neck before we let each other go.
"I'll see you I a little bit, okay?"
I nodded and she gave me another kiss on my cheek, then slid out my door. I already felt so alone without her, but I knew that was bound to happen. We couldn't be together every single second of every day, unfortunately. I had grown so attached to her in such a short amount of time, and her the same. I just hoped she wouldn't get sick of me, because I seriously doubt I could ever get sick of her.
By the time I got out to the kitchen, Heidi was eating on the sofa watching the news, and Jane was quietly standing in the kitchen, nibbling on her own food. When she saw me, she opened the microwave and got a plate out, setting it in front of me. After a few minutes, the awkward silence was killing me. I didn't have to wait long though, Heidi soon got up, putting her plate in the sink before going outside.
Jane let out a relieved breath before turning to me.
"That was unbelievably awkward."
"That's an understatement." I replied. "Sorry for interrupting you two last night..."
"It's okay. I don't think we should have gone that far anyway. I don't even know how she feels...and I doubt she knows how I do."
"So...tell her."
"Easier said than done. I've known Heidi for a while now, I just don't want to ruin our friendship."
"Would you rather keep it to yourself and deal with seeing her with another girl eventually...or take the risk and maybe being that girl?"
"I'll have to think about it, wise one." She teased. "Let's go, we got work to do."
I whipped my hair into a ponytail as we headed outside and walked to the dog pens.
"Bella!" I heard someone call from behind me.
I turned around and saw Jacob drive up in his Porsche. I backtracked then leaned against his car.
"Hey, Jake. How was the date last night?"
"Saying it was amazing, would be an understatement."
"Wow, go you!"
"So, how are things going with you and Alice?" He asked.
"They're..going."
"That's an improvement. We're gonna have to catch up, I haven't talked to you in a few days, and I want all the details!"
"That won't take long. More time to hear about your date with Eddie."
"How about I bring lunch to your cabin, and we can talk then?"
"Great. I'll see you after a while then."
Not five seconds after I watched Jake turn around and drive the way he came, a cop car was coming towards me.
Great...ruin my day before it's even started.
"Hey, Bells." He said as he got out of his car and walked closer to me. "I know you aren't too happy right now..."
"Gee, what gave you that idea?" I said, crossing my arms in front of my chest.
"I just came to tell you that your blood test came back negative, and you're allowed to leave the ranch as you please now."
"And you couldn't call and tell me this?"
"I thought if I saw you in person, that you may-"
"What? Change my and and embrace you with loving arms, like nothing has happened? It was idiotic to think that."
I turned to walk away, but his voice brought me back.
"Bella?"
"I have work to do. When I want to see you, I'll call you."
Which won't be anytime soon.
As I did my work, I thought about how I would ask Alice on a date. I'd never asked anyone on a date, so that made me more nervous. Even thought I was sure she would say yes, I couldn't shake it. I wished I was more confident.
/-/
"So I took him to this fancy restaurant, and he looked fucking hot in his suit. At first I was nervous, but we fell into such great conversation. We literally talked until they closed...and when I dropped him off, I kissed him."
"And how was it?"
"He has the softest lips. It's like heaven, Bella."
I smiled, happy that Jake was happy.
"Enough about me, fill me in on you and Alice."
"Well, we've been seeing each other."
"I know that, get to the good stuff!"
"It's hard to explain. Everything is sort of backwards..."
"How so?"
"We've slept in the same bed multiple times, but we haven't kissed yet."
"That is odd." He teased.
"I want to ask her on a date tonight, but I'm nervous."
"Nervous about asking her out, or nervous about what usually comes after a date?"
Both.
"I'm not a very experience kisser...I don't want to disappoint her."
"Bella, you shouldn't worry about that. And I'm speaking from experience." He winked.
"Please never mention our kiss ever again."
"Just trust me."
I didn't reply, just finished the rest of my sandwich as I mulled over what he said.
"Can I borrow your car tonight?"
He raised his eyebrows then a smile appeared slowly on his face.
"Of course. You get her!"
/-/
"Hey! Where have you been? I was worried!" Alice said as she ran up to me as I got off my four-wheeler in front of her house.
"I'm perfectly fine, Alice. Jake and I wanted some time to talk, so he brought lunch to the cabin."
"Well, I'm glad you're alright." She kissed my cheek. "You should get a cell phone, then you could have just texted me."
"Yeah, I probably should. Maybe we can go into town this weekend and shop for one. Which reminds me, my blood test came back negative, so I'm a free bitch, baby!"
She giggled before rolling her eyes at me.
"That's great! To celebrate we should go out tonight and party like it's 1999!"
I just raised my eyebrow and gave her a 'uh, no' look before I grabbed her hand and started walking down the mulched path to the construction site.
"I was thinking more like going into town to see a movie. Like...a date?"
I said as she eyed me carefully. Then broke out into the biggest smile I've ever seen, and jumped in my arms.
"I thought you'd never ask." She said before squeezing me tighter.
"I take that as a yes...?"
"I couldn't say no to that face of yours, if I tried."
That made my heart leap in the air.
Yes, tonight I would have the courage...
"Holy shit!" I said as we came into the clearing.
"I know right, their working all day everyday now, and it should be done in no time."
"Uh, yeah...I'd say so."
The outside looked like minutes from completion. The deck was finished and only seemed to need a sealant to prevent water damage. Jacob, Edward, and Rosalie were putting in the windows while Bobby, Embry, and Emmett were working on the roof. Esme stood back watching to make sure they, but mostly Emmett, were being careful.
After Esme saw us watching, she gave us the job of applying the sealant to the deck. We working for an hour and a half before we finished, and we went to the door around back to peek inside. It looked bigger inside than outside and I couldn't wait to see when everything is done and Alice decorates.
The back door was in the space that was supposed to be the bedroom. A small room that was attached was to be the bathroom. The next room, Alice informed me, was going to be the kitchen/dining area. And then the last room, which was the biggest, and also had the biggest window, was going to be her painting studio.
"It's going to be great when I actually get to decorate!" Alice said excitedly. "Jake got me some Native American blankets and dream catchers to hang around. It's going to be perfect, my own little getaway. But of course, you're invited any time."
"I feel special." I teased.
"Okay everyone, we're done for today!" Esme called from outside.
After I told Alice to get changed and wait for me at her house, I headed back to my cabin more excited than ever. Once there, I took a shower, then changed into the nicest clothes I owned. My pretty purple shirt with hole-less skinny jeans, and a pair of leather boots that Alice had insisted on getting me. When I got done, the Porsche was already sitting outside with a note stuck on the steering wheel.
Have a great time, and be careful with my baby. -Jake
I bit my lip as I got in and started the engine. The purring calmed me down as I stepped on the gas, quickly taking me to the Cullen house. When I got there, Alice was sitting on the porch, as beautiful as always. She was wearing a green silk shirt with blue skinny jeans, similar to mine. Though she dared to wear heels instead of flats. She was surprised to see me pull up in Jake's ride, but I could see that she was pleased, she loves the Porsche.
We got to the theater in record time. Thank God, Charlie was elsewhere, or else he would no doubt have given me a speeding ticket. After Alice picked a movie, we got to our theater and took a seat in the back, so we'd have more privacy in case other people came in. Fortunately no one else did, and I relaxed more.
We watched the previews, and every time one ended we would say if we thought it looked interesting or not. A few appealed to both of us, and I was sure we'd at least go see one together at some point. When the lights dimmed I bit my lip, we fell silent, the movie starting.
I wanted to put my arm around her, but the cheesy 'yawn move' that all the guys do, wasn't how I wanted to do it. Trying to be smooth, I lifted up the armrest in between us and gently pulled her into me. She grinned as she cuddle closer, resting her head in the crook of my neck, and wrapping her arm around my stomach.
I really didn't pay much attention to the movie. I spent the majority of the time with my eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of just...being with Alice. Her movement brought me out of my daze, and opened my eyes, acting like I just saw the whole thing, when I really had no idea what the movie was really about.
"So what did you think?" She asked.
Crap...think, think, think!
"It could have been better..." My voice came out higher than usual.
She narrowed her eyes at me, and I wasn't sure if she bought it or not. She seemed to as she grabbed my hand and pulled me in the direction of the car. We got there too soon, but I opened the door for her, which she seemed to like. By this time, the sun was about to set, and I wanted to enjoy it with her.
I drove along the familiar road for a few minutes before turning onto the dirt road. Immediately she turned to me, with questioning eyes.
"Why are you taking me to the cliff? Planning on taking advantage of me?" She teased.
"No, I want to watch the sunset with you."
I sat on the hood of the car, letting my legs dangle as I waited for Alice to join me. She did a few seconds later, though she didn't sit beside me, but positioned herself between my legs and leaned back against me. I rest my chin on her shoulder and wrapped my arms around her waist as the sun started to disappear under the horizon, splashing shades of orange across the sky before it vanished and started to fade.
Even after, we stayed in the same position, enjoying the feel of each other. When I mustered up enough bravery, I turned her little body around until she was facing me. I was thankful that she wore those heel, because now she was at my eye line...and lip line. He big eyes were filled with desire, and I'm sure mine were too. I brought a hand up to her face, stroking her skin gently before slipping it behind her neck and pulling her closer.
Our lips met excitement, and a wave of warmth rushed through my body. It was something I had never imagined that I could feel, and I savored every second of it. We only parted so she could tilt her head sideways for better access, her tongue snaking out and pushing past my lips with ease, and into my hot mouth. Hers was a tad cooler than mine, but I loved the sensation, eliciting a throb between my legs.
When she was done massaging my tongue, she recoiled, giving my bottom lip a sensuous suck before raking her teeth across, and pulling back. We both were gasping for breath, holding on tightly to one another as we recovered.
"That was amaz-"
I didn't let her finish. Instead, I pressed my lips to hers again, wanting to experience the sensations again. I wasn't disappointed either, and so I fervently kissed her until all light was gone from the sky, and the stars were shining bright above us.
A/N: If you want to know what I'm working on, when I'll post a new chapter of any of my stories, or even if I want some readers suggestions, follow me on my new Twitter: (CeceAshUpdates) The direct link is on my profile, at the bottom of the page.
P.S. - I'm sure most of you saw the leaked Breaking Dawn pics/video. May I just say, HOLY SHIT! November can't come soon enough!
